Dirt is Different

Haha! This is something Pris asked me to do. I know she doesn't expect me to do it though. Bah! Anyway, I think I'm going to nap. Hehe!

1. My ex is still...
in the army

2. I am listening to...
music from Delta Goodrem

3. Maybe I should...
start studying

4. I love...
eating, shopping, reading, watching tv/movies, the special one out there (somewhere)

5. My best friend...
it’s a secret

6. I don't understand...
why we are living in a world that is so realistic, selfish and discriminating

7. I lost
...me

8. People say...
(how do I know what people say?)

9. The meaning of my screen name is...
expressing my current feelings/mood

10. Love is...
something I’m hoping to find?

11. Somewhere, someone is...
suffering (like me!)

12. I will always...
be someone that it’s not me

13. Forever seems...
non existent

14. I never ever want to...
be sad

15. My cell phone is...
my key to being a social creature

16. When I woke up this morning...
I felt like dying

17. I get annoyed...
when things don’t go well

18. Parties are...
a great way to mingle

19. My pet(s) are...
ralph ( my lil’ doggie) =)

20. Kisses are the best when...
they're sincere

21. Today I...
went to school and had lessons

22. Tomorrow I will...
be going to school as usual and receive the rest of my results (not that I’m looking forward to it)

23. I really want...
to get straight As, get a degree, a job, get married and maybe have kids

7 random things about myself:
1. I love chocolates
2. I’m very stubborn
3. I love my lil Ralph
4. I play too much
5. I still can’t do strenuous exercise (still haven’t fully recovered)
6. I get hungry very fast
7. I can sleep anywhere

7 things that scare me:
1. losing my family
2. losing my friends
3. Darkness
4. Disorientated
5. Loneliness
6. failing every subject
7. Horror shows

7 random songs at the moment:
1. Westlife – Amazing
2. U2 – Beautiful Day
3. 5ive – Let’s Dance
4. Gwen Stefani – Cool
5. Seal – Kiss from a Rose
6. Paris Hilton – Stars are Blind
7. All American Rejects - Move Along

7 things I like most:
1. Music
2. Friends
3. Food
4. Making people around me happy or surprising them
5. Moo-lah (Money)
6. Traveling
7. Happiness

7 people to do this:
1. Kimmy Wong (I don’t think she reads this though)
2. Rachel Shen
3. Aaron
4. Chee Wee
5. ‘Renren’ (but he’s busy mugging. Haha!)
6. VT
7. Anyone who wants to do this.

Matching!

I can’t believe I blew almost $300 bucks today. If it was because of the fact that I don’t have enough money with me today, I reckon I would have spent a $165 more.

Although I have gotten new stuff to replace it, I can’t help but feel a sense of loss, a very heartbreaking 2 weeks. Last week as I was playing tennis with the gang and all, I realized that my racket (Wilson 5.6 Rollers) was crooked. Somehow, I wasn’t really surprised cos there was a hair-line crack some years back, but it wasn’t too much of a problem then and I didn’t really bother about it. The bend was so bad that I had to ‘retire’ my racket of 7 years. It was a really good buddy. =) thankfully, I had another set of rackets to keep me going on the courts, the very very lousy Wilson n5. Gosh! I can’t believe how terrible the metal is! I cracked 2 rackets of this model. (Never get double-frame rackets) And so, as of this morning I was left racket-less. Boo! It was so heartbreaking as it meant that I had to spend more. I had to get a new pair of shoes, socks and new wristbands and the new addition, 2 more rackets. Bah!

Anyway, I busted my money on the new Wilson nFury. I quite like this. It’s light and the frame is pretty solid. Furthermore, I find that it’s easier to control as compared to the crap n5. I would have gotten another one to make it two, so I can use it for my intermediate and advanced tournaments after the A levels, but I blew the other portion of my money on a pair of new shoes. (Another barricades). I wasn’t really keen on another pair of barricades but this time I really had no choice. It was this, or no shoes at all, for Nike’s design are simply horrendous. I wonder what’s wrong with the merchandisers. How come we don’t get the shoes seen on the tour? So yup! It’ll be budget for me for the next month. Haha!

Argh! There’s something wrong with my computer. I can’t open the files to upload pictures here. Guess I’ll do it another day!

Oh! My shoes and my racket match as well. Hehe!

A lag post.

We really don’t know how to appreciate things in life. Something that we yearn so much for, but somehow, when it happens, you wish everything was back to normal. Human nature is indeed very complex.

For a very, very long time, this had not happened and yet in prayers, you constantly pray that it will finally happen to you. It did! But you did not like what happened.

I am ashamed. It should not be condoned. I am ready to receive punishment. And I pray that it will never occur again.

Be thankful for those who are around you. They’re blessings.

Yay! It's over!

4 down and just 3 more to go. Yet, I just don’t feel like studying anymore. It’s pure exhaustion.

I’m so looking forward to next week. We got a whole week of holiday. Hmmm… Just had a brain wave, but I’m not sure whether it’ll turn out to be a reality. Hopefully it does. I need the practice. I haven’t been doing it for a long time, and I think I’ve lost touch. Furthermore, we’re older now. There are much more alternatives that we can take for it to get it started. =)

Boo! It’s just Maths and Economics papers tomorrow. My butt is simply to heavy to get off my comfy bed. Bah! I think I’m going back to sleep…

The Book of Life

Each day life offers a new page for my existence.
My past is already written & I can't change that;
in its pages I find my history,
some pages have softer colours,
others darker shades...

They say that in adversity I can add soft pastels of serenety to turn into something beautiful.
And how will today be like?

They say again that it all depends on one's will & optimism to transform today's page into a book of my life into a page that I will treasure as a beautiful rememberance of the future?
True?

Nap time before I think again...