Rules are Meant to be Rules?

I know i'm supposed to do my econs essay right now. But i can't seem to, especially after all that has happened today... I never get asked for my opinions, and even if i was, it's always for the wrong reasons. Worst still, I seem to the only one who receives information lags. It's like i'm living in the 18th century or something. No communication devices.

Rules are meant to be rules? I used to think so. But not anymore. Not for the next few months at least. if rules are meant to be broken, what's the point of having them in the first place? i can't seem to put my thoughts across right now. Maybe cos i just got really pissed with mommy. Shall not elaborate further. I think i'll go to bed to get it out first...

So Many Words... But Nothing Comes Out...

It seems that I tend to blog when i'm feeling terrible, irritated and pissed. I don't know how I am feeling now. Everything is choked up in me.

I thought last week was bad enough, but it seems as though this week is even more terrible. I don't know, but I may be a lil sensitive. I read through body language and how even the slightest thing can affect my perception of your attitude. And that was what happened last week. It was such a different experience. Unlike the time at Takashimaya, where we just sat and talked. Now, it's a whole different story. Although i know this is a very terrible period of time, I just feel a sense of lost.

Sigh. I really don't know what to say. FYI, I injured my ankle once again during my match today. I guess I'm going to be out of action for a while. Actually, it can be a blessing in disguise. There's so much things going on in my mind now. I can't seem to concentrate no matter how hard i try. It's beginning to get on my nerves. I know i must push myself, but the mind always wanders off to more depressing matters in hand.

I'm suppose to be studying for my Geography Test right now, but i can't seem to think with the irritation in my ankle. Sometimes, i wish that there's such thing as an ankle transplant so my recovery will be faster and smoother.