In a crazy lil' world.

In this day and age, certain things still remain the same even thought the international community have made a pledge to stop it from happening in our societies. It happens even in schools where children are thought to be young and innocent.

I can’t understand why it is happening. This is a free country and we should be allowed to a freedom of speech. However, it is acting like it is not. There’s another set of ‘rules and regulations’ that one must follow? Bull shit! Why can’t I laugh at whatever things I want? Laughter is said to be able to relax the mood and atmosphere. But it’s the other way around here – it brings fury and tingles to everyone else.

As I move on, I know that I must overcome this. I don’t know how, but I know that I have to do this. It’ll be actually nice if I could have some support somewhere or some morale booster. But where the hell can I find these. I may have a clue, but I know it’ll not come.

On a lighter note, Friday afternoon was a exceptionally great time for me. It started with Vinod coming back and had lunch with is. And somehow, training that day was sweet. No, I’m not crazy. I didn’t say it wasn’t tedious or demanding. I just said that it was sweet! : ) However, many things happen at the wrong time for me.

I also found out that V****** is still in contact with that jerk even though she claimed to have made up her mind and get out of the picture. And now, she says she’s confused and that she’s really happy when she’s with him? A load of crap! If you were really happy hanging out with him, then does it mean that you enjoy being in a crowded picture? I don’t know what this crazy world is going to be like.

As I am writing this, large drops fall before me. What an eventful day. Everything terrible that can happen just happened.

I fell like a total misfit. Am I? Sure I love to have fun and crack jokes once in a while, but when there’s serious business to be done? Where’s that emotional quotient that it is in us? There are many different types of people in our world and we should know when to exercise self-control and not just shoot out mouths off when we feel just like it. Doesn’t anyone understand? Wake up man! I’m sick of all those stares, eye-rolling and slamming behind me. If you got the guts, face me, if not, shut your trap.

Moreover, why are some people so spoilt and petty? Hello! This is not your world. You’re not my boss and until then, shut up. Are people so dense that they can’t tell the difference between sarcasm and an insult? I don’t insult people unless I really detest that particular person. And stop being so petty. Get on with your life and halt harping on it your whole bloody life. Also, stop rallying for support. People are getting sick of these antics. If you were running for elections, I would have nothing to say. Do you need to seek attention 24/7? I do understand what you have gone through, but there’s a limit to my patience.

Please! Stop being a jerk. You throw tantrums when you feel like it, slam stuff when you’re unhappy. I gotta admit that you are helpful and nice when you’re in a good mood. However, stop being like a lil’ kid. Maybe people give in to you when you’re not with is. But we are not related.

It’s starting to get lonely here. It’s nice to see Mandarin Ducks swimming everywhere. But it makes me want to have a swim too. It’s really tempting I must say. However, I told myself that I shouldn’t be swimming especially at this point of time. But, I’m not ruling out anything if I can find it.