Wreak Sunday

In the background: Norah Jones – Don’t Know Why

Somehow, every time I tune to this song, I’m all relaxed; everything seems to be going on fine. But the truth is, it has been a wreak Sunday. Andy and Daniela both exited out of the Australian Open on the same day. That’s double to blow for me. First, it was Andy. He was playing someone unseeded, but surprisingly a better player than him today. I gotta admit that Marcos Baghdatis’ reading of the game was superb. It was definitely heart-braking to see out of the tournament so early. I was actually looking forward to a final between Roger Federer and Andy.

Another blow today, was Daniela’s match. I felt that she had a good chance against that stinking bitch, Maria Sharapova. Daniela’s game has indeed been remarkable. It was even better today compared to Friday’s match where she kicked out Serena “Fat Ass” Williams. Daniela’s serve today did quite a bit of damage to Sharapova’s return. Even her groundstrokes were solid. Anticipation was fantastic too, especially when she returned a lob, and quickly ran to the other corner to hit a down-the-line forehand, killing that darn bitch. I would say the reason why Daniela lost today was not because of her stronger opponent. But it’s all cos on the luck factor. 6-4, 6-4 isn’t a bad score. I know I’ll just miss watching Daniela play at the Australian Open. Darn! She’s still skinny, compared to the other players on the tour. But definitely better than a few years back. Thank god she battled that eating disorder. Good for her!

On the bright side, there’s still Martina and Kim. Even though Martina doesn’t have a really powerful or fast shots, but her slices and groundstrokes do still kill! Every shot has great angle and precision! One can just sit in front of the telly cheering with the mouth dropped open in amazement (that will be me. Haha!). Martina and Kim will be playing their fourth round tomorrow. I wish them all the best, especially Martina as she’ll be facing stiff competition. As for Kim, I know I’ll see her in the finals (hopefully). Haha!

It’s a new week, new week with more stuff and obligations. I enjoyed myself last week, spending time catching up with friends and sharing lots of fun and memorable time together. Hopefully, there can be more of these and that the clique can meet up this Friday and that I can also meet up SY soon!

Once bitten twice shy. You tell yourself you’re not gonna let it happen again. But why? Why does it come to you at the same period of time again?

I knew it was coming, but I was in denial. The indicators warned me once more, but I believed in myself. Now, straight in my face, I was not to be.

How did it happen! I simply have no clue. It sort of just grew on me. It was not like anything else. This was so different, so unusual. Time was short, but it was special. I thought that it was it, but it could be negligence that I let it go.

What was wrong with me? No, no, no. Forbidden, forbidden, forbidden. And I still had to go and tamper with it. Silly, I know. But I just couldn’t help it. It was definitely alluring. That’s is probably why there are so many problems.

A few days ago, I thought the whole situation was getting better, but yesterday was a huge blow to me once again.

I pray that I can forget about it as quick as I can and get on with my life. Maybe boring, uninteresting, pushy, smelly, overly expressive blah, blah, blah greenhorn may work after all.

A toast...

It’s 2006! 2005 had gone by real quick. The events and images of last year are still flashing vividly in my head. I am sure that I’ll never forget the moments and memories of 2005.

Looking back, starting 2005 was difficult foe me. I had probably gone through one of the worst experiences in a teenager’s life. I remember that I was very apprehensive about starting school. Somehow, I was worried that what happened in 2004 will be carried forward in 2005. Fortunately, I was wrong. I must say that I’m lucky to have met a bunch of good friends.

To Andy, Kimmy, Corny, Melvyn, Lindsay, Charlene, Shihan, Aaron and many, many others, thanks you for coming into my life when I was at one of my lowest points. With all of you, I once again believed in the word ‘friends’. All of you may not feel the same way, but all that horny stuff that were exchanged during conversations, all that farting and burping, all that soccer sessions, all that outings that we had and so much more will definitely remain a part of me.

It is a pity that we do not meet up as often as before, or perhaps do not even keep in contact anymore. I wish we could still be like before. But face the reality; all of us seem to be moving on ahead. Nevertheless, I will still like to day a big thank you to the clique for being there for me. I love you guys!

Happy 2006.