Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Nothingness..

There is a storm in my heart
It tears my inside wide apart
I am bleeding and I am hurt
Like a wingless little bird

Then it turns dark
And for a moment I see
The pain that is engulfing me
And the tedious journey I embark

In search of answers
In search of truth
In search of understanding
In search of you

My guiding star in darkness
Like a little stream in the desert
Everything about you seems flawless
Yet that is what inflicts the hurt

Your perfect features belong not to me
My chains were never meant to be
You need to live and try to see
What it means to be sky free

So spread your wings and fly away
For I can not fulfill your dream
But if you should ever fall one day
I'll be that little stream

dreamy angel at 4:05 AM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}

Physical Health 8/10, Emotional Health 1/10..

yea, i think i have alot of problems lately..

no no.. this is not a dumping ground for all my unpleasant thots n unwanted self-pity. Just been on a roller-coaster ride these few days/weeks..

My neck is much better tho.. Been sleeping on double pillows lately.. Strange as it seems, it is working like a miracle. My conclusion? My shoulders are too broad from all those "swimming", so one pillow doesnt align my neck with my nose.. or rather, my nose with my neck. Whatever.

Still gonna see my physio tomoro morn tho. Got to make sure i chop the grass n remove the roots. lol.

Had a great dinner with Graceful Hippo tonight.. Chatted about alot of things.. things that i wud normally keep to myself.. Dunno why, but i just had to share it with someone.. someone who cares.. I think too many a times, friends/pple ard you get so caught up with life, that you become a part of a memory? No longer the present, I wud say.. I miss home.. How come friends that I call "si dang" suddenly treat me like a stranger? I feel lost.. Is my friendship really worth that little to you? Do i really mean so little in your world that I can be put aside so easily just because i am no longer in the same homeland as you?

Out of sight, out of mind.

Feel even more depressed after having one of his friend imply that i'm not good enough as a gf..as his gf.. Nothing better than a comment as such to cut right down to the core, shred all confidence to pieces n bled like crazy inside.. nothing..

There is this quote:

" To love is Nothing..
To be loved is Something..
To love and to be loved
is Everything. "

I think I might have nothing at all..

dreamy angel at 2:32 AM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}

Friday, August 27, 2004

Medically Certified Unfit..

Went to see the doc today n with just one look, Dr Poh immediately gave me a MC. I should not be moving ard in my condition, she said.

I agreed. What about some sleeping pills to knock me out for a couple of days while my body heals itself? I asked.

I was denied.

Darn.

So it seems I was destined to suffer what Buddha has set out as a challenge to my mental n physical strength.

*sigh*

Thank goodness for my beloved friends.. If not for their care n concern, I think i wud have succumbed to the many obstacles Buddha had set along my way from the day i arrived in Melb.

Exactly a year ago this day.. I met with a car accident. Was in a car with 3 other friends. Thank goodness none of us were badly hurt.. But it has made me too afraid to learn driving anymore..

hmm.. dunno why i'm blogging this.. maybe its just the memory.. yah.. umm...

dreamy angel at 2:40 PM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}

2 anti-inflammatories + 1 hot-pack + some massage

Yea, that just about sums up what i did today in a bid to relieve some of the discomfort.. Okay, who am I kidding? Its PURE AGONY.. deep, bone-wrenching pain.. Had to turn my entire body just to talk to someone... *sigh*

Boy, arent I such a whiner?

Blah.

But i guess something I did must have worked, because it seems less throbbing than this morning. Or maybe its just the placebo effect. Maybe my brain believes that one of those things i did was effective, so it tells the neck to "stop being such a whiner, n stop sending so much pain signals" to it!

Umm... I'm cool with that.. In fact, i'm cool with anything.. I dun mind being put to sleep until my neck fixes itself up n stop being such a pain in the ass. Neck i mean.

*sigh*

I cant get to sleep.

*counting sheep*

dreamy angel at 1:16 AM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}

Thursday, August 26, 2004

pain..

i'm feeling so much pain right now.. no, not emotional agony, but pure, excruciating, physical pain..

Woke up with a very painful n still neck this morning.. Its different from the one i had in April.. This time, its deep aching red-hot pain.. i cant turn my head at all.. i cant even look down to tie my shoe laces.. Even when i try to comb my hair, it throbs.. I know this is more serious than the last time.

Comtemplated skipping pract.. but discipline forbid me.. So i slowly trottled to the tram stop, praying that the pain will ease off.. Upon reaching the glass doors of my sch building, i changed my mind. There is no point waiting for tuesday to come. I need help immediately.

I was lucky. My physio was all booked out.. But, at the time that i arrived, the pat who was supposed to come, didnt turn up.. so she saw me straight away.. I had extremely stiff n inflamed facet joints. Just touching it makes me wince.

I am starting to hate myself.. I have so much pain, so many probs.. My skin is bad.. My neck gives me hell.. n i also have hip pain.. I dun like to complain.. but i need an avenue to vent my frustration so bad.. I have seen my mum suffer so much early this year with her skin.. If that ever happens to me, i think i will just die.. Might as well.. life is not meant to be like this..

Hmm.. i'm not having suicidal thots, dun worry.. i just am frustrated full stop.

*sigh*

dreamy angel at 10:15 AM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

4th day of Ssssss...

Okay, so i lied...

Didnt go to bed as i had promised my ill-treated body.. Oh well, the pbl prob was just too interesting .. it was beckoning me to go find out more about the patient.. And so i did..

2.5 hours later...

I know alot more about the pat's symptoms than i did before and kinda have an inkling of whats might be the prob.. But it does no good to my emotional status however! I'm feeling rather sad.. the prognosis of this guy is gloomy.. in fact, there is no silver lining or watsoever in his clouds at all.. *sigh*

Studying the brain is downright disheartening..

Maybe shingles isnt tat bad afterall.. i mean, if these patients can choose, i;m sure they will pick shingles over their ailment any time.. Right?

I really should appreciate the things ard me more.. You should too.. =)

Sweet dreams.. =)

dreamy angel at 12:30 AM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}

Monday, August 16, 2004

Feeling Sick..

of studying..
of not being able to sleep..
of the superficial-ness of some pple around me..
of not knowing how to be sultry..
of being sick..

And all of these arise from..? Shingles.. i think i am down with shingles.. the irritating "S"..

*sigh*

Went for tai-box this afternoon.. happily kicked n punched for a while.. All of the sudden, i felt as though all of my pitiful blood had rushed down to my bottom.. (or toes? ) leaving my brain with zero O2 molecules..Tahnk goodness, i didnt faint.. i didnt even fall.. I'm powerful i know..but i did stumble..Felt my heart beating reawlly fast..

Is this what the assignment wanted us to do? push ourselves to the max? Yupz.. it felt like the ma x to me.. =)

I hate shingles.. Its itchy.. its ugly.. i look like a girl with some disease.. *sigh*

I hate it most bcos of how it makes me feel.. Tired.. Grouchy.. Energy-less..

So this is a grouchy post.. My apologies.. I did have a good weekend tho.. Went over for dinner last night at my frens place with him.. It was really fun.. Our fren put in sooo much effort in her cooking!! The epitome of a modern woman who can whip up delicious meals.. Yum..

*Yawn*

I think i should put in a few more hours of sleeping.. Hopefully the ugly bubbles on my forehead n upper eyelid will disappear tomoro morn..

Hopefully..

dreamy angel at 8:42 PM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}

Thursday, August 12, 2004

Like a robot.

I am feeling stiff all over.. its D.O.M.S (delayed onset muscle soreness)!!! another sign of old age and also from not exercising religiously.. I dont want to get out of bed!!! *feeling lazy* sigh.. but i have quite alot of work to do.. not to mention, i have absolutely no clue what the lecturer has been talking about since mon!! Why do we need to study about the EYE?!? I mean... if the patient has got eye prob, we would naturally refer them to eye specialists yea? We wouldnt be asking them 20 qns.. raking our brains trying to recall all their signs n symptoms n then come up with a mechanism about their underlying problem..

I seriously think we learn too much.

Its good to know some.. its bad to know too much. I mean, if you overhear the eye specialists saying something that is absolutely so wrooong.. are you gonna go up to them n say dude, you are dumb?

See my point?

Enough of my whining.. See, this course has reduced me to a whining, complaining, unappreciative, hassled young girl..Why do I even pay so much ? I should have just mixed around more with some of the girls in my sec school.. (mm.. i sense that i'm treading on dangerous grounds here.. betta stop. =X ) *mutters under breath*

Ooh boy, I'm going for more Tai-Box classes later today.. the very same class that make me ache like hell today.. hee.. Torture is good. Trains up your mind.. Have i ever mentioned to anyone before, that there was a period where i actually considered signing up for SAF scholarship? Just for the 3 months bmt training.. hee hee.. I thought it would be a good training for my mind n body.. Mind you, it is just the 3 months bmt, not the entire 2.5 yrs.. =) Yes yes, i have heard all about the cutting grass and throwing rubbish stories from my army frens.. I would HATE to do all these.. Seriously, i respect all of you who put down everything n do all these tasks.. *grins*

Okie dokie.. time to do some work.. then off to school.. *waves bye bye*

dreamy angel at 9:02 AM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

A Special Day ..

I had no idea that a birthday party can be soooo wonderful even when its celebrated in a foreign country.!! I had been dreading my birthday this year, just like the year before, as it doesnt fall between our sch holidays.. meaning to say, I would have to celebrate it here.. without my family nor my closest frens..

How was i going to survive this day? I thought..

The day started with 3 birthday cards and a papa smurf.. Sisters of Six made no indication of any celebration.. Perfectly understandable considering we had a test that morning.. Tests and birthdays, totally baaad combination.. totally do not mix at all..

The day went by.. with only 2 sisters wishing me happy birthday.. how sad can one get?

Finished classes at 5pm..decided to retreat to the computer lab to lick my wounds.. Spent some time wallowing in self-pity.. Not sure which was making me more sad.. The fact that so few of my "close friends" back home remembered about my birthday.. or that neither did my friends over here..

Remembered that ultimately, there is still some one who remembers.. n deems it important enough to want to spend time with me.. And so, home i went..

To my amazement, Maggums was at home too..together with S and A.. So sweet of them.. All of a sudden, I felt better already.. Plus, there was a surprise for me.. hee hee.. I LOOoVeEE surprises!! just thinking about it now brings a grin to my lips.. =P

Happy birthday!!

My friends jumped out of my closet!! Scared the wits out of me!! hee.. According to my Sisters, I had a totally shocked look, not to forget my small exclaimation.. FINE.. my loud scream.. *mumbles* =P

He had pre-arranged for my friends to come over after school to celebrate with me.. No one was supposed to mention anything to me.. I had a great time just listening to my sisters complain about how hard it was .. and how they racked their brains to think of excuses so as not to raise my suspicion..hee hee.. Not to mention the thought of soo many of my friends squeezing in my small tiny closet.. luckily my clothes are all clean.. hee..

I just want to say.. I LOVE YOU ALL!! Thank you so much for making so much effort to make my birthday sooo memorable!! I will never forget this special day of mine.. made extra special by all of you guys!! *hugs*
(cousin, if you are reading this, do not continue reading. I repeat, do not continue. )

And Thank you dear.. If not for you, this day of mine would have been just another day.. You are so wonderful.. *MuAcKz*.. hee hee..

PS: i just wanna say this to my friends back home.. some of you have hurt me.. deeply.. you just have no idea how much..

dreamy angel at 10:33 PM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

for Him who made my special day spectacular..

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

dreamy angel at 9:43 PM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}

Sunday, August 08, 2004

Hao Mei de Meng..Dan Que Ke Yu Bu Ke Qiu..

My Vow To You

When you are sad, I will dry your tears
When you are scared, I will comfort your fears
When you need love, my heart I will share
When you are sick, for you I will care

You will feel my love when we are apart
Knowing that nothing will change my heart
When you are worried, I will give you hope
When you are confused, I will help you cope

When you are lost, and can't see the light
My love will be a beacon, shining ever so bright
This is my vow, one that I pledge till the end
For you above all are my wife and best friend

These words I have written, speak of my love for you
From my lips these words spoken, shall always ring true
God has blessed me, and with your hand in mine
Both of our hearts, will forever intertwine

Into all lives, falls pain and sorrows,
I promise together, we will meet all tomorrows
Happy in marriage, honor and love
blessed in unity by God above

- Earl J. Dawson Jr. -

dreamy angel at 6:26 PM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}

Saturday, August 07, 2004

My heart is icy cold...

Snow On The Sahara - Anggun

Only tell me that you still want me here
When you wander off out there
To those hills of dust and hard winds that blow
In that dry white ocean alone

Lost out in the desert
you are lost out in the desert

But to stand with you in a ring of fire
I'll forget the days gone by
I'll protect your body and guard your soul
From mirages in your sight

Lost out in the desert

If your hope scatter like the dust across your track
I'll be the moon that shines on your path
The sun may blind our eyes, I'll pray the skies above
for snow to fall on the Sahara
If that's the only place where you can leave your doubts
I'll hold you up and be your way out
And if we burn away, I'll pray the skies above
for snow to fall on the Sahara

Just a wish and I will cover your shoulders
With veils of silk and gold
When the shadows come and darken your heart
Leaving you with regrets so cold

Lost out in the desert

If your hope scatter like the dust across your track
I'll be the moon that shines on your path
The sun may blind our eyes, I'll pray the skies above
for snow to fall on the Sahara
If that's the only place where you can leave your doubts
I'll hold you up and be your way out
And if we burn away, I'll pray the skies above
for snow to fall on the Sahara

dreamy angel at 10:02 PM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}

Beautiful morning.. Beautiful start..

Awoke to a morning of gloominess.. Had just rained.. Birds are chirpping.. Could it be the start of a wonderful day? I remained skeptic.

Accompanied him to the docs.. His hearing seemed to be diminished..Fear dictated the pace of our footsteps..Fortunately the verdict was good.. nothing serious.. What a relief.. Just had a pbl about a pat. with brain tumour, affecting all of his vital senses..The scary thot did cross my mind.. but it was brushed aside hurridly.. I knew if I stayed with that train of thot, I will only drive myself crazy with worry..

Maybe things are really looking up..

On the way home with some groceries (okay, there are 6 boxes of heaven icecream..hee.. ), there was this elderly couple pushing their shopping trolley ahead of me.. When we came to the junction of crossing each other, the old man parked his trolley to one side of the pedestrian walkway and stopped to let me pass..How sweet.. how kind.. I smiled n muttered "thank u", quickly hurrying past so as not to take up too much of their time.. He laughed good-naturedly to his other half and they slowly strolled along..

I know now that the day is gonna get better..

dreamy angel at 1:36 PM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}

A night of loVeliness..

Turn your face to the sky.. see that lonesome star shining amidst the darkness of the night..? How lovely.. how lonely..

Does it crave for company?

Or does it feel contentment being alone in this world?

Would being surrounded by people take away one's loneliness?

Perhaps it should sleep.. slip into oblivion where loneliness matter no more..

dreamy angel at 1:20 AM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}

Friday, August 06, 2004

what a lousy day ...

I used to think that my pbl group last year was terrible.. but i realised how wrong i was today.. this afternoon rather.. btw 11am to 1pm to be precise. This afternoon's pbl session has got to be the worse one i ever had..EVER!!

Probably the radio dj got a whiff of my current foul mood cos it is playing one of my "kylie minogue" songs now.. My sisters (incl-ing the real one.. hee) would know how i feel about kylie minogue's songs.. But it is not doing any good for me now!! I'm mad.. i'm fuming MAD!

Can you imagine me reduced to a docile and quiet introvert? Ever?

Sitting wordlessly by the side of the table, looking on at my peers while they utter pearls of wisdom for a duration of TWO WHOLE HOURS? 120 minutes.. 7200 seconds..720000 milliseconds.. ARGH..

Yes.. that was what had happened.. Although I DID NOT gaze at my peers with admiration..I simply felt SO out of place that I, for the first time, had nothing to say throughout the session. It was SOOOO much worse than having Mr Gorilla ( i dun care if i spelt it wrongly...) shooting me down with racist jokes last year.. At least for the latter, I knew what i was up against and i could easily "diao" him down with my daggered eyes.. But today, trying to add your 2 cents worth was as hard as trying to run through mud as high as your chin.. Some people just cant shut their trap. (pardon my language) It's as though the rest of us employed them to explain every single fact and detail to us.. Not to mention our tutor gazing mainly at ONE particular briGht student all the time when she (the tutor) was explaining stuff.. You would think the rest of us were dead or deaf. *sigh* i have to tolerate all this s*** for the rest of the semester.. I really dont know how i'm going to survive this torture. Maybe i should train my vocal cords.. then each time when people interrupt me, i will raise my voice to a hair-raising, glass shattering pitch so much so that they cant flip their pages without shuddering.. hmm ..This is a BRILLIANT idea...

Enough of my complaining.. I really should follow Professor to temple on Sun for meditation.. Learn some anger management before I really hurt someone.. ( if my friends from singapore are reading this.. nono.. i'm still the same old sweet girl you all know.. its the environment you see.. *smiles sweetly* =P )

It is finally friday!! (can you feel my joy?!? =P ) Was supposed to eat gelati today.. but Laughing Bunny fang wo fei ji so bo ban.. i had to fang Professor fei ji too.. (see what you have made me done Laughing Bunny? now i'm a bu ren bu yi de peng you.. *sigh*) So I went to computer lab instead.. and guess what? I answered some questionaires and WON A MILLION DOLLARS!! of course not lah.. you think money drop from sky ah? =P

i miss home..

dreamy angel at 7:07 PM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}

Thursday, August 05, 2004

the end of the day...

boy am i feeling exhausted.. my body feels as though it has been run thru by a truck with HUGE tyres.. i shld not have gotten lazy ever since i came over to aussieland.. shld have stuck to my regimen of fitness n running.. then i wouldnt feel like what i'm feeling right now... Dead.. Aching.. Winded..

thinking back to my glorious days.. 30 mins of running at 9-10miles per hr (or was it kilometres..? hee ) was a daily routine.. now, i cant even muster 10 mins of pure running without feeling like i am having an acute asthma attack!! Such a loser... good thing is.. I'm now "forced" to embark on a 6week exercise programme .. yes yes, its shitty cos its an assignment!! but hey, i'm trying to look at the bright side yah..so i need some support!! *grumbles* =P

oh shoot..speaking of assignments.. I have one that is dued tomoro!!! ArGhh..*grabs hair in frustration* time to get moving.. guess i shall have to continue my theory of Sisters tomoro then.. *sigh*

*looking forward to the gym session tomoro*
*grins like a maniac* hee hee..

dreamy angel at 8:34 PM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}

only the beginning of the day..

just had practical class this morning..feeling absolutely ravenous right now despite having had a banana on the tram earlier on. cant wait for Professor to pass me my sandwiches.. speaking of which, i decided to come up with nicknames for my girlfriends .. (real names are SOOOO yesterday~ =P )

so here's a short introduction:

i hang out with what i call the "gang of six".. sounds like "Secret Six".. or the Secret Six Sisters .. hee hee..

Sister 1: "Professor" -- a smart lady with a heart so big, it can engulf you totally.. there are so few people around nowadays who are a pecfectionist and yet retain the "humane" side of theirs.. To be honest, i only got to know her very well earlier on this year. Yet, i have already regarded her as one of my closest friend in my life.. entire life.. how bizarre is that!? not to mention, she is now The One keeping me alive and well-fed in school... hee.. *bulps* =P

Sister 2: "Shopping Gal" -- also another intelligent gal who has a BIG appetite for SHOPPING~! It is funny how someone so smart, at the same time, can be soooooo blur like a sotong! Only just 2 days ago, she created a new history in the Guinness Book of Records for the "Most Astounding Blur Act"! hee.. We were studying in the library (yea yea.. i can be a nerd sometimes =P ) and she LEaped up to use the lib computer for net surfing.. All of a sudden, she looked at me with panic in her eyes, and said " I lost one of my files with all my lecture notes in it!! OMG!! " I was stunned.. we are having a test this coming mon.. this is sooooo bad ..
Then we traced back her "movement" throughout the day and we figured it would most likely be left in the lecture hall.. And so we were going to make a trip back down to the LT.. Everything was cool, until she gasped n pointed to the keyboard.. The file was lying next to the keyboard!?
..........................................................Speechless ...........................................
She has got to be the biggest klutz I know in my entire life.. no kidding....
but i love her all the same.. *gags*... =P she was there for me the whole time when my world was in a mess last year. (another story..) so yah, that's Shopping GAl for you..

Sister 3: "Laughing Bunny" -- okay, laughing bunny sounds wierd.. but hey, everything i do has a reason.. =P firstly, Laughing Bunny has a very distinct laughter.. (not to mention loud too!! hee) so even if we are like ten feet away, we can identify this sister of ours if she is kidnapped or robbed.. so long as she laughs.. (sister, if you are reading this, might sure you laugh during these dangerous times k!! =P might scare off the kidnappers too.. hee ) Secondly, she likes to hop around.. not walk, mind you.. but HOP.. hee.. Shopping Gal just suggested a very funny nickname .. *laughs* guess what? its...... "Graceful Hippo".. hee hee hee.. see what i mean by she is crazy?!?! hee hee..

okiez.. think i should take a break here.. time for lecture.. *sigh* it is gonna be a looong day today.. having pbl later.. hopefully we will end early.. but i doubt it.. *sigh* nvmind.. just bite the bullet!
AstaVistA ~

dreamy angel at 9:45 AM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

feeling dreamy..

Dreaming Of You -- Selena

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too

CHORUS I:
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me and
I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside would you even care

I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day (wait for the day)
And the courage to say
How much I love you (yes I do)

CHORUS II:
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world that I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

I can't stop dreaming of you
I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop dreaming of you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
That you came up to me and said I love you
I love you too

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Til tomorrow and for all my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room
Dreaming with you endlessly

dreamy angel at 8:58 PM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}

my first dream..

read a couple of my close friends' blogs today.. all of a sudden, i felt the inspiration to create one for myself too.. not to show it off nor show it ard.. but just want to have somewhere to pen my thots, someone to share my thots with.. no matter how digital the "someone" is..

actually, today is not the first time i came across blogspot. someone very dear to me dedicated his entire blogspot to me last year.. it was then when i realised that sometimes, you simply have no idea what the person is thinking about..unless you pry open his head n peer into this innermost thots.. most of the time, we are only brushing on the surface of things..

amazing how my first encounter with blogspot changed a very important aspect of my life..

today.. i feel closer to one of my close girlfrens (without prying open her head of cos..=P ) it is just as though i am seeing her without any pretences.. the purest form of her.. her written thots had struck a chord in me.. they fell into place with the things she shared with me there n then.. its wierd how strangers would simply regard the songs n poems as mere songs n poems..yet close friends would understand the depth of the emotions experienced during those turbulent / happy times.. thank you for sharing with me your thots, dear friend. By baring your vulnerability to me, i will bare mine to you too. Then, the power is in both of our hands.

the power of friendship...

i feel humbled by it.. They say friends come n go.. yet true friends are to stay forever..
Its true you know? I have always thot that friendships made during childhood days are the purest.. sec n jc days are the fun-est.. uni days are the "use-full-ness"... Yet the last 1 n half yr have proven me wrong.. its not WHEN you make those friendships.. its WHO you build these friendships with..

on this note.. i have decided i will dedicate the next few blogs to "reminiscing" my 1 n half yr in aussieland.. =P

just realised that the essay due this friday demands more than i initially thot. *panic*

what a party-pooper thot that was. decided that i shallnt give a damn until tonight.. *grins*

hmm.. think i shld end off here.. its getting cold in my room..wanna huddle under my quilt.. =) *MuAcKz* (to my blogster.. not you.. =P )

*fleeting thot* shld i start off with "Dear Diary..." ??

dreamy angel at 4:55 PM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}