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Wednesday, February 08, 2006

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My dears, I have decided to move. This will be my last post for Here and nOw. And no, I will not be removing it/closing it.. just wud not be writing in here anymore. =>
*hugs*

dreamy angel at 4:03 PM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}




末日之恋 - 张智成

末日之恋 - 张智成

剩下没多少时间 让我再唱一首歌
给你 一过了今夜 世界就毁灭
我想我还有一天 可以学会如何来
爱你 在来不及以前 渴望来得及


闭上眼睛 忍住泪 别哭泣 末日前夕
请留在 我怀里看 太阳暗去 月光失明
我只想牵你的指尖 绕地球最后一圈

黑夜降临 别害怕 我爱你 末日前夕
请留在 我怀里 我 在这世界最眷恋的事情
就是曾拥抱你 (多想永远拥抱你)

感受到什么在剧烈颤抖 是天空或者你的手
别让任何事情打断我看着你 最后一次看着你

dreamy angel at 10:46 AM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}




You say They say I say

Yes, somtimes silence IS gold.

I must say I have a very eventful life..which leads me to miss some clinic days even when I dun wan to.. Dutifully completed all my work last night.. Missed some good shows on tv, but i thought to myself oh well, you have got to do wat you have got to do, right? But I woke up this morn with a splitting headache accompanied by dizziness and worse, nausea. Cant get back to sleep and so now, I am lying recllined on my beloved sofa and airing out my frustrations for the world to read..

I think its bcos of wat happened yest. I was just walking along the street on my way home from clinics and for reasons beyond me, I missed my footing and was about to land in a heap on the floor, when my head saved me. Well, theoretically it did, cos it banged onto a pole and my arms flailed out to grab the pole. So lucky huh? Saved myself from such un-glam landing. But my poor head is paying the price now...

Tat doesnt irk me as much as doing my work for nothing yest..oh well, i guess I will be needing it tmr even if i stayed at home today..but still.. *bummed* And House is like, 12 hours away from now.. =<

Will my list of unfortunate events ever end?

*sigh*

dreamy angel at 7:53 AM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}



Tuesday, February 07, 2006

what words should I use to describe what I am feeling now? Pretty much just two words.

Brain dead.

Imagine a person with brain injury and has impaired .. mm.. almost every sytem on the impairments list.. Coordination, balance, muscle dysfunction, tone, proprioception, spatial awareness.. And he walks up and down the corridor 3 x and I am supposed to tell my supervisor my gait analysis of him. (!!!!!)

AND tell him what I wan to do with him so that he can run independently by the end of my clinics. Otherwise, I fail. =< and right now, he is still unable to clear the ground with either feet, even on tampoline. ANd I only see him twice a week. >_< God save me.

So so tired.. But I cant rest.. Have heaps of work to do at night.. Head's spinning.


The biggest irony is, I do love this clinic. =>

dreamy angel at 5:27 PM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}



Monday, February 06, 2006

Second

Today's topic is Second ....

1) Second thoughts
Went to have a thorough look at SDU website.. Most events, and i mean MOST, like 80% are somewhat similar to blind dates or speed dating.. (YIKES!!) At first I thought there were many non-speed dating events.. like sports or whatever.. But got so many meet at this cafe, that restaurant.. with Heart Beat ratings.. >_<
My dear fren, u sure u wanna go through with this? IF yes, I will still accompany you of cos.. =>

2)Second looks
There is this wierd middle aged doctor who kept giving me the eye and occasional downright stares. Nv seen an asian girl b4?? At least the looks were not hostile.. always gave me a smile when we make eye contact (or rather each time i caught him staring) Maybe he feels pity for my dry dry skin.. =<

3)Second Try
Once bitten, twice shy that's the saying. YEt there is another chinese proverb that preaches abt not overturning the entire forest just because of the wrongdoings of one tree. I guess just because one businessman is shrewd, it doesnt mean that all businessmen are bitches, right? =p Like a fren said, no one likes to be compared to certain figures in our lives. Let me give this another try.. =>

4)Second Place
No ones enjoys being second place all the time. To the one who is always second place in her family, I love you like a sister dear. Always. And my family will always welcome u with open arms. =>

5)Second Helpings
A relationship is like a spread of dessert. If its delectable, we will always dip in for second servings. Just like love. We tend to take, take and take.. Always needing reminders to give. So plan something nice for your loved ones today. People you treasure in your life.. cos everyone needs a hug! =>

6)Second Home
MElb has become my second home, replacing vjc. I do not claim to know every nook and crook of this city because I had spent most of my time within my comfort zones.. But those that I have seen, I loved. At the end of the year, when I call MElb my second home no longer, I will miss this place. Yes, women are fickle minded creatures. =p

7) Second Choice
Yes, I am spoiled. When I had filled in the spaces for 7 choices, it only means Give me my first choice You Moron! =p Second choice is exactly what it is, second choice. Same reason why I had only filled in the first blank for NUS/NTU course application form... => And yes, I am very stubborn too, sometimes. =p

8) Second Hand
There is no shame in buying secondhand mp3players, ipods, handphones, yet one faces public concensure when it comes to secondhand clothes, apparel. This wierd logic doesnt apply to european countries of course, only to narrow-minded asian countries populated by pretentious humans. Not every last breathing man lives up to this reputation, of course. It is diffcult, but we shld look beyond the rag that clothe the body. A man dressed in persian silk and with immaculate taste can be a paedophile beneath. A guy covered with moth eaten rags may very well rush into a burning building to save the screaming infant. =>

Too exhausted from clinics to think for more seconds.. There is this pain deep in my left foot that makes me catch my breath each time it radiates to my ankle. And one Pt worked me pretty hard today.. leaving my shoulders aching like crazy.. How I wish there are C$44 massages here in Melb too.. =<

Time for a nice cold shower.. =>

dreamy angel at 6:15 PM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}



Sunday, February 05, 2006

How romantic are you?

More sensible than sensuous
You're a muesli and flannel kind of girl - the type who'd rather go hillwalking than to the Caribbean. The gestures that most touch your heart are those that prove your lover really listens - for example, his buying you the dress you had your eye on instead of splurging on a barely-there negligee you may never wear happily. And the activities you most enjoy are not of the hearts and flowers variety but shared endeavours (e.g. painting the kitchen).

It's good that you have both feet on the ground. You don't put too much pressure on your partner or your relationship by expecting the impossible. It's important to you to have your own friends, work, interests, etc.

It's not so great if you don't occasionally let your girlie side come out to play, though. Let him wine and dine you every now and then. Give him a soppy card and flowers (why not?) along with the toolbox he's been yearning for on Valentine's Day. The best relationships are ones in which the pair are not only friends and companions but fun-loving, sensuous beings. He's your Romeo, not just your room-mate.

mm.. My Romeo? that sounds nice.. =p

dreamy angel at 9:28 PM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}




Newsflash

I am going to join SDU next year.


*gasp gasp gasp gasp*

LOL. I know the bus31 pple will never let me hear the end of it. Oh well, the power of friendship. Offered to join to accompany a close friend of mine.. Not naming him/her. =p In fact, i think if taken the right way, it might actually be fun! Some activities I have nv tried b4..Just hope tat the "eye power" pressure wouldnt be too overpowering.. >_< *gulps*

Ok, enough of the sniggering.. =p Mmm.. there are heaps of sports i wanna learn b4 my life has come to an end. Eeww.. such morbid talk during CNY.. =p Let me make a list.

1) Surfing
2) Diving
3) Skiing
4) JEt Skiing
5) Snow boarding
6) Sailing
7) Kite boarding
8)Wake boarding

Thats all I can think of for now. Hopefully can do two this year. =>

dreamy angel at 4:33 PM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}



Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Olympics

VANCOUVER 2010
XXI Olympic Winter Games (vancouver2010.com)
From the 12th to 28th February 2010


hehe.. couldnt sleep so decided to plan some future vacations for myself. =p Apparently they do post job vacancies from 2006 till the games.. entertaining the thot of applying if suitable.. the thot is very entertaining indeed. hee.. I'm sure I could take a few months of unpaid leave if shortlisted, right? hee..

More likely than not, i will be going as a tourist la.. So many events that I wan to watch!! Better start saving now.. apparently the tickets are rather pricey. Main priorities are of course, Ice Hockey, Figure skating and perhaps skiing. hehe..

Had originally planned to go for Torino 2006, XX Olympic Winter Games. But my plan was pleasantly intercepted by my trip to HongKong and so had to be put on hold. Not to mention my unbelievably early school start.. Oh well, at least I had a great holiday! {Just like what Rain told Song Hye-kyo in Full House, "Whenever you feel sad/miserable, remember that I gave you pre-emptive anaesthetic jab (aka a HUGE bunch of red roses)" }.. HK was my anaesthetic jab i guess.. hee..

There is also Beijing 2008, which i would love to go too! Then can "drop by" HongKong too.. hee..

Aiyah, why doesnt money fall from the skies? =p

dreamy angel at 7:59 AM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}



Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Song of The Month

Sabu Sabu - 2MORO

麻也牙吸 麻也牙呼
麻也要吼 麻也要哈哈

茼莴 沙朗 冷冻豆腐 还不够
从下午撑到半夜 今年冬天豁出去啦
好了 好了 慢慢来别打嗝 热乎乎
最幸福了 吃到饱了别客气

Shabu Shabu 的浪漫浪漫夜
浪漫浪漫夜 让爱快点滚一点
Shabu Shabu 把火开大一点
小心烫到嘴对嘴

Shabu Shabu 的浪漫浪漫夜
浪漫浪漫夜 让爱发麻辣一点
Shabu Shabu 从下雪到夏天
超级速配 超完美

怕冷? 加人蔘 等一等 滚一滚
怎么? 心里有鬼 吞吞吐吐 太没用啦
快说 快说 {快要脑沖血了}
救救我心脏麻痺 寒流来袭
第一捕的 只有你

Shabu Shabu 的浪漫浪漫夜
那么那么累 一路陪你绕圈圈
好险好险 你并没有翻脸
只是轻轻闭上眼

Shabu Shabu 的浪漫浪漫夜
那么那么美 我的心里飘起雪
盖着棉被 也只能纯聊天
还要等到哪一天

dreamy angel at 6:58 PM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}




大年初三

Clinical Block 1 - Neuro

Wow. Just returned from a relaxing 2.5 months vacation break and I have to jump straight back into the flow of things. Somemore, this is my favourite yet worst scored subject last year. Talking about taking things slow and steady... K. enuff of groaning and moaning.. =p (at least that was what happened on sun and yest.)

First day at clinics was .. mm.. how to put it? Very very happening. Partly bcos there is this super hot/cute supervisor (not mine, but under Ortho.. sighhz) and mine loves to ask us questions which we or rather, me doesnt seem to get any right. NExt, my hosp. specialises in MVA (motor vehicle accident) acquired brain injuries, so i get to see alot of examples of what-i-could-have-become... hmm.. Very sobering.

I think I molested a Pt today. Accidentally of course. >_<

Clinics is really gonna be interesting. hehe..

dreamy angel at 5:55 PM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}



Saturday, January 28, 2006

Leaving

On a day like today, a young lady arrived at the airport, with family and friends. Her heart was heavy, and she was sad. For she knew the time has come to leave this haven and return to the far lonely world elsewhere.

Unsettling feeling in her heart, a kind of longing to stay back forever. A kind of familiar loneliness that she was acquainted with, comes to her again. And she sighed, wistfully, forlornly, hoping again hope, to stay in this limbo of joy and belonging forever.

'Oh no, I'm leaving again', she murmured, hot tears threatening to well in her eyes. Bravely, she forced a smile at her loved ones. Without much of a second look, she bid them farewell. In the plane, the girl sat, with eyes closed, reliving those wonderful and fond memories she left behind, and those sweet voices and carefree laughter that accompanied every single image that went fleeting pass.Unconsciously,a faint smile ghosted at her mouth.

'I'll see them again soon. Take care, my loved ones, I'll be back.'

dreamy angel at 1:40 AM [2 choccies worth]

{Dreaming Of You..}