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THE GIRL
I'm not your everyday superwoman,
neither am I your few blocks away wonderwoman.
Just a normal girl,
But stronger and tougher than any other heros you've come across.

LOVE
red
CLEO
Dirty sneakers
Drawing of shoes
FERNANDO TORRES
Gerard
PSD
talk

.

affiliates
alison
hailye
breda
hong ling
biqi
shi ting
sam
sze fong
oliver
Dave
nish
syqin
adrian
veggie
chilli
gene
carina
us
esther
min zhi
khalisah
valerie KIKI

credits
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Brushes:
moargh
celestial-star.net
Images:
all self-taken.
twilight!
♥ Thursday, October 09, 2008 Thursday, October 09, 2008

♥ Thursday, November 22, 2007 Thursday, November 22, 2007

Hello! This is my #1,220 post! :D
AND THATS THE END.
I've moved t LiveJournal! :D :D :D
And hopefully everything will be okay and not be messed up.
:D

:)

♥ Monday, November 19, 2007 Monday, November 19, 2007

DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN.
D: D: D: D: D: D: D:
This is so irritating.
PLEASE SLAP ME OR PUNCH ME IF I DO SOMETHING FOR SOMEONE AGAIN NEXT TIME.
DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN.
This is seriously getting to nowhere and what am i suppose to say?
No, i don't want to?
No, please?
DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN.

Someone, please pass me ice cream, chocolates or anything sinful yet delicious.
I need it.

REMIND ME NOT TO WAIT ANYMORE.
If to you, it's a waste of time,
let me go.

♥ Sunday, November 18, 2007 Sunday, November 18, 2007

OH YAH!
I want t buy a PSP slimmmmmmm!
My sis bought it and it's so pretty, beautiful and gorgeous.
EH, she bought the favourite game!
So perhaps if i really got a PSP slim, i would most probably buy The Sim's cast away or something.
HAHAHAHAHHA. :D

Finally finished the book! :D

And what's wrong with that attitude you're shoving at me?
It's a promise for God's sake.
A PROMISE.
A damn promise.

♥ Sunday, November 18, 2007

This is bad, bad, bad, bad, bad and bad.
I think i haven been talking t those good ol' buddies, or rather, perhaps, maybe, probably they didn't have the time for me too.
Everyone is damn shitty busy right now.
We hardly meet though we always whine we should,
we hardly talk t each other just because we're always doing something else online.
Most probably, we lost something t talk about too.
That something, that feeling.
You know, things don't change, it's usually the people who changed.
IT'S ALWAYS LIKE THAT.
If people remain the same, somethings will always remain the same too.
But when people change, everything change.
Every single thing.

But yet, i know that whenever i need someone to be there.
I can always rely on few of them because i know that they'll always be there.
Don't matter how busy they are.

but still, i miss matt.

♥ Friday, November 16, 2007 Friday, November 16, 2007




It's either he don't know how to read or has serious problem in comprehening what is on the screen. It's so obvious that we wrote ANIMALS. And i only put my cute xiao chou pictures on the page. So being a pea-sized-brain-guy he had to ask "is it animals or hamster?" So what do that says about you? You're irritating, hopeless and ask stupid questions.


I think if this question is ask by other random people, i wouldn't even blog about it. But because it's asked by him, i strongly feel that i must blog about this after he showed me the "what-the-hell look" after i talked about torres during the first lesson. HAH. Idiot. See lah see, give me the what the hell look and ta-da! Being featured in my blog. BUT, most of us dislikes him what! So it's like ^%##^&((%#@ when he asked that stupid question. HNG. Idiot.



MAKE THE STUPID PEOPLE SHUT UP!
:D
Feeling better now. :D

♥ Wednesday, November 14, 2007 Wednesday, November 14, 2007



HAPPY BIRTHDAY GENE! :D
Meet up soon! :D :D :D

I miss catching up with those old friends.
Life has been a routine recently.
Infotech test was totally screwed up.
Everyone was practically complaining and whining right after the test.
Seriously, the test is just too complicated t be done within that one hour.
Cell bio tutorial tmr at 11,
great, i haven finish my tutorial questions and lab report.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
And im feeling damn tired right now. D:

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE SELL ME THE TIX?! D:

p.s: heard that 1S25(jae) gonna hold a class gathering soon! :D
Damn cool!

I MISS XIAOWEI AND SAM! ):

♥ Monday, November 12, 2007 Monday, November 12, 2007

So, Jay's album had been repeating a lot of times over and over again in my mp3 on the way to and back from school.
I really wish my xiaochou would be a little, just a little nice and sweet to me.
She always loves t jump out of my hand and causes her t land on the floor! D:
I ALWAYS SCREAM AND SMACK HER BUTT! D:
But it all those smacking and screaming are not helping at all.
Sighhh.

I had weird dreams again these few days.
Damn weirddddddd.
D:

♥ Saturday, November 10, 2007 Saturday, November 10, 2007

我们的开始是很长的电影
放映了三年
我票都还留
着冰上的芭蕾脑海中
还在旋转
望着你慢慢忘记你
朦胧的时间
我们溜了多远
冰刀划的
圈起了谁改变
如果再重来
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵
再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了
要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎

Do people change just because they're attached?
As in, friends no longer important alr? D:
Eh, im so addicted t jay's songs right now.
This is like my don't know how many thousand times replaying it over and over again on my laptop. :D

I secretly hopes that you'll cry silently in the middle of the night

♥ Saturday, November 10, 2007

I had a dream last night,
i dreamt of see fong, min ji and few other random people.
And it was a weird one.
So weird that i wished i didn't dreamt of that actually. =/

Saw someone's nick yesterday and was really glad that the amount of confidence he has for himself is amazing and beautiful. :)
I believe in "you reap what you sow".
For someone who spent most of his time practising violin
and has a huge dream, it might really really come true at the end of this year.
He had much more confidence right now compare t the past, where i always tell him "reach for the stars so that even when you fall you'll fall on the clouds". But right now, he is believing for the best and preparing for the worst.
He has alr grown up. From a immature young irritating boy to someone who is heartless and chasing after his dreams.
I know that he won't read my blog and most probably if cockroach is reading this he'll roll his eyes and sigh. Thinking that gerard is very poor thing. -.-
Anyway, i just wish that everything will be going very smoothly for him.
I believe, he'll become the winner. :)

♥ Friday, November 09, 2007 Friday, November 09, 2007

周杰伦 甜甜的
我轻轻尝一口你说的爱我
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻的尝一口这香浓的诱惑
我喜欢的样子你都有

你爱过头 竟然答应我
要给我蜂蜜口味的生活
加一个奶球 我搅拌 害羞
整天都跳高后才牵手

你的爱 太多香水是奶综
想你的时候就吃上一口
我温热着每个孤独感受
却又担心搅完了调酒

我尝着你碗里面的奶油 溜啊溜
听过的每句话都很可口 油啊油
那些多余的画面全被跳过
你的眼中只有我

我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻的尝一口这香浓的诱惑
我喜欢的样子你都有

我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我
像不得志会微笑的糖果
我轻轻的尝一口 蜂糖虽然不多
成全你的爱完整吸收
我微笑着 让香味停留
缘份走到这 也赖者不走
像夹心饼干 中间有甜果
继续下去 不需要理由

我尝着你碗里面的奶油 溜啊溜
听过的每句话都很可口 油啊油
那些多余的画面全被跳过
你的眼中只有我

我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻的尝一口这香浓的诱惑
我喜欢的样子你都有

我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我
像不得志会微笑的糖果
我轻轻的尝一口 蜂糖虽然不多
成全你的爱完整吸收

我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻的尝一口味道香浓的时候
我喜欢的样子你都有

我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我
像不得志会微笑的糖果
我轻轻的尝一口 蜂糖虽然不多
成全你的爱完整吸收

:D
KIKI! I've the song alr! Get it from meeee! :D :D :D
I'm so tiredddddddd.
And i'm dying soon. D:

♥ Friday, November 09, 2007









Recently, there is too many photos of xiao chou's appearing in my blog. Nevermind, i found 2 random shots. :D

EH, I NEED TO GO SHOPPING.

AT FOREVER 21, ANYONE? :D

came across someone's blog and heard a very very nice and cute song.

it's jay's! 甜甜的! :D

Really really very nice! Kiki and me were practically screaming and blasting our laptop with the song from that particular blog. DAMN CUTE DAMN NICE DAMN CUTE. Ahhhhh. Sorry ah breda, i know i told you i'll let you have jay and won't snatch with you.. BUT AR.. He's so cute and cute and cute! :D :D :D So...I LOVE JIELUN! :D :D :D :D HE'S SO CUTE! And i'm really damn pissed off and sad that i can't get the tickets. DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN.

I secretly hope that 4 tickets will drop from the sky and landed right in front of me. :D Or or or, someone nice will like "since you like jay so much, i'll give you 4 tickets. :D" And i'll love whoever so much so much and will remember whoever forever. So be nice. :D

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HELLO jielun! :D

♥ Thursday, November 08, 2007 Thursday, November 08, 2007

What sucks the most every month?

THE MONTHLY EVIL DISGUSTING MONSTER.
If it comes quietly, it's still okay.
But why must it make a big fuss out of my poor body when it visit me?
SHIT.
Seriously, it really sucks t be a girl just because of the cramps almost every month.
It hurts so much that i feel like taking everything out of my body.
And i miss my honey too! D: I miss all those people asking "are you okaaaay?" when obviously i'm dying soon and my face looks like a ghost. HAHA.
Okay lah, i also miss seeing that see fong messaging other people in another class asking for the pink pill. :D
HAHA.
Anyway, WHY MUST FEMALE GO THRU SUCH PAIN AR?
I seriously think that i was made wrongly.
Perhaps i'm suppose t be a guy but i don't know what happened then and there i'm.. a female going thru menses cramps. SHIT. D: D: D: D: D: D: D:
It makes me feels weak and i seriously don't like t feel WEAK. ):

Oh yah, i smacked xiao chou's butt yesterday because she was so naughty! D:
REALLY VERY NAUGHTY. D:

EH! LINA sent me an egg (facebook) and it hatched into a guinea pig! :D
SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Thanks, linaaaaaa. :D :D : D :D :D :D

You thought that i'll die without you, but guess again.
I'm living better than youuuuu.

♥ Wednesday, November 07, 2007 Wednesday, November 07, 2007

My hamster is so famous right now, i think i'll get her to sign her autograph and will pass it t kiki.
HAHA. She had been eyeing for my hamster's photo for like, one week?
HAHAHAHAHAH. :D
I've a video of her eating the veggie, super cute!
I'll disturb her later before sleeping.

I think those who thinks that one should sleep for 8 hours per day should worship me or something. I only managed t sleep at a pathetic 3am and woke up at 6am. )(*&^%$#
3 hours of sleep and it miracle-ly last me from 8 till 6. Though i wanted t dozed off during cell bio lecture. =/ HAHA.

So, today we had t choose which elective we would take for year 2.
It's so disturbing. Fishes are disgusting and plants are boring.
But in the end i chose fishes! I think i'll teach the fishes how t OHMMMMMMMM! :D
Like "Come! OHM with me! OHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM."
And then we'll irritate the shit out of cassandra. HAHAHAHAHA. :D :D :D
& i'm so not looking forward t immunology next year while the two siao char bo seem t be very excited about it.
YAH, wait till they see how cute those mice are, SEE THEY BEAR TO POKE IT NOT! D:

My xiao chou just woke up! :D
Gonna treat her cheese balls alr!

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"I LOVE HUIYI A LOT A LOT A LOT" says xiao chou. :)

XIAO CHOU
♥ Sunday, November 04, 2007 Sunday, November 04, 2007

What can a hamster do?
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she plays the wheel..
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more exercising...
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and she went t sleep..
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and she felt thirsty..
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more food after drinking..
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scratch herself..
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run away from ME when i BOO at her.
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and sleep more on my sis's hand..
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peek at me when i tried t take photo of her sleeping.
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clean herself on my fat tummy..
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eat more food..
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then sleeps like an angel..
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and eat the corn i gave her..
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peek out of the cage to see who is there..
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even peek while exercising..
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and she accidentally made her face so wet so she just gonna stare at me innocently..
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and i disturb her so she went t sleep under the water bottle. -.-
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play peek-a-boo with me..
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more food..
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smell the handphone i used t take photos of her..
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sit on the wheel and eat nice food..
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still eating..
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and still eating...
then..
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more cleaning and cleaning and cleaning..
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occasionally show off her BIG ears to me..
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and finally,enjoy more cheese balls i gave her. :D :D :D
few hours later...

she gna bite the metal wire...

bite somemore trying t escape...


and she feels tired and wasted so much energy, so....

she eats again..
then..
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after she thinks that i won't be doing anything to her,
she decided t sleep unglam-ly.
4th nov'07.
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 20TH MONTH BABY! :D
20 months, who will even think that we're able t walk that far from the day we started off?
We don't even believe it too, but we did.
The journey isn't a smooth and easy one, we met obstacles but we managed t survived thru' them and becoming more loving after each.
Thanks, gerard. (:
:D :D :D :D :D
There is a change in my life because of youuuuu. :D

♥ Friday, November 02, 2007 Friday, November 02, 2007

DAMN IT.
I can't book my jay's concert tickets!
Yesterday i went to sistic to peek at it and only left 28bucks! D: D: D:
28bucks equals t seeing an ant hopping and singing.
FALALALALALALA~
DAMN IT.
Lucky alson got those tickets. D:
Damn jealous. D:
He even said that i don't look like someone who has guinea pigs at home and he image of me, being a jay fanatic is stick to his mind. -.-

Nevermind, I LOVE XIAOCHOU STILL. :D
SHE'S SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE.

♥ Thursday, November 01, 2007 Thursday, November 01, 2007



SEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, how cute she is! :D
HOW CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
I think i asked everyone whether my hamster cute or not on msn.
Even wh suffered from my constant bombing of cute hamster questions.
LOL.
But seriously, she's cute! :D
If you say she's not cute, then you're a liar liar and i hope your pants is on fire too. :D

LOVE the dinner today! :D
DAMMMMMMMMN NICE!
A lil expensive but i guess it's worth it.
Because the chicken is delicious! :D :D :D
And the mash potatoes...
AND THE MILK SHAKES!
Daaaaamn it. I'm a lil hungry right now.


[[Genevieve]]™ says:
ya !
we mus keep fit!
haha
MISS INDEPENDENT. - Only the strong survive. says:
haha
YAH
SAYS NO T FATS!
.
.
.
.
.
AFTER A WHILE....


MISS INDEPENDENT. - Only the strong survive. says:
eh
brb
need t eat cupcakes
HAHAHHA
[[Genevieve]]™ says:
WOW
SAE NO TO FATS
aa
MISS INDEPENDENT. - Only the strong survive. says:
you tell me, like that how can not fat
HAHAHHA
EHHHHHH
who said tt ar?
sound so familiar
hmmmmmmm


HAHAHAHAHAHA, see ya on sat gene! :D
See you everyday, fats! :D
See you NOW, cupcakes!

p.s: time now is 12.15am, 2nd nov.
and i'm going to eat cupcake!
-.-
sinful diet

♥ Wednesday, October 31, 2007 Wednesday, October 31, 2007

HAPPY HALLOWEEN! :D
:D :D :D

Another day had passed with much confusion, blur-ness and lots of embarrassing nonsense.
This is seriously craaaaaaaaaazy.
How can someone be embarrassed for 3 days straight?!
And how can someone like float ard for 3 days straight? -.-
I don't know. I guess my life is pretty a routine thats why i'm floating around and is damn blur. ):

I received a very nice e-mail from min ji.

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person..
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on

Some people come into your life for a SEASON,
because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life,
whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.


(:
Isn't that nice?
I guess this is the very right time t receive this kind of mail,
when i'm kinda confused and even almost thought of finding him back again.
Maybe like what the mail said, the unbelievable of joy is just for a season.
Now, the season is over.
He walked away.
My need has been met, my desire fulfilled, his work is done.
And it's time to move on. :D
THANK YOU FOR BEING A PART OF MY LIFE FOR A SEASON.
I definitely won't forget you, my best friend. :)

And thanks for others for being a part of my life for a REASON and i hope a lifetime.
Now, ask yourself, have you met that someone in your life? :)


Side track a lil,
I love you, boyfriend! :D : D :D :D :D
I LOVE XIAO CHOU TOO! :D
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L-O-V-E. (: