Sunday, March 30, 2008

我很贪心

thx ej for ur words of comfort.. lol.. i whine too much for my own good sometimes.

anyway ok this is a bit out of point -
with some motivation from a dear friend.. i have resolved to work towards becoming a more FIT person this year! lol. promised dear wl, tt we'll promise to fight the supposed inevitable reality of becoming flabby and hopeless when we get to middle age and we've had kids and whatnot. heehee.. wise words from her dad about this really tickled me into laughter... and some thought as well..

just did a 30 min jog around the estate.. and my brain is migrain-y alr. lousy right! eeks. i'm gonna jio floor mates to play badminton and all in hall. late night badminton sessions are quite exciting.. as i discovered last month at 1am on a particular night. :P

ok. culture month is officially over! haha. a very memorable but extremely exhuasting period. shall blog/facebook more abt stuff if i have time :) now its SERIOUSLY time to catch up on the backlog of readings and to face up to project crunch time over this week and the next! then its a little breathing time of say 1 wk or so before its full gear for exams! woohoo. i just love school.

heehee actually i do la.. in most ways.. have this really strong feeling i'd prefer school life ALOT more than working life... cos its when u do have friends and all. things are planned out for u generally, BUT yet u generally possess excitement about it (err on MOST days? haha) cos pretty much anywhere, anytime, there wld be more opportunities for laughs.. more fun.. more unexpected little moments of fun and high-ness. those little things that add up..

ah school school. tricky love-hate dialectic going on somewhere. :)

Sunday, March 16, 2008

hit sappens.

ahhh i just voice-called cheekies.. who happens.. to be currently sharing an apt at unc with grace and tat!! hahaha oh my goodness i hate to be cliche but i'm ever amazed by how diff people from diff parts of my life meet in ways like this. :)

anyway just an hour ago i was in a really depressed mood.

I WANNA GO FOR AMPLITUDE!!!!!!
more than 10 of my close hall aca and choir frens performing tonight and its one of my fave things to watch... choir and funky, soulful acapella packed in one whole entertaining night....full of my fave bunch of people... arGhHhH. and lin's in it and its his final year and i just realised i may not get to go NEXT YEAR too.. ahh and goodness knows all the other horrible reasons that keep drifting into my thoughts hours after i made the decision NOT to go. :(:(

it seems i've been letting lotsa stuff go by these past few wks cos of the crazy things i've chosen to undertake/or just all chose to come together this sem.......just last week i missed huangcheng too for something else.. i'm missing my second sec 4 class gathering in a row.. my pri sch best fren's 21st birthday bash later this week..missing interhall dance perf chaired by my beloved neighbour in hall...

GOSH... but yeah anyway...
not much time to mope cos right now i gotta go and do up a project. those never-ending things...

>>whines<<

regrets, regrets, regrets...
plus the accompanying helplessness.
sigh.

why does achieving Balance mean shaving off a part of what's dear, everytime?