Saturday, March 26, 2005

a piece of you and me..:)

hey.. been busy editing and arranging my photos in folders properly......both my Taiwan trip04(yes i'm FINALLY developing them. heehee.) and huangcheng 05 photos!!!!! =)=) hahaha...feels really warm to look thru everything.. to let the events replay in my mind.. the times i know i'd definitely remember as... the best times of my life.

swept by pure nostalgia:)



+*Taiwan 5-19 dec 2004* taiwan rocked big time!! great food, great weather, great fun, great company=) absolutely loved every moment spent there.+



+HUANGCHENG*05 J2s!!! not everyone here though=(...but..
to all my dearest batch mates, thank you for the loveliest memories.+

-muackks-

its a rainy afternoon...sigh..
and life goes on.

take care my dearest friends :)

Thursday, March 24, 2005

holding on...

i'm still holding on...

ahhhh...thank you dears!!!... =) you people ROCK MY WORLD too kae....

its thursday, 24 march. it was just one week ago....
sigh. i'm taking the blues real bad.

trying hard to curb all these crazy emotions that somehow find their way into my head... at least till next tuesday... but to no avail.. hahaha..bleahs. and it does not help that i'm torn between enjoying these no-paper break days at home.. and feeling most terrible not seeing everyone in school until mon...

or even wednesday. or even then, there wouldnt be everyone.. some of them wouldnt be in school anymore...

arghh.

i should be moving on.. but havent been able to pack up the trails and trails of memories and imprints and other intangible treasures piled up in some corner of my life..

havent had the time, havent had the courage...

havent found the desire to let go.

am missing you people real bad.
huangcheng...

Monday, March 21, 2005

HUANG CHENG 05. miracles.

today i properly return the b block room keys to uncle chong.
haha.. the ever elusive key.. blur me just didnt know how to take care of and kept misplacing the past two and a half months..

i lost it again on the first day of move-in.
didnt know until last night.

...and thank the heavens so. i went up to the lep staff room as my last thread of hope...and almost hugged dr tan when i saw the whole bunch (my house key. locker key, too.) glimmering on the oblong table.

hehs:P
sorry to everyone i frightened last night. dialing and screaming away via sms.

hahaha i took a picture of it before i handed it back over. the key with the red carabina and little pink tag that says "Canada".. the key i used to carry around every day..pacing up and down that row of rooms trying to open or lock doors (heh. whenever i could.) for.....my huangcheng darlings.

haha uncle chong was terribly sweet today. :) could have hugged him for all that he has done for us.. if he'd let me.

yep....-grins-

today i came to school feeling terrifically blessed and loved.

haha words just cant describe this well of feelings swirling..lingering..swarming about in my heart and mind.

:)

its just been...amazing.
*swirl of a miracle*
黄城夜韵HUANGCHENG 2005

you make my life complete.
..and every single of you who were part of this miracle. :)

may the spirit stay strong.. for many more 24 years that come.

hugs. bounces. beams. =)

thanks to everyone for everything! for all the love, and friendship, and support you've rendered to me that've kept me going all this while.

just wanna stop time from wiping out the memories...

love. jias.