revisiting the year...
reading powrabbit's blog is very, very depressing for me...
but the impact of her views have reduced greatly already..haha.. i would like to say i've grown stronger? but i do not noe exactly. maybe its just prolonged exposure to perspectives that are her very own... hehe..
but at least she's honest.. she cares to be honest..
...one thing i really want to know is... what would really constitute happiness for her then?
maybe i cant get used to the cynicism (or plain truth.) in her words.. whatever it is...
i just hope she will be as happy a *powrabbit* as she chooses to be :)
i meant this to be a look back on the year... (as cliched an entry as i can get) but i got lazy..
hahaha so i'll be back tmr or the day after tmr or maybe next week or maybe next year with
that entry.. lol..
drama camp was fantastic (heh at least to me....:) ) thanks a million everyone.. its been lotsa hard work.. though i was nuahing around a lot lousily.. only have myself to blame for playing so much at chalet...:P yay.. we were very high..:) i'm one blessed soul to have wonderful friends to work with! :) made all the difference.
tomorrow's budget day!!!!! thats like super, duper, chao ji wu di FAST. i'm still in one big daze wondering where the year went.. hahaha..
well..
happy boxing day people..:)
sigh. i'm missing taiwan...terribly..
highly conflicted cos i'm enjoying lazing at home as well.. :P
sheesh.
embraces homework! sigh.
merry merry christmas!
merry christmas dears :)
when i was in taiwan.. besides loads of fun and great memorable times..the times that i cherished a lot as well...were the times i could spend time thinking..living in thoughts.. for the moment. :)
there's one song karen, siewhui, jinjing and i'm sure many of us fell in love with during our stay there..(haha credit must go to channel v as well)...
just love the melody..the simple..yet very touching music arrangement..the song just grew on me...esp when u're away in a foreign land for some time and u start missing lotsa things.. of the past and present..haha..:)
那时我们总有好多话
什么事都可以讲
我的爱情比你早
却一直放在心上
后来你们之间的变化
我不想再多说话
经过了相遇和挣扎
我还是无法将他放下
那是多久后的事了
有一天你突然问我在那个时候
是否也爱着他
我也很想他 我们都一样
在他的身上曾找到翅膀
只是那时的他 是因为你他开始飞翔
我也很想他 在某个地方
我少了尴尬 你少了肩膀
而夏天还是那么短 思念却很长
还记得
那年我们三个许下的愿望
星星骗了我们 我们却因此上了一课
成长必修的学分
我们都一样
--"我也很想他 " 孙燕姿
yayy.. happy hols everyone :)
got a new phone today.. its quite obiang! how.. haha.. i chose it over 6610i cos i decided it was cheaper and probably had nicer functions... hee..so dunch laff at my phone when u catch a glimpse of it k..lol..
btw i was organising my taiwan photos yest nite and they totalled at 225!!!! arrrrhhhhhhhhh......... *drowns in photos*.....
the time of my life.
HEY! I'M HOMEE!!! :)
-beams-
its been so, so fantabulous... amazing!!!
TAIWAN ROCKED!
food! sights! colour! people! shopping! You blew me away...
not forgetting to say....
thanks to ALL u people on the trip who made my 14 days there so very amazing :) :)
love ya people!
and all you people back home.... you were so dearly missed!!!
hahaha check back for photos ok? :)
its good to be back!..but i know the experience shall be etched deeply in my heart for a loong..loong time... will miss taiwan and everything about it so so much.
stubborn streak.
hey hey.. hahaha
i'm still trying to reshuffle the songs on my mp3 player now.. after a whole lot of last minute packing..... gosh.... madness!! still in quite a daze now.. running about the house for stuff.. fending off mother as she tries to dictate the amount of stuff to bring.. lol..
i tried to weigh my luggage on the scales just now.. haha realised i'm just a few kg away..teethering near the check in limit.... ahhhhh....
what a night.. chionging emails for drama camp/huangcheng...preparing to snail mail a whole stack of stuff i fergot to pass to someone to pass to soonkiat til i finally contacted him.. fending off more complaints from mum and eldest sis for my tardiness blah blah blah.. haha...
kk..
i dunno whether i'm excited now.. hmm.. haha yesh okay i am!! beams.
haha ahh i miss the kids tho.. hope they did greaaat today..:)
sorry i couldnt be there to bump out...:(
okie..everyone! take good care ok? :) i'll backkkkkkk soon (19th!) so watch this space..-grins- me can still be contacted via sms or calling on mi hp yah..cya!!
happy dec to ya people (:
will miss ya all!!!
let it snow..
after two whole weeks, tomorrow i say goodbye... felt just the slightest tinge of sadness and unwillingness when hock(asm) told xinyan to take over my duties entirely.. she would take the headset.. give cues.. everything from the very first tech rehearsal at the theatre.. while i hung around as much as i can and watch that she does it right. gahh.. seems like the moment i told them i couldnt be there on the perf night of the 4th.. I became redundant. after a week or so of being there.. it was so easy to let her come in and take over immediately.. what was i there for in the first place? yah..excerpts of some thoughts i was having yesterday.. stoopid thoughts! haha.. i noe i'm just being indulgent in childish, indignant thoughts. i shouldnt be grumbling and feeling sore.. the root of the situation was me. and my foolishly letting myself be dragged in as crew without having the sense of TELLING them i was not going to be there for all performance night.
haha hmm. that wasnt the main point of thish entry. wonder why i just rambled on.. heh. :P
my parents like to go to malaysia when i have whole day engagements outside. haha. as in..( whye whye) is it i never get to relish in being independent and (hehe somewhat carefree) while they're away?? in june.. the very same two days they were away..guess where i was eh.. doing CIP for theatre prac's street perf! hahahah. and now its dec... they're away for THREE days.. GUESS WHERE I'LL BE THE ENTIRE THREE DAYS?
u guessed it!
----CIP for theatre prac's production!
lol. somehow theatre prac and parent-only-vacations seem to coincide a lot..
gahh haha..
aiyah i'm in a chao irritable mood today.. shouldnt talk (or rather type) too much.. haha thanks for bearing with me people.
sighs. SIGHs. SiGhs..
nights.
tmr's the night!
go kids!
go jies,
go auntie and uncles,
go ah mas! (hehehe no lah aj dun bash me!) :)
