Role Model

     It's truly an honor to experience a personal 'statement' pass down through generations.

A man who stays obedient (fear) while practicing faith & trust in Him has finally made a stand worth an article of justice.

"A nation of sheep will soon have a government of wolves" - Edward R. Murrow.

Never apologize for truth... Even if the speaker is of minority...
     For truth itself will set a shape...   A future of peace & understanding
          For generations to come...     To not lose what was morally right and ethically in His eyes...

A Thought to think about.

Excellence that feels it has to be proclaimed, by the mere fact of its proclamation admits the doubt of its existence.

4/2/2015. Fast7.

     I think the movie was at par with expectation but I still prefer 2Fast2Furious and Fast5.

     I appreciate the very fact that they stage Brian O'Conner / Paul Walker as the main attention for this movie, might just be the last as well.

Ecclesiastes 7:1
- a good name is better than fine perfume, and the day of death better than the day of birth.

Learn to fear & Learnt to Trust.

     It's always easy giving advice to those in need, to provide insight and logical argument to those who are in dire situations. However, it seems almost impossible to solve ones problem by yourself.

     Therefore, learn to make good companions and put trust in them that in your toughest moment, they will challenge you and keep you out of track.

     For me, rationality and irrationality, logical and illogical, all those thoughts are separated by a grey area call emotions. Where happiness are associated to positive occasions that does not bring eternal joy while disappointment are associated to negative occasion that brings long lasting sadness. Therefore, I would like to believe I'm a man that is rational/logical enough to make decisions/promises that will guide a better future.

     Not long before this, I believe that through faith and trust, I have managed to control the destination and journey which I'm about to partake but when face with live changing experience, I simply could not muster enough courage to make a decision. To realize it now, I'm still far away from accomplishing my long term goals.

Sometimes we do it for the knowledge, other times for entertainment. But remember to always give some to those in need.

     2014 has been both merciful and patient to me, it was a year filled with anger, disappointment and challenges.

     I learn that with faith and determination, you will bear a fruitful outcome if you believe what you pray for. God has put me in situations that  I have never encounter so that I grow out of it. In this world, there's no "I can't" as long as effort are put in to the right places.

     With His blessings, I realized I have grown to be more patient and understanding to those in need while standing firm against those who is "all of this world".

     To be able to speak in front of an audience was one of my achievements. There's more in me and knowing that challenges help me grow, I have to muster up more courage to compensate for it. In these few years, I appreciate the friendship that was made along the way, in helping me understand the variety of personalities and habits that would eventually indirectly help me to build a simple, ethical and morally right person.

     I think courage is as important as determination. To boldly make that as a statement, I would say it has to do with Skiing. I have a typical singaporean attitude, to make sure that I pick up skiing asap, I was constantly going down the same slope a few times a day. Making an excuse of trying to perfect my basic, but sadly, I was dead wrong. However, I was challenge to make my way back to some other trails myself due to some undesirable & understandable circumstances, I collected all the pebbles courage & bravery within me and headed down. It was then that I really understood the basics of skiing.

      I am a big believer of "taking up responsibilities even when you know none". Personally, that is my way of challenging myself to learn.
      I am a big believer in work-out routines and healthy diet. Never let anyone talk you down, for me I don't think of how my abs or muscles are going to 'do' anything for me but simply I want to be an actual average healthy person. Just because in the later part of our life, we might not have the time or energy to maintain our physical body, at least we know we tried.
     I am a big believer in opportunities, everyone deserve a chance to either redeem/prove themselves in different situations. The more you have, the more honest giving one should be.
     I am now a big believer of humility. Humbleness is not an acting, it's within you. To those I have seen, (not including those I have heard or know) the last man standing are those who have a humble beginnings with a cravings for wisdom from God.

     To 2015, please be (once again) merciful on my spring semester.
     To family members, appreciate all the patience, knowledge, care given to me.
     To parents, I hope what I am today is what you guys imagine with all those upbringings.
 

To be of help/assistance to others in need is a LUXURY,
to maintain a Lifestyle would just be a statement. 



勇 ， 智 ， 仁 ， 信 ， 忠 。

Of Sorrows & Regrets.

The night always get the better of me, the more a person tries to struggle in it, the deeper & silent you fall.

It's been moons & stars that I've been caught in these maze, every time I try to release a knot, there's another "knot of past" that haunts me. It seems to remind me of the wrongs I've done.

And now, I realize how things would have work out in better light if some actions were corrected.
     If some problems were faced in different attitude.
     If patience and virtue was ahead of me.
     If selfishness and pride was behind me.
     If desire and curiosity was manageable.
     If true value of knowledge & wisdom was found.
     If angry was kindness.

Sometimes in life, we promise too quickly in comparison to what we're actually capable of.
     We strive to fulfil other's so that our selfish desire is completed.

Some days I'm thankful for skies and lands, Some Days I'm sulking on vacations and life.

I find Quiet-Time with Prayer walk to be my personal link to Him. It's as though time is not wasted, and getting a refreshing spirit within.

To the world, I have a dream. I have a dream to surpass limitations.
      I believe that as long as we work hard, as long as you improve (no matter how tiny it is), you are successful.
      I want to live a life, a life that is of help to others in need.