Thursday, January 13, 2011


It's been long since I visited this site. Feels good to be back.Went to Blogger.com and woah, I was already signed in through gmail :)
So, a lot of things have happened since the last time I came here.
There was practically everything. Nationals, exams, PTM,June in taiwan, promos, cruise, kl, CR, Christmas, new years, school again :( , orientation pracs, lessons, open house and finally lessons.
So much has occured in such a short span of time. I miss last year quite a lot. Somehow, my mind refuses to make progress and keep moving forward!

We got top 8 for Nationals. If that even means anything. Well, it's supposedly a big thing. But really? I wish I was back in my Ijteam. I could use less politics and a fitter body. Honestly CJ, thanks for my downward spiral in skill and fitness. I cant even play a proper game to save my life. A few days back I played with my juniors, and look at them. They are so good. So good, under Coach. One coach. The only coach i choose to recognise as a coach. My Coach. Like please man, I should be considered a dang social tennis player. Competitive my arse. My 'coach' now doesnt do shit for me pls. I havent improved my game eversince I stepped into this team. Surround yourself with people who dont feel as strongly as you do doesnt help either. I almost cant be bothered alr. Honestly, hit a damn ball. Do a bloody drill. Dont just bring your hotdog and watch from afar. It's not helping us. We dont pay spectators.

Then, exams. Midyrs. It was my fault, definitely. So no comment there.
Nothing you can do to turn the clock back anyway. Ptm was fairly okay. I cried. Or teared. Whichever you'd prefer. But I was thankful and tired. Crying makes you tired. If you cant sleep, Cry.

At last, the june holidays approached us. One month, gone in a flash. Went to Taiwan and it was such a blast. the tranquility of the mountains and scenery i passed was really just incredible. Hualien was beautiful and something I will always remember. It was a really good one.

The dreaded promos. Well, I'm in J2 now arent I? Enough said.

December '10,I really wish I could return to that period. just thinking about going on the cruise. Going to kl and chillaxing with the cousins. Going to CHIANG RAI. Oh man :'( Shall elaborate on CR only tho.

It was beyond awesome :') Really. Made me feel much closer to the kids, and more attached to the centre. I love Chiang rai. Everything about it was really awesome. i saw DJ again. Siriluck left in '09 :/ Miss that litle chubs. There were two Brothers at the centre this time. Really REALLY nice guys. They'd make good priests. I just know. :) Those 6 days in WK was home away from home. From the Sports Day to the watching of Phobia to modelling to carolling to school trips, to eating and eating and eating to playing with the kids, countless tairoups and yims :') It was really great. Imma miss the kids a lot and the atmosphere, the environment, the love, the hugs, everything. The kids are so blessed in their own way to have such amazing women like Sister and Padeng and the cooks! I could have stayed longer but nope. Xmas must be with the family. Shitting on a squatting toilet and suppressing screams during bathtime, memories that will stay with me for a long long longgg time. I love WK, CR. Nothing will change that. I just hope that this love for this blessed place will continue to burn in me as it did when I was there. sometimes, I feel like I really cant be bloody bothered for anything. I remember not being excited at all, before the trip. Going back was just another holiday. But trust me, waking up at 5+am everyday? A CHORE man. Hahahha But all worth it. Worth a return. Worth that $700. It was priceless, in fact.
Sigh, soon. Very soon.

Xmas at home. Party on Emerald Hill. New years, silbing bonding time with the parents out @ Marina Sands.

10th Jan 2011, the beginning of a shitty year. 12th Jan, open house. Tennis booth, Goodie bag duty, PAC performance. These 3 things kept me busy for 7 hours. I thought that the open house was raher pathetic in terms of numbers. I recall being smashed and really grossed out by the smell of everyone who visited CJ @ open house last last year. LAST LAST YEAR, time passes wayyyy too fast. But anyway, i was appalled by the audicity of some people during the open house. People caan just be so damn rude. Walking out after the dance performance. Seriously guys, how do you think it makes the guitar and band people feel when people are walking out on their performance. Walking out during their only showcase? Such blithering assholes. & again, once again, as tradition would have it, it rained again this year. I was totally exhausted ytd. It really was tiring. J2 is honestly pretty damn draining. I mean, it's been 4 days of school and i am almost dying! What is this? but i dont actually understand why! I mean, what is it that's making me tired? Why do i feel this wway? It's not like the teachers are actually piling work on us.. which brings me to "i cant wait to get the hell outta here". Be it the traditional after-As method or the Thank-you-God-for-giving-me-this-full-uition-scholarship-for-Fall-2011, I just cant wait.

i am so tired of Cj. SO DANG TIRED. What i really need is to do my O levels again. I'd go through four years of ij again. Really, i would. Bring it. Reliving those good old days, better than anything i couldpossible ask for. I'm soo proud of being an ij girl. This year at the O Levels, IJ produced 3 national top scorers. Yes, suck that everyone-who-thought-IJ-sucked. YOU SUCK. Home is where the heart is, & ij will always be in my heart.

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH okay, this has been a really bad post. Writing has gone down the drain. Writing whatever comes too your mind cant really be recommended. Or not. i am tired now. Full day in school with mass pe @ 3pm. Awesome shit yall. Peace out.


the clock says , 3:18 AM

Wednesday, February 17, 2010


CJ HAS BEEN FUN SO FAR!!
Lectures suck a lot but I guess playtime is over. Its down to business now ): Nooooo
Orientation finale was a blast seriously! Awesome awesome fun!
I love this year's mass dance. :D


Ahhh, i think i'll just keep this blog for memory sake la. So do not feel like updating stuff.


the clock says , 6:21 AM

Monday, February 1, 2010


Okay! A proper post on CJ:

First day was Thursday. Orientation with OG09 was not bad!
OG nine! We're so fine! We'll kick your asses anytime! Gooooooooooo oh nine!!


The only cheer that was composed by yours truly.
Hahaha, the group wasnt very enthu. The girls were nice.
The boys were.. nice/unique(??)/ err, on the verge of weird.
BUT, as we got to know each other better, hahha okay who am I kidding.
As we were forced to kind of communicate in order to get any task done, I found that they were really a bunch of nice guys though really quite shy.
They werent the rowdy boys who screamed their hearts out at Orientations but nonetheless did, kinda.. try.
Hahhaha Girls, were kind of shy too.
All in all, not a very rah rah group. Definitely not.

Played a few bondy type games. Our facils Tivona and Delvin were pretty cool.
Man, if they search their names on Google i bet this post will come out.
(If you are actually reading this, hahah HI)
So, games games.

Fast forward to second day:
More games with OG09.

Fast forwardddddd
Monday! joined a different group, MY CLASS! 1T09!
Definitely a more rah rah bunch. Which is sorta good la.
7 IJ girls, 5 from The Convent.
Hahaha THEE convent.
Er, cool class.
More games today.
Tmr, dragon boating.

Sigh, sorry la. If you like read through that whole thing.
I ahvent been writing since O levels ended so my English and all my writing skills have gone down the drain.
Which reminds me, I havent revised or found my Amaths stuff!!! >:/
Too lazy man.
how am I to cope with H2 maths!!? & Lit ):
Sighhhh, really hope i can get out of school.
I know Uni isnt gonna be any better. but the thought of A levels just totally throws me off.

Oh oh, i didnt mention. i'm from Tatewari!Mexico. We specialise in making tacos and burritoes.
Hmmmmmmmmm. Quite a cool bunch (:

K, totally shacked. Cant be bothered to type any more shit here alr.
Sorry if you went through that.
Hahaha, who am I kididng. No one reads.


the clock says , 6:31 AM

Saturday, January 30, 2010


CJ IS ALRIGHT.

So far.


the clock says , 5:22 AM

Tuesday, January 26, 2010


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Rachael just put me into this total I HATE SCHOOL MODE.
:( i cannot leave IJ too. IJ= Home= <3
Sigh, I reallllllllllllyyyyy dont want to start school.
CJ or not. I dont want to report anywhere else but at IJTP.

I know, i know. GROW UP RIGHT?!
But I'm just so not ready yet.

on top of that, I'm not looking forward to waking up at an ungodly hour every day, sit in a lecture hall, write essays, do homework, wear uniform, do PE, listen in class, MATHMATHMATH, LIT>:(LIT.
NOT READYYYYY


Thursday is gonna be the beginning of the end.
I dont know how people cn be looking forward to starting anew and all that.
sigh, I'm just not ready to strt working again. & getting into the rigour of things.

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
:'(


the clock says , 4:32 AM

Thursday, January 21, 2010


Our B div tennis photos from 2008 are finally here!!
After, 2 years guys!
Personally, I wasnt expecting to see them, like ever.
After telling the man about them like last june i still hadnt heard from him.
Then, pestering Mrs M about it still didnt work because she obviously isnt as efficient and responsible as I'd like.
Then, emailing the man for one last try.
Few months later,today, after totally forgetting about them, Ms Y msges me that they have arrived in school!
Finally or FINALLY man?
So, I'll collect them on tuesday!
Dan is gonna be so happy! Hahahah
Well, at last we're gonna see them. Had actually given up hope.

Okay, so now I'm quite bored.


the clock says , 11:00 PM

Wednesday, January 20, 2010


Okay, I'm back.
So, what has happened this week!
House Farewell, alr elaborated on that.

Rachael's 17th celebration on Sunday!
It was good fun, Fooseball + Band Hero + Twister + Awesomeeeee food!!!

Okay, sidetrack alittle. i hate that there's something wrong with my blogger because I cant do anything, like bullets or colour or size or even like UNDERLINE.
Argh, feel like changing to something cooler. Perhaps Livejournal, Tumblr or Xanga.
but they are kind of confusing.

Okay, so back to my update.

Errrrrr, Monday was shopping at Ion with Ven! didnt get anything but I had a good time! (: (:

Tuesday, was up and about early! Cause i had to wake up for a 10am meeting in school.
Was late. Hahaha For the 1st time.Yes, really.
Meeting was only till like 12ish,1pm. ate MEE SOTO WITH EXTRA CHILLI!!! Yum yum (: (:
Couldnt decide on Mee Rebus or Mee soto la. But nvm. 26th!! I will eat Mee Rebus!!
Played Tennis after. Like real tennis!!! So happpppppyyyy!!! :D
Then, went for Tea with Venny.
Talked talked (: (:

Wed, today:
Woke up quite early! 1.30pm. All by myself!!
Had 2nd round of Steamboat.
Joce, Ange,James & Su came over. watched I Am Sam, the best show everrrrrrrrr!!!!!
Played Wii till dark. & they left.

Tmr! I have this reallllllllyyy strong feeling that I made plans for tmr. But I dont know why I cant recall anything!! Like seriously.
When people ask me to go out, I say i cant.
But, no one msged me about tmr. So maybe I dont have anything on??
Hmmmm.

Well, Friday's Class Party @ Oleander.
Can't wait. Dont know what I should bringggggg.
Hmm. Also, its Cherrrr birthdayyy (:

Okay. Till then la


the clock says , 6:03 AM