as years go by i realise the things that i want are becoming more out of grasp, especially since my parents have already dumped whatever's left of my education fund with me (which isn't a lot, really) and have since bade farewell to being my financial supporters.
yet my wishlist seems to be expanding with ridiculous desires - things that i can definitely live without but would absolutely LOVE to have. the
burberry trench has been on this list for ages, and many a time i've come SO close to buying one - but because i actually have more discipline than anyone expects me to have, that thought is still on hold. i'm getting a UK driver's license real soon, which, of course, upon obtaining it, will entice me into getting myself a
car (how i'm going to afford a car any time soon is a huge mystery). then i've been thinking about graduation next year and how i'd look super awesome in a pair of super sexy
christian louboutin pumps. but does one honestly need those distinctive red-soled heels merely to go with a graduation gown and mortarboard? probably not, but i can imagine all the other events i can parade them to!
i can sort of feel in my bones that my beloved toshiba laptop is dying somewhat, and while i've been a loyal patron of the anti-apple fanclub for a long time (despite owning an ipod), i have recently found myself slowly converting into an apple fanatic ever since i laid hands on the ipad2 (which wasn't mine unfortunately). therefore new additions to my wishlist are the
ipad, of course, and a
macbook air once my current laptop decides it no longer wants to be of service. oh and when my phone contract ends, i want an
iphone, hopefully by that time the iphone 5 will be out!
i've also been eyeing on an
herve leger dress, well, just because. and maybe a new handbag? i don't know, a classic
chanel or a
bottega veneta or something. i'm not too particular. hah hah hah. when i start working i'll definitely want
a flat screen and subscribe to
cable television. i've done so well for many years resisting the temptation of subscribing to astro (while i was at taylor's and IMU), and virgin/sky tv here in the UK, so i think i very much deserve a prize once i start work!
other wants which are fortunately reasonable include a good
coffee maker, an
ice-cream maker, a
deep fryer (just maybe, but imagine all the pisang goreng and curry puffs and fried chicken i can make with it!) and
a brand new set of proper cookware and kitchen utensils!
and last but not least on my wishlist: perhaps that £180 meal (drinks and 15% service charge not included!) at
the fat duck, brainchild of the one and only chef extraordinaire heston blumenthal. all i have to do now is to start saving some money and then designate a few days to spend on the phone trying to beat 30,000 others to get a reservation. yes the restaurant gets 30,000 phone calls a day. don't ask me. it is THAT good.
i know i've risked sounding like a materialistic bitch in this post, and as materialistic as my thoughts can be, i think i'm actually very good with my money! there is nothing wrong with dreaming after all, right? :p