or at least for awhile.
this is the first time in my whole and entire life that i'm not spending Christmas with my family. saddest part is, this is the first of many years to come. for the next 3 years i'll be in Manchester (hopefully. oh God please let me pass EoS please please please) experiencing what Christmas is ideally like (you know, with snow and shit...), and the years after that are a blur.
lately i've been convincing myself that Christmas really isn't a big deal and that all those pomp and circumstance are exaggerated by moneysucking card&candy&christmastree&ornament-producing factories and top hotels enticing people with extravagant buffet spreads that cost equivalent to my monthly room-rent.
although there's truth to whatever said above, i know i was also merely trying to come up with excuses to console my pathetic self. sure, Christmas is overly commercialized these days, but it still means the world to those who believe in its origin. and so Christmas IS a big deal although i try so hard to convince myself otherwise. it IS supposed to be celebrated with the people close to us.
and we are NOT supposed to be studying!!!!!
so what is this! why am i here burying my head in all these books and notes when i should be back home in Ipoh with my family? WHY? it's bad enough that i didn't get to go home for CNY this year (again, same reason - IMU's just sadistic aren't they), and now the whole world is on holiday except for my whole batch. so bloody unfair. but we all know that we've got to do what we have to do and make this little sacrifice to ensure our one way ticket to clinical school.
so stop whining, Swee Leen.
stop whining.
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i'm thankful for church today. it was good. very packed, but that's a good thing i suppose. haha.
i'm also thankful for my other family, the family whom i had gone through the last 2 1/2 years with, whom i will unfortunately have to bid farewell to in about 2 weeks time (boohoo). we had one last blast together (missing a few) in what was supposed to be a sad, miserable and cheap Christmas eve celebration (seriously, we were contemplating between McD/KFC/Ramly burgers), but it turned out to be rather splendid. :) as luck would have it i happened to stumble upon a simple little café less than 5 minutes away from Vista, and instantly decided that it would be the perfect place to spend Christmas Eve with close friends.
and the perfect place it was indeed.
decent food at reasonable prices and the whole cosy nicely-decorated upper floor to ourselves (and not to mention Michelle's new DSLR - oh DSLR i love thee), we couldn't have thought of a better way to spend our night. besides, since it's only a 5-minute drive from Vista, we didn't have to worry about traffic jams and crowds AND we managed to balance between having fun and rushing back home to satisfy our nerdy needs (i.e. study).
happy happy! :)

mi familia.

Edwina i'm going to miss you. :( nvm nvm but notts is quite near to manchester hor?
nice winddddddddddddddddddddddd
from the fan.
hahaha Kwan is a weirdo.


























