Succumb to Deliberation

After much deliberation, I decide to write my own blog. An action of boredom, a need to channel my inner thoughts or to allow close frends who have access to my inner world? I guess it is an amalgam of all.

The year end is fast approaching and I have a sudden nostalgic yearn on the past. Call me sentimental, call me emotional nutcase, call me emotional senesless freak.. I am guilty of all. Truth is, how much does one move on? You experienced life, progression, you aged but in the end, you realise that emotionally you have not grown. Why so? Isnt one becoming increasing matured, confident, weathered by the thunderstorm out there? Nope, year end evaluation and I realised that I was zeroed to square one.