Friday, February 29, 2008

27, 28 and LEAPYEAR

27 MARCH 2008

MARKETING IS OVER!!! 06 went out to party! woo!
we had lunch at...
OMG. i forgot where. i think i'm getting senile.

nevermind. we did have lunch around parkway area after we saw tht katong settlers closed down. then papaya, ahjuma n i left. i left to 'meet ngohiang'
actually. what we did was... papaya went for tuition - like she said, ahjuma n i went to marina to buy *ehem* for *ehem*.

Meet my oreo boy. =) he looks like ng pupu!!! LOL. i wanted to kiss him. AHJUMA! SEE!!! YOU ARE NOT ALONE WITH YOUR TRIPPLE B.

*she's foul
Later, ahjuma left for her chingay thang when i met up with the rest of the class at clark quay for dinner!!!
the area's beautiful at night. we asked some random passerby to take this pic for us.
initially he walked past me cos i think he thought i was trying to sell him sth. he figured i wasn't trying to con his money so he took this pic for us.
it was quite funny cos he faced the camera towards himself and asked 'like this?'
u can see his finger in the pic. but the pic turned out pretty cool.
It was somebody's bday in a few hours.
happy bday ahrong. a note for a note. =)
if you're wondering who he is, he's the girly-looking guy in my blogskin.
you see him?
can't tell which is the guy??
the center one.
looks like a girl?
i think so too.
28 MARCH 2008
ahrong turned 18 overnight but he didn't seem a day older than 14.
you are warned for the pictures below. may contain some sort of obsenity.
This picture is what i call:
HongKong Dai Lou (mafia boss), emo kia (wannabe), and AHJUMA STOP TRYING TO ACT COOL.

we watched 881 which papaya herself didn't get. dumb. cos it was mostly in hokkien.
the only part she got was when they were chanting 88 yo ah yo ah yo. she was cheering for herself. dumber
ahjuma and i kept singing aloud hokkien guas to irritate papaya. she wanted to choke ahjuma cos ahjuma was screeching. LOL.
then i left for MJ'S dance concert in vth - victoria theatre hall.
the dance concert was really good. so proud of michelle, shaz and amanda! they danced beautifully. i loved the contemporary dance when they used the song hide and seek. told u it's a nice song. trademark from nyp had a guest performance as well!!
OMG. it was like woah.
this is our rockin superstar shaz.
more interesting things happened that night.
some girl apparently insulted our dear chincess. so fann, chew, em, my new friend maziah, and i formed an alliance to attempt to do sth to the girl.
after much deliberation and plotting.. (we thought of all sorts; poking her eyes, stuffing a toe up her nose, pretending to smell her while walking past and give a distored face that say 'PHEW... WHAT IN THE WORLD IS THAT SHITE SMELL')
we settled for doing minor things cos there were too many pple around to witness our crime. we resorted to having throw plant fertiser (u know those small brown balls that u see inside plant pots) at her hair. fann threw, maziah tried. chew n i had none. but i wanted to walk past her and sneeze in her hair or if possible, spit in it. but someone held be back before i could even do anything. bah.
i'm still disappointed i didn't at least leave some snot on her hair. oh well.
29 MARCH 2008 - LEAP YEAR
i was kinda bored and alone at home and i didn't wanna spend such a special day so sadly so i met up with my 2 bestfriends-idiots. =)
we went to the park at coldstream ave to spend the day.
chew, quek, quek and i.
if u think tht was a typo error, well it wasn't. sister quek came along. =)
MEET MY SECOND OREO BOY.
his name is timothy and he has a tiny turtle keychain he calls mrs poussac.
he gave me oreos to eat! =) i love him already.
the playground had some politics gng on. we turned it into some fairy tale with prince aladdin, princess jasmine and the big fat rajah. it was so nonsensical it was fun.
if quek FINALLY POSTED A POST ON HER BLOG, it would be about the story. LOL.
anyway, we went over to the fitness corner to do crazy things including, pretending to be bats!
pls ignore the fats and the flab. BAH. i'm not made of fully fats, i have muscles too. seeing things upside down. =)
this picture is hilarious. chew n i are having some sort of a tongue war while quek's trying to do pull ups.
later we tried piggybacking each other. some successful, some. erm. lets just say ended on the floor. it was super fun.
final shot before closure. i love this. pictures look so different with a great camera. but the memories remain the same.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

This Warm Fuzzy Feeling

You'll get why i title this post as such by the time you finish reading this post. =)
this is a compilation of what i did for lunar new year.
it's a pictorial, but i'll narrate a little along the way. enjoy!
FIRST DAY
my sister took this when i was doing a crab dance. haha. that's what i wore!
i love my family. =) i love it when we bainian to my parents every year, early in the morning. we have to kneel, then we'll exchange 4-word-chinese-new-year-phrases as well as hugs and love. it's this time of the year that my parents tell me how much they love me. fuzzy.
this is my super tall cousin. we took this before playing blackjack. can u tell we're excited?!?! =)
i won a little little bit! =) WOW
SECOND DAY
peng looks like a mafia boss. or some rich taitai, wife of a mafia boss. LOL. i'm her lowly servent. =( look. my dress is so raggy-ish and holy i have to use scotchtape to tape it together.
UNGLAM!!
These clouds make me go wow.
THIRD DAY
EATING STEAMBOAT!!!! fann, mamalee, chew n i walked around bugis area, and finally settled with a nice steamboat dinner! JIAK! we chose tomyum and paigu soup. the tomyum burnt my tongue, but it was so darn shiok. i sound sadistic. lol
Chew and i found a leaf shaped like a heart on the floor! pretty right? love feat.
ok... prepare yourself for unglam and random shots. =)
us posing beside tiff & co stuff cos we can't afford them
burgling into raffles hotel! omg. look at the interior. i think the manager saw our heads bobbing up and down.
taking random and takglam pictures along the road for everyone to see. no shame. lol. i almost got knocked down by a car while crossing the road cos SMSing!
ohoh! here! the pictures u are about to see are evidence of our deviant acts. after taking these, we were shouted at by some random police guy. we ran like crazy. chew was seriously freaked, fann kept apologising. LOL
ending the night by taking pics at the bridge linking vch to fullerton. that place is just gorgeous at night. =) we saw couples shamelessly making out in public. so we pretended to act lesbian.
then i had to rush home cos of my 12 o' clock curfew. cinderella is me. we cabbed in the end. haha! and i reached home just in time! 12.00 on the dot! the carriage turned into a pumpkin then.
FORTH DAY
for more information of the sequence of events for the day, pls visit http://so-zat.blogspot.com
this is so commercialising zat's blog. zat! u there. u ought to pay me.
random pictures for the day. i actually wore dresses for 3 out of the 4 days! OMG

kok and papaya look so spas in this pic. omg. fartfaces. my class is full of them.

i love these crazy pple. =)

do u understand why i feel fuzzy? i know u do.

happy new year everyone! may u xin xiang shi cheng, and ruyi jix!

It's hard bottling everything up

ok. this is so contrasting to the festive season mood, and sorry i'm being a spoiler if u read this.

this is a warning. if u do not want to read upsetting thoughts, please stay away. stop reading. now. now now... I MEAN IT. NOW. this is your final warning. stop reading!!!

i don't know what's gotten into me. maybe cos i'm ovulating. i feel so a whole palette of emotions crashing down on me. it's as if i have split personality. my mood swings by faster than u can say boomerang.

hmm. i'm bothered by love stuff. odd right? i've not really been bothered by those sort of feelings for a long time. but recently, it seems the lock that bolted the doors of my heart have been broken. in otherwords, my heart has been broken into. i can't tell if it's for worse or for the better. but i know that now, it just makes me feel queasy and uneasy. plainly because i don't dare to accept this sort of feelings again.

i don't wanna get hurt again.

do u get it.

u don't.

none of u do.

dumbos.

i feel so dumb. i just dunno why i can't let go. i keep holding on to that little piece left. it's already gone. but i keep the broken charded glass pieces. i've been telling everyone, deceiving even myself that i've moved on, thrown the remaining bits out. but i've been living a lie. such a huge lie that it take more than throwing out the pieces of glass to clear the mess. you see. a piece got into my eye. i know u don't understand what i'm talking about. but it's better that way. let['s keep it that way too.

i like talking in riddles. and that my blog's kinda deserted so the less people know the better.

this is embarrassing. i'm pouring out my feelings onto a virtual diary. it's so contradictary it's satisfying.

i really wanna move on you know. i have to clear this up myself.

i'm scared to accept something new. anyway, i'm not even certain of it.

either way, i'm afraid. and i'm cowardly. i don't dare.

it's hard. i wanna grow stronger. i know i am. because i don't cry as easily. although i might cry inside, i don't cry physically.

u dun even know half of it. how long i've been hanging on the edge of the clift like this.

i am fearful.. i don't really know how i feel.

i don't know anything.

i'll leave it here

but for now, i feel like i'm still stuck in a cold dark room, but i see a glimpse of light.

yet i don't dare approach it,

because i don't want to be blinded by it.