working blues?

oh man. i am starting work in less than 36 hours? gosh. is this really happening to me? how can one month of slacking just went past that fast? i do not want to face the reality. yet. the thought of working and knowing that there won't be anymore so called school holidays to look forward to is seriously a major turn off. i don't think i am really cut out to work. maybe my parents pampered me too much. maybe i am too sheltered. too spoilt. argh. the thought of facing chacko for the next don't know how long (and certainly don't wish to count and make myself looked more pathetic) is another major turn off at work. ok. maybe i should start trying to convince myself that working really isn't that bad. look on the bright side. RIGHT. and i can foresee the HR department making me wait for at LEAST 4 hours for them on my first day. that's what they did to me when i went for attachment the other time. suddenly, i realized that studying for Gerry Cheong's exams was so much easier and attending his lesson was so much more interesting than heading to work at TUAS. damn. do you know how far that was? from woodlands. yes. i am complaining. pardon me. i just like to complain a lot. let's just hope that i would be back at the same department where i can gossip with people i know! pray hard!