ouch. my neck hurts. and i have gotten myself an MC for IS today! haha. i mean it's kinda stupid to just go school for a 30 minute. besides, my neck hurts like shit this morning. haha.

what is wrong with guys nowadays? are they all brainless or what? so what if you are a super good fencer? so what if you are in some top student in some top jc? please kindly use your SMARTASS brain and think before you said anything and try pushing the blame on me. you didn't know how to go find out, it's your business. you didn't take any initiative, you have no one to blame. don't keep trying to push the blame to me cos i am not your manager and i am not your maid. don't expect me to spoon feed you with all the informations. and team mates don't blame each other for being irresponsible. if i am irresponsible, i won't even open my mouth and ask! moreover i asked in a super nice way and had been trying to tolerate whatever blame you have been putting on me. hello? if you want people to respect u, u jolly well respect others first. even keith stands on my side. reflect on your f**king attitude first before you blame others for whatever things they didn't help you with!

DAY at SENTOSA! :) ugly sleeping position! :) well. i was bored.
mirror mirror

my photography skills are definitely improving! :)

two words to describe how i am feeling right now... SUPER TIRED! reached home at 1 plus after the midnight movie last night and woke up at 8 this morning. all thanks to Barron SOH. as i mentioned in my earlier entry, he left his phone in one of the boutique. so i went all the way back to amk hub early in the morning to meet him just to collect it only to find the shop was not yet opened and he was LATE. i couldnt contact him cos his phone is right there in the shop -.-" treated him breakfast. thick skin guy asked me to treat. fine. walked around amk hub for what seems like ages! the shop was only opened at 1130 and we reached at 10. gosh! that kiasu papa! took a long bus ride to vivo. cos he said he hadn't been taking bus for the longest time. went to sentosa for tanning although i couldn't tell any difference in my skin tone after the tan at all. ash provided him with a free entry ticket. thanks, ash. and saw Zul at the express. i was SO SAD. she said she almost couldn't recognise me cos i put on some weight. GEEZ. i am going on a DIET. argh! barron keep saying it's the effects of medicine. a private joke of ours. haha. then went shopping around vivo. and as usual went into his fav RIVER ISLAND shop. didn't get anything as usual cos he take forever to decide whether to even buy a shirt at all. ate sushi as snacks and went home cos barron SOH had to go back to camp later in the night. and he asked me to go for some investment talk with him tmr. no thanks. it's boring. if i can, i would rather go to amara in sentosa with love tmr. sorry love, can't make it tmr.

went dinner with my brothers just now and went to play pool at beauty world. the one M04 used to frequent. met khai hung there! haha. and of cos i didn't play. cos i didn't know how to. just sat there and watched them play. chatted with william abit just now on the phone and i was still wondering why he hadn't kill any chickens or rabbits yet. ain't commando supposed to go through some surival camp? zhipeng said he killed rabbit. ok gross. and william is going on parachute jump! gosh. that will be so exciting. 100 bucks per jump. i would love to do that too. seriously. haha. they paid you to jump? that is such a good bargain.

training tmr. i think i am gg straight to bed. sleepy sleepy sleepy. i seriously need my beauty sleep right now! :)

Isn't it a wonder :)

SCHOOL and MOVIE at AMK HUB! :)
ah gong! :) WJH

guess who...
WANG JUN HAO!
as for this guy...
Barron SOH! (gay)
who turns out to be a loser. haha!

kwee and shaiful! always knew they were having affair. haha. :)
STUDIOUS PPL IN CLASS! :)

well. lesson today was ok. after that, went straight home cos i was too tired and no one dated me out. and kaly pok went Genting. wanted to go Z for training but wasn't feeling really well. so decided to give training a miss. went to dad's office to rot until barron soh sent me an sms that totally lightened up my day cos i was really bored!

went for movie with him and ah gong, junhao! they really can make me laugh. waiting for barron soh to try his shorts in the fitting room, ah gong and i were busy ransacking his bag outside. and we couldn't stop laughing when he came out with a short that looks super funny on him! went on to nebo for supper and to wait till movie finally started. the time at nebo was super fun! we played board games that were really cool. and ah gong DID NOT lose at all. it's not fair. did all the crazy dare and barron even walked to one of the cute guys working there and said, "hi. actually i am a gay." it was super funny. and i had to do the singapore work out in the middle of nowhere. gosh. embarassing. and whose suggestion? WJH! haha. barron paid for the drinks and food at nebo. thanks. haha. watched "hottie and nottie". the show is ok only and very short. wanna watch "dance of the dragon", "the forbidden kingdom" and "run papa run"! tmr had to go down to amk hub again. cos barron soh carelessly left his phone in the fitting room of one of the boutique. well... anyway. congrats to him! promoted to some rank in the army and got into the physiotherapist course in NYP. cool. took a couple of pictures. will be uploaded soon! :)

trust your heart and do what i do :)

well. i have to admit. ken chew is tall.
xtraLarge, Small, Medium, Large :)

class was totally boring today. and the girls called me YEE BONG! -.-" wth. haha. but well. at least it sounded cute. and kaly foo was totally sexy today. seriously. the pictures i took for her was like... wow. but of cos i wun post it here. she might just slaughter me. haha. she looked nice today. serious. even my dad said so. haha!

rushed off for training right after class today. thank God my dad fetch me there with all my fencing stuff. if not... i can't imagine. training today was super tiring. and i got bruises. -.-" one from greg. one from karryn. gosh. i broke greg's blade by accident. we were fencing and i guess he poked too hard and the blade just snapped. and right there and then, i got a bruise from him. training ended at 10+ and i just reached home. super tiring. help. and stupid ken called me a shortie! and i ended up complaining to his mum. haha!

seriously, my mum has been super nice to me. like always giving me extra allowances and even letting me have private fencing lessons with coach xiaona. i am super excited. i wanna get a gold for next year novices!

i feel so refreshed suddenly. like everything seem to be on the right path finally. have been going in circles for months and i finally found my way out of all the mess. i am so much much much happier now. it's like a new start! great family. great friends. great classmates. great fencing peeps. great life. and i am enjoying my life so much now. except for the fact that dearest soma(my nanny) is back in her hometown and i missed her totally. and friends around seemed to be happily attached. but i am really happy for them. serious. haha. i am a nice girl. life is great! :)

When you learn to love yourself
You're better off by far :)

OMG. i am super excited and happy now. i was speechless. seriously. for a moment. :)

A FINE MONDAY MORNING AT MAC! :)

looking through BEAUTIFUL pictures :)
nice nice SITI! :)
pretty shuna! :)
HOT kaly foo! :)
cute cute yiling! :)
i was too bored :)

credits: yiling! :)
OMG! kaly you are so CUTE! :)
credits: siti! :)
kaly pok doesn't like this picture at all! :)

save the last dance for me :)

Z FENCING BBQ! (Clayton's Birthday & Pam's farewell party) :)
Happy Birthday Clayton! We are gg to miss you pam! :)
Pam's farewell cake :) (the only bengawan cake that doesn't taste nice at all)
sonny, you are finally 15! :)
i was trying to help set start fire for 2nd round of bbq :)
random shot! :)
1st example of sweet and nice gf 2nd example of sweet and nice gf :)
3rd example of sweet and nice gf :) weijun is SO EXTRA -.-"
well. they are one pair! :)

ooh... my yummy bbq salmon :)
my sonny clayton chu! :)
he is dying to eat his birthday cake! :)
well... it was supposed to be a candid shot :)
i am invisible! :)

enjoying snacks and wine :)
the guys! :)
colin :)
colin 2 :)

well... outdated photos. but Z bbq was great. lots of good food. salmon.chicken wings. pizza. cakes. sausages. yummy. :)

went back to STC funfair. gosh. i miss my secondary and my uniform! haha. met so many ex classmates. seem almost like a class gathering. pics will be up soon. :)

don't tell me prove it to me

oh well... sch was like boring today! SUPER DUPER! had 4 hours of BREAK! can you believe it?! stupid timetable. we girls went westmall mac for breakfast. yummy! and of cos crapping around in mac. laughing. joking. suaning. then went on to shop. kaly pok as usual will never let off the opportunity of visiting her favourite watson's. hardly take any pictures nowadays. too lazy. had been waking up so early everyday. felt so restless in the morning. when farhan saw me this morning he thought i just woke up. argh. sch ends early tmr! i am so so so happy. i love friday! :)

take my hand :)

ok. lesson today was cool. but 2 hours of break is a total waste of time. but me being a good girl didn't pon class. haha. met jeph after school to have the fencing shirt made at queensway then went on to meet shermin at anchor point. dinner at hong kong cafe. after dinner went ikea to shop for a glass bottle. that woman needs someone to talk to. head home.

why do guys always find excuses when they wanna break up?
i mean if they wanna break, just break.
just be straightforward.
it's either you love her or you don't love her.
simple.
why do they need to find stupid excuses like "don't wanna hurt you anymore" or "you can find a better man"?
well. shermin is sad. i know. but i can't make her feel better. although i did try.
cheer up girl! move on and find someone better. love always. :)

always there :)

seriously... how small can this world get? haha. met ppl whom i never expect to meet right there in marina square! went for interview with kaly at oriental. and i saw my cousin's ex gf! she interviewed me! gosh. haven't seen her for almost 5 years and she still remembered me. i was touched! wanted a change of environment. so decided to go to oriental for interview. so that i can play with kaly at work. provided when she is not very serious at work. hee. then when i was about to go home with ash, i met leah carlose right outside topshop. shock beyond anything. i didn't expect to see her at all. haha. we were so excited that when we hugged, her foundation powder caught my shirt. well. just a small stain. send her to suntec where she meet her friend and we went home. saw fireworks today at Singapore Flyers. cos it's their Grand Opening! beautiful as always. barron soh couldn't join us cos of last min NS call in. sadded. if not i will make sure i force him to treat us to dinner. hee. shopping today! bought clothes of course. just can't resist the temptation. haha. retail therapy. ok. excuses. cos lessons barely started! :)

well... school was ok today. saw dearest katherine at CCA fiesta. well. how i wish luke was there so that i can see him FINALLY. then went on to mad jack with the girls cos we decided to have good food for the 1st day of school. haha. we enjoy life. had ice cream at island creamery. yummy yum yum. i love ice cream. kuku pictures of me and the rest at kaly's blog. and soon they will appear on shuna's blog as well. so i dun think there is any point for me to upload. besides. i am lazy. haha.

dinner at marina square with xinyi. whee! her treat! thanks! and we walked all the way to raffles hotel for their ice cream. yes... ice cream again. seriously, i just can't resist the temptation. raffles creamery. gosh. it's heavenly. had marbled cherry mixed cookies and cream. super yummy yum yum. then walked around looking for xinyi's bag. continue to suan her. as we reminisced the old times together. well. and she told me about katherine's love life too! haha. seriously it was funny! i couldn't stop laughing. head home. and...

LESSON is at 8 TMR! and i had no idea who my classmates were. God save me!

i wish i could :)

school is starting tmr. a week ago i would have said i was excited to start school. cos a week ago, i was totally bored and rotting at home. but now. i feel like just staying at home. sleep. so tired from training. gosh. i need my beauty sleep. celine said my eye bags are showing. and yes. i have been sleeping at 3 for the past few days. i hope rayner finally asked his girl out. i spent days trying to tell him how easy it was to get the girl out on a date. i mean how difficult can it get? ok. maybe i am not him and i don't know. but well. just wish him lucks. :)

a new school year. a new start. :)

never in my circle.

Whee! chocolate fondue at esplanade today! seriously, we queued for an hour and a half just for the fondue. cos the place is fully booked. but it's worth it. and it's zhipeng's treat! before that went to eat at MOF. nice nice food too! yummy ramen. slacked around at the fondue place for quite some time cos we definitely had to make the trip worthwhile! crap alot as usual. starting critisizing SOMEONE. and the way christine and zhipeng said it was so funny. haha. zaw was another super evil guy. dear yvonne wong and ash were the nicest. hahaha. i mean their comments were so far the nicest. you guys wun wanna know what i said. benny and zac couldn't join us for the fondue cos they had to leave early. sad. nvm. i don't mind going back once more! :) met yiling at marina with weikang! haha. and of cos i didnt miss the chance to make fun of her! well. they looked so cute tgt. :D

love is nothing if not strange and unpredictable :)

cross the line bravely and victory is yours to claim! :)

ok. i overspent again this month. i gotta start saving money. went out with dearest shermin today. and we ate so much at din tai feng. time to lose some weight. mum thinks i am getting fatter. she said my face is round -.-" fine.

work has been kinda of tiring. last shift for both days. but at least we get to fool around the platform after 10. haha. not much people for the past two days and i thank God for that. seriously. i can't imagine the weekend crowd.

james said he will be sending us for the malaysia opens! which means most probably i get to see him there! hee. SHUNA! i will be seeing him again in july! wahaha. :)

i let you know because i want you to face the reality.
i don't want you to lie to yourself.
what's the point.

MALAYSIA FENCING OPENS 2008!

YES! keith tay said yes! but there are conditions. he said if i can't complete and they cannot get the medal, i will have to pay for his registration fees. stingy guy. and he has nothing but money! seriously! no wonder they say rich people are stingy people. he is one typical example! and the registration fees are not cheap! 250bucks per team. Gosh. so ex!

BAK KUT TEH-ing with the sexist today! YUMMY! we ordered so much. great food. great people. :)

and i think i will be joining the 42.195 km adidas sundown marathon and get killed in the midst of it. ok. don't laugh people. haha. keith tay said it will be the joke of the year if i really join. i am forcing him to join so that me, karryn and him can be the joke of the year together. i am currently trying VERY hard to convince him to join! :) coach xiaona training us for the marathon. haha. in pulau ubin. how? meaning she cycle and we run! we agreed. cos we get to eat seafood and drink coconut water after that. i seriously don't mind! haven't been to ubin for ages. :)

stay with me
don't fall asleep too soon
the angels can wait for a moment :)

I FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS! :) i saw this at kino that time! love at first sight! actually... it's nothing. but i just like it. and the musical tune is one of my favourite song. someone! please get me this for... erm... ok... early christmas! or belated birthday gift. i don't mind. kaly will definitely think that i am crazy. and my mum will probably slaughter me if i buy that. ASH! VERY PRETTY RIGHT?!

ok. back to today. i finally met kaly foo tian li after so long. she misses me! haha. was so tired this morning. woke up at around 8 plus. and went back to sleep again till 1130. i am sick. -.-" slight fever plus sore throat. and i still had some spicy pasta at swensen's and ate fries with kaly at MOS. and then went for training. was caught in a heavy rain. orchard road sort of flooded. and our shoes were totally wet. made my way to balmoral and i was drenched from top to toe cos there was no shelter at all. -.-" gosh. coach min's warm up exercises were so tedious. but fortunately, we didn't do much running today. never really like running.

oh. by the way, karryn and weecher suggested that we all take part in the 42.5 km marathon as a team. and each person has to run approximately 10 km or more. THEY ARE TRYING TO KILL ME! and they even wanted to ask weijun to run. he run and earthquake will come. haha. ok. i am evil. :)

had a weird dream last night. and i totally forgot to tell kaly about it.

storybook endings, fairytales coming true :)

HAPPY 77th Birthday, GRANNY! :)

the mother and son. yes. that's my dad. :) i think they look alike. i think.

well... she is my granny! and she will be turning 77 this saturday! celebrated her birthday earlier cos dad will be kinda busy over work for the next few weeks. had seafood feast today! crabs were yummy. partly cos i dun have to use my hands at all. my dearest elder brother help me with it. actually... i got him to peel for me to show his DEAREST girlfriend that my elder brother loves me more! hmph! ok. i am childish. but who cares... ok... back to granny. she is my paternal grandmother. not very close to her. but still. my brothers and i agreed that she is one cute old lady. and my dad is one cute man in front of her. the moment she starts nagging, all my dad did is to just nod his head and keep saying yes. the typical goody son! well. of cos! he is my dad! and i was whining to my dearest nanny, soma not to leave us. she is leaving for her country this saturday and won't be back anymore! how can i survive without her?! i will miss her so much! her soup. her cooking. her everything. i hate separation... ok. back to my granny again. she must have gone through alot. i mean. 77 years! it's like 23 years to a century? that's alot. one day. i must really listen to her stories. it will be interesting! :)

had been working these few days for my cousin's company. free labour i should say. delivering twenty boxes of goods(heavy goods) to aljunie. only the 2 of us! LADIES! and packing plastic wraps into boxes, tapping them up. gosh. those boxes were damn heavy. and the office was damn warm. both of us were sweating like shit. in the end, her hubby came to help us with some of the packing after work. he have to. it's his company. -.-" well. but it was a good experience! and i got free lunch at pizza hut today! :)

If I could just have one dance with you, I'd play a song that will last forever. :)

Z Fencers at Haagen Daz Holland Village :)

eww... clayton is licking weijun's face! :)
yes. weijun is extra. -.-"
yummy yummy ice cream! :)
All of us! :) keith is forever that stern face. haha.

ok. expired photos. before i went taiwan. well. just feel like posting it. cos some of these pictures are so funny. credits: JEPHINE! :) celebration at Haagen Daz cos more than half of them made it into the nationals! happy for them! :) and we paid less than half the price of those sundaes we ordered. hee :) 29th april B&J day! can't wait! ice cream! :)

DAY 5

NO BED! only tatami at Yilan Hot Spring -.-"

unsucessful jump while taking pictures. i look like gorilla! -.-"

i think it's jun's idea :)
we were looking for fishes! ok fine. my idea. -.-"
love's cheeky face :)
no choice. ash love flowers too much! :)
breathing in fresh air :)

yummy lunch with beautiful scenery :)
swiss country place :)
signature grilled fish :)
signature chicken chop :)

5th day in taiwan. had the most wonderful meal! the breakfast at Janfusan Prince Hotel was GREAT! it's like an international buffet. YUMMY! lunch was even better. travelled 3 hours to go to the swiss country place for lunch. but well. it's definitely worth it! dinner was seafood feast! and hotel was a hot spring resort. it was so nice going into the open air hot spring at night. but that night we had to switch room cos the air con in our room couldn't work. we slept on tatami. gosh. i was aching all over the next morning although ash and jun are the ones making the bed for that night. i was busy slacking. me and jun were quite sad when we see our room. cos usually both of us would jump the bed together to see if it's nice and soft. of cos we didn't jump onto the tatami. that would have hurt ALOT. haha. well. it's a wonderful experience though. :)