i am so tired... i took so long to delete those unneccessary posts. and KALY FOO laughed at my earlier posts. -.-" fine. when i read them before deleting, i laughed like shit too.

willy is gg to visit statue of liberty today!

went shopping with kaly today. BUT we didnt buy anything at all. cos we are broke. yeah rite. broke and we went to have hi tea at TCC. haha. but we are really broke. trust us.

saw choo houren today! whee! and as usual he keep asking when are we going to go kbox again. SOON! haha.

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY WILLIAM HU! :)
ok. this is the guy that bullys me since the 1st day i know him in SR. he is also the guy who snatch a cab with me at TP on the 2nd day of school to go to SR. and he never stops bullying me till now. well. he turns 19th today! old man, please grow older in your thinkings! haha. :)

CONGRATS SOPNA on your baptism today! hee. i was so touched when i heard that you wrote abt me in ur testimony :)

MEILING i am going to miss you so much! :)

KATHERINE KOH i better see you on the 8th! :)

YIP WAN LI! thank you so much for your early birthday present! it's so pretty! i love you! :)

time to commit my time to God. going church today made me realized how much i have drifted apart from God. i need to get back in track. and i am going to start from now! haha. i have to start from reading "Fear Of the Lord". bought that book for so long and i haven even get past chapter two. hee.

nothings gonna change my love for you :)

ok. Fitness First at 1 George Street is the coolest gym i have ever been too! thanks barron soh for bringing me there. it had been really fun yet tiring. cos i actually had to do some exercise on the machines so that it wun be a wasted trip. cycled till i burn about 50 calories? and went on to do exercises on this other machine and burn another 50 calories while barron went to lift weights. the cool part is not the interior. it's the exterior! it has an open air swimming pool in the heart of a CBD area, overlooking marina bay. imagine seeing places like oriental hotel, the new Singapore Flyer, fullerton, ritz while you are swimming. the scenery is so nice. and of cos i didnt swim. i was practically playing in the pool with the float and trying to balance on the float. and then, barron said the funniest thing ever.

barron: you wanna see my nipple hair?
von: yes!
barron: it had grew really long
von: show me! show me!
barron: but you must promise me not to pull it.
von nodded her head excitedly.

seriously. it's quite long. i was so tempted to pull it off. cos it looks totally disgusting. well. dun get the wrong idea everyone. we were in the pool. so of course barron soh have to be half naked. then after which, we had to rush off after a really quick bath. and on the way back to my house, we nearly met with a car accident. ok. it's my fault. he asked me keep a lookout for the traffic, i wasn't paying attention at all. AND thank GOD the lorry stopped in time, if not... haha... the lorry will bang right into the left side of the car which was where i was sitting. scare the hell out of me. anyway, we reached home in time to watch this korean show he had been dying to watch. seriously, i dun even think he paid attention to the show cos he was like talking to my parents about the china trip, my younger brother's future, etc. -.-" whatever. then went for supper tgt. treated him wanton mee cos he brought me to that really cool gym. seriously, i am so tired from all the workout that i think i can fall asleep anytime soon.

argh! willy is in new york now! i wonder if he had seen the statue of liberty! :)

rayner, please dun let me down! haha. :)

papa (barron), i will work hard to sign u up for singing classes. your pitching requires some... eh... guidance. haha. :)

i'll be :)

ATHENS ZETA BBQ 2007

eddy: thanks for helping me dig my nose, houren! :)
i can grab them with my hands. so small. haha!
ahem. look where he is touching.

xiao bai! :)
eddy, all of us know you feel violated :)
life in SR would be lonely without them! :)

i told you william is gay. alvin is the victim who seems to be enjoying himself. :)
houren is the one with the real muscle. william, please stand aside with your fats! haha. :)
alvin(small white) and qiqi :)

me with my gay friend, william hu! :)
me and cedric(athens OFL) :)
william and qiqi! :)

you guys can call him the camwhoring gay! :)
seriously, i have no idea what these ppl are trying to do :)
me and qiqi! :)

qiqi finally sent me those pictures. so here i am uploading them! :)

hee... christmas was fun today. went to my cousin's house for celebration. ordered so much food. seriously, i love talking to rayner. he is so cute and funny like a small boy! jiayou, tudi!

talked to ah gong, junhao. barron and him are planning for my birthday next week! so excited. my birthday is coming really soon. i want presents presents and more presents. ok. i am a greedy girl. haha. barron soh, you still owe me a christmas present. haha.

meeting xinyi tmr.can't wait! :)

easy to love you :)

merry christmas everyone!

start of 2007 x'mas eve was the worst i have ever had. not because of my friends. they were great. i had a great time with them at nite. but well. went to attend my uncle's funeral early on x'mas eve morning. yes. the demise of my uncle had quite an impact on us. the atmosphere was so sad and even my elder brother's eyes turned red.for me? i cant stand seeing ppl cry. i will end up crying too. learn something today. cherish those around you. cliche. but it's true.

happier stuff now. went clubbing with barron mel junhao and boot. well. it wasnt fun at all. cos the speaker broke down. doesnt matter really much to me cos i was just there looking after their bags. and i fell asleep. -.-" haha. i was too tired. when i opened my eyes, i saw barron's face so close to me that it gave me a shock! cant blame me.his face is scary. haha. then he fetched mel and i home. send me up to my door just to get his x'mas present.i am waitin to use his ATM to buy sth for myself. a x'mas present and a birthday present as well. yeah! he is my papa. he must support me. met his friend, boot. an air stewardess. seriously. she is so pretty.i am surprised why barron didnt go after her. that stupid guy. so tired. sleeping soon. once again. MERRY CHRISTMAS! :) william hu is in england now. making me jealous of everything he had done and seen there. stupid. -.-" willy is in LA now taking pictures with some disney princess. argh. lucky them!

i knew there was a reason i love you :)

wahaha... ashley is here baking cookies and at the same time trying to convince and practically forced me to read daryl leong's blog which i haven't read for like i dunno how many months? instead, i did a stupid quiz. seriously, i rather waste time on a stupid quiz. she even resort to reading out his entry but well i merely just covered her mouth. no. i wun read and i never will. and now she wants to memorize it and read it out to me. that crazy woman. seriously, who cares anymore? i dun cos i think whatever he say will be the same. cliche sentences. pointless and insignificant. ok. fine. i am bad. but halloween had been bad enough. i dun need him to spoil my happy mood for my favourite festival of the year. CHRISTMAS!!! hee. ohh... i just did another stupid love quiz. wahaha. ash was totally shocked by my answer. "what kind of Ex am i?" which stupid would come up with a thing like that? haha. my result is: invisible ex. ooh. interesting. i had no idea what it means too. ash is still here convincing even when we are enjoying the muffin we just baked. ARGH!!! i repeat. i wun read and i never will. haha. i am stubborn. what can i say? i wish my cousin could just send me those photos quickly so that i can blog about my trip. hee.

gg to uncle's funeral. yup. on x'mas eve. feel sad for my aunt and i got no idea how i should comfort her. well. she is a strong woman. :)

stupid willy. msged yesterday to tell me he haven gotten me anything yet from US. he said he is gg to save the best for the last. better get me something from new york!

so close to reaching the famous happy ending :)

***The Keys to Your Heart***


You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.


What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/

if ahleena nv told me, i would never expect that to happen. just within a few weeks? it's ok. x'mas is coming soon. who cares about those idiots. we girls are better off without those idiots. haha. shanghai was fun fun fun. and i can't wait to use barron's atm card to buy myself a x'mas gift! he said i can do that! wahaha!

smile because it happened :)

YEAH!!! i am finally home! tired. blog tmr! and pictures.

barron soh: dun worry. i bought u stuff!
willy: i miss you too! my hp bill is gg to explode soon.
ash: i miss you too

try to buy as much stuff for my friends as possible. if i miss you out, sorry. cos i really have no more money left on me. but 1m01, i did buy goodies! busy year for me. dun even have time to send out x'mas card. sorry guys. :) ok. seriously. i am really sleepy.

in case you don't know, i miss you too! :)

You're in my arms
And all the world is gone
The music playing on
For only two
So close together

And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye
And never knew
So close was waiting
Waiting here with you
And now, forever, I know
All that I want is to hold you
So close

So close to reaching
That famous happy and
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Now you're beside me
And look how far we've come
So far
We are
So close...

Oh, how could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?

We're so close to reaching
That famous happy end
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Let's go on dreaming
Though we know we are
So close
So close, and still
So far...

control. control. control. dun let ur thoughts run wild. :)

yes, clayton admitted that he is a casanova! :)
ooh! the 3 musketeers! during gas welding! credits: jiaqing :)
guinea pig, stitch!
candy lee rou love her guinea pig more than she loves me! :)

wed! whee! gas welding was so fun. then went to meet candy lee! go her house! chatted with her mum, study for my test and played with her guinea pigs! seriously u will only get to see the feminine side of her when she played with her guinea pigs. and her guinea pigs are so FAT and BIG! almost like the size of a chiwawa! haha. :) went back to Z today! finally gotten back my weapon! and played board games with the guys at the new boardgame cafe next door! so fun! :)

PJC PROM NIGHT 2007 THE STAMFORD (WESTIN)

dun ask me why i am there. cos i just went for fun! and i think i looked really weird. but all in all, it was fun! seriously, the last photo directly above, the girl's face -.-" we dunno her at all! she just popped out while we were taking pictures! :)

AND DOTS. rayner thinks that white flowers = die! -.-" besides they aint white! they are pink!

my favourite flower Eustoma.

thank you so much willy! dun apologize for not being able to buy me the white-purple eustomas cos this looked as great! and i love it! whee! :)

kaly and i :)
fireworks!
seriously, it's so beautiful :)
my nicest shot! :)

skipped lesson today. was too lazy to go. went shopping with kaly instead and met her brandon for the 1st time. friendly guy i should say. and was really sweet to her. aww. envied them. haha. it's ok. i believe i will find the right guy sooner or later. God's will. haha. ok. i am saying this to console myself. wahaha. anyway, kaly wore really nice today. but she just kept thinking that she looked fat. KALY FOO! you dun. played pool with them. and of cos i never won one game. haha. then ash came along to go vivo with us to watch fireworks! it was so beautiful. i love fireworks! i wonder if rayner could see it over at sentosa? it lasted for 8 min+. didnt regret travelling all the way to vivo just to see fireworks! imagine gg with the one you love, that will be super romantic! nvm, i have ash and kaly! haha. then home sweet home! :)

past few days have been so busy for me.
monday: CATS meeting. dinner with johanes at amk. risk game at my hse with barron and wjh.
tuesday: CATS meeting again. dinner with ash at amk hub.
wednesday: dinner and movie with ash, barron and wjh
thursday: STC girls' nite out!
friday: shopping with kaly. fireworks with kaly and ash
saturday: window shopping with kaly. clubbing with my cousins.
sunday: meeting willy. joanne's birthday celebration!

kaly and i were talking about the 5 DB guys. she said she nearly cried. i did. watch the video of the news on the 5 DB guys. it was really a heart wrenching scene. and tears just dropped. it was just so sad. the speeches given made the whole thing even more sad. well. but life goes on. they have really touched many people's lives in many ways, including mine. live your life to the fullest!

take too many pictures
laugh too much
love like you've never been hurt before :)