supposed to be joining xinyi and the rest for dinner at The Balcony. but turns out that i have sore eyes. -.-" all becos of my two brothers. they are contagious. haha. but BBQ at home turns out kinda fun. dad's birthday and i smashed cake right onto his face. so funny. then everyone started blaming each other for being the mastermine. in the end, all of them pointed their fingers at me just becos i was the one doing the dirty job. great! thanks to my cousins and brothers! -.-" haha. i hate sore eyes. make my eyes so puffy and ugly and reddish. haha. but at least i get to slack at home. the doctor said no tv no computer. WTH. NO WAY! haha.

haha! one day we will make the nicest cheese cake in the world. no worries! it was kinda of fun today. film mel baking cheesecake for issac. well. it was an unsuccessful one cos the cheese wasn't enough. but all in all, it tasted great. hee. i helped abit ok? baking is kinda fun. i shall do it one day again! daddy's birthday is coming soon, but had no idea what to get for him. maybe a pen i guess. might be gg back to SR tmr. and we are gg to celebrate xinyi's birthday in town. so cool! can't wait.

aim of the week: find my appetite back! :) FOOD!

went to watch "Hairspray" for the second time yesterday with my cousins. haha. it was really funny. and i can't wait to watch "ratatoee". BESTFRIEND, if you are reading this, you better keep to your promise and not bring other girls to watch it instead, if not, see what i will do to you! haha. so many things have happened within the past month that i no longer know where i am now. but i have come to learn of one thing, loving someone doesn't mean possesing him. i don't why, but this only came about me last nite while i was watching "hairspray". it's just like, "DING", then the whole philosophy came about. is that even a philosophy btw? haha. who cares.
i am getting smarter! haha. i think finally thinking out of the box. FINALLY.

for now, just be happy, ok?

In morning light
Half awake and half asleep
Have you ever laid there thinking
Was it all a dream?
But you reach out and she's there
Every moment, everywhere
Have you ever been in love?

Have you ever felt
How far a heart can fall
Have you ever stayed up waiting
For a telephone call
Just to hear them say hello
Cause you miss each other so
Have you ever been in love?

Have there been times to laugh
And times you really want to cry
Finding reasons to believe her
'Cause you'd die a little if she lied
And when in times of doubt
Have you ever tried to work it out
But still she leaves you wondering
What it's all about

When she's far away
Have you ever felt the need to stray
And tried and then discovered
It just doesn't pay
'Cause with her, you can be true
And with her, you can be you
Have you ever been in love?

Have there been times to laugh
And times you really want to cry
Finding reasons to believe her
'Cause you'd die a little if she lied
And when in times of doubt
Have you ever tried to work it out
But still she leaves you wondering
What its all about

And when the night comes down
Can you call your house a home
Do you dream you're still together
And wake up alone
Have you ever been in love
The way that I'm in love
Have you ever been in love?
Have you ever been in love?

look at how flooded the bus stop is.
our feet are so cold and wet.

after the rain
after movie! :)

went to watch HAIRSPRAY with shermin yesterday. so fun! and i finally got to play in the rain! with SHERMIN tan! it was raining so heavily.

whee! i finally had korean food after so long. the trip to dentist is so scary. i am so glad i survived. the drilling process is so painful. argh! my teeth. i can't even talk properly now. cos my mouth very numb. but imagine me not talking? like kinda impossible. thank God the dentist didnt extract my tooth. but she said have to take X-RAY?! before they have to do a surgery to extract my tooth. like WTH. how long will it take before i can talk?! and the process will be so painful. -.-" yes. i have phobia of pain. haha.

shermin, i can't wait to see you! and dun be late! -.-" although i am so sure you are gg to be late.

work finally ended. whee! no work tmr. but, gosh! dental appointment tmr. -.-" argh. i am not really keen to go dental you know. cos i haven visited a dentist for years! years as in since primary school. and my mum says the dentist is going to pull out one of my teeth. wth. i am not even a primary school kid and she thinks that she could scare me by saying that. -.-" but seriously, i am scared. who knows how painful the process will get. i mean i may just whack the dentist. haha. yes. i am violent. i tend to get violent when i am scared. :)

whee! christine and benny totally brighten up my day today! hee. thanks guys! wahaha. i didnt know that one could have so much fun in the bookshop! esp, christine. she seems to be enjoying herself too although she totally hate studying! haha. the three of us went to the self-help section, cos we know that benny needs some books from there and then we came across this book titled, "If my man was abused." haha! that is benny's book! i knew it the moment i saw it. and there is this other book called, "everyone doesnt like me, everyone hates me". i wish i could just make benny hold that book and parade around the bookshop. it's so funny.

then we went to TOY R US. cool place man. okok. i know. deprived childhood. we played with the sword. as in the styrofoam kind. gosh. it was damn funny. cos the moment i saw it, i used it to whack benny. and he cheated. he took that stupid long long pole thingy to hit me. well. i think he knows he can't win me. and then christine keep suaning me. -.-" so nice of her. went to meet my parents for dinner. and i overslept. meaning, i missed my stop. yes. the first time in my entire life i guess. -.-" i mean i missed stops while reading books, but never due to the fact that i dozed off. unlucky. haha.

CSS2 is such a disappointment. sorry christine.but i preferred benjamin. his singing is so much better. haiz. life is never fair. well. yes. i always said that. nvm. look on the bright side. one of these days, my tolerance level is going to reach the limit before i explode. but nvm. endure, yvonne. tolerate. yes. if i didnt, i woould have shouted all the nasty things in the afternoon to those sickening ppl during work. gosh. you asked them a question and they treated you like invisible. what the hell. endurance. tolerance. i must train. yes. look on the bright side. i have always been an optimistic person, NOT. haha. joking.

Some things in life are bad
They can really make you mad
Other things just make you swear and curse
When you're chewing on life's gristle
Don't grumble, give a whistle
And this'll help things turn out for the best...
And... always look on the bright side
of life...

If life seems jolly rotten
There's something you've forgotten
And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing
When you're feeling in the dumps
Don't be silly chumps
Just purse your lips and whistle
- that's the thing.
And...always look on the bright
side of life...

For life is quite absurd
And death's the final word
You must always face the curtain
with a bow
Forget about your sin - give the
audience a grin
Enjoy it - it's your last chance
anyhow.

So always look on the bright side
of death...

Life's a piece of shit, when you look at it
Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true
You'll see its all a show, keep 'em laughin as you go
Just remember that the last laugh is on you

And...
Always look on the bright side
of life...

Worse things happen at sea you know.

I mean - what have you got to lose?
You know, you come from nothing
- you're going back to nothing.
What have you lost? Nothing.

Always look on the right side
of life...

what have you got to lose?
You know, you come from nothing
- you're going back to nothing.
What have you lost?

Always look on the right side of life...

Nothing will come from nothing ya know what they say?
Cheer up ya old bugga c'mon give us a grin!
There ya go, see!

Always look on the right side of life...

time for "Age of Empire". dun ask why. i just like that game. no dota no maple. just age of empire. i like it. and i am gg to enjoy the game. cos i always win! haha! at least this is the thing i can say i am rather good at. :)

Whee! i shall announce that HOLIDAY starts NOW!!!

ok. haha. NA paper sucks. i know i am going to fail. but it doesn't matter for now! cos it's holidays. working, playing, jumping, sleeping and slacking! yes! and i can't wait for the trip to BATAM! hee. i shall bring cards and teach YANI how to play proper Dai Dee! hee. so fun. but. i have to work tmr. -.-" sad. i know. 1st shift. and after that i am meeting ben ben and christine for the water fest! imagine all the nice water games we will get to play! haha.

I'm missing you
Girl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
It's the last thing that I wanna hear

But if your heart's not in it, for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world, for you
Anything you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got something to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
Girl I'll make it easy for you

If your hearts not in it, for real
Please dont try to fake what you don't feel
If the loves already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world, for you
Anything you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your hearts not in it

How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind
There's nothing I can do
To stop from losing you
I can't make you change your mind
If your heart's not in it

If your hearts not in it, for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If the loves already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the world, for you
Anything you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your hearts not in it
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If the loves already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the world, for you
Anything you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your hearts not in it

in the end, i didnt watch the whole of "stay alive" and i didnt know what happen in the end. anyone care to tell me? :)

in the end, i didnt watch the whole of "stay alive" and i didnt know what happen in the end. anyone care to tell me? :)

ooh. watching this movie "Stay Alive". ok. i dunno if it is a thriller or what. cos i am still watching. it is scary. haha.

It's funny when you find yourself looking from the outside.
I'm standing here but all I want is to be over there.
Why did I let myself believe miracles could happen.
'Cause now I have to pretend that I don't really care.

I thought you were my fairytale, a dream when I'm not sleeping.
A wish upon a star that's coming true.
But everybody else could tell, that I confused my feelings with the truth.
When there was me and you.

I swore I knew the melody that I heard you singing.
And when you smiled you made me feel like I could sing along.
But then you went and changed the words.
Now my heart is empty.
I'm only left with used-to-be's and once upon a song.

Now I know you're not a fairytale and dreams were meant for sleeping.
And wishes on a star just don't come true.
cause now even I can tell that I confused my feelings with the truth.
Because I liked the view, when there was me and you.

I can't believe that I could be so blind.
It's like you were floating while I was falling and I didn't mind.
Because I liked the view
I thought you felt it too.
When there was me and you.

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Goin' home to see her mama & her daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It'd been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was going way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was so scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus, take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus, take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said, "I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight"

Jesus, take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on

Oh, Jesus, take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus, take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me

Drowning in tears that won’t be me
I will soon be free from the chains of all this pain inside
And though I cry it won’t be long till I regain the strength to know
I can go on
I will find my way through the heart break I will not give up on love
I believe...

I will learn to love again I will learn to trust
Once this heart can start to mend
I will learn to
Learn to love again

All of these tears time will dry them I will survive them
And make it through into another day all of this pain
Time will heal it there’ll be a time sometime I know
I won't feel it
I will live through life without you after the hurting is done
I believe

I will learn to love again I will learn to trust
Once this heart can start to mend
I will learn to
Learn to love again

I will find someone who deserves my touch after all the hurt is through
I will be so over you I will not give up on love
I believe, yeah..

I will learn to love again I will learn to trust
Once this heart can start to mend
I will learn to love again

Oh yeah yeah oh oh again

i wanna hold you hand i wanna hold your hand ~beatles~

i am glad all is fine now :) whee!

i tried so hard to study. but nothing seems to go in. forget it.

what do girls normally do when they are bored?

1. call up their boyfriends (but what if they are not available or they are too busy?)

2. pack up their room (but what if they have already packed the day before?)

3. surf the net (but what if they had been surfing the net the whole day?)

4. study or read (but what if they are sick and tired of books?)

5. DIY manicure (but what if they don't even have any nail polish at home?)

6. listen to the music (but what if they have been listening for the whole night?)

7. sleep (but what if they can't fall asleep?)

8. bring out the VCDs and start watching it all over again (but what if the TV is occupied?)

9. sit down and stone (but what if they can't stand being in one place for even 2 minutes?)

10. blog (but what if they have already updated for a few times within a day and have nothing else to say anymore?)

argh. i am so bored now. i am cooped up at home the whole day doing practically nothing. so bored. i wanna go out. -.-"

went to watch preview of NDP 2007. i think the show will look nice on the actual day. as for today, haiz... but alas! thanks Sheila for the tickets. really appreciate. and sorry ok? i really didnt mean it. dun angry le! :)

ooh. seriously, i didnt know you can be so sweet. i am not angry. no worries. just a random comment. :)