Boy when you hold me
How you control me
You bend and you fold me
Any way you please

It must be easy for you
To love the things that you do
But just a pastime for you
I could never be

And I never know Boy
If I should stay or go
Cos the games that you play
Are driving me away...

Don't love me for fun Boy
Let me be the one Boy
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love
Don't love me for fun Boy
Let me be the one, Boy
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love

Kisses and caresses
Are only minor tests, babe
Of love turned to stresses
Between a woman and a man
So if love everlasting
Isn't what you're asking
I'll have to pass, Boy
I'm proud to take a stand

I can't continue guessing
Because it's only messing
With my pride, and my mind
So write down this time to time

I'm just a little old-fashioned
It takes more than a physical attraction
My initial reaction is
Honey give me a love
Not a fascimile of

Don't love me for fun, Boy
Let me be the one, Boy
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love
Don't love me for fun, Boy
Let me be the one, Boy
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love

ok. whatever you say, it wont change my mind of disliking you and the subject you teach. seriously, you are the one that makes the lesson so boring. when we are reading through, you scolded us for not looking at you! hello? we are trying to catch up cos whatever you say doesnt make any sense at all. when i asked why, you wun even answer my question. what kind of lecturer are you?

kaly, yani, if you are reading this, yes... i am refering to our dearest compro teacher, tan-teo kim lan. she sent me a retarded mail. i guess i failed my written test. -.-"

argh! i hated compro test the most. seriously, one stupid symbol can give u a straight 0 cos of the number of errors in the programme. so dumb! Thank god daryl was there to help me with compro. love you! :)

Ok. Conclusion: I am so sleepy.

Woke up at 430 am. Work starts at 615. And the moment I step out of the house, it started raining really heavily. That crazy taxi driver dun even know where he was going and I obviously had no idea too. In the end, we made Ai Ren Ashley drenched cos she tried to find us in the rain. And for the whole morning, there is not a single soul around the express area. Me and benny ended up crapping with each other. I swear that he must have did some research on female as a whole. He knew women so well that when he told me I couldn’t stop laughing. And to think ppl actually said we looked like twins. -.-“ please. That’s an insult. Haha. Joking. But working with benny was so fun cos whatever he say just make laugh. And starbucks gave me free voucher cos they made me wait for only 10 min for my drink. Seriously, that guy is so polite and nice. Work ended at almost 1530 today. Cos I was doing ticketing and sales was like crazy. Some of the guests as usual are totally irritating and demanding. They keep complaining that 3 bucks is too expensive for a monorail ride. Hello? 3 bucks only. And it’s multiple ride within the island. If you guys are not happy, please dun come. We can save our energy and time talking too. Daryl came and picked me up today! Whee! So happy. But I made him wait for me for nearly an hour. So sorry. I was busy counting money and tallying my account. Then he sent me home as usual J we were SUPPOSED to be revising on our compro, I ended up sleeping. Cos I was too tired. Imagine waking up at 430 am for work when you slept at almost midnight the previous night. Sleepy. I gotta sleep now. Or maybe after reading my harry potter. Daryl leong! Stop calling it “happy potter”! whack u! Love you! :)

It's in the silences
The words you never say
I see it in your eyes
Always starts the same way
It seems like everyone we know
Is breakin' up
Hmm, does anybody ever stay in love
Anymore...

I see you look at me
When you think I'm not aware
You're searching for clues
Of just how deep my feelings are
How do you prove the sky is blue, the oceans wide
All I know is what I feel
When I look into your eyes

I shouldn't love you,
but I want too.
I just can't turn away.
I shouldn't see you,
but I can't move.
I can't look away.

I shouldn't love you,
but I want too.
I just can't turn away.
I shouldn't see you,
but I can't move.
I can't look away.

And I don't know,
how to be fine when I'm not.
Cause I don't know,
how to make the feeling stop.
Just so you know

This feeling's taking control of me,
and I can't help it.
I won't sit around,
I can't let him win now.
Thought you should know,
I tried my best to let go of you,
but I don't want too.
I just gotta say it all before I go.
Just so you know.

It's getting hard to,
be around you.
There's so much I can't say.
Do you want me to have the feelings?
And look the other way.

And I don't know,
how to be fine when I'm not.
Cause I don't know,
how to make the feeling stop.
Just so you know.

This feeling's taking control of me,
and I can't help it.
I won't sit around,
I can't let him win now.
Thought you should know,
I tried my best to let go of you,
but I don't want too.
Just gotta say it all before I go.

This emptiness is killing me,
I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long.
Looking back I realize,
it was always there,
just never spoken.
I'm waiting here,
been waiting here.

outside paradiz, listening to some band. my 3rd wife, Sheila Stephanie Edisanto. :)
my 1st laopo said she dun look as nice today so she doesn't want to take picture. so i put this instead. this picture was taken years ago. hee.
we are trying to look mysterious :p
introducing my sexiest laopo! she has got really nice figure!


whee! went out with leah and sheila just now. walked around in town, catching up and of cos not forgetting about gossips. girls' school stuff. hee. we are just so busybody. dun mind us. and also discussed about what to bring for the class gathering on friday. DRINKS! the easiest and also the heaviest thing to bring to a BBQ. yes... BBQ again for this year's class gathering at miss lee's house. ask tong! she is always having BBQs. and this year i guess we have to depend on addy to start the fire again. -.-"


maybe i am expecting too much...
maybe i shouldn't be expecting too much...
maybe i just feel...
maybe... i don't know...

怎么去拥有一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱一夏天的风
天上的星星笑地上的人
总是不能懂不能觉得足够

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有

part of the lyrics from wu yue tian's song "知足"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE!!! my love!

i met this girl in sentosa. she was my colleague and still is now. AND TODAY IS HER BIRTHDAY!!! good luck on friday k? be brave!!! muacks!

Find a guy…
Who calls you beautiful instead of hot
Who calls you back when you hung up on him
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep

Wait for the guy…
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats
Who holds your hand in front of his friends

Wait for the one…
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about and how lucky he is to have you
Who turns to his friends and says, “That’s her…”

i think i have found mine, have you found yours?

escape theme park was fun today! but not without the sexists! hee! i mean we had loads of fun, esp during "Wet n Wild" and the water gun thingy! stupid barron! only know how to shoot me with the water! argh! but at least i was safe in ur new car! ok. u shall have the credit. u are a good father after all! haha. but next time, u watch out! at least u protected me when we were in the haunted house cos u are the one who dragged me in!


AND ELTON!!! YOU YOU YOU! and NICHOLAS!!! i got into a car accident cos of you two! me and christine were injured! yes, i got cuts on my leg. and my slipper practically flew out! phobia! no driving for the time being. i guess i am not ready yet!


INVERTER was really fun except the fact that nic and jeremy started saying things like "get ready for final destination 4! in singapore." scare the hell out of me. stupid. stop reminding of that gruesome movie. roller coaster was great too! zaw and barron keep changing seats! and practically everything else was quite boring. -.-"


dinner at newton was great! YUMMY!!! seafood!!! yesh! and ice kachang! but my mum had to call at this time to spoil the fun. then it's time to go home. home sweet home. ashley is stayin over tonite! and thanks kevin for sending us all the way home! so i guess i will update soon! whee! nitey nitey! :)

I know whats real can not be denied
All though it may hide for a awhile..
With just one touch love can calm your fears
Turning all your tears into smiles
It's such a wondrous feeling
I know that my heart can't be wrong
Cause i still believe in destiny
That you and I were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above..
Cause i still believe.. believe in love
Love can make miracles change everything
Lift you from the darkness and make your heart sing
Love is a river when you fall it's the greatest power of all

yes. we looked like OL. but we don't intend to stay in the office for the rest of our lives. we need to work outdoor cos our attention span are terribly short! we want the scholarship! wish us luck! :)