ok. my leg is swollen. but i am ok though the doctor says it will take about two weeks to heal. i guess i will be fine. hee. YOU! must be my walking stick for two weeks ok? thanks for coming to visit with STRAWBERRIES! and following me around although i feel that i kept bullying you and you did not retaliate at all. thank you! :)

haha. something funny happened to me today. guess wat? yes, i fell again. i was like on my way back to Z, preparing to free fence and i sort of jumped down the escalator and there i fell. hee. so funny. i feel so... argh! and when i reached home, the first thing my dad said was "you fell again?" i just smiled sheepishly at him. obviously. but i should be ok. look on the bright side. at least i get to skip practical tmr!


dun worry too much k? i'm ok. it's not ur fault. thank you so much for sending me all the way home. and so sorry for making you skipped dinner and sorry for making you worried for me. don't. if not i will feel bad. if you want me to be happy, dun feel guilty! :) cheers!

too tired to blog yesterday. so here i am blogging during math class. haha. suppose to be doing my mol now. well i have one red star. so relax a bit. went to watch BLADES OF GLORY yesterdat. it was a really funny movie and i couldnt stop laughing. and we saw kwee kwee and his GIRL Friend. not girlfriend. hee.

thanks for being so understanding. :)

At the ticketing counter while we still had plenty of time to idle around! :)

MY LOVE! :)

i just want you to do it at your own will. not do it only when people ask you to.

don't be sad. when i see you cry, i dunno wat to do at all. you are my ai ren. when i see you cry i wished i could make you feel better. really.

happy for mel yet sad for ai ren ashley. i dunno what to do to make her feel better. God, what should i do?

i am starting to like compro. just a bit. but i totally dislike the teacher. she just turns me off today. compro test was ok. thanks to dearie! thank you. for waking up so early in the morning just to come and teach me compro. really appreciate it! :)

sweet love story

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Guy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Guy: No
Girl: Do you want me?
Guy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I were to leave?
Guy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Guy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Guy: No way
Girl: What would you choose? Your life… or me?
Guy: My life
The girl had heard enough of everything. As she walked away, tears were already streaming down her cheeks. The guy held her back and said, ‘The reason why you never cross my mind is because you’re always on my mind. The reason why I don’t like you is because I love you. The reason why I don’t want you is because I need you. The reason why I won’t cry if you were to leave is because I would die for you. The reason why I am not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason why I choose my life is because you are my life.’

You and I, cannot hide
The love we feel inside
The words we need to say

I feel that I
Have always walked alone
But now that you're here with me
There'll always be a place that I can go

Suddenly our destiny
Has started to unfold
When you're next to me
I can see the greatest story
Love has ever told

Now my life is blessed with
The love of an angel
How can it be true?
Somebody to keep the dream alive
The dream I found in you

I always thought that love would be
The strangest thing to me
But when we touch, I realise
That I found my place in heaven by your side

I could fly, when you smile
I'd walk a thousand miles to hear you
Call my name
Now that I have finally found the
one who will be there for me eternally
My everlasting sun
Suddenly our destiny has started
to unfold

When you're next to me I can
See the greatest story love has ever told
Now my life is blessed with
The love of an angel
How can it be true?

Somebody to keep the dream alive
The dream I found in you
I always thought that love would be
The strangest thing to me

But when we touch, I realise that I
Found my place in heaven by your side
That I found my place in heaven by
your side

Heaven by your side, heaven by
your side, heaven by your side
When you're next to me, I can see
The greatest story love has ever told
Now my life is blessed with
The love of an angel

How can it be true?
Somebody to keep the dream alive
The dream I found in you

I always thought that love would be
The strangest thing to me
But when we touch, I realise that I
Found my place in heaven by your side
Now my life is blessed with
The love of an angel

Heaven by your side
Somebody to keep the dream alive
The dream I found in you
I always thought that love would be
The strangest thing to me
But when we touch, I realise that I
Found my place in heaven by your side

i guess i am ok now. no worries. :)

Happy Birthday Kwee! :)

feeling kinda blue now. i am supposed to be feeling happy. well. i was. but now. aww. mel, don't be sad k?

thanks for your shoulder. i know your shoulders were aching. i can feel it but you denied. i know. guy's ego. but thanks.

you guys have made my day. so fun at the pool. and spa. and jacuzzi. let's do this someday again! :)

Find a guy,

Who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day

well. at least u are there to cool me down. thanks:)

darling, i just realized that how much i have missed u after meeting you. gosh! i miss u so much! we must meet up soon! really soon! :)

I wonder where you are
I wonder what you're thinking of tonight
I wonder
Maybe you're alone
Maybe you've been crying just like me
I wonder

I don't why I lost your touch
Maybe I wanted to be loved too much

Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm staring at the moon thinking
We got too serious too soon

I told you everyday
I told you every night in every way
I love you
Maybe you got scared
That maybe I had nothing else to say
But I love you

So baby now my life's a mess
'Cause I couldn't love you any less

Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm staring at the moon thinking
We got too serious too soon

Too soon
It's not right it's not fair
Missing you baby cuts like a knife
What if you were the love of my life?

Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
We got too serious too soon
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before

Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm staring at the moon thinking
We got to serious too soon

is it true? are we how the song say we are? tell me. :)

i just realized, i haven't been talking to my dear elder brother for the longest time. we finally talked about everything that had been going on for the past few days. i know that i could tell him everything and he will never tell anyone about it. this brother of mine can give some good advice at times. AT TIMES only. other times, eh... sorry gor! well, as Gor said, time will prove everything. you agree with me? :)

I cried a tear
You whipped it dry
I was confused
You cleared my mind

I sold my soul
You bought it back for me
And helped me up
And gave me dignity
Somehow you needed me

You gave me strength
To stand alone again
To face the world
Out on my own again
You put me high
Upon a pedestal
So high that I could almost see eternity
You needed me
You needed me

And I can't believe it's you
I can't believe it's true
I needed you
And you were there
And I'll never live what should I feel
I need a fool
And I finally found someone who really care
You needed me

You held my hand
When it was cold
When I was lost
You took me home
You gave me love
When I was empty, and
And turned my light
Back into truth again
You even called me friend

You needed me
You needed me
You needed me
You needed me
You needed me

Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there’s nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you by your side,
And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there

I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there.
All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like there's no use going on
You can't give it up
I'll help you work it out and carry on
Side by side, With you till the end
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
Everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone cause I'll be there (ooh)
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there (I’ll be there)
I'll be your friends to rely on
when the whole world was gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there (ooh)

You’ll have my shoulder to cry on
I'll be there (I’ll be there)
I’ll be the one to rely one
And when the whole world is gone
You won’t be alone
Cause I’ll be there!
And when the whole world is gone

You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....

i m so sorry. i really didnt know anything at all. u should have told me. why didnt you tell me just now? this time, i am really childish. i am sorry.

a tiring day. sch starts the earliest today yet ended the lastest. training today was tough too. maybe i hadnt been training much. slacking around for quite some time.

i know at times you really feel like giving up, but don't. persevere. and i know u can do it. i trust that you can. show others that u can do it. :)

teaches you to understand girls... :) we ain't that difficult to understand.

When you catch a girl glancing at you
she wants you to look back and smile

When a girl bumps into your arm
while walking with you
she wants you to hold her hand

When a girl wants a hug
she will just stand there

When you break a girl’s heart
she still feels it when
you run into each other 3 years later

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through
her mind

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply

When a girl looks at you with eyes
full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be
around

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after
a few seconds,she is not at all fine

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are playing
games

When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a girl says she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are
her future

When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more
than that

When a girl is mean to you after a
break-up she wants you back,
but she’s scared she'll get hurt
and knows you're gone forever

this song just came to my mind suddenly. don't think too much guys.

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly

And when you're mad cause you lost a game
Forget im waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

No matter what

relax. dun be so nervous. it was just joke. dun be so tense up every time. you are not only scaring yourself, you are scaring me too. smiles :)

"......." he said.
It was all she needed. :)

想问个愚蠢问题
我们再这样下去你猜会走到哪里
但请你不要太快揭开还沉默的情话
先让我多着急一下再终于等到解答
太容易的爱故事就不耐人回味啦
像这样触电 就够我快乐熔化
我们就耐心培养萌芽不要急着开花
反正有长长的日记等我们去填满
它在被全世界发现以前先愉快装傻
就这样触电 一直甜蜜触电 直到爆炸

everything is just too good to be true. everything. just basically everything. i am scared that this is nothing but a dream.

Before I Fall In Love

My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
'Cause my heart's been fooled before
Am I just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true, could you really be

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know, before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love

I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I want to take a chance
Please give me a reason to believe
Say, you're the one
That you'll always be

It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say

Before I fall in love..

today is such a tiring day. went to meet christine and zaw then went shopping with them at vivo before going to wok. THANKS to vincent, i got to work in SOS counter. *meant to be sarcastic*. the place is warm and stuffy. but well, thank God, my cashbox had no shortage. and i ended up having only a 5 min break while vincent counted the money at around 10. and what did i have for dinner? cup noodles. haha. and he paid for it. so it wasn't that bad. then went back to sentosa station where all the air cons are. cooling but boring. by the time i took over raymond, it was already 1030 and there was barely anyone. but i am good at self entertainment. so ended up entertaining myself until i heard rani saying the last train is off! yeah! i was staring at the time for so long until i finally heard her said that. after all the counting and stuff, i ended up making fun of rani and singing "accidentally in love" to everyone in the Ops room while having fun playing with the wheelchair. sundae is so nice. while eating and waiting for cab, i started teaching kevin how to read the chinese papers. initially, he was supposed to teach me. but he read most of the words wrongly that i ended up teaching him instead. haha. it was just to pass the time , waiting for the punch card time to stuck 1245. reached home at 2 am as usual. uncle joe could even remember where i stayed. so sweet of him. :)

going to tanjong beach with christine and mel tmr at ard 630 i guess. mel wanna vent out her frustration there. so we decided to go with her. it's ok! my shoulder is always here for you mel! :) chris, my love! remember we will be gg to sim lim square 1st. can go shop in bugis first if you want! :)

me and my love :)
thanks gor! for the drink! haha. ur treat! :)

eddy! my brother. charles! my fellow OG mate. he looked so happy with eddy! :)
eddy is trying to take a pic of me while the rest are posing for pics :)
i finally persuaded her to take pic with me. dear qi hui. miss her too :)

me and dear shin. i miss her. :)

thanks mr. william hu. for the dinner:)
eddy is so scared of charles and william. well. they are scary! :)

today is a happy day! many things are finally falling into places. and. i m really happy for mel. at least there is hope between issac and her after all. well. there were other reasons for me to be happy too! :) thanks daryl, for sending me all the way to orchard. you are so sweet. thanks mr. william for the treat at seoul garden :) dragged daryl to cut his hair and trust me, he looks good. i couldnt help but took a couple of picture. dinner at seoul garden was great too. had so much food. athens zeta united! :)

I miss her so much! love! :)
The future rock stars. cool huh? :)
how can i bear to kill my darling? :)
i guess darling didn't know how to focus:)

went training today. body was aching. maybe cos haven been training. but finally met darling after so long. miss her so much. :)

congrats to SRJC rugby team! i knew you guys are gg to win the match. and number 10! yes i admit you played well. happy, william hu? no.9 eddy and houren, you guys played well! i am so proud of you! :)

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thanks dearie. for sending me home. thanks for the piggy. i felt better. :)

i guess i am the one who needs a shoulder now. i feel like crying. but tears doesn't seem to be coming out at all. am i brave or am i too stubborn? haha. i dunno. how ironic it is. i was just offering my shoulder to someone yesterday, and here i am needing one for myself. i am fine. but i just feel like crying. ok. i am contradicting myself. seriously. i had no idea what i was talking about. but i should be fine by tomorrow. i will. :)


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to: william houren eddy
all the best for the match tmr! you guys can do it :)

spidey 3 is quite nice. harry is really cute. went to watch it with yani darlie lydia and kwee. and trust me we had fun. we even cried during the movie. it was too touching.

thanks william hu! for cheering me up for ONLY a few minutes. fine. wanna go sleep then dumped me aside. fine. i had been nice to you. look! i am blogging about you! so be happy and appreciate. you really can make me laugh when u read my blog aloud! next time do that again. i promise to blog about you more often. :)

i will never let you off if u ever dare to hurt her again. and dun force me to do that. you wun want to know. i feel like slapping the hell out of you now. u suck totally issac wong! you think u are good, but u suck. u might be happybut i am totally not happy with you at all. dun force me to hate u. u suck.

mel, if you are reading,my the girls will alays be here for you. not worth being sad over that stupid asshole.

Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there’s nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you by your side,
And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there.
All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like there's no use going on
You can't give it up
I'll help you work it out and carry on
Side by side, With you till the end
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on
Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
Everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone cause I'll be there (ooh)
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there (I’ll be there)
I'll be your friends to rely on
when the whole world was gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there (ooh)
You’ll have my shoulder to cry on
I'll be there (I’ll be there)
I’ll be the one to rely one
And when the whole world is gone
You won’t be alone
Cause I’ll be there!
And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....

FUN FUN FUN!!! whoever said that funfair is boring is totally WRONG. they just don't know how to have fun! gosh! we girls had so much fun with each other!

The day started out quite tiring. gotta wake up at 430 for work. and the shift that i disliked the most. Seah Im GR1. but dear dear brandon was so nice to change with me. to think i still fell asleep in the ticketing booth. haha. thanks brandon! you were so nice. and he even came back like half an hour earlier just to help me with the ticketing stuff. haha. i did him a favour too! i covered his upper arm with red ink. well. it wasn't an accident cos i did it on purpose! his arm is full of red ink and he thinks that it looks like a birthd mark. but i think it looks more like those cooked lobster. haha. and... we had excess of $1. we shared the $1 cos it isn't even enough for a glass of sugar cane with lemon. for the whole shift, we were practically "suaning" each other like shit! haha. he bought this cup of avocano juice into the booth and offered me. seriously, it looks awful and i joked that he is trying to poison me. and he "PEE" in his pants. he had coke all over his pants and i couldnt stop making fun of him!

then chris debbie mel yina and i went shopping together in vivo while waiting for ash and mich to knock off from work. issac joined us actually but LEFT due to unforeseen circumstances which is to send joanne home. fine. i understand. after so much waiting, we finally arrived at the UNCLE RINGO funfair. trust me! it was the most enjoyable funfair i have ever been to. not because of the rides. it is because of them! they were making me laugh like shit. i love you! chris mel ash mich yina! I love all of you. and i realized from one of the rides "challenger" that screaming your lungs out is one of the greatest medicine. scream all the unhappiness, doubts, stress and whatever you dun dare to say out! haha. it was so "shiok". chris kept screaming "sentosa" and i don't even know why. haha. cos i am there right? "Challenger" was really exciting and fun and... expensive. ten bucks! but it's worth it. at least i feel refreshed now. i never like to be unhappy. hee. then mel and mich went to play "Vortex". me and chris were looking as though the machine is some crazy killer machine. it was far to scary for me cos i think i am afraid of heights. yina went to play "Lethal Weapon" with me. it was as fun cos i keep screaming though it isn't scary at all! haha. i wanted so MUCH to take the horses thingy, like the "merry-go-round" kind. but mel said, 'if you take i am going to whack you'. woah. you never know how violent this woman can get! i wanna take the ferris wheel too. aww...

off we go! to the night market where all the good food are. pictures food drinks. it is just so heavenly. i ordered ramily chicken burger special. everyone started ordering different kind of food where we shared and enjoyed. takoyaki, burger, coconut, roti john, bird nest drink. yina wanted to buy smelly toufu to share with us but mel managed to stop her in time. it is really smelly. all the girls agreed that we will do this again WITHOUT the guys. we enjoyed so much without the guys. who need them anyway when we were having so much fun? this is called the "girls' time"! :)

1st shift later at 615. which means i will have to wake up at 430 again. which kind soul will wake me up? my alarm clock i guess. hee. :)

The shirts are SO CUTE! :)

actually, i wanted so much to sleep. but after seeing those pictures. i know i must blog or else i will be letting myself down. how can i pass on the chance to let the whole world know that i managed to convince a guy who hates pink to wear a giordano junior pinky moo moo~ shirt? haha. i must post it.