MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! katherine said that christmas last over a period of twelve days! so now, we are still celebrating the festive of joy! went to Jeph's house yesterday, for a x'mas dinner! it was like so fun! there were Jeph, Karryn, Pam, Me, WeeCher, Keith and of course my dear sonny, Clayton! we had so much fun! playing poker cards, monopoly and of course watching a movie, "Eight Below". It was really nice! haha. i won at the first game of poker games we played! haha. i am smart! and my dear son from NUS high lost. haha. and jeph! thanks for your presents! i love them! especially that big black scented round ball! it was really beautiful! thanks karryn for your present too! you are so nice! i felt sort of guilty cos i didnt get them any present! ok! i shall give it to them on friday when they come for my birthday party! haha. anyone who wants to play tennis, please let me know so that i can book the tennis court! after dinner at jeph's hse, we had discussion on our oncoming schedule for the week. i should call it the FENCERS' schedule! we all seemed to have something on for the whole week. all fencers going for an outing, a movie, a bbq! sounds so fun! can't wait! :)

Merry Christmas, Everyone! hee. let's celebrate this seasons of joy together! I love Christmas! not because of the presents but due to the mood and ambience whenever Christmas is here. the lightings on the streets are always that nice. the christmas decorations in shopping centres and on the streets are always that beautiful! merry christmas!

Whee! Merry Christmas Eve, Everyone! haha. no plans yet. dun even know what to do during x'mas eve! hee! Still its a season of joy! Enjoy!

great... everything is back again. I shouldn't have do anything at all. Now, the mess is like back? till this day, i still believed that things can never and will never be the same again. seriously i can't act as if nothing has happened. sometimes, things you've said is just too extreme that it makes it hard for people to forget. it's not that i am angry and refuse to forgive you or what, it's just that, i just feel weird. i dunno how to explain the feelings. things did get better, but just can't go beyond that. no matter, what you do, things just can't be the same again. now, you are just my fellow fencing classmate, no more than that.

JEANINE TAN YI RU! HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY! You are finally 17! haha. Hope you enjoyed your day with us today at BREEKS!

great. cos of the connection problems, i have to re-type my whole entry once more. Z fencing challenge was held yesterday at United Square. it was really fun except for the fact that i had changed from being a competitor to a spectator. thanks to my clumsiness. argh! but still i became the foilists' manager. passing out drinks and stuff like that. every match was really exciting, esp the match between jeph and thea, "our opponent". jeph did really well! i became the MC of the prize presentation although i screwed some of the presentation up. haha. alot of unexpected things happened during the competition. all those whom i expect will get a medal didnt get it. and those whom i thought will have lesser chance to get a medal got it. this proves that all of them had really improved by a lot. after Z challenge, most of the foilist went to pam's house for bbq. and that was the best gathering we've ever organized! all thanks to pam! we played games, have fun, eat, drink, putting ice cubes into people's shirt and acting GAY. kevin is really good at it. and we even took a video down. gosh. kevin is super gay. the funniest part came only after the coaches had left and we were in pam's house to play the common game, "Truth or Dare". trust me. we did lots of stupid dare and all the truth questions were kind of gross too. haha. i was the victim for some of the dare too. we had fun till around twelve midnight before we finally went home. my dear brother of course, came to fetch me. and as usual, to drop keith jasper and karryn off. well. my brother is nice i have to admit. had been raining the whole day. stcuk at home with nothing to do. hee. i really hope tomorrow will come soon! so that i can get to see the cute guy in Z. he is really cute. met him at the Z challenge yesterday. annabelle agreed with me that he is cute too. jeph and i are like crazy over him! haha. yiru, if you are reading this, tell you. that guy i met is really cute. cuter than shane. haha. and i even get to talk to him. he is nice and cute and knowledgeble and he is a foilist too! whee! cant wait to see him soon. hee.

11 bears. yes... we did our best and we sold 11 bears. shermin ernest and I. we sold 11 bears together. haha. and we became the top sellers. shermin is really good at selling stuff. there is this vj guy standing outside the boutique waiting for his gf. shermin approached him and he bought it. haha. and three of us made a conclusion about something today. singaporeans can be quite stingy at times. AT TIMES. haha. xinyi is back! whee! and we will all be going for the Magic of Love concert together. i am gg to miss my elder brother's birthday party then! yes... he is a dec kid. haha. tmr ycp meeting at 845 in the morning. great. that will be boring. and in the afternoon, we are gg to sell bears. yes, again. dear friends, come and support. it is for a good cause. serious. haha.

here i am to blog again. have been bloggin everyday cos i really got nothing else to do! went to this chinese physician today to take a look at my injured left knee. and as usual... i screamed! of course! i mean how can anyone not scream when u see a needle poking into your leg and the massaging part is a killer! candy agreed totally with me too! the chinese physician didnt care if you are in pain or not. he just continue even if u scream and shout and figid and try to turn about. that was so cruel of him! i was screaming like shit in the clinic where there happen to be loads of people there. grrreat! Star Awards was as usual so boring. but i love it anyway cos.. hee.. wanli and yiru knows why. now wanli also think that HE is cute right?! i told u HE is cute! but u keep on saying tat nyjc one. now u know... haha... i told u i got taste! ahaha. so happy. i watch the whole of star awards just to catch a glimpse of HIM! he is so cute! in a tux! hee! shermin, if you happen to read my blog and dunno who i am talking about, feel free to ask me! i will be more than happy to tell u who HE is! ahaha. happy! it's so nice to be happy! hee!

heard this song and love it! nice! A song from Westlife latest album, "The Rose"

Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you, its only seed
It's the heart, afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only
For the lucky, and the strong
Just remember, in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies a seed, that with the sun's love
In the spring, becomes The Rose

great! i finally got my computer back! i haven been online for the longest time ever! and yes... i fell again... kind of serious this time cos the doctor actually asked to use crutches... and dun think that crutches are easy to use cos they are not easy to operate at all! that time right knee ligament, this time left knee ligament. great! is this lucky or wat? argh! and i am stuck at home all day long for a week without computer! so i practically re-watch all the VCDs available. haha. tat time leah came to visit and lend me this show! it was really nice! haha. thanks for the friends who came to visit! love you guys! haha... on monday i sneak out of the house without crutches to go for an ice-cream feast with xinyi wanli and koh kaiyuan! we ordered this earthquake in swensen's. i have to say... wanli is really a "fan tong". i didnt know she can really eat that mountain of rice i served for her at home! and she finished every single grain! toast to you wanli! haha. and we went on to play the arcade. so fun! cos other than playing we saw a couple attacking vulgar languages at each other but end up patching up again! haha. funny. yiru came to visit too! and we played monopoly! i won! haha. i am so smart! haha. now that i finally got my com back, i decided to blog again. cant go fencing and cant enter the competition! this is so argh! angry! i cant believe i cant actually fall on a piece of FLAT DRY FLOOR at HOME! and was forced to go to the hospital in the middle of the night cos my leg is so swollen! Coach James is so... he actually got me an award for falling down so many times! Great!