now i am free! so here i am gg to blog about Athens Zeta BBQ on Saturday 21st October 2006. well... it was really fun except for the fact that Mr. Choo Hou Ren indirectly caused an injury on my left knee while trying to toss me into the pool. we went Kbox in the morning. we as in shin qi me houren and ced. after that we went to the arcade to have fun! and went to pick shannon up and went to william's house where we found him still sleeping like a pig! then me shannon and ced went to play tennis... it was so tiring... then... we went to NTUC to get bbq stuff and meet up with emmeline and alvin! the night was really fun! all the food, the drinks, the card games, the tossing of ppl into the pool, the ice cream and the gathering itself was really great! ced and i were like gossiping about stuff. haha didnt know he so interested! everyone got into the pool except grayson charles and tuck long. haha. we stayed in the pool till the Guards came to warn us about it. they were practically watching our every moves! haha! then went home at around 1+... was too tired that i fell asleep right away! didnt got fencing thanks to houren! he better be my walking stick!

let me off, will you? why do you keep pestering me? i can't stand it anymore. you are driving me crazy with all your emails and blog entries. just let me off.

Z Fencing Gang! my son, my dad, my aunt and my sis!
Looks like price presentation!


Happy 18th Birthday Jasper! Belated. haha... well... he kept it from us! not our fault! haha!
we celebrated my Daddy's(jasper) birthday yesterday. with Jeph, Karryn and my son Clayton! had so much fun! whee! and the cake is delicious and we got DAddy this really nice white Nike Shirt. cool. i love it! and the back of the tshirt says "be irreverant and make some noise on the court(piece). it's justifiable." isnt it cool! and it is white in colour. my fav colour! whee. and of cos the cake smashing ceremony! how could i have missed tat?! impossible!

http://www.souting.com/play.asp?id=16626&art=846 (became my fav song!)

Ok... i am gg crazy. come and visit me at IMH soon. went to Pj open hse with Karryn. saw alina, candy(tour guide), sijie(pri sch friend), victoria(STC), enouch(kat's frend) and dear dear claudine! my dearest lawyer. ok. back to the crazy part! someone is driving me crazy. i think i will be gg to IMH soon. really soon.

Had a great day today! so happy to see everyone and OP went on well. and we watched movie in shannon's laptop. shidah and i keeps playing with his hair for ONE common reason! haha.

please stop it, will you?

ok. 3rd entry for the day. kinda emo now. haha. heard a song that reminds me of the friendship i used to treasure so much.

"Am i the only one"---> Days have passed And still no sign of us Not a hint of what used to be When you lived in that part of me This blinding silence Lives in every room Of what once was a happy home Now we're sitting here all alone Could this be that it was all a lie And we're just afraid to say good-bye Am I the only one Who sees what we've become I see no sense in going on Or asking what went wrong We sit and stare at what could be We both just grew apart you see And through no fault of our own It's our house but not a home It's strange to know There's truth in what I sayBaby, I know you feel the same And the truth is No one's to blame Two lonely dreamers Playing by the rules All we thougth of Was me and you Now we're faced With a simple truth I'd love to say that this is all a lie But that just means I'm scared to say good-bye Am I the only one Who sees what we've becomeI see no sense in going on Or asking what went wrong We sit and stare at what could be We both just grew apart you see And through no fault of our own It's our house but not a home It's strange to know There's truth in what I sayBaby, I know you feel the same And the truth is No one's to blame Two lonely dreamers Playing by the rules All we thougth of Was me and you Now we're faced With a simple truth I'd love to say that this is all a lie But that just means I'm scared to say good-bye Could this be that it was all a lie And we're just afraid to say good-bye Am I the only one Who sees what we've become I see no sense in going on Or asking what went wrong We sit and stare at what could be We both just grew apart you see And through no fault of our own It's our house but not a home It's strange to know There's truth in what I say Baby, I know you feel the same And the truth is No one's to blame Two lonely dreamers Playing by the rules All we thought of Was me and you Now we're faced With a simple truth I'd love to say that this is all a lie But that just means I'm scared to say good-bye Days have passed and still no sign of us Not a hint of what used to be When you lived in that part of me...

Well.. not to worry! i am not in love! haha... i like this song and it sort of reflects how i am feeling now...

well. i have nothing more to say. maybe i really disappoint you. i dunno. i am not u and u aint me too. you dunno how i am feeling and i obviously dunno how you are feeling too. whatever it is, i dun wish to carry on this friendship without any trust anymore. since you dun trust me, well, i guess, we are strangers? better this way. u are tired, so am i. i need a break and i think you need one too.

right... now i realized! it all became my fault! well... i see. everything seems to be my fault! if that is wat u want others to think! so be it! i dun give a damn! and i obviously dun think u give a damn about my feelings and what others will think now! fine! i am selfish! u happy? well i hope u are! and my fault started with being too BUSYBODY! u put ur projectwork somewhere in another place is ur business and i have no right to poke into ur business. but i set my priorities straight! to me, A levels projectwork is definitely more important! i cant be so SELFISH to leave my PW groupmates alone to deal with the project while i am HERE dealing with a senseless misunderstanding! say all u want in ur BLOG! while i say my mind right here! and you know wat? save whatever u have to say in your own BLOG and do whatever you want. i LOVE being sarcastic and you CANT stop me from saying what i want to say! and you have no right to. and whatever it is, whatever wishes you wished to say is enough! enough is enough! you can vent whatever anger u have in ur BLOG and dun vent it on me! whatever you do now is gg to make the matter worst and whatever you say now will be making my BLOOD BOIL! END OF STORY!
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HAPPY BELATED 18th Birthday DADDY(JASPER)! haha! went with karryn to buy jasper this very nice shirt ok? see we are so nice! haha... and cake! celebration! we had hard time looking for ur present! hope u like it!

hmm... today is quite fun! went to chomp chomp for dinner... ate loads of things! haha... i might be poisoned cos of the amount of clams i have eaten! haha... clams contain certain amount of poison i think! oh wells... nvm...the food there are heavenly.. haha... drank 2 big glasses of sugarcane with lemon! went shopping today with my cousin to shop for her Engagement party's things... including her shoes and her Fiance's shirt... haha... we had fun joking about... didnt go fencing today! cos... dun feel like going? maybe... had a fruitful and fun day! and JASPER! HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY! nv tell us it's ur birthday! anyway, happy birthday DADDY!

haha... see that everyone had blog about our day at SENTOSA, so here i am to blog too! hee... had so much fun in sentosa ALTHOUGH PSI is like increasing from 119 to 130 all the wat to 143... early in the morning, my cousin had already sms me... she said that i was trying to commit suicide when i was actually going to sentosa in this kind of weather! but alas! we had fun ok? haha... the LUGE is the funniest! the way xinyi was screaming... erms.... i think everyone will be able to hear... and... =.=" she got herself and the luge into the grass... the sight was really comical that i couldn't stop laughing... sorry darling! but it was really funny! chair lift is so fun too! reminds me of the first time when QIHUI actually dropped her slipper when i actually warned about it! LUGE... reminds me of NZ! the NZ trip that i enjoyed so much with schoolmates! OPC is such a fun place to have camps in! NZ LUGE is super super fun! there are so many happy memories... balls, frisbees, swim, tanning, endless fun and of course not forgetting gossips, including the sharing session of the things that had happened in our respective college... and... the bathing part... we bathe in open air! and we took a picture of that! haha! took lots of pics! all in Xinyi's blog! while mummy, drey and daddy were playing with the TWEETY BIRD RED BALL, me, alina and xinyi were sitting there along the coast talking about stuff that happened to us in college.. did we get emo? yes we did... a bit.. haha... only abit... but at least we get to actually tell each other how we feel about life in college and stuff like that... Delia daddy bought this really cute ball with a TWEETY BIRD printed on it... haha... we played ball games... mixture of soccer+volleyball+monkey... after that we went to VIVOCITY... ok... i have only one word to describe that place... CROWDED... it is super crowded that we end up having dinner at the hawker centre! then went to Sheila and Elmore's birthday party at Valley Park Condo... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEILA AND ELMORE! it was fun to meet up with some of the 4Ds... and Yueh Wan!!! we formed the Bitch Club! haha... that's what she called it... haha... reached home at around 11+... late... i know... fencing today! in a few hours' time... can't wait! i am tanned! finally i am turning darker! and thanks andre! always helping to check stuff like the PSI and the movie time! we didnt watch any shows in the end.. we left SENTOSA too late.. haha.. but we had FUN FUN FUN! whee! anyway... Andre! Good luck later! hee! :)

hmm... didnt go fencing today... was too tired... slept at 6 this morning... and obviously i overslept... fencing starts at 11 and i woke up at 11... haha... went church with mummy, serene and of cos my dear JADEY... haha... we had fun cos Paradise band came and perform... pastor kong and his family performed magic too! went to the airport with mummy to eat POPEYE chicken and then went to view the plane take off and just talk la... i mean we got loads to talk... haha... and to my dear brother, hope you know what u are doing... but watever u did today sort of disappoint me... i nv expect you to ask this kind of question... i mean... maybe i do not have the right to comment on anything that is only of your business, but... this is how i feel... i mean we are all grown ups... you keep demoralizing urself and denying your own achievements... all these will do u no good, you understand? i dunno if u will ever read my blog, but this is how i feel about this matter. you have mishandle this matter... this isnt the way you should act.. and this is definitely not the YOU that i know...