haha... had a really fun day today! went for fencing early in the morning... as usual... making fun of coach Kelly... haha... really fun to make fun of her! she is going back to Shanghai for training for a month! i am so so so going to miss her! after fencing, went to town to meet my two laopos Leah and Sheila... before proceeding to Clar's house... btw.. clar is my 7th wife... haha... played mahjong... and i won again... i won at addy's chalet yesterday too! luck is on my side i guess... that's what the rest say la... haha... but i still think i am smart... haha... watched I NOT STUPID 2! it was really sad... many cried... but i fell asleep instead... because i watched that show before le.. the 1st time i watched... i cried... so saddening... ate steamboat in clar's house! it was really nice la... yummy! after that, went to town with Leah and Tong! tong had to go off first, leaving only leah and I... went to long john for dinner and after that started walking around Town...

I LOVE YOU, LEAH! thanks for the present! REALLY APPRECIATE! hee...

Leah, my first laopo is really nice to me... i walked into the wallet shop with her at heeren intending to look at the pencil case i like.. but i decided not to buy... so i went HMV with her... when i turned around i couldnt find her anywhere! she just disappeared! so i had no choice but to call her... while we were walking towards Borders, just outside Party World, she asked me to stop walking.. and gave me a hug... and then... she passed me the Pencil case i like... she bought it for me while i was looking around for her in HMV... my god! she is really sweet! LOVE HER SO MUCH! dun get the wrong idea... haha... i dun love her only when she buy things for me! haha... i love her everyday ok? and LaLa, JuJu, Aegis, Clar, Kaiting and last but not least Joyce! haha.. my 7 wives... haha...

went to borders and wanted so much to buy this book "how to sleep with an actor"... but leah said the title isnt really appealing.. imagine my parents caught me reading that kind of book... but that is a novel only... it's not about sex or stuff like tat... it's a story... a novel... something like modern day cinderella... ok... fine... i didnt buy in the end... cos leah said i shouldnt spent 2o+ bucks for a book like tat... haha... really enjoyed myself today... tomorrow... i really have to do my work le! havent even start on my Position paper! haha...

whee! just came back from causeway point! haha... went to meet Leah and Sopna today! i miss them! Leah, my laopo... miss you so much! haha... we talked alot.. mostly on what going on in her school... she first time study in a mixed school... haha... most of the guys like going to woo her! they can dream... haha... right, laopo? hee... sopna told us about her school stuff too! she not going in Sports and Wellness after all... because the module has accounts! my goodness... back in STC... we hated Accounts! she thought that accounts would be out of her life... but... haha... it's ok! she waiting for the second intake into poly! this time, she chose Mass Comm... haha.. SO much better than accounts la... Leah told us everything tat is going in her new school and all that... guess what?! she wore SNEAKERS!!! she had never wore SNEAKERS in her whole life before and now she is wearing a pair of PINK NIKE SNEAKERS!!! my god! haha... unbelievable! but her skirt is still short la... i told my skirt is short already but hers is even shorter... gosh! haha... cant wait for 4D outing this saturday and sunday!!! and fencing... cos we are doing free fencing on sunday! and i cant wait to make fun of coach kelly! haha...

This is where I have my fencing lesson every sunday! Z fencing! 4 of my best pals from Fencing class! Jeph, the little girl beside me is my Partner! haha... The Background is nicer rite? Candy and I are the SLACKERS! Jeph is the YOUNGEST! ANDRE is RED BAG!


After Andre off the Flashlight from his Camera... Haha... Does this look better?! haha...


from left to right: Andre, Yvonne, Jephine, Candy(pioneer batch of Youth Fencers at Z fencing Sunday class in the morning!)

I just love Fencing SO MUCH!!! FENCING ROCKS! really look down on those who insult Fencing as a useless SPORT! :)

hmm... i tried loading timmy's birthday party's pic... but... i just can't get it right... forget it.. came across this article from Lifestyle today... it's on a girl named Joan... she has been contracted with tongue cancer... Doctor gave her a week to 3 months more to live... felt really sad... she is so smart and talented and active! just felt abit unfair on behalf of her! will miracle really happen to her? should have gone for service today! should have gone for service to pray fo her... haiz... she is from RGS and then went on to RJC and got into NUS... she has a bright future ahead... and she is dying... but she is really strong... she said in her blog that she wun give up till the end... she is like Joan of Arc... fighting till the end and always having faith in God... everyone... maybe you guys would like to visit her blog and give her your blessings... her blog-> www.onlyskindeep.blogspot.com. maybe her blog can even inspire some of you to be a real fighter under any circumstances...

school tomorrow... tired... going to bed... hee...

haha... today is Timothy's Birthday... Happy Birthday Timmy! yi run, shidah and two of their friends came to my house as early as 10 in the morning to play tennis... i tried playing too! first time playing tennis... it was really fun! i am quite talented... haha... at least i can serve the ball well... at around 2... we started preparing for timmy's party at the pavilion by the pool with yiru, shidah, wanli, elizabeth, lishan and two of yiru's friend... haha.. all girls la... celebrating with timmy.. he is really in luck on his 19th Birthday... yiru brought this really big bag with all the tibits inside... Lishan made this really nice ceramic stuff for timmy although it hasnt really completed... but still it is nice.. as for elizabeth... hmm... not sure what she got for timmy... she wrapped it up and insist that timmy to open the present only at home... haha... timmy is really nice to us la! he ordered canandian pizza for us when i sort of HINT him that we are hungry and we only had tibits.. but we didnt ill treat him ok? haha... we bought him Bangawang Solo Black Forest Cake with loads of CREAM! Cream led to smashing the cream onto someone... haha... Right after timmy started on his cake... i sort of cut a piece with EXTRA cream on it.. and poured a FEW drops of coke on the cake and SMASH it and rub all over timmy's face! haha... imagine with on the cream on his face! Yummy! he tried to chase after me with his body filled with cream... but i ran.. and... ended up hurting my leg... OUCH! haha... ok... is this call retribution? haha... after the party... timmy wanli and lishan went to my house... and timmy ended up seeing my sec sch's year book and comment on each and every girl... he is so bad la...

CJC concert is really nice! Charles missed the first and the Nicest part of the band... they played LORD OF THE RINGS... it was really nice... Charles missed it because... Grayson Mak came for the concert without a ticket... and charles ended up helping him to get tickets through some so called connections la... haha... he claimed to be "connections"... shin fell asleep halfway through and me and qihui realised Shin talked in her sleep... i started laughing... the MC told us a joke which made us laugh like mad too! haha... during the intevals... went to meet up with JADE... took lots of pics with Jacintha's phone... haha... wanted to pass her the flower i bought for her... but i ended up helping her take care of her flowers from the rest too! The Drum Medley is really nice... esp the Flight of the Bumble Bee... and they drummers played like the actor from the movie Drumline... but one of them dropped his drumstick halfway through... i guess he was nervous... haha... CJC auditorium is so BIG... and the chairs are so much more comfortable as compared to SR la... haha... me and shin wanted to Shout SRJC Band rocks right after the concert but decided not to... in case someone throw us out of the school... haha..Shin messed up my hair! on the way out of the auditorium... so bad! Shin told me a something funny on the way home in my dad's car... i was laughing like shit... but the thing is... i am not laughing at her jokes.. i am laughing at the way she laugh... like some mad woman that just escape from the Mental hospital... haha... so tired... but still i need to do my HW... i haven been doing work for 2 days la... need to buck up! haha..

Anyway... heard that SR rugby team lost... i didnt watch becos i went for physio... the team is playing against RJ next week and i am going to support them! haha... and heard that RJ got cute guys... hee... but i know SR team had really try their best le! impossible is nothing! who knows they may end up winning...! all the best to Eddy Houren Myren Arif Sean Cedric*if you are still in Rugby*for the match(my friends from rugby)... hee...

hmm... just came back from STC... was really fun! talk to loads of people... juniors, friends and teachers... miss lee, mrs low, mr wong and miss foo! they were great people... haha... i really miss STC alot... at least that is the place where you wun have any BGR problems... at least in my opinion, it is a place that will prevent you from having any BGR problems.. haha... not that i like anyone or wat... but... just read a friend's blog... i feel sad for her... she is one of my besties... something have been troubling her alot... she haven been smiling these days... i know what happened but i just dunno how to help her... she is at loss... so am i... what can i do to make her feel better? what can i do to bring her smile back? she is usually the one who cheers me up... i guess it's my turn now... but... how?

She is a really nice person... hmm... wat to do? hope that guy she likes will stop pestering her anymore and make her fall deeper in... she has got low self-esteem... i mean why cant guys like her? she is really cute wat... i mean no point holding on to some thing that dun belong to you rite? haha... as usual... no point forcing people... i know she isnt forcing anyone... that's why she is the one who is feeling sad.. no one else... i dun even think the guy knows that she like him la... that stupid guy likes to give him false hope... hate him la... wish i know who he is... stupid lor... if i ever know.. i will slap him... i will la... giving people false hope! i hate this kind of guys... haha... just hope that she isnt disappointed with the ANSWER... smiles...

hmm... tired and in pain... disappointed too... haiz... mixed emotion i guess... school today was ok except for the fact that i had to stand in class during Chinese class cos i forgot to bring my chinese TB... and i show Mdm Wong my chinese teacher attitude... haha... ok... i know i was rude... but... ya... haha... then after school... i went to the band room for some meeting... Mr. Tey threatened me to join band... he threatened me with my maths test and PI.... how could he... haha... but i guess i will be joining band after all... haha... after all... I really enjoyed being in Band... and i missed sammi, xuanya and my French Horn...

ok... i sprained my left knee this time...irritating la... wa lau... i am so damn accident prone la... my mum dun allow me to join touch rugby... for the sake of FEncing... i must really take care of my legs... haha... i waited for Shin, nurul and qihui till 7 + before going to Yoshi for dinner...

Haiz... i just realized how stupid i have been today... we all realised that we are really stupid... why must we waste our precious to wait for some people who dont appreciate? why must we be so damn stupid to do something that some people will never appreciate? and you know what? the four of us had made a pact! we are never going to wait for THEM every again... we just dun feel like wasting our time on people who dun appreciate it... the time spent waiting can be used to revise on our work and do our homework? i mean why do u think i am staying up till so late at night to finish my work? sometimes... i didnt even complete my work... People... just learn how to appreciate at least... dun think that waiting for u guys is a chore or what... we are girls if u all dint realise... we got our pride and dignity... we are not girls that will wait for guys because we are desperate or wat... it's because we still wanna keep the bonding in Athens Zeta going on... what ever happen to the most Enthu ATHENS ZETA... wat happen to the friendship? i dunno... it's like... everything have changed since we got splited up into different classes...

Shin, Qihu, Nurul... three of you are my best PALS... Charles, Houren, Alvin and Eddy... you guys are really great and gentlemanly... haha... and we really appreciate it! except for the fact that ALVIN LEE add on to my injuring by making me run after him today! he is going to get it from me... ICE AGE 2 tomorrow... hope you guys can make it! haha... ONCE A FRIEND, ALWAYS A FRIEND! Whee!!!

hmm... lots and lots of things had happened for the past few days... i was really tired... especially yesterday... Saturday was really fun... had a farewell party for PG... Jason and meiling had managed to persuade me off the chair... and help me overcome my phobia of dogs! which means.. i am not afraid of them anymore! i feel so proud of myself! joyjoy even dance for me to see... she is so cute... and hardy is so sweet too! i ended up having more fun than the rest we were playing with the dogs in the first place! hee... my brothers cant scare me with dogs again! haha.. i suddenly love DOGS so much... they are really cute!

went for fencing on sunday! it was really fun! i just loved fencing so much! haha... then went for the rugby competition after that! it was really funny too! i actually went with my foil! i looked abit "out" of place... haha... on monday! i had LOADS of hw! i was so tired... slept at one plus... just to finish my history essay... my god... it's a 2 hour essay... but i manage to finish... did my history test today! and i actually failed by a pathetic mark... stupid la... argh... suppose to go for dinner with qi and shin! but... my mum suddenly called and asked me home for dinner when i am already in the bus... i had to alight and cross the road to take 153 home... stupid... haha... i did a good deed today lo... i woke a "stranger" from his SLEEP... wa lau... i had to squeeze like all the way to the front... becos i sat at the back and he sat all the way in front... imagine if i didnt wake him up... he will have reach bukit merah without knowing... i am so kind... haha... really tired today... keep on dozing off during lesson... going to bed le... hee...

hmm... nothing much happen today... frankly speaking, today had been a really free day for me... haha... but yesterday... i was really tired... yesterday... i had to stay back in school till 7 p.m into the night to copy history notes from the history text... reason being... I FORGOT ABT MY HISTORY WHITE FILE! my goodness... that was a really stupid reason to punish us... i wrote till my hands were aching like shit... haha.. then went with SHIN to dinner at the coffeeshop near the school... and i continue copying... i copied the notes during dinner, in the bus and in the MRT... that's the place where i had finally FINISHED copying my work... Gosh...

as for today... school ended at 1430... haha... supposed to have CCA but i didnt go because I had to go to Tan Tock Seng for a checkup on my leg... my ligament did tore... the so-called SENIOR CONSULTANT told me that if the leg isn't healing in a month's time, i have to go for a SCOPE... SCOPE=an operation to stitch my ligament back... my goodness... i must really get well... got a month's MC... i am going to be exempted from physical education for a month... haha.. which means i will miss fencing too... no way! i wanna go for fencing! anyway... found something really funny today! i never thought that a SENIOR CONSULTANT's fashion sense could be so BAD... it was really bad... i burst out laughing upon seeing his attire... he was dressed in this orangey shirt with green stripes and a grey BOWTIE! haha.. imagine... and the funniest part is... HIS SHOES! my goodness... he wore a shoe with ribbons as part of the decoration... i tried really hard to stop myself from laughing... not fair lo.. qihui saw that moley cute guy today.. and she msg me just to tell me... make me so jealous... hmph! even qihui admit that that moley guy's smile is charming...
not much homework today... was slacking so much... had a really fun time dancing with my baby cousin... he is really CUTE! i just carried him and swing him around... he couldnt stop laughing and he didnt want me to stop swinging too! i was so tired after that... cos he isnt very light...

hmm... had been reading the book Katherine gave me as a birthday gift... the book is really meaningful... for the past few days.. i have been driven by resentment and anger... i was really angry with the immaturity of some people... but... now... i have learn to let go... "those who hurt you in the past cannot continue to hurt you UNLESS you hold on to pain through resentment"... i totally agree with what the book says... i was a really meaningful sentence that can remind me all the time not to hate or get angry overy someone... cos that person may nv know while you suffer... come to think of it... i think it is really stupid to hate someone... i mean you will also be hurting yourself in a way... so why bother holding grudges? haha... i know i might have said this now about not wanting to hold grudges... but... hee... given my character... but i will try to control... i must keep reminding myself of the sentence... haha... haven finish my chinese hw... have to do now le... hee... Always look on the bright side of Life!

2nd April 2006
haha... sunday today... went for FENCING! Whee... i really had loads of fun! today our coach is Mr. James... he is really good... taught us lots of things.. such as how to choose a foil and shoes for fencing... haha... bought my Starter kit today! MY FOIL! my first ever foil! i love it! hee... sbut so sad... some people just dunno how to appreciate the Fact that FEncing is a great sport! maybe they are just too... hmm.. ignorant... hee... send my nanny off today... it was really saddening... and i know i will definitely missed her... how could i not miss? she had been taking care of me ever since i was bornt... i missed her so much andher cooking too! hope she is doing well in her hometown now... misses SOMA...

3rd April 2006
hmm... today is SUPPOSE to be a SUPER HAPPY DAY... because i THOUGHT i need not need to see that retard for once! but... things just dun go in your way at times... I saw that immature freak at the study area... my GOD! why is this happening to me la... it was suppose to be a fun day... and i end up seeing SOMEONE i wanna see the LEAST! haiz... but it's ok! went to the coffeeshop for lunch with Shin, Nurul and Qihui! we talked about loads of things and joked around really much! haha... then after that went back for lesson till 0430... i was suppose to meet Jadey and Sammi at 4 in town... but i was LATE... haha... really late... i reached at around 0545 i think... then we started talking about loads of things that happen... bloody hell... tomolo had to stay back till 7.. just becos i forgot to bring that stupid WHITE file for history... and what do i have to do? i have to copy history notes for 2 hours straight! fine!


Hmm... sometimes... i really dun understand why do some people like to live their lives behind a mask? isnt it very painful not to show others who u truely are? i mean what is wrong with showing people who u really are? it is not as if it is a crime or something... LIFE will be so damn meaningless if one had to live his life behind a mask... why cant people just held their chin up and face the world with their heads held high? what is so embarassing about it? hmm... haha... i guess i am just typing some nonsense... haha... Reflection of the day i think... haha...

haha... today is SUPPOSE to be a really fun day... it WAS fun during the first part of the day... haha... went to Sentosa with Shin, Qihui, Charles and Mr. Stranger... haha... i waited for them for like half an hour la.. leg is aching like hell... finally when all arrived, we went to McDonald's for breakfast! Yummy! haha... Charles didnt come until an hour later... then we went to Sentosa... and the 1st thing we did is to play LUGE... similar one i PLAYED in New Zealand... haha... but NZ one is more challenging... Then we went to SILOSO beach... it was really fun! me and Qihui went all the way to a small island to talk... and SUN TAN... haha... and we talked about lots of things that happened in school... haha... MAINLY gossiping la... After that, we went to SAKAE for lunch and then went CYCLING even though my knee is hurting... 2 hours of cycling... that was like so damn tiring la... and then when we were about to go to town in BUS, SOMEONE actually insisted on taking MRT... Qihui keep on asking me to relax... i was la... until HE did something really immature... qihui wanted to take bus with me... BUT... SOMEONE took her bag away and walked into the MRT platform... so immature! i wanted to take a look at STC... but because of not being able to take the BUS... i was really pissed la... i didnt even irritate him, and he keeps on wanting to irritate me... there is always a limit to my patience! my goodness! fine! he think he is GREAT with HIS TKD! please la! FENCING is so much better and so HIGH class... some people just dunno how to appreciate the art of SWORDPLAY... nvm... SOME PEOPLE are just ignorant! the way he show how FENCERS fence is like so er... should i say... INSULTING... if he is in the bad mood, that is his business... why must he keep irritating me? this is the 1st time i have seen a STRANGER liking to irritate me SO MUCH! he bad mood then go beat someone up la... come and irritate me out of no reason... if i dun relax... i think i would have slapped him long time ago! Argh! i shall not be angry over such an IMMATURE STRANGER... ok... i have to RELAX! if he really LIKE to irritate somebody, he can jolly well go irritate his classmates(girls)... or maybe his crush la! irritating... i didnt blow up just now... so now... i can just vent my anger on my blog! hee... i must really relax... haha...