不再'晴'天了

不知不觉的2010年来到了尾声, 我们也认识有差不多4年了.

我还记得当初我们是透过淑芯的介绍才认识的, 那时我也对你有一点一见钟情的感觉. 不久后我们再次在幼狮会上遇见,那可说是命中注定了. 那时就因为看在你和你3位姐妹们一起, 我心想这样你们会比较合心协力办事 所以让你们做上了筹委会的会员.~ 那时我也是刚升上主席的位置,所以我们便一起把这幼狮会建立起来,把它搞得有声有色. 我们一起做手工,义工,开会, 甚至饮茶,逛街等等. 就因为我们是同一个目标, 所以我们也必须很常相处.

还记得有一次我们在你家一起为那友谊节筹备义卖的手工时, 因为我说错了一句话(我还记得我说了什么)而把你惹生气了. 之后我们还大吵一顿,经过许多的波折,一个星期后才消气. 还有今年年头的, 更不必说... 我们当上好朋友也是因为我们吵架才成为好朋友的, 你还记得吗?

就因为我们很常相处, 所以我不断的对你产生感觉. 可惜我那时没什么时尚,也没什么样子, 被你多次的拒绝我的追求后 也只能当靠着好友的关系来维持我们联系直到今天. 你身边的朋友们都很仰慕你可有我这么一个好友一直奋不顾身的对你好,也因为这样 我的朋友们都说我傻 可以为了一个拒绝我多次的女生 不管自己的心有多伤 就是可以不断的为你付出.

还以为你去了肯地咬之后, 我可以把你忘了. 因为我对你的好, 你感动了, 可惜你还没来得及告诉我你喜欢我时, 我已经爱上了别人. 虽然,我心里还是不完完全全放下你 但是就因为我和她开始了 所以也只好拒绝了你. 可是后来我感情上出了问题,甚至和她分手后. 我以为我还可以有一线希望可珍惜你. 我找过了你了, 我们暧昧过了,可惜这也太迟了, 你以开始变心了. 甚至用你用了想读书的借口把我拒绝了, 然后现在你以喜欢上别人了. 我好失望 心真的伤透了, 你怎么说变心就变了呀!? 难道你真的就不可以看在可怜我的份上接受我一次吗? :( 起码让我曾经拥有也好.

朋友都一直劝我, 把你忘了吧. 可是我越想把你忘了, 就越想起你, 越想知道你的一切. 你说过, 希望我们能和以前一样玩的那么开心, 可是你不知道的是, 因为我一直喜欢着你才会不忍心和你失去联络. 现在你要我怎样和你一起做好朋友呀?

在面子书的 '坏人' 意识是想说. 我会对你冷谈, 尽量少和你见面和联络. 没为什么, 就因为我想把你忘了. 你也说过希望我能过得快乐不是吗? 如果再这样下去, 我们彼此都会很痛苦不是吗?

如果你看了, 请原谅我. 就让我做一次坏人好吗?


我们不能成为朋友是因为彼此伤害过, 我们不能成为敌人是因为彼此在乎过. :/

缘分的天空

那种恋爱的感觉我早已忘记了, 在那场5年前出错的初恋之后直到现在我才发觉我已有那么久没真正的谈过恋爱了. 渴望了那么久,今时终于让我需找到我想要的那种感觉了.

几年前, 我们曾经相遇过, 可能那时是缘分还没来临的关系, 我们只是路过的陌生人.
几年后, 感谢老天的安排, 让我们再次相遇, 让我们拥有发展的机会.

我开心不是因为我们拥有的特点, 是因为老天有眼让我找到你. 我会试着不放弃你的! 你要相信我! <3

yipi yaya yipi yipiya~

快乐时光总是过得好快哦~ 几个月前的亚庇之旅计划一转眼就到了然后又一瞬间的过去了. 当然从中也有许多情节发生啦~ :)

快乐之旅有Alvin, Nicholas, Joann, Joey 和 志良, 当然还有我啦 废~

大家都好着急哦~ 在那未开始我们的路程之前的那个晚上两个三个都眼睁睁的开着得睡不着觉,还好我这位士机晚上十点就大觉入睡了~ 呵呵呵~ *呤呤呤呤* 调好三点钟的闹钟响起了. 梳洗后再来个最后的检查就开车去载他们了~ 爱'魔'的Joann把我们四点开车的计划给破坏了~ 结果是凌晨四点三十分开车. 一路上大家都有喊有叫, 你们说废不废? 乌漆麻黑的凌晨由对头来的车高灯照射之下 Joann还以为那是观音菩萨下凡 = =' 好夸张. 一路说着聊着我们来到了Ranau吃个牛肉面早餐 然后去了Perkasa Hotel吹吹冷冷的风.之后就一路没停地到了亚庇.

去过了CP吃麦当劳 剪了个头发 (为我的同日同月不同年生的朋友而剪的,呵呵) 虽然是舍不得我的长发但还是把她的话听下去了. 剪完头发后回酒店休息会儿咯. 在我们出去吃饭前Alvin都还在睡着呢, 我们去了Damai的Upperstar吃我们的晚餐, 去过了找阿豪, 去了TanjungAru, 然后又在去了SuteraHarbor跑跑 累了,深夜十二点了该回酒店休息了. 门一打开,糟糕!看见一条咸鱼还在床上睡觉呢. 之后就我和他两个人出去找宵夜吃咯,认识了几位Alvin的朋友. 然后呢回到酒店后又听见Joey在电话里头和男友吵架呢, 内容真的好好笑哦!

第二天就要去岛玩咯!! 去吃了Alvin阿姨的包包后就往JesseltonPoint码头去了. 哇! 那船超抛得,比车还要难坐哦! 屁股都要开花了. 还好回头时没那么厉害 呵呵. 到了岛后就准配下海去潜水咯! 但是很样衰的我,那潜水面具坏了再加上我买的那防水相机都不是防水的. 都好不顺利哦~ 但还好啦, 只是麻烦一点咯. 第一次潜水的我好兴奋,亲眼见证了一些生物. 海胆是最可记忆的因为它们全在你脚下,让你好害怕哦 哈哈! 时间差不多了,我们去了另外一个岛休息当我们真在等待玩香蕉船. 大家玩香蕉船都玩到好兴奋哦~ 十五分钟一下子时间就玩完了好可惜哦. 回到酒店洗个澡然后就出去吃晚餐咯 大家都玩得累了,所以吃完饭后就回酒店修理了.

第三天我们去吃生肉面早餐, 好滑那肉.之后就到Karamunsing去唱K了~ 三个小时过去了. 我们去1Borneo逛逛,我买了些衣服和坐了十五分钟的按摩椅,因为太累了. 然后就到ShusiKing吃晚餐~ 原本要看3D电影可惜门票都卖完了 我们只好玩电动游戏咯~ 送了他们回酒店后, 我和Alvin去找蛋糕因为要帮志良庆祝生日了~~ 我们去吃宵夜后才把蛋糕一起送回去. 哈哈~ 他那好惊喜的样子开心到. 蛋糕吃完后 我们就休息了~

啊! 要回山打根了~~ 收拾一切后就离开酒店咯~ 去了富平吃点心 然后就开车回咯! 半路去了一些地方, 和神山拍照, 在Ranau吃肯德鸡, 去沙巴茶叶园, 河边戏水等等. 时间过得好快 (其实是我开车开得够快) 很快的我们就到原点了! 假期都结束了~ 照片全都放在面子书了, 想看的话就过去那边看看吧.

好想念那短短几天的日子哦~~ 希望未来还有更多的机会可以和朋友们出去游玩~

Janelle Andrew?

Tonight is a home staying night because I never take break from outing since last 2 weeks. Bday parties, drinks, cybers, and now let's blog :D

Janelle Andrew? What's that name!? Sound like my daughter's name. Haha, of course not my daughter's name but her real name is Janelle Chak. For some reason, she name herself as Janelle Andrew because we shared a date of birth. o.O oh?

Janelle Chak, a girl born in 1993, 26 of July. (Mine 26 July 1990 ^^) Studied in Yu Yuan and a Leo Club President of her school. Actually I saw this girl before since the established of Yu Yuan Leo Club, but we just got knew each other in a meeting recently. While I have playing facebook, I suddenly got a mind to search her and so I did. Afterwards, I saw one of her birthday album were added on 26 July so I went to check on her birthday info. *loading finished* OMG, it's 26 of July.

It's funny enough to knew we are shared a date of birth but too bad is we cant celebrate together as it's past. :( But nevermind, we did chat excitedly. Even for fun, she named herself Janelle Andrew, then myself got Andrew Janelle just because we are twins.

Looking forward more to Janelle Andrew :)

第20个生日

不知不觉的我的人生度过了7305天, 也在这第二十个生日里头留下了一些特别的回忆.

7月9日 - Buddy为我庆生(特别嘉宾-Xuan)

7月16日 - XiaoYee为我庆生(特别嘉宾-Eric, Ying2和JinYie)

7月24日 - 跟那般死鬼头兄弟们+哥哥的朋友们在TiaraClub为我庆生

7月25日 - 我的兄妹们Joann+Brenda为我庆生(特别嘉宾-JinYie)

7月26日 - 跟那般鬼头们去喝茶+打机(特别嘉宾-Joann)

首先啊! 我最想谢谢的就是我最情爱的Buddy了! 为什么呢? 因为她给我最早+惊喜的庆生哦! 之后生日当天还有一份'飞鸽传书'呢 哈哈!

当晚你真的把我吓呆了,在根底咬的你突然的就出现在我眼前. ><' 带了我爱吃的巧克力蛋糕,和达浪的粉红顽皮豹.真的很感动叻. 还有那鬼头Joann啊,装有心事哇. 我这么信任你啊,竟然骗我哇. 但没关系,看在婉晴的份上就饶了你. 哈哈!

还有那'飞鸽传书'虽然只是一份小小的生日卡, 里面却有但就是那么的感动. 还让我重温了我们的经历和回忆. 也许我就是那么的傻. 也因为这样让我学的更坚强. 我和你命中注定的安排总是躲也躲不了, 连'海派甜心'也是一种命中吗?? ><'

接下来呀,就是朱筱瑜小姐!谢谢你在临走之前帮我庆生呀~ 那DePalm的气氛真的很屌哦~ 还有那些起司蛋糕. 哈哈.你就是那么的故意哦! 哈哈. 之后在BaLin玩的很开心哦~ = =' 那安全之吻,好笑的来又尴尬透了. 哈哈~ 也谢谢两位刚认识的新朋友们 EricChung 和 JinYie. 超屌的哦 =)

上个星期六嘛, 给那般鬼头们灌酒咯,还等什么? 哈哈~ 真的够开心因为第一次在酒吧里庆祝还上台现喝了两杯 @@' 最坏的就是猪仔 = =' Tiger+Chivas 马上冲上了厕所连吐了五口. 还好没驾车去呢. 呵呵~ 回到家洗澡时加多两口. 哈哈! Nicholas竟然放我鸽子没去哦. = =' 还有VyennQi也是放鸽子呢,其他的我不都责怪因为我理解你们的困境.

生日夜嘛, 跟Joann+Brenda出去TiaraClub吃晚餐然后去Encore唱歌咯~ 哈哈,失仪态的你们,我好想跟着你们一起疯啦可惜我不行. :X 哈哈. 之后在她们两在四哩夜档为我倒数生日咯~ 还现唱了生日歌呢~ :D 好开心~~

凌晨12点!! 朱筱瑜!! 谢谢你在电话里头唱生日歌给我哦~ Nic,Stephy,ChiuYeeTing,VyennQi,Buddy,XyanLee发信息给我哦~

生日当天呢. 普普通啦~ 一早起床,吃个早餐就下坡开工了~ 一整天都忙着回面子书里的祝福. 下午Buddy打了个电话给我,给我唱了个生日歌~ :) 谢啦~ 开心到~~ 突然的婉晴妈打个电话给我说婉晴有东西寄给我,叫我过去拿. 是个生日卡,里面写了些东西. :D 拿了之后呢就去找鬼头们~ 在Taste聊了,我们的Alvin需要帮忙嘛~ 让后就去Dino打CS和L4D咯~ 之后十二点回家. 一天的生日就这么过去了. 回到家还受到Anna,XiaoYee,Buddy和JinYie的最后的祝福. 梳洗后就把Buddy寄我的生日卡打开看了一遍, 眼睛湿湿的,心里真的感动了. 然后SMS一下Buddy就睡了~

今年的生日是我过的最开心的. 未来希望还有更好的回忆哦~ 生日快乐! 我对自己说~

Pass by.

No idea what to write on since so long didn't update any life stories.

你相反就是我.

有时做人千万别做错事. 不然某某人会用最无情的判断力跟你说话和批评你. 有事没事就骂你一顿. 有需要时你却一定要帮他. 说你不能拿别人来做比较. 但他就是要拿比你好的人和你做比较.

说你出街就肯定去那些什么下流的地方. 而你只是和你哥与他的朋友们一起去轰轰烈烈的打一场电动而已. 偶尔去下酒吧喝两杯. 就已足够让他升起火山般的生气. 然后再用砂纸般的粗语说你.

用电话费过多又说你大用. 出街过12点又说你离谱. 朋友们开始一个个的离开你. 就因为你没去赴约.

他还会说他死掉最好. 因为他不必看到你而因此生气... 还说什么叫你读书你又不把书读好. 学东西又懒惰学什么一大堆的..........~ 等等等. 终止一切就是你的错他的对.

他就是世上最伟大和正确盟主的人. 他是洁白的. 重来没做错事. 重来没去过什么下流的地方.....~ 等等等一大堆的. 可是他所说的只是在掌自己的嘴巴与脸皮而已.

最后 你的世界只会剩下你自与你的家具陪你度过 美好相反词 的年亲期. 等你发现你有于自由时. 你要做的事早已白白的跟随岁月飘走了. 到时你就是一个惊世骇俗的中年人.

It's been a long time.

Unbelievable that I had stopped blogging for almost 2months. During these 2months I got a lot happy and unhappy happened. Who will care about me? no one, even my best friend n buddy.

Recently went real cycling competition, Kota Kinabalu Cycling. I got number 6th, in MTB men open category. Got 3 elder also can win me after 98km with 3hrs n 5mins, nothing to complain but just myself lack of experiences and trainings.

About entertainment lifes, after SPM I spent more time with Buddy and others, especially Joann. Thanks to them because they let me past some happy weeks. L4D2 is what we doing during these holidays and looking for some new year parties.

Got to say goodbye with 2009, a very memorable year because I had different lifes and went many places within it. I learnt alot and of course also enjoy alot too! Soon my near friends going for education again, this is what I worrying most in the upcoming 2010. I'm going to be boring again as last time and this time I got more less friends to entertaint with.

About working, from tomorrow I have to be more active in my job because my staff, Ah Hao had resigned from my shop so I have to do more jobs and fast forward master all things. I must start to be more hardworking.

Today watched 海派甜心 episode 9 already. So nice and so sien because one week then upload once. Such nice drama so long then upload once, really make me angry one.

...

Not much to say.

I had my fallen from bike last week Wednesday at trig hill while heading back to mile 4 at around 6. It's lucky that there are peoples there when I'm falled and my mates didn't notice me since they are in backside and didn't chase up yet. I'm so lucky because I didn't fly down to hill foot but just a small hole. My backbone got injured and others just lightly wound. At first really not used to be with it because whatever actions will made it pain. Now better more and I need to have massage treatment before it got side effects.

Two more days will going Kota Kinabalu for time trial. Not much time to enjoy there since this will be a two days one night trip.

Mission Accomplised

After 3days 2nights, I turned tired and dark enough under fierce sun. Tired in explaining much too.
Details :
Date :16th Oct - 17th Oct
Durations : 15hours
Distances : 331km
Average Speed : 22km/h
Max Speed : 59km/h

On 16th Oct 3 morning, we start cycling from mile 4. We took about 2 hours to reach checkpoint and we had our break at Bukit Garam, not much longer Ah Hao's bike blowout at Sukau route. We had to wait until escort car come to us that take us about 30minutes while others just continue without waiting us. When nearby Kinabatangan river bridge, a Super Man (mental problem) appeared and walking on road center and everyone will dodge him without giving a horn.
Everything going slowly in first day, finally I reach LD at about 12. Don't know why, I got better time and speed in second day compare to first day. After some rest in the afternoon, went dinner and find plkn friends.
On 17th Oct 4.15 morning, we start from Sri Perdana. Tawau team fast enough for starting but need to thanks them for bringing me along with speedy if not I will take longer time to reach Tawau. Of course Ah Hao always the first one, 5hours from LD till Tw. After bath and lunch, went Servay shopping mall, drive around Tawau and then went rest again until the gathering dinner.
On 18th Oct 9 morning, we went breakfast and visited to Lee's bicycle shop. Found some nice stuffs, FSA saddle RM500+, BH carbon fibre frame 1.3kg RM2500++ and so on. After packing, we had over lunch in Kunak. In the way back Sandakan, we went Danum RTM Station, LD temple and Kinabatangan river side shop lots for break. After dinner at JiaXiang, we all went home and prepared for another coming day.


Photos :

Sandakan to Lahad Datu Team
(16th Oct 09 - 3am starting)

Lahad Datu to Tawau Team

(17th Oct 09 - 4.30am starting)

Im second one reach Tawau - Peace^^

Gathering in Tawau after everything

Danum - RTM Station

Danum RTM Station

Danum - half hill

Funny as last time

Escort Cars

WalaO.

Danum RTM Station - 2280m height

Total Distances 331km from Sdk - Tw