Durians

Just had durians just now. I didn't ate any recently, but it taste great.

However, i still feel that the durians I ate just now isn't cheap at all. in fact. its expensive!


Hey, Shalon =)
Lets psp together some day. lol.
Stop peeping and tag something. You gotta earn your way up to my top 10 list.

History repeats itself.

I hope I can move on from here.. I'm tired of all these..

If I can't find a solution I'll be stuck for life..

Jesus save me..

A few more days before school restarts..

Just had supper with Kenneth & his gf and a friend. Wosh, Went to hong kong cafe to eat.. I must say, their bake rice is still great.

Had a drive around Geylang's red light district with Tong's bmw and still the girls look as pretty as before, mostly look like ah lian girls. haha. Alot of girls wave and smile at me because they think its my car. lol.

Almost 2008..

Looking back at the things I've done in 2007...

I've a list of the things that happened in 2007..

10 people that changed my life in 2007
(Not in any particular order)
1. My parents (For paying my school fee so that I can be able to study again)
2. Cass (For being my boss, my friend, and a good advice giver)
3. Weiyi (For our wonderful clubbing days in the beginning of the year)
4. Kenneth (For bringing me to Christ, so that I am loved by the highest God. For showing me how fast a car can really be & the advice he have given me. haha)
5. Joel (For being a good friend, a good listening ears and a good bro who I can always rely on)
6. Jessica (Though we met in an unusual way, I'm sure we'll be great friends for a very long time. Thanks for being my listening ears and an advice giver, although ur advice are never used by me as its the lousiest I've ever received, but its ok. I still love you. haha)
7. Angelynn (Without you, I'll never be where I am. I understood some things in life even though I'm sure you don't know what I'm talking abt.)
8. Geraldine (Thanks for being my care group leader and showing me the directions. With your teachings, my faith with God is getting stronger.)
9. My brotherhood. (Keting, Junye, Tty - Thanks for being there, for our wonderful brotherhood)
10. Jesus (For coming into my life, so I'll be saved.)

10 items in my wishlist for 2008
1. BMW E92 M3 (Dream!!)
2. Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution X (Another dream but achievable)
3. S$1,600,000
4. Maintain good grades.
5. Nokia 8800 Arte
6. A 32" LCD Tv in my room
7. Moving into a Condo
8. Tons of new and nice clothes
9. Nice sch bags
10. A loving girlfriend

2008 Resolutions
1. Be an even better person than I already am.
2. Be loving to my girlfriend(whenever applies)
3. Exercise Exercise Exercise!
4. Be happy and less worry about stuff
5. Have nicer hair
6. Be nice to people around me. Esp my parents.
7. Learn to understand life better.
8. Study harder.
9. Keep my room tidy.
10. Meet the right girl.


2007 has been a year of mix feelings. I had my ups & my downs. I had my fair share of good love, and bad ones. I had my chances, I blew them up all up. I made great friends, and fucked up people as well. The most important thing of my life is that I've accept Christ, and I'm a child of God. That's all that really matters in this lousy year.

Many Good years ahead.

PSP PSP PSP

After deciding for awhile.. I've decided to finally get it! And I've gotten it. It look so cool. And the games are fun too. I'm loving my psp.

Well its Christmas Eve today.. Don't really have a program.. Maybe going to town to walk ard with my friend.. Sigh.. Lonely Christmas..

Speed is life..

Yesterday, I brought Kenneth to my Care Group Christmas Dinner held at Melody's. Her house is fantastic, 1 of the few nicely designed flats I've been too. And to my surprise, its her mum that designed all those. Its Kenneth's first meeting with my Care Group and possibly more to come in the near future.

After that we went for a drive around town but ended up eating Ice Cream @ Swensens @ CPH.. Went over to some place to look for his friend after that. I had a go at Kenneth's 350z and seriously, its alot faster than the rexs that I drove before even though the car is STOCK! Oh my.. Now I feel that my car is not moving at all.

I am back..

Well, 4 days have passed, Its more of a training camp than an adventure camp I felt. We had our Ups and Downs.. I couldn't say its fun, but at least I get to understand people better. I've learnt a few stuff during my 4 days in camp. However, I wish I didn't go for it. Partly due to the high cost of the camp(camp fee and preparations fcost me as much as a PSP could be), the feeling of staying in tents & most important reason why I regret going is that...

I couldn't see Raymond off...

Raymond is my junior in secondary school, he was my npcc junior and a friend of mine. We didn't keep in contact after secondary sch due to own commitments, we chat on msn once in a blue moon. It was only until last weekend that I saw Tze Wei's sad msn nick that I realise Raymond was down with a fever and was unconscious. I was pretty worried and I prayed for him.. Hoping it'll work.. On monday, while preparing for my camp, I sms TW and she said he was getting better but still unconscious, I felt slightly relieved and thought he'll recover..

After 4 days of camp and today, I recieved an sms from Feiyee asking me if I were there.. I was like, there where? I Didn't know anything about what happened.. I called her back and asked and I ound out that Raymond left this world and joined our Lord on tuesday night... I broke down.. I felt real upset.. Nobody told me anything, I wished I had been able to see him off.. Sigh...

Raymond, you are with Jesus now, you'll be alot more better now..

I'll miss you, We'll all miss you...

Will not be around...

I wun be ard for these few days till friday night..

Am going for Church Camp!!

Hope I'll be a better person after camp..

Take care ppl. Pls don't rain..

The dream machine...

I need $400,000.. Anyone can sponsor me?

Mixed feelings..

Now I can get my psp.. I'm wondering should I or not.. Its not cheap.. Its squeezing outta my pocket. On 1 hand I really feel like owning it, on the other its not cheap at all.

I really dunno shld i buy or not.. What's more I'm afraid it might affect my studies..

People advice me can?

Why did I do it..

I'm sorry for my actions. I didn't know wat came into me.

Well, a supposedly happy day turned out to be a sour one.

Time for Joy & Sorrow.

Well, results are out. I'm quite happy with what I've gotten.
A - Maths
B - English
B - Management.

Well, daddy & mummy agreed to buy me a present!! Here comes the PSP!! =)



Sometimes, you just wish to be the one to help when you see someone in need of help. But the person just refuse your aid thinking that you might be of harm instead. If I put my hands out to pull you out of the water, I guess you should just grab it instead of trying to swim to a distance for aid. Its just so frustrating that people take your kindness as a form of harmful deed. Its proven time & time again that its never wrong to trust advice given, but wrong when u take in the wrong ones.

Its your choice. I give up.

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides.

Rare item on yahoo auction.

http://sg.auctions.yahoo.com/sg/i::247535598

guess with the decrease of luncheon meat. this is a real steal!

Service today.

Service was great, but I spent 1/2 the time sleeping. I was too tired and Jesus was resting with me! So nice of him! =)

Upset & lost..

I really dunno wat to do now.. Sigh..

Aftermath : Bukit Timah Climb

Well, the climb to the top was fairly easy. Only sweat, didn't feel like the previous time we went up there.


Oh well, am tired. shall sleep soon.

7.39am as of now..

I didn't get any sleep at all. Maybe say ard 15minutes...

Oh well. off to Bukit Timah Hill now.. Wish me luck, no. don't have to wish it. I don't need luck when Jesus is on my side. :)


You shall not be afraid of the terror by night,
Nor the arrow that flies by day
Nor the pestilence that walks in darkness
Nor of the destruction that lays waste at noonday.

4.30am now.. and I can't sleep.

I gotta wake up at 6.30am.. Less than 2hrs from now..

I've been lying on bed since 3+.. I'm still so awake. Am going to conquer bukit timah hill in the morning wif my caregrp peeps.

I suddenly remembered I had a hydro bag from army days, Suddenly it come in useful. LOL! Don't have to carry my bag wif 2 water bottles anymore. All I need is a 2L hydro bag! Omg. I'm such a smartie. Will fill it wif ice and water tmr so I'll have cold water. haha. =)

Everything went wrong for the past few mths..

Nth I do was correct.. Every move I made was a wrong move... I need some light.. I need to do things correctly.. I'm sorry for the mistakes I made...

Fish..

The fish have finally became a mermaid. but sadly, I threw the fish back into the sea. lol.

Troubled mind = Anger..

Anger management lessons for me?

Undeserving people.

Some people are just fucked up. They shld just rot.

Bulldoser

I'm feeling weird..

$650,000.00

Will $650,000.00 make me happier?

Ice blended @ starbuck sucks.

Pastor Prince said its ok that you choose not to be with me, God will always bless me with someone better. Its your lost. I'm the beloved son of God, I'm Jesus's boy.


Lovers yesterday, friends today ,stranger tmr...

I'm not a christian...

I'm a beloved christian. I'm loved by god.

Life's not sweeter..

Petrol price went up.. Luncheon meat goes crazy.
That's bad...

Maybe I'll find what I'm looking for..

Social butterflies.

Its existence is devastating and the society is suffering because of them.

ITS OVER!!

Finally. Exams are over! I'm free for a mth.

I just resubscribe to my wow account.. but fuck. they are having an update.. Sian. waste a day..

Last march.

Just less than 7hrs away its my paper. I just reached home.. Off to bed now.. All the best to myself and my friends. :) We'll make it.

Teddy bears don't hug back, but sometimes its all you got..

End of the road...

After weeks of trying.. I know my time is up... Well, this is it..



I guess I need to work this holiday as I need to buy a few stuff.

I need a brand new PSP Slim & a new pair of air force one. Start saving!

Less than 20hrs from the exams now.. and I'm not even movitated to study..

Humans..

A thousand good deeds will be forgotten but a bad seed will always be there.

I just asked something that I didn't wanna know..

This is a hard question. after trying to figure out how to do it, and after looking ard for people to do it. I have different answers. but i guess this is the correct one. :)

Spez

I wish there's something more I could do..
I've done everything I could...
But you still don't seem to be moving anymore...

Time can't be turned, but emotions can....

Wosh, i hate to fall sick during exams! :(

I'm thinking about,
Letting it out.
I wanna give in,
I wanna go out.
Been looking around
I've finally found,
The rhythm of love,
The feeling of sound.
It's making a change,

The feeling is strange.
It's coming right back.
Right back in my range.
Not worried about anything else,
I'm waking up

I had enuff of bus rides...

Why bus are designed in such a small and crampy way..

After sitting on the bus for an hr+.. My whole body is aching.. damn painful..

God pls give me a car...

I'm losing hair..

How? I dun wanna look semi botak at 25.. =(

Nokia 8800 Arte

Finally the best is 3G & comes with a 3.15mp camera..

Anyone wanna get it for me for xmas?

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

Am I happy?

No I'm not....

Sick..

Not feeling well now... My head is driving me nuts..

Off to bed I go... Gd night..

Jesus came to my life in 2002.. Without me knowing until today..

When I was 17, after my O levels, I worked at Siam Kitchen(Causeway point). I remember during my time there, there was this lady who always come to the restaurant to have her dinner alone. She would always come at 6pm and will always sit at the same table and will always order the same dish, black pepper crab. I'm always the one serving her(I have no idea why) and I always remember that her as Ms.Black pepper crab. She's always happy when I serve her, maybe cause I was always cheerful when I work.

Until 1 day, after chinese new year, after eating her black pepper crab, after paying for her meal, she stood up, pass me an ang pow, and told me something about Jesus, I can't remember what she said, she assumed that I'm a Christian because I wore a cross on my neck. She even offer me a generous part of the black pepper crab(but I can't eat cause I'm working nor do I eat crab when I was young). I offered the crab to my colleagues. My manager saw what happened and he(being a greedy black man), told me that I cannot accept the ang pow and must be shared with the crew. I reluctantly agreed. When I opened up the ang pow, I was shock that it contain $400(I think quite a big figure I remembered, it was quite alot as my pay was pathetic). The greed black manager took the money and decided to spilt it amoung the crew. What an asshole he is, no wonder he is still such a small fry till today. I think I've only gotten around $30 from the spilt. However, 2 of the staff find it was unfair to me and they know the money was to me, they returned me the money and told me that the money was meant for me, not to be shared. That touched my heart, money was an issue, but honestly is something that cannot be bought with money.

I resigned from the place because I was still quite pissed with the manager's attitude. The few days before I resigned, the aunt still come over and have her dinner there, and still greets me with a warm smile. I didn't get to say good bye to her nor do I get to a chance to tell her I resigned, I was kinda afraid of her because I was still young. If given the chance again, I would like to thank her for showing me the path to Jesus.. God is good, God loves us.

There's only this much I can do..

The rest is up to you.

2007 - The year of the fast and furious.

Alot of new cars were launched this year and mainly.. high powered performance cars.

I'll arrange them by their pricetag.

(All price is noted in Singapore Dollar and just a rough figure)

>$3,500,000 - Mercedes-Benz McLaren SLR 722 (Car is left hand drive, price mention is what would be the price if its roadlegal here)
$3,000,000 - Pagani Zonda F
$1,700,000 - Lamborghini Murciélago LP640 Reventón
$900,000 - Lamborghini Gallardo Superleggera
$900,000 - Ferrari 430 Scuderia
$800,000 - Porsche 911 GT2 997
$600,000 - Porsche 911 GT3 RS 997
$480,000 - Audi R8
$400,000 - BMW M3
$380,000 - Mercedes C63 AMG
$380,000 - Nissan GTR
$138,000 - Mitsubishi Evolution X
$125,000 - Subaru Imprezza WRX STi GH
$110,000 - Honda Civic Type R JDM
$110,000 - Honda Civic Type R Euro

God spoke to me...

He forgives me and he still loves me. I'm always the most righteous in his heart.

I shall not condemn myself.

I'll cont to live my life for myself and him.

Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
to the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

$700,000.

What if 1 day, u suddenly have $700,000. What would u do?

I guess I'll do the following.

Buy a JDM Civic Type R and do stage 2 mods. (Total damage $150k)
A new Sony TX Vaio lappy $3.5k
A new 32" Sony LCD Tv $1.2k
A powerful PC for my buddy as promised - 3k
A Nokia 8800 Sirocco black - 1.2k
A Momo Design digital watch - 1.2k
A Tag Hauer Monaco watch - 4k
Spend 10k on luxury needs.
Another 10k for holiday!
80k save up for further studies.
70k to god.

I guess I'll use up less than 320k. the other 380k to save up and do biz when I grad. :)

Yes I'm thinking about what you are thinking..

Saying something and I wish I hasn't.

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry for wat I've done and said..

Fading...

I guess we both are tired... I tried to make things better, but you don't seem to care.. I know what I did today is wrong, but without doing so, I guess I would never know...
You don't seem to care anymore.. Seeing you smiling and chatting happily with other guys, just put a stab into my heart. I don't see you doing so when you are with me, only a cold hard look and nth else.. I don't know what you want... Maybe you shld tell me.. I can't take it anymore..

Changed the URL of the blog.

And in case any of u are wondering wat's LP640..

This is..

Found this photo sometime back from edmw..

Which is prettier? Left or right?

NOTE: I know neither of the 2 girls, and if u happen to be them and u wish to remove the photos. Do tag or comment and I'll gladly do so.

I'm not suppose to...

I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.

Sigh..

Can't seem to be able to get to sleep the whole night(& day)..

Think max only slept for 2hrs... Alot of things are going thru my mind...
Am pretty unsure.... If things can't work out.. I guess I shld be the one leaving..

Prefer the old..

After using the HTC touch for 3 days...

I realise how wonderful my E65 is.. I'm not saying the HTC touch is a lousy phone, in fact, the HTC touch is ALOT better than my E65..

However.. I'm not used to using the Touch.. I can't sms fast.. I can't sms while driving.. Which I really dun like.

Back to E65... =) I guess I'm Nokia for life. Maybe getting a 8600 Luna. :)

Orges

Humans are like orges, there's bound to be arguements even with your closest ones. Nobody can agree with everything.

Paranoid.

I'm feeling paranoid.. Always...

It never seems to leave my life.. Ever since I'm 15 and till now I'm 22.. 7 years now.. The feeling will never get away..

The thought that she would leave for another guy always occurs in my mind, how do i stop feeling this way?

Maybe its called Karma..

I AM TWENTY TWO!!!

1 more hr..

And I'm not excited!

This year my theme is cheapest birthday! I managed to do it.

My birthday cake cost just $17!
My birthday dinner wif my family cost just $70.

For the first time.. My birthday celebration with my family cost below $100.
Its even cheaper than a birthday cake tt i bought for someone. :)

The F1 Legend speaks.

Its this time of the year again....

Saw Lieny's iphone today... Made me quite addicted to it!

So am deciding to get a new phone too! Here's my choices.





The HTC Touch!




















The Apple Iphone!











or...






LG Prada...

No topic day.

Hehe..

Welcome to Bukit Timah.. The land of all fines.

Regan Lee jailed for crashing test-drive car, killing sales executive..

Regan Lee Da Wen, 26, was initially charged with causing the death of a salesperson while test-driving a Mazda MX-5 sports car. But he has since pleaded guilty to a lesser charge of committing a rash act.

Lee, on Wednesday, was disqualified from driving for 10 years and sentenced to seven months in jail.

The case had dragged on for more than two years amid public outcry over Lee's action.

According to court documents, Lee was driving at a speed of more than 90 kilometres on 29 October 2005 along Upper Paya Lebar Road – nearly twice the legal speed limit for that stretch of road.


It is believed that Lee had lost control of the car while negotiating a bend. Veering to the right, he crossed the centre divider, crashing head-on into an oncoming car.

The impact flipped the Mazda before hitting another vehicle, killing 22-year-old Mazda sales executive Angelia He Xueli. Lee escaped unhurt.

His case was supposed to have gone to trial with the original charge of causing Ms He's death, which carries a heavier penalty. However, the case never went to open court and was adjourned several times.

During that time, it is believed the prosecution and defence teams came to an agreement to an amended lesser charge, with Lee pleading guilty in court.


- CNA/so

Communication

Communication is a process that allows humans to exchange information by several methods. Communication requires that all parties understand a common language that is exchanged with each other.

Communicating correctly will enhance the relationship between 2 parties. However, if 1 party is unwilling, there would be a communication break down.

Shut up and eat your food during meal times.

I just realise I've become a coffee table topic. I should be honored that you guys are talking about me and creating frictional tales which I had not done nor said.

Thank you people.

Save the world, reduce chilisauce.

Didn't had kfc for a long long time and I started to have craving for it yesterday. (Look at my post below)

So I went down to KFC after school and ordered a meal. To my horror, they actually gave me only ONE packet of chili sauce. I kindly asked "Can I have alot more packet of chili sauce?" The young girl smiled and gave me ONE MORE packet of chili. Me, being always nice and friendly decided to ask again "I said, alot more", so she gave me TWO packets more. So in total I had 4 packets.. Thanks KFC, now you look like Long John Silver who is famous for SAVE-THE-CHILI, use less.

If FATS doesn't exist..

Don't you wish you are eating these?


Bak kwa


KFC Chicken


Pig trotters!



Maggie Mee Goreng



Why am I posting these? Cause I'm hungry.... =\

My feels

Guess what am I feeling now?

Credit to : ieatishootipost.blogspot.com

12 more days..

Its just 12 days away.... but I don't feel anything nor am I excited about it..

General

Don't you find it fustrating when you ask about something and people give a general answer?



When you ask your friend what is this. He/she replies "Car". Come on, even retards can tell u its a car. Obviously we're asking what model/make it is.

If favours are undeserving....

I wish to own either 1 of these.

A Ferrari 599 GTB Fiorano
5999 cc
620hp
608 N·m












or a

Lamborghini Murciélago LP640
6.5L V12
633bhp
640 N·m

















Well. Who doesn't? :)

To get or not?

Should I?

Funny indian clip

Behold... One North!!

This is One-North, where it'll be the home of New Creation Church in 3 years time. Awesome building isn't it? Its sort of like a hub which is shared between the church and a shopping mall. I can't wait for it to be completed. Going to Suntec and looking for a parking slot is hard every Sunday.. Hopefully the parking here is alot better. And hopefully, I might even have a new car to drive. :)

Chicken Rice

A stupid girl shown me the website of chicken rice and I felt hungry... I'm having a chicken rice craving.. -.-"

Feeling the heat...

Next week gonna be a tough week, project datelines gonna be kept, tons of self revision is needed and worst of all, i have a lecturer for an important subject tt only reads from the notes.

Maths is making me mad.
Management is boring
and English seems easy, but still boring..

And worst of all.. School is 6 day week!


What a school.. Thank you SIM for putting us at Namly Ave..

Effective or Efficient

What do we want in life? To be effective or to be efficient. Being effective is attaining goals set while being efficient is reducing wastage. It can be used in many aspects in our life, like family, relationships, work, friends, studies etc...

I'll focus on relationships for today. Effective is loving a girl that you always love, efficient choosing the girl that loves you most. Being effective might not always be the best, you might end up hurting yourself if she doesn't want you. Being efficient would not hurt yourself, but it might not be really wanted. Having only 1 will not work, a relationship must be both effective & efficient.

Its best to choose a girl that you love most, and she loves u just as much.. When will such girl ever come into my life? Hopefully soon...

The first and never the last.

Started blogging on friendster, but decided that its better to blog elsewhere. I shall continue blogging from here as friendster's options are very limited.