i wish i could sing like bruno mars. Amazing singer. He sang about love, about hope, about dreams. Thru songs, he share his feelings and emotions. Just like how michael jackson did when he was around. I wish i could be like them. Singing my hearts out, sharing the joy of music to the people.
Because beautiful songs can let you forget about the unhappiness in the world, even if its for that 3 to 4 mins.
Magic of Music. Power of Songs.
10/19/2010
9/23/2010
4th and dying.
Sch's hell when it started but when it hasnt started, it hope it will come earlier. Thats so human. Thats so me..
Sch just entered its 4th week and i am having problems trying to do the things i need to do. I guess i underestimated year 4. I took 20aus, the max i could go and guess the effects are showing. There are simply too many project based modules which requires me to read and read, esp my FYP. I know i am not alone in these, there are people who are probably worst off than i am.
There are only so many things you can do and when you have to choose between what you have to do and what you want to do. You normally choose the formal but then that results in frustration becos u might not be enjoying what you do while you wish you can finish what you are doing early so you can go dowhat you want to do!
Was feeling so stressed yesterday that i msg toh. She was amazing. She gave replied me soon after and when she didnt get my reply. She called me and ask me to call her. haha. cute. But i am grateful that i msged her. She managed to help me take my mind of the stressful stuff for a while. Thankful that i had such a nice friend in her.
Thank you toh! :D
okie. back to my readings. and i will stop sighing on her advice. haha!
Sch just entered its 4th week and i am having problems trying to do the things i need to do. I guess i underestimated year 4. I took 20aus, the max i could go and guess the effects are showing. There are simply too many project based modules which requires me to read and read, esp my FYP. I know i am not alone in these, there are people who are probably worst off than i am.
There are only so many things you can do and when you have to choose between what you have to do and what you want to do. You normally choose the formal but then that results in frustration becos u might not be enjoying what you do while you wish you can finish what you are doing early so you can go dowhat you want to do!
Was feeling so stressed yesterday that i msg toh. She was amazing. She gave replied me soon after and when she didnt get my reply. She called me and ask me to call her. haha. cute. But i am grateful that i msged her. She managed to help me take my mind of the stressful stuff for a while. Thankful that i had such a nice friend in her.
Thank you toh! :D
okie. back to my readings. and i will stop sighing on her advice. haha!
9/12/2010
AHM done!
My maiden 21Km AHM run. I managed to endure thru the whole 21km without my legs giving way. It was so close to that but a couple of bananas, plus cups of 100plus with some magical salonplus spray ensured that i pass the finishing lines on my legs. :D
It was really a mind over body journey, there were some stage of the run where i didnt even know what i was doing. My mind was racing ard, my eyes were looking at things but not registering, my legs were screaming out to me that they are reaching their limits. But never am i going to give up. I actually paid 40 dollars for this! In the end, i finished the race with a timing of about 2hrs and 25mins. Its nothing to be pround of but i am proud nonetheless cos it was my first AHM and it is an achievement, another milestone in my life. Next up will be the NIKE 10K run in october and maybe if i am insane enough, i might take part in a full marathon. Just to set another milestone, just to see what i am actually made of.
The AHM's after effect wasnt as bad as i thought but it still made me stay on my bed for the majority of the day. I am still feeling sleepy now as i type. The more impt stuff which i should be doing are really not very alluring enough for me to start doing. I need to get some motivation for the remaining of today. haha
Was glad i took part in the AHM, was even more glad i managed to finish it. Woo!
It was really a mind over body journey, there were some stage of the run where i didnt even know what i was doing. My mind was racing ard, my eyes were looking at things but not registering, my legs were screaming out to me that they are reaching their limits. But never am i going to give up. I actually paid 40 dollars for this! In the end, i finished the race with a timing of about 2hrs and 25mins. Its nothing to be pround of but i am proud nonetheless cos it was my first AHM and it is an achievement, another milestone in my life. Next up will be the NIKE 10K run in october and maybe if i am insane enough, i might take part in a full marathon. Just to set another milestone, just to see what i am actually made of.
The AHM's after effect wasnt as bad as i thought but it still made me stay on my bed for the majority of the day. I am still feeling sleepy now as i type. The more impt stuff which i should be doing are really not very alluring enough for me to start doing. I need to get some motivation for the remaining of today. haha
Was glad i took part in the AHM, was even more glad i managed to finish it. Woo!
9/10/2010
Moon
I love dogs. Ever since my grandma got 1, i have been in love with dogs ever since then.
I was on my way to my grandma's place and was walking as usual to the end of the corridor when i pass by this flurry thing at the staircase. I stopped in my tracks and looked at it. It was a golden retriever, a cute, nicely groomed one. I assume it was some neighbours and i just continued on my way. I enter the house and carry on with the greetings. The first qn i asked was who's dog was that. The next moment, i was out there beside the dog. It was my auntie's and man was it strong. It was a female 3 year old dog and my auntie say its very dominating. I didnt get what she meant until she climbed up and hug my leg. haha. i guess it was trying to jump up but was too heavy to do so. It was actually a bit over weight but it still looks fine. Golden retrievers are normally very well behaved but this one is way over excited when there are strangers. The tail never stop swaying. I think i spent more time with the dog than my relatives. hahah. And yes, it has been a while since i got licked by a dog. Nice but gross.
I wish i will be able to afford a dog when i get my own place. Dont need a big one, a small cute one will do. haha. Just got myself another line in my wishlist.
presenting... Moon
I was on my way to my grandma's place and was walking as usual to the end of the corridor when i pass by this flurry thing at the staircase. I stopped in my tracks and looked at it. It was a golden retriever, a cute, nicely groomed one. I assume it was some neighbours and i just continued on my way. I enter the house and carry on with the greetings. The first qn i asked was who's dog was that. The next moment, i was out there beside the dog. It was my auntie's and man was it strong. It was a female 3 year old dog and my auntie say its very dominating. I didnt get what she meant until she climbed up and hug my leg. haha. i guess it was trying to jump up but was too heavy to do so. It was actually a bit over weight but it still looks fine. Golden retrievers are normally very well behaved but this one is way over excited when there are strangers. The tail never stop swaying. I think i spent more time with the dog than my relatives. hahah. And yes, it has been a while since i got licked by a dog. Nice but gross.
I wish i will be able to afford a dog when i get my own place. Dont need a big one, a small cute one will do. haha. Just got myself another line in my wishlist.
presenting... Moon
9/08/2010
last year week 2
Met the cute dentist to mend the CGI block in my tooth. It feels even weirder than before cos now the newer block is bigger that the other one. Its like a piece of chewing gum rolled into a ball and got stucked onto ur molar which then harden. OMT!!
Really cant wait for sep 28 to come. So i can go back to eating some meat. Some real meat for once. I am seriously missing the fast food and the junk food. Unhealthy but they are missed.
HUNGRY~~
Really cant wait for sep 28 to come. So i can go back to eating some meat. Some real meat for once. I am seriously missing the fast food and the junk food. Unhealthy but they are missed.
HUNGRY~~
9/05/2010
Collected my AHM race pack at kallang leisure mall. What was thought to be once a very secluded place was actually more alive than i thought. Subway, starbucks, coffee bean. It beats Lot 1 both hands down. The mention of starbucks at the KLM was enought to make Lot 1 turn away in shame. The collection of the race pack of my first run which i actually pay for made me quite excited.. to the extent where i actually decided to head down to expo and got myself a new sennheiser/adidas running clip on earphone. The name is kinda long and yes its expensive. A whooping 99 dollars. Holy cow. And on top of that, i just got myself a new arm band from adidas too at 25dollars. 100 over dollars have been spend and i hope they are spent without me having to regret later.
Next up, maybe i will get myself a pair of running shoe. wee, nice. hahah
Saw boon bee on the bus as i try to get back home by avoiding the JE mrt station with a series of bus transfer. What a coincidence. haha. As the bus pulls up, there she was at the front. A small world indeed, should have bought 4D. hahah
Next up, maybe i will get myself a pair of running shoe. wee, nice. hahah
Saw boon bee on the bus as i try to get back home by avoiding the JE mrt station with a series of bus transfer. What a coincidence. haha. As the bus pulls up, there she was at the front. A small world indeed, should have bought 4D. hahah
9/01/2010
Kinda miss playing badminton. The urge of holding a racket and hitting a shuttle came back after i walk past the badminton court at CCK stadium. Its nice to watch people play but it would have been nicer if i was the one playing. But times are different, its not longer easy to get together a few friends to play badminton.
managed to start on my FYP yesterday. Guess the hardest part is getting started and thank goodness i got it started. FYP, sch work, hope it doesnt turn too bad in the coming few weeks.
managed to start on my FYP yesterday. Guess the hardest part is getting started and thank goodness i got it started. FYP, sch work, hope it doesnt turn too bad in the coming few weeks.
Didnt wasted my no sch tuesday completely. At least i clocked my 15km run in 2hrs plus. omg. i think that is darn slow. Hope i can actually finish AHM without my leg giving way. The pain behind my knee is bugging.
This new song keep ringing in my head. closer to the edge by 30 seconds to mars
check them out!
This new song keep ringing in my head. closer to the edge by 30 seconds to mars
check them out!
8/31/2010
No sch tuesday..
Have been having weird dreams lately, wonder if its cos sch has started. Even dreamt of that cute little girl that i just met. interesting, haha. She really did leave an impression in me. The thing about dreams that it is always a mish mesh of ur different world so people u know can appear at the same place doing things together, of course that includes people who you dont know.
Its tuesday, the good thing is i dont have school on tuesday, the bad is i am suppose to use it to study or research on my FYP and yup i am doing neither now. Have been brooding over my wardrobe for the past week or so. The wardrobe in my room is customised to fit the one side of my room perfectly all the wall till the ceiling. I dont like it, the color, the design and the hugomous size of it. I want a change but first i need to remove it without actually using a hammer and an axe to smashes thru the whole damn thing. Then i need to get a new bed, my old one is giving me problems or more specifically my back problems. With this to change and that to change, i felt bad that i have to spurge and i think it will cost a few thousand dollars? I haven even start working yet!
AHM is coming next week and i need to clock my 15km run. Hopefully i can do it tonight and still able to walk tml.
Its tuesday, the good thing is i dont have school on tuesday, the bad is i am suppose to use it to study or research on my FYP and yup i am doing neither now. Have been brooding over my wardrobe for the past week or so. The wardrobe in my room is customised to fit the one side of my room perfectly all the wall till the ceiling. I dont like it, the color, the design and the hugomous size of it. I want a change but first i need to remove it without actually using a hammer and an axe to smashes thru the whole damn thing. Then i need to get a new bed, my old one is giving me problems or more specifically my back problems. With this to change and that to change, i felt bad that i have to spurge and i think it will cost a few thousand dollars? I haven even start working yet!
AHM is coming next week and i need to clock my 15km run. Hopefully i can do it tonight and still able to walk tml.
8/30/2010
days with braces
eating lesser and lesser, thats how my appetide are going with my braces on. Ulcers and abrasions in my mouth are starting to be part and parcel of my days. Beauty comes with a price. Hopefully the price i am paying now is worth it at the end of the day.
I woke up this morning with something in my mouth. The support for my teeth that the dentist attached on broke. It looked like my tooth and gave me a shock when i saw it. my first impression was my tooth broke. But thank buddha it wasnt. So now i am just left with 1 support from the original 2. I wonder if i have to go back and get the other support fixed up.
Been working at natas 3 days straight. It was tiring as usual but the worst part of the day was meal time. What made it so bad was not that the food was bad. if the food was bad, i would have felt better. The food was good but i cant enjoy cos of the stupid braces. I hypotize that the support for my teeth broke becos i tried to chew the chicken the day before. hahah. thats what u get for being greedy.
Met this new friend at Natas. This small cute girl. Very amusing and interesting. Its good we are able to chat up if not things would have gotten seriously boring and time seriously difficult to pass.
Lesson learnt at Natas: what ever the travel agency tells u, if it sounds too good to be true. it normally is too good to be true. check for the underlines and small stars at the corners. haha
Sch starting. Year 4 officially. Hope things will be good..
I woke up this morning with something in my mouth. The support for my teeth that the dentist attached on broke. It looked like my tooth and gave me a shock when i saw it. my first impression was my tooth broke. But thank buddha it wasnt. So now i am just left with 1 support from the original 2. I wonder if i have to go back and get the other support fixed up.
Been working at natas 3 days straight. It was tiring as usual but the worst part of the day was meal time. What made it so bad was not that the food was bad. if the food was bad, i would have felt better. The food was good but i cant enjoy cos of the stupid braces. I hypotize that the support for my teeth broke becos i tried to chew the chicken the day before. hahah. thats what u get for being greedy.
Met this new friend at Natas. This small cute girl. Very amusing and interesting. Its good we are able to chat up if not things would have gotten seriously boring and time seriously difficult to pass.
Lesson learnt at Natas: what ever the travel agency tells u, if it sounds too good to be true. it normally is too good to be true. check for the underlines and small stars at the corners. haha
Sch starting. Year 4 officially. Hope things will be good..
8/26/2010
for a frien
a year! thats how long it has been since i last posted any entry.
random chat up with a friend and to my surprise, she still visits this blog now and then (thats what she claims). And yes, i promise her that i will start updating this blog again. So this is for you my friend.
A year has passed. As usual, many things happened. Spain won the world cup, Singapore hosted the recently ended YOG, I ended my last year in insinyur and officially took another step closer to being caught up in the working life of an working adult. Yes, i am in my last year of school, the 4th year of my mech eng degree. 4 is chinese can be misheard as death and hopefully, it isnt the year of death for me. (SOMEONE TOUCH SOME WOOD!)
Some updates: I painted my room blue and white, trying to get rid of the ugly wardrobe but got caught in two minds due to certain restrictions. I got my teeth some braces, yes it costed a bomb and yes i am living on porridge, soup and milk for now.
thats all for now, i will see what i can add on to this boring blog for my 1 and only reader. hahah
random chat up with a friend and to my surprise, she still visits this blog now and then (thats what she claims). And yes, i promise her that i will start updating this blog again. So this is for you my friend.
A year has passed. As usual, many things happened. Spain won the world cup, Singapore hosted the recently ended YOG, I ended my last year in insinyur and officially took another step closer to being caught up in the working life of an working adult. Yes, i am in my last year of school, the 4th year of my mech eng degree. 4 is chinese can be misheard as death and hopefully, it isnt the year of death for me. (SOMEONE TOUCH SOME WOOD!)
Some updates: I painted my room blue and white, trying to get rid of the ugly wardrobe but got caught in two minds due to certain restrictions. I got my teeth some braces, yes it costed a bomb and yes i am living on porridge, soup and milk for now.
thats all for now, i will see what i can add on to this boring blog for my 1 and only reader. hahah
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