Fark

i cant believe i cried over what happened early. I dont know what got me so emotional that i actually cried. The last time i cried was over that. Now i am crying over this? fark man. i am weak. a loser. damn it.. I hope i wont have to do it again.

I just scolded my parents immature. I think i will get bad karma for this. I hate it when they quarrel, I hate it when they quarrelled over stupid things, i hate it even more when i have to scold them myself for being immature. They call this da ni bu dao. They say you will get struck by lightning if you beat your parents, i dont think it will be any better if you scold you parents.

Pride, arrogance, stubbornness. Screw all this shit..

i think i just minus my lifespan by a few years.

haiz

Saw my mom on the phone for quite a while, she was talking to alot of people, apparantly all of them her long time friends. I thought whats the occasion, thought she is trying to meet up with her friends or something like that. The conversion started with the common how are you, asking about each other and stuff before it gotten into the main topic. Turned out someone's somebody passed away. So she calling up her friends to go down together to the wake or somthing. Then it struck me. She dont normally chat up with her friends much, not say meet up. Then suddenly the phone calls. I certainly dont want it to happen to me. Busying myself with my life and not meeting up with friends, then next moment and when the next moment we got call from someone or meet up with the others is when someone sadly kicked the bucket.

Its sad.. damn sad.

I think i am crazy. I still remember slightly less than 12 hrs ago, i was ranting about how hard work doesnt pay off, how i should stop studying. A few hours ago, after a cooling evening run, i came back and tell myself i will work even harder next sem (well, at least thats what i hope). Its a 180degrees change. Damn, i really dont give up do i?

Once again, my new year resolution or rather my new year wish is to hopefully do better for my results. Once again...

I thank god that i have a understandin mom who doesnt pressurize me too much. She told me its a good enough result and that as long as i dont dabao. its good enough. Well, the more she say this, the more i feel that i should do even better. For me and for her. Ahhh.......

Results are out and i am at the all time low now. The results that i got seriously makes me wonder if hardwork ever pays off? There is a saying of you reap what you sow but i certainly doesnt not believe i really deserve this. Its not even anywhere near my expectation. BULLSHIT to all those who say hardwork will pay off.

Does my going to school every single day to study not worth a thing? Reaching school as early as 8am and leaving as late as 10pm. Isnt this consider hardwork? While people are talking cock and playing psp, i am tryin my best to solve the past year papers. Isnt that enough? I feel like screaming my lungs out but seeing the time now. I would have really been crazy to do that. I am crushed, demoralished. I feel like there is no longer any pt in continuing to work hard if i dont get the deserved results. Well, maybe talent got a hand in it. Maybe i really dont have the talent in studying. Hearing people scoring 3.82, 4.2, 4.7, i feel like i am really an idiot.

Its an irony that 2 hrs ago, i was still telling my friend that if she shld need someone to talk to after checking her results, she can come to me. In the end, the one who scored worst was me.

I hate my results, i hate the fact i put in so much time, i hate the fact that i still got 5 more such sems to go... F**K

I have been reading this book by Mike Greenberg, its about his life as a sportscaster dad. In his book, one of his chapters, he wrote: i was pushing my overflowing cart down the produce aisle, watching some woman demonstrate for her husband the proper way to squeeze a melon, when just like that, it became clear to me. Suddenly, i understood the dynamic that dictates my relationship with my wife, and the thread of commonality i have with all men everywhere. We are all married to women who think we are idiots. It's a gender thing; all women think all men are idiots.

I cant help but to think this is true. Given the number of times i remember my female friends calling me an idiot, its hard not to think it isnt. Can you imagine if its really a gender thing? hahah, imagine the most powerful and richest person in the world going home only to see his wife standing at the door with her hand folded and that look on her face. I am very sure his power and riches no longer works after entering that door.

The class gathering i had yesterday could be consider quite a success if i consider the number of people who turn up as a mark of success. Out of the 25 people in my class, 13 of them actually turned up. I am surprised. hahaha. Its good to see the people. People i havent seen for the past year. People like xiwen, cindy, yew wei. Some of them changed, some of them dont. Its good to see all of them.

I hope they will forgive me for being such a lousy organiser. =(

Totally bored. Today's saturday totally dont feel like saturday at all. I am missing my dosage of soccer match! I cant believe i am watching news now. It seems like its that best option after spending the past hr channel surfing.. sianz.

I am back here, the coffee bean at Holland Village. This times, it isnt for studying. Finally its just some chilling time. Exams finally over. The few weeks of torturous studying is finally over. So here i am sitting in a corner of coffee bean, slipping my belgium chocolate, reading my book, slacking the day away. Isnt it nice. =D

Met samatha at coffee bean too, apparantly her exams isnt done yet. I couldnt help but to smile to myself. It feels good to see people studying when u know u have done ur best and its finally over for you.

So for now, its just some chillax time at coffee bean.=D

Just found out that the old nanyang university (NTU) is actually called Nantah in the past. Goodness. was so surprise to found it out on today's straits times. I wonder if fujian's university is really called fukin U.

A bird shat in my room today. yup. u didnt see wrongly, its IN MY ROOM!! Went out for a morning cycle and i came back with shit in my room. Its not just a bit by the window grill, it looks like the bird had a major stomachache. Its like a whole month of excrement on my floor. I really kio tio sai, bird's sai to be exact.

I wonder how could it be so easy for poachers to hunt elephant and rhinoceros for their tusk. Do they not feel pain for killing another living thing? Do they not feel guilty when they see the mighty elephant and rhinoceros fall to their feet, down onto the ground? Both of them are living creatures. They eat, they sleep, thy socialise. So why it is so easy for them to poach on them just to benefit themselves?

I did something very bad yesterday. I felt so guilty that i have been thinking about it since it happened. I even prayed before i actually did it. Yes, i took away the life of a living thing. I killed it with my bare hands. Wrong.. i killed it with a 1litre 100plus bottle. Yesterday, i killed a lizard. I felt torn apart by the guilt in me. Its wrong, i know. But i still had to do it. I tried to reduce its suffering. I made sure my hit wasnt missed and i made sure it would be a fast and swift move. I hope my prayers will be heard and that the lizard will be reincarnated. Maybe to be a komodo dragon. At least, its protected. Amitabha

Was in the school library this afternoon trying to get myself to understand maths 4. I overheard this grp of students beside me saying, students now look at the number of As as a mark of their success. I started to think about this statement. In the singapore society, it seems A is the way to go. Everyone is striving for that, those who dont just means they have given up. The constant aim for A is tiring, Pw said this. To get good results, you need to have either talent, hard work or extremely good luck. That is also the reason why everyone admires those with talent. With talent, you do things half the time people normally take to do. You can make it look so simple that those without talent can do dream of. Having talent is like halfway to success. Sadly, i am not one with it. hahaa

With now everyone striving for A. i think in a few years time, the MOE will have to change the meaning for A. In a few years time, A will equals Average. B will be Bad. C will be Crap. If you get D, i predict you should be Dead. I dont think we will need an E or F after u are Dead. Thus in a few years time, A+ or A++ will be the way to go. But for now, let us be content with being Bad and Crap.

Was heading to Jurong pt for dinner with her before meeting up with mw and yingjie for the chelsea vs man u match at holland V. I got myself a copy of newpaper at the newspaper stand before i boarded the train. I was reading it on the train when the train stopped at bukit gombak and this guy who boarded the train caught my eye. He was tall, botak, with a round tummy and he is wearing the man u jersey. He walk and stood just behind me. As i expected, he was reading off my newspaper. But as the super friendly and kind person that i always am, i dont mind that. What irritated me was that he was standing so close behind me that i could almost feel he breathing down my neck. He even went to the extent of bending down to look at the front page of my newpaper. THAT was super irritating.

After having a sumptuous dinner with her, i headed down to holland V. I thought i was going to be late as the other 2 say they will be reaching at ard 8. But i was already 8 when i left JP. It ended up me reaching there the earliest. zzzz.. Got us a spot at Breko, with us a good view of the TV.

It was football at its finest. Both team were playing exciting football but the referee was noob. He is just as cock as mw. But i think mw is slightly better, at least mw knows that himself. Mistakes after mistakes. He totally brought the quality of the game down. A football match is never complete without its fans. The fans were there in full force. There were clearly 2 different grp of supporters but some one stood out among the others. A single man u supporter that sat behind us. He was the all action kind of man. He applause to every single tackle and block made by a man u supporter, shout and curse at every other things that went their way. The "best" was when he screamed PENALTY!!!! over an incident during the last 10 min of the match. The scream was so loud, i believe those sitting on the 2nd floor could hear him. I was amazed at how confident he sound when he shouted penalty. When the replayed showed otherwise, he went all quiet.

The match ended 1-1. A fair score i say and when we took our leave from the cafe. The man u supporter behind us looked damn emo. He looked like he had bet his whole fortune on a man U win. Well, maybe that explain his "passion" just now.

The recent news of babies getting caught up in the milk scandal has hit people hard. 4 Babies have been pronounced dead with hundreds others sick from drinking milk from SANLU. Some bastards have been putting metamine into the milk to artificially increase its protein level so as to pass it off as milk with high level of protein. These metamine caused kidney stones to grow and they supposedly affect the babies urinary system.

I was so shocked when i read the news. In the past it was lousy construction materials affecting people outside of china, now they wouldnt even care if its their own people. Those bastards who did such a thing should be punished heavily. Whats worst is that those victim who used their products are actually babies. The most innocent and vulnerable group of people. Hope those bastards get burn in hell.

The RECESS week is here!!! WOOOOO... its something i have looked forward to ever since school starts. Finally!! some time to slack! well, its not like i am super hardworking but who would grumble when there is a break right? haha.. shoix!

Its a Saturday afternoon. i am sitting here at holland V's coffee bean, listening to my ipod and scratching my head bare for the proposal which deadline just lies a few days ahead. Now i finally understand why is deadline actually called deadline. If you dont hand up whatever you are due by that day, you are really going to be dead. Very dead.

Holland V always give me a different feeling every time i come here. Like a small village in a busy city. It seems so relax, so carefree. You will just feel like wasting your time away, like nothing ever matters more than you just living a carefree life. Seeing the Caucasians just sitting ard chatting their time away or simply reading their papers as they sip their coffee. It epitomise how one's life should be. Carefree. How i wish i could follow them, waste my time stoning and drink my coffee but it aint to be that way. hahah

Well, i am not alone. To my right is Mr cheater, mw and while to his left sat Mr mugger Pw. We are all caught in this fast pace life. Okie.. i just used up whatever little time i have to stone and emo-ed. hahaha.. now back to my proposal.

Haven been blogging for a while. I just seems to lost the motivation to blog, dont know why. Maybe because i am just plain lazy. hahah.. it has really been a while that even blogger.com has changed its outlook. hahah.. was surprised when i logged in. I had the eh!! bu yi yang le orh feeling.

Alot of things had happened and finished in the few weeks i didnt blog. Really alot. I finished the insinyur camp as a programmer and really had alot of fun. The first time i went for it, it was great. The second time round, it was wonderful. Hopefully the next year, it would be fabulous for me. I am sure the new friends i made thru the camp will find it that way too.

Had the most memorable birthday ever. I think this will be the first time i will ever remember my birthday so clearly. It started on the eve. A surprised visit on my house in the middle of the night left me, well very surprised. hhaha. I was very touched. I had the nicest cake ever and the biggest present ever recieved. I was a happy man. Went singapore flyer the next day. My plan to catch the sunset in the singaporeflyer failed badly. The sky was no way never the view that i wanted to catch when i was at the top of singapore flyer but nevertheless it was beautiful, the view i saw on top of it.

I saw my friend's personal nick saying. If u see my frequently online, it just means school has started. yup yup. School has started. Actually 3 weeks have passed since school started. For those who read my blog, i guess you keep hearing me say this. Time seems to fly. So many things have happened. Olympics is reaching an end. Singapore got his first silver in many many years by the table tennis girls. Table tennis is now the new sports in Singapore. Micheal phelps is the Man of the moment. Everyone is in love with him. 8 Gold medals in a single Olympics. What else can u say. Weiting was getting married a few weeks back, now she say she has 3 kids. What can i say?? Maybe she is interested in the new baby scheme? You never know what life have in store for you. Who knows, maybe the next moment. People will discover that phelps is actually a merman? or Usain BOLT is actually the superhero FLASH?? or weiting is having her 4th?? Hold on people, life is going to get interesting.... =D

Chatted with weijie in the afternoon when he decided to go sch's gym for a workout. He said he have been on an intensive special sem and he finally had a few days of study break. Met up with them in can 2 and both him and poh wai were late. I thought i was going to be late and well, who could have guess i was the earliest. Chatted for a while. Found out that poh wai disappeared to Thailand for an intensive 5 days holiday. Its like a rock climbing overseas training. But the 5 days didnt change him much. Still as kb. Well, i am always glad that i hang out with the guys. Cos i never have to worry about my usage of language. Its anything goes. Thats why they say we shld never forget our guy friends when we have a girlfriend. =)

On our way back. I chatted with weijie and we suddenly talked about the more serious stuff. He suddenly talked about our future, where the world is getting so populated that you really wonder if all the resources can last us any longer. About the influx of foreigners( both talented and non talented) into Singapore thats making the small Singapore more and more over populated. Then we talked about the rich and the poor. He was saying Adam khoo's various books are quite useful. I admit they does give u an advantage but i believe in the end luck affects alot too. If all the poor are to reach the book and become rich. So who will be the poor? Who will the rich get their riches from? But the stuff we talked about set me thinking about my future. It isnt really that far anymore. In 3 years time, i most probably will have to start working and earning money. Then slowly the problems will come in. Earning enough money for your family. Are you enjoying your life and work and stuff like that.

Have you thought about your future?? =)

The food quest continues. This time, we ended up at S21, lavender foodcourt. Food on the quest list is wanton mee. Took us quite a while to get there. The bus stop that we took our bus from wasnt exactly that visible from Boon Keng MRT. We had to walk past a coffee shop, a few blks of HBD and a multi story carpark just to get to that bus stop. We werent exactly sure where to stop either. The only clue i had was a shop that sells alot of lights. The first image that cross my mind was that shop have to be very very bright. As we travelled on the bus towards the destination, the girl suddenly shouted, ther! there is the place! I turned and look. The first thing that came to my mind was Wheres the lights?? It turned out that the shop was closed and was replaced by a clothing shop.


The first sight that greeted me as i walked into the foodcourt was the long queue leading up to the wanton mee store. No way can it be mistaken.

We each ordered a big bowl and a small one. You must be thinking, houquan is a pig, he is definitaly eating the big bowl. NOPE! you are wrong. I think i dont have to say anymore who is eating the big bowl.

Well, the reason why i am satisfied with the small bowl of wanton mee was actually becos the girl said the popiah here is very nice and i am eager to try out other the other food stuff they had in here. The wanton mee i must say is much much better than alot of others out there. The bad side is that the mee's portion isnt alot and the char siew are sliced up way too thin. Its thiner than the roti prata i had a few days ago. The popiah proudly introduced by the girl was much higher in score compared to the wanton mee. Its at least a 4.2/5 for the popiah. Well, i didnt stop there. Actually, its we. We followed with each a chicken wing and a mango ice kachang for dessert. That ended the fulfilling dinner we had. Now i have another place in my goodfooddirectory. Thumbs up for the girl. =) Its her craving for the wanton mee when she was half asleep that brought us here.

Meet the girl after her driving at YCK. We planned to head down to the nearby swimming complex for a swim. It has been a while since i swam and it doesnt help that i aint that good at swimming. So after she done her stuff of booking practical lesson, we headed down to the swimming complex. It was very empty for a complex of that size. It had a Big, medium and small pool. For someone who aint that efficient at moving around in the water, i went for a warm up at the medium pool. The pool was barely to my waist level. LOL. what a shame. The girl being a better fish than me urge me to go to the big pool. After much persuasion, i decided its time. I cant be a big fish in the small pool all the time. wahaha. Its time for the big pool. I was surprised at how much i went. After half a day of swimming, i actually finish 10laps. Okie. stop laughing, i know it isnt alot. But it is for me. The tiring swim ended with high tea at a nearby jap restuarant. Nihon something. LOL. Not that good at remembering things either. So there goes all the effort i put into burning some fat off me. Instead, i think i managed to put some on. wahaha.. =(

The day ended with me having a bad headache. Crashed into bed and woke up only the next morning.

Have been very very lazy lately. Just cant find enough motivation to start blogging.
Been a week since my special sem paper ended. Dont really remembered how the days passed me by only know that i have been spending most of my time with her.

Last sunday, i woke up early in the morning. its 415am to be exact. Barely had i slept for 3 hrs that i have to climb out of the bed and prepare to head out for canvassing. We were told to report at dohby ghaut at an insanely early hour of 530am. The cocks were even awake and we had to report to the venue and dress ourselves in bright gayish pink for the ANLENE mile high run. Even the taxi drivers on midnight shift were asleep when i left my house to hunt for them. I was quite surprise by the big turnout for the event. There were even professional runners from Kenya. For those who aint sure, 1 mile is 1.6km. The whole run was actually a 1.6km run. There's a competitive race and a non competitive one. One's for those who thrive on competition and are aiming for the fabulous prices while the other is for those who got nothing to do early in the morning. And you will be shock with the timing the top 3 runners that came in for the various age group. Even those grannies in the above 60 years old group thrash me upside down. Not to say those that ran the competitive race. The first one came in approximately 4mins plus. wth. I barely finish my first 400m with that timing and she finish 1.6km with that. That is insane.


After the whole event ended, i headed to PS with her. We decided to buy a bottle of water at carrefour, when we came across a super interesting event at the cashier. As we were queuing to pay the water, there is this cashier just opposite us that caught our attention. As he scanned each particular item from the basket, he put them down onto the counter until he finish scanning all the items. Normally, any cashier would have scanned and put the item directly into a shopping bag/plastic bag. Instead, this particular cashier put them down onto the counter. The counter looked like a mess, it looked worst than my study table. The speed at which he scanned the various items werent particularly fast either and apparantly the customer got so tired of waiting for him to pack the items that she decided to do it on her own. Giving the sicken face, she stretched her hands over the counter to get herself a shopping bag before starting to sort out and pack her own items. The whole scene look so pathetic that i cant help but burst out laughing. Imagine the customer having to pack her own shopping bags after the cashier finish scanning the items.

Hurt my ankle after sunday's soccer. Think it was a sprain or something. My shoe was too used up that it just slipped as i attempted to brake and there goes my ankle. Everything still seems okie until i was on my way home. I had to limp all the way back home from the bus interchange. This is the first time that i took more than 20mins to walk back home.

It wasnt any easier after i got back home. I had to move ard the house with the aid of an umbrella. I look so stupid that my mom was laughing at me. Bleah. As it was a sunday, the chinese doctors are all busy sleeping in and i had to make do with some self medication. It is damn obvious with the un-pro bandage of my ankle by my mom. I was too shag to move at that time. I went to sleep after everything is done. A few mins later, i was woken up by a call from her. She said she was coming down to take a look at me. At that time, i wasnt even sure if i was dreaming and i just said okie okie and some nonsense which i dont really remembered afterwards before i crash back to bed. A few mins later, my door bell rang and there she was. Then it occur to me that she actually called and i wasnt dreaming. She actually took the trouble to travel all the way down from punggol to come and take a look at me. I was very touched and happy. She told me that she came because she wanted to see if i am dead or not. Ahh. what a nice way of putting it. :) hahaha.

There is this thing about the way girls behave and talk that i particular dont like, that is to spout vulgarities and talk loudly on public transport. And i had the greatest pleasure and bestest luck to meet one day.

I just sent my girl to a bus stop around her area before i board 161 to head back to woodlands. I went up to the upper deck, hoping to find a peaceful spot for me to read my newspaper. I choose the spot which i tot was the best out of all the rest. I was wrong. Very wrong with my decision. After getting myself comfortable, i took out my newspaper and started to read. Suddenly, this female voice speaking in hokkien caught my attention. Speaking in hokkien was fine, nothing wrong in fact. Its just that something she said caught my attention.

Na bei she said into her tiny phone, following a string of hokkien. I took a glance at her, there she was sitting just opposite me to my left. At least 2 times my size, she sat on the chair quite uncomfortably. As she carried on, she totally distracted me from reading my papers. Strings of expletives came out from her mouth like it was a connective word to connect her half hokkien half chinese language. I cant take it after a while, i quickly whipped out my ipod and plug into it. Hoping i can find some sort of haven. I was wrong again, her excellent library of expletives passes through my ear piece like it wasnt there. I overheard her talking to her friend. Her friend told her that this guy owns a RX 8 then she let loose a string of vulagrites saying whats the big deal of having a RX8. Then she say, when her friend comes back from overseas. Her friend's car will beat the other guy hands down. Then i was thinking, what the hell is she so proud? For 1, RX8 is considered one of the fastest car around and if someone has it, it does mean something. 2 She brag about her friend's car like it's hers. i dont get it. Its obvious the guy beats her hands down (well, she is taking a bus) with his RX8. She should have just keep quiet and not brag about something not hers. It makes me laugh. Silly people there are out in the world.

A new champion of Europe was crowned yesterday not after going thru the full 90mins, 2 half of extra time and penalties. It must be sweet for their fans. The Manchester United fans. After a long wait, they are finally get their hands back on the Europe's most coveted cup. Not only did fans gain wonderful memories, they certainly gain bragging rights. As long as their are soccer fans supporting different clubs, bragging rights are like a must have.


Its funny what i observed a few hours after Man U were crowned the champions. I noticed a substantial increase in the number of people wearing Man U related clothes and Jerseys. Regardless of their age, regardless of how vintage their jerseys were, they seem happy just to put on something with the word Manchester United on. How practical they are. It was really interesting. I never noticed so many fans wearing the Man U Jersey a few months ago. Well, given the increase in Man U jerseys sightings. I believe the bosses all over Singapore will be surprise to see an increase in the number of employees reporting in sick and i believe a high percentage of those reporting in sick are labelled under Chelsea fans. The way their team lost the game was cruel. Penalties are the most lousy way of defining a champion and its always down the luck. Sadly, Chelsea lack that little bit of luck. Maybe like Sir Alex said, its all fate.


As different fans cheer and cry for their teams, this will all soon be forgotten in a few months time. In a year's time, another Champion will be elected. For now its



Manchester United

Saw this on youtube. You guys shld check it out.

Was playing mahjong over at my friend's toa payoh flat when i suddenly felt myself moving, swaying from side to side. I looked at my friend and they looked at me. Then my friend's mom suddenly shouted, ah soon ah. di zhen ah. Then it dawn to me that i wasnt fainting, its just that there's another earthquake a few thousand miles away and i was feeeeeeling its tremors.

On my way home, i was thinking that if i could feel the tremors in singapore which is a country with no natural disasters, it must be hell over at ground zero. The shaking must be immense, the fear at that particular moment must be overwhelming. Now i understand why there are people who are so shaken after a earthquake that they just sat at a corner in a dazed. The effects of the earthquake will be too much for the victims to take in. Really too much and too sudden.

Now i really pray for the victims. buddha bless them.

Saw my mom and dad watching this show on channel 52. Its an event organised to help raise funds for those that are affected by the tragedy in china. And that event is done both in china, hong kong and taiwan if i have not mistaken. With dead counts rising as day passes, it has certainly moved alot of people from this region. The donation sum has reached 2 billion thou i believed its in taiwan dollars. Still, we can see alot of people are doing their part and tryin to help out the unfortunates.

I saw this headline on a chinese newspaper. Childrens without parents and parents without children. With china's policy of 1 child per family, all the parents effort would have been put into the child but with such a tragedy that followed, no one can ever imagined the pain they would have to go through. Not to forget the orphans.

My heart goes out to all of them..

Caught Accuracy of death today at AMK hub. Didnt know the cathay at AMK was so big until i went it. The show was quite nice, i like the story plot plus there were a few funny scenes during the movie. Was pleased that i watched the show, was even more pleased that she is the one beside me.

Went to S11 at jubilee after the movie. Wanted to save a few dollars as every single item is on a rise. The price just go soaring, its like sky is the limit. The food over there was okie. Reasonable price for reasonable food. What is shocking is the price of the drink. As the place was hot and humid, a cold drink was badly needed. I ordered an ice milo and QOO from the auntie. Mins later she returned with the 2 drink. I asked her for the price. She replied $1.5 for milo peng, $1.6o for QOO. I went huh?!? milo peng $1.50? She said ya, it was $1.40 in the past lor.
I was shocked, i still remember i had a big otah in the afternoon at $1.20 and here i am drinking milo powder mixed with water for a cost of $1.50? A cup of milo cost more than a big otah. Wth. They import the milo powder from india or something?? If things continue like this, you have to pay $0.50 just to go into the toilet and another $0.50 for the tissue paper. Crazy...

The mugger that i am took up special sem this holiday. Astronomy was the module. It is actually quite an enjoyable subject. The class always end half an hr early and the final exam paper is MCQ. Isnt that great or what. hahah. Actually the subject itself is very interesting. Astronomy is not equals to astrology. People who studied astronomy most probably wont be able to read your palms and predict your future but it most probably will be able to read the stars(sounds cool right?), and understand the outerspace. It is amazing how much we could learn. The solar system is just one very small system is the whole universe. The planets we know now all differ greatly from one another. And whats the possbility of aliens? no one knows, the universe is just too big, too wide.

That day the lecturer went through the notes talking about terrestrial planets or planets which are rocky in nature. There are 4 such planets which are namely Earth, mercury, mars and venus. As i read the notes while listening to his unintelligible lectures, this part caught my eyes.

Venus is the planet most like Hell!!

the reason for this statement is because venus conotains searing heat, heavy pressure, clouds of sulfuric acid and frequent volcanic eruptions. Then for some reason,the phrase suddenly ran across my mind.

Men are from mars, women are from venus.

Wow.. i wonder if the author knew about the venus being most like hell statement before he wrote that book. If he actually do knew about it, that means something dont it? hmmmmm
girls, joking k? haha



just want to see your smile

The english premier league finally draw to an end yesterday with manchester united winning the prized trophy. It has been an exciting season with lots of surprises here and there. For the past 12 months, the matches have been part of me weekly. I cant imagine how i am going to cope for the next few months without any soccer. It is going to be super BoRRRINGg. With starhub constantly increasing the monthly fee for the sports channel, i think it will be sooner or later that my dad cancel it. They are just sucking off people with their crazy price hike. Damn those bloody bloodsuckers. hai..

It was mother's day yesterday. Seriously, i think i have the best mom in the world. Caring and understanding. She knows that i have grown up and have given me more freedom in the things i do. Always trying her best to give us what we want, always trying to make our lives better off.

Thank you mum. Happy mother's day

Have been peeling damn badly, the crazy sunrays have finally taken its toil on my skin. With another soccer session this coming sunday morning, i doubt the sun will be as merciful to give us a break. Just hope i wont get too burnt.

Meet up with wj, pw and pl just now for dinner. Dont know how it happened but we managed to clock 3 hrs of talking cock. Didnt know we had so much stuff to talk about. Almost 5 years since we known each other, how time flies. But seems like not much people have change.

Catching prison break 3 now. After a few months, its finally back. Some people say it isnt as nice but its still awesome to me.

Enough said, time to go back to it.

After a lengthy lay off, i finally had a touch of the ball. The feeling was great, it was like you haven been walking for a few months and suddenly you got up and took a few steps on your own. The feeling is so WOOOooo. Even though the feeling was so great, the sun refuse to lend us a hand. He decided it was the time to blaze its ray on us and blaze he did, so strong that i am looking like the crab i ate 2 days ago. I am red, those chilli crab red kind. Given my plight now, i really pity the crab i ate then. I finally understand how they feel, i shall give them a moment of silence to commemorate the lost of 2 great crab. Amitabha

Went to the nearby coffee shop after that to have our lunch. As usual, it was filled with alot of talking trash and nonsense. Well there was also the discussion of having a class gathering. Been a while since i saw the rest. Hope the majority can make it.

Hope he is forgiven..

Saw this videoclip on youku. Talking about aliens and UFO. It was said some foreigner catch a UFO on tape. And that tape really looks quite real. Check it out
http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_cb00XMTU0MTQwODA=.html

Headed down to East coast park today with her. Dropped by starhub at PS to visit Kevin who's working there as a customer relations. I was very disappointed that he couldnt do a thing to my ever draining bills. Sad. If only he could just waive off a few months of my bills or maybe give me a few hundred dollars rebate. haha. But its not to be.. We went to toastbox for lunch before we took bus to ECP.
Over there, we had plans to play bowling but were surprised to see the bowling centre full of senior citizens. Surprise surprise. Who say the old live boring lifes. The rack they hit are either spares or strikes. Really leave me feeling all depressed when i compare my scores with theirs. Who say youth is everything?? As we were having our games, there were this bunch of monkeys just a few lane down. They had this unique dressing sense. The wore damn tight pants/jeans that it seems like its glue to their legs. Then they wear t-shirts that looked like they are reusing those shirts they wore during their prison days. They really did their best to amuse us, with their jumping and clowning around. They only lack a few branch and vines to make us really believe that we are in mandai. Yup, and i think all those jumping around really tire them out that they went to get some food. Surprise surprise. They were eating fan choy! 4 person fighting over 2 small plate of FAN CHOY!!
Okie. enough of monkeys. After we had our share of roller skating. We went to the highlight of the day. We went to long beach for a crab feast. The crab was awesome. We order chilli crab and black pepper crab with another dish of beef. It has been a long time since i ever enjoyed myself so much at eating crab. haha.. damn crap. but its true. The crabs were damn nice, so were the price. They really blew me off my seat (both the crab and the price). If only my wish of 4d came true. haiz.
Had a long day today... Totally dead tired. My legs really need a rest. Thankfully, i didnt had to run after someone on skates today.

I cant explain this sudden urge/desire to buy this DVD which i came across in one of the cd shops. I went in with her after walking the whole JP for a cheaper one and hoping that i could find its VCD version which will be much cheaper. I walked in and came out with a DVD and a wallet with 24dollars lesser. Whats that DVD u must be wondering. Everyone i came across that heard i bought this dvd says i am crazy, even my dad laughed with he saw me passing it to him. That DVD which cost me 24dollars was the movie by jack neo. Ah Long pte ltd.
Yup, i can heard alot of wah kao, he siao ah. I kind of think i am crazy too when i walked out the shop with the DVD in hand. haha. Actually i had my reasons. 1st i couldnt find it online for me to dl/stream, well cos its a Singapore movie. 2nd there is only the DVD version thus i only had that option (they really know how to suck our money). 3rd Any other movie could be downloaded except that.
Actually the movie isnt really that bad. Other than the lack of a meaningful story plot and the lack of stars in the movie(unless u consider mark lee as one). The movie sort of fulfilled its purpose, which is entertaining thru super lame jokes and occasionally taking a swipe at the singapore government and singapore's lifestyle. The movie is in both chinese and dialet and thru out the movie you can hear vulgarities both in chinese and dialet and there are several scenes with sex reference so much so that i was surprise that its PG and not NC16. However i must say, both mark lee and fann wong acted very well in the movie. A sissy and a gangleader. I think both mark and fann handle the roles very well.
Well actually the best part of it all was that i watched the movie not with popcorn but surprise surprise.... DURIANS! yes.. i actually watched the movie with me stuffing myself with durians. haha. I shall try out watching a movie with mangosteen next time. And of course her company. =D

Have been hooked on this jap detective drama recently titled Galileo. Its about this rookie cop Utsumi Kaoru, who's hot-headed and has a strong sense of justice. She would enlist the help of Yukawa Manabu, who is a genius physicist and university associate professor in solving mysteries she come across.
The different stories/crimes they come across are always different. It is amazing how they could think up such sophisticated plans just to murder a person. Throughout the drama, you could see the physicist genius scribbling on anything, anywhere whenever he came across an inspiration that lead him to solve the problem. The thing is how does scribbling some formulas and numbers lead to solving the mystery surrounding the crime? haha.. no one will know. But i highly recommend this drama, the drama is very refreshing and interesting and its not those kind of bimbotic drama where they focus on pretty boys and girls.
Using physics to solve crimes. It will definitely change the way u think about the boring physics we all learn. hahah















Galileo

April 24th,2008, 1430, i finished my life science paper the moment i walked out nanyang audi. Whats the significance of this?? It signifies the END of my 2nd sem examinations which means a closure to my first year at NTU. Can you imagine? A few years ago, i was bald, wearing green and marching around a big square like some remote controlled toys. And it barely feels like months ago. Okie okie. BUT the main point is..... EXAMS HAS ENDED!!!!! =D

I watch a clip on youtube a few weeks ago. There is this chinese boy apparently living in the states. Some person ask him whether he is a geek and about his results. He said well in america standard, he is a student with a few As a fews Bs and Cs but in Asian standard its a different story. In Asian, A stands for average becos everyone else is getting As. B stands for Bad becos since everyone is getting A and u get a B, its naturally means its BAD. C means for crap, dont think i need to explain further. D means for dead, by the time you know you get a D, you most probably have been beaten till half dead by your parents. I dont think i need to get to E and F.
I seriously hope, pray that i could be an Average student for this sem. Well, i cant ask for more right? haha

The dumb just get dumber. How stupid can people in living in this world get? Seriously, no one will ever know. I was reading the news from yahoo.sg. I saw this article about this person calling the police, reporting that he was robbed during a business deal. The worst thing is he forget that he is a drug dealer. And the business he was doing at that time was selling heroin. I cant imagine he calling the police. Uhh. Hello, police station? I was just robbed of a few hundred dollars and a few pack of heroin. .... RETARD!! The next one, a malaysian cop tried to break into a car to steal its stereo but FALLS ASLEEP in the car seat!! Apparantly, the Mercedes Benz's seat are too irresistable.

Another amazing story is about a husky getting lost 77miles from its home. After 7 days, it manage to get its way back HOME. According to reports, to do that, the dog need to cross Nevada's high desert and two mountain ranges to return home. Hows that for a topdog.

Update abit on myself. 3 papers down. 2 was okie, 1 was a goner. Thats phyiscs needless to say. Frankly speaking everyone thought that an open book exams surely wont be that bad right? How hard could it be when its open book? I dont know until people are me start flipping through their exams paper like they are done doing and are checking their answers, only for me to see them shaking their heads as they look at the questions. And its only 30mins into the start of the exam. Whats worst is when u heard the tiongs and the nehs saying Wo bu hui zuo ah! i dont know how to do! Yup, that practically signals the End of it. Yup, its the end. DEAD end. 2 more papers coming up before the hols annouce their arrival. Surely that 2 cant be as bad as it had been.

Some people call him a freak but he is a man by birth. Some people call him a insane mad man but say call him the more creative artist that show his feelings and thoughts outwardly. Once called a paedophile by angry public, but called the legendary king of pop by loving fans. He is the only one that can say: i am black and white at the same time.
That is no one else but michael jackson for you. The controversial king of pop who created headlines thru the 19century for both good and bad. He left a deep impression in the singing world with his woo~, Ahh~, yaoo~. He revolutionise the dance world with his balls grabbing sleek dance move(nobody can denied that, every other dance began grabbing their balls after him). He shook the world with his colourful yet sometimes controversial MTV, every single of his MTV looks like a movie or a documentary. He sings with his heart, he sings about the world, he sings about the universe. Not many singers does that now. Most of those out there sing unintelligent crap.

You either hate or love him. This is the black and white king of pop, dance and mtv.
Michael jackson

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D-week is coming in 2 weeks time. The time where people start to light up their midnight oil, put themselves on caffeine drip and slog themselves thru the night. Hoping to be able to survive the D-week. Everyone knew how cruel it is and how painful it could be but yet, no NTUians can escape it. Its do or die.



Been spending the past few days in Je library. Everything seems so boring. The endless books surrounding you were not enough and you still have to bring your own to read. If not for the wonderful company i had, i might have just gone mad.



A lot of girls must be wondering why are guys so obsessed with football. She have always been questioning me about why i like football so much. It certainly could be answered tonight. From 2 goals down and fighting 10men against 11. They did not give up their principle of playing pure, beautiful football. They went on with the game with determination and a belief that nothing is impossible. Even the impossible could be done. Faced with difficulties, faced with bullies of football, faced with disbelievers. They battled on. They won. Qualites like what a true champions should have, they displayed it on the field. They brought me thru a rollercoaster ride of shock, sadness, disappointment, hope, belief to unbelieveable exhilaration. Thats why i love football. Thats why i support Arsenal.

Went for sam's birthday party on saturday. I will never regret that decision. And i see that decision as the best decision i have ever made in the long time. Why? Cos the foo is simply delicious. Located at one of the restaurant at swissotel. Its a crab buffet. Yes, u didnt see wrongly. Buffet with dishes of crabs as the main course. There are altogether 3 main course of crabs cooked in different ways, soft shell crab, crab popiah and fresh seafood like sashmi, oyster, mussels etc. Not to say its desserts, there's choc fondue, fruits, ice cream and a insanely delicious durian paste. i am not kidding when i say its insanely nice. I had 2 servings to top it off. Its the best night ever. The food itself is great, the company that i had made it even better. :)





Spent the whole day in East coast park on sunday. We got lost trying to find our way there, but thank god i got great friends and the problem was solved with ease. A small rain dampen our moods as we decided to go for a few games of bowling first. That started our day. The rain stopped as we ended our game of bowling. Spent the next 2 hours cycling after which we took a small break at the macdonald. For the first time in my life, i tried my hands at DDR abeit abit unwillingly. wahaha.. i am totally looking like a fool trying my best to coordinate my 2 feet. As expected, i was owned by her. haha. was so pai seh through the game and the machines just wont fail me even when i miss like all the steps. We switched over to blading after that. Well, not we, is her. I was the one running after her trying to look out for her as she blade. Imagine me trying to keep up with a person one 6 wheels. Thats really a fat burning exercise. The day ended with dinner at east coast lagoon food village. Great day it was..Hope to have more of it..
(acting like a pro. wahah)

Was at mac studying. This family caught my attention because the female was very familiar. The family, a dad, mom and a small baby girl, which i assume to have just learnt how to walk, came in and sat at a corner. The mom was actually a student from my seconday school. A year younger than me i presume. There is no way she can be older than me. The dad dont look any much older than me. So the dad shld be 22? while the mom is 21? With a child which look the most 1 yr old? That means the mom got pregnant at what, 19plus?? Accident or not, i dont know and dont wish to speculate. Its just that the thought of having a family at 22 years old sounds abit scary to me. When i say family, i means a family of 3. Yes, a dad, mom and a child. Not a dad, mom and a mistress nor a dad, mom and another dad.
They say raising a child is not easy. I cant argue that. You need more than just pure cash. You need a lot of patience and love. And its not easy for a young adult to have alot of patience. Love, definitely else there wont be case of people 2-timing or 3-timing. Too much love..
Imagine u having to wake up in the middle of the night to change diapers, having to coax the child into having meals, all those ang-gu-gus u have to make. Where people are out enjoying and partying. Well, thou i know there are some people who derive joy from all those ang-gu-gus. I know there are some who dont, at least when they are around my age.

Had lessons till 1230 today. Had lunch with her before i continue studying at the benches out LT8. Studied till 430 after she finish her lecture and i went home for dinner. So sorry, i couldnt have dinner with her at the last min. Reached home at 6 and had a 15mins dinner. Took a 15mins rest and went down to limbang mac to resume studying till 10pm just now. What a day. I wonder how long i can last like this. Dont think it will be long. I dont even see myself going 4days like this continuously. But with the exams coming in a mnth's time. There really isnt much choice left. How great life is now... :(

i think i should start learning fortune telling or courses related to predicting the future. lol

anyway, congrats yl.
you found that special one.
(and u still need me to find it out myself, haiz)

[Mugger. uVnbnoH] is flawed. says (11:08 PM):
dont know why, somehow i just got the feeling u are attached
[Mugger. uVnbnoH] is flawed. says (11:08 PM):
and somehow i expect him to ask during that day
----------- says (11:09 PM):
....
[Mugger. uVnbnoH] is flawed. says (11:09 PM):
and somehow i am correct
-----------. says (11:09 PM):
when i hvnt talked to u like for ages?!
[Mugger. uVnbnoH] is flawed. says (11:09 PM):
yeah

i really think i shld go into the fortune telling sector. somehow. haha

I am losing it. slowly but surely. It was not so long ago when u decided the leave me. You left without a word, without a sound. I was depressed, too lost to know what to do. And now is the time when i needed you the most, you instead choose to leave me in the lurch. You were ever so reliable. There were times when i knew i shouldnt be doing some things which i did but i know you are always there to lead me through but now that you are gone, who is going to do that? We have been through tough times last year, where u left me for a period of time too. I was devastated. It was a crucial period of time and at the end of the year, results shown how badly i missed you. This time, as the crucial period of time sets in, you decided to leave me once again. I dont want to repeat my mistake last year. Please come back.

My motivation to study..... please come back to me...

Went for impresario today. Suddenly, i feel my singing sucks. There was a time when i still feel i dont screech and crow when i open my mouth. But after today's impresario, somehow i suddenly feel so inferior, so lousy. Somehow, i got this feeling that i suddenly even try to sing anymore. Because they are just too good.....
But then come to think of it, it doesnt really hurts if i sing to myself in the toliet right? Its not like i am going to hurt anyone's ear drum. =D

Took a cab home after i sent her back to hall. Seriously, there are no better blood suckers in the singapore public transport other than the taxis. A simple trip to NTU, a slight detour and then a simple trip back cck from boon lay cost a FREAKING MEGA FIFTEEN BLOODY DOLLARS!?!?! It doesnt even take me 10mins to get back home from NTU. and the whole journey was only the max 15mins. HOW THE HELL DID THE METER JUMP TEN DOLLARS IN FIFTEEN MINS!!! haiz.. what has the world come to? i still remember a report sayin taxi is a luxury good thus it cost more than most public transport. THEN WHY THE HELL DOESNT IT PROVIDE LUXURY SERVICE!!! And their increase in surcharge is unreasonable. If they increase the min flag down rate after midnight, why the hell do they still need to increase the surcharge? might as well combine the 2 of them together once its after midnight?
I have nothing more to say.... no more taxis for me after midnight!!(hopefully i can do that)

Been the third day since mas selamat escaped. I think the first word he screamed after he escaped is selamat.. too happy. Singapore is such a small place. I wonder where in the singapore can he hide. Maybe Is7*^a?? well, the most dangerous place is the safest place. isnt it? And to think that singapore is planning to increase its expenditure on the countries defence. hmmm.. i shall not say anymore. Lol.. who knows what will happen to me.

The hottest news after edison chen's scandal.
JI terrorist has escaped from a detention centre. How the hell that happen u will ask. Thats exactly what i asked when i saw that headline.
My friend was telling me to hang pork on ur door. Seriously, thats so racist. They dont eat pork for goodness sake. I suggest we all get ourselves a dog and put it outside our door. =D
anyway, hope he get caught soon.

CONGRATS den..
you know what i mean.

CONGRATS mw..
dont get too cocky over the 12pts. lol

When the SMRT introduced ezlink card a few years back. It was to make things more convenient for its commuters. As every singapore will know, ezlink works in the way where you scan ur card against the scanner before the gate opens for you. Its reduce the time taken for people to get pass the gate but one thing that have been boring me is how lazy people have gotten even AFTER how convenient SMRT had made our lives with the introduction of ezlink card.
I have seen incidents where young and old alike refuse to take out their card to scan and instead put their bags, pouches etc over the scanner to try to scan the card thats inside their respective bags and pouches. Seriously, how difficult is it to take out ur ezlink card from ur bag or pouches? Its not like ur bag for 101 compartments and each compartments are inside each compartments. I still remember a scene when it was peak hr. Everyone was trying to get home asap, in a queue to get out of the train station. Then there was this particular queue which refuse to move somehow. As i approach the gate. I saw this auntie repeatedly putting her bag over the scanner. Scanning it left, then right. Adjusting the height of the bag, moving it up and down. She did everything except taking out her god damn ezlink card. Somehow, the long queue doesnt really affect her at all.
In the end, who will know if ezlink card manage to do what its created for?
selfish and lazy humans.... how sad..

WOOO.. finally. 3 quiz down. anddddd term break is here!!! IT feelssss so great. it could only have been better had my dream of retiring early came true. haiz.. WHY!!! WHY DIDNT U LET ME STRIKE TOTO!!!!! just 1 million will do. WHY?!?!

First there was news saying edison is stayin in boston for the fear of the triads. Then there was rumours sayin the 2 biggest triads wash their hands of him because it will dirty their hands if they "do" him. The next moment, he is back in hong kong holding a press conference. lol

He said he was sorry and he is going to quit the HK showbiz. Apology accepted but why the "retirement". I didnt think there was much need to go to such extreme. As long as u know u are wrong, as long as u apologise. right? I was thinking maybe he could have just change to another entertainment business. I think Japan is a great place for him to start his new career.

With all the hype and controversies surrounding the edison chen's scandal, i seriously wonder who will benefit more? Will it be "kira"? the person circulating the pictures around the web or will it be the "victims"??
I was thinking. Who knows maybe edison might get more endorsement in the future? maybe mac might get him to advertise for them? will something like, to get ur secrets safe, get the new macbook. No hackers will get ur pictures and videos anymore. Or maybe sony might get him to promote their new camcorders? Better pixels, better zoom. Ur videos will never be the same again! Get the new sony camcorders!
Well, seriously. who will know.

Been a while since i blogged. CNY just passed, with that i gained at least a few kilos from all the eating. As usual, its all about collecting ang baos to gamble it away on the mahjong table. Seriously, mahjong is a damn "in" thing now. The first day of CNY, i was over at my grandma's place. There was at least 2 tables of mahjong. Plus 1 more, i believe the police will be knocking on our doors. Even my sec 3 cousin are playing mahjong now. During my sec 3 days, i could only be watching by the side. Not to say to play. Long hail the inventors of mahjong.

Spent my saturday night yesterday canvassing at the chingay event. I was tired from all the standing and boredom. Seriously, i dont know why people can party till 3am and get drunk. Not at zouk, not at MOS. At a chingay street celebrations beside padang. How high can that get? Beside padang, just infront of the supreme court. It really saves u time if u get into trouble after getting drunk.

On top of that, i seen quite a few feMALES around the party. i was wondering whether the name chingay is too misleading. They might have thought that its a mass gay party. People from thailand will definitely be attracted to it. OH! no wonder, they say this event is suppose to attract foreigners. So thats how they do it. Not a bad idea.

Busy week ahead. 3 more tests coming up. GOGO. finish it and term break is here.

ps: jia you ZT512

My friend emailed me this. damn lame. haha

小学生造句

1. 题目 :

原来 小朋友写 : 原来他是我爸爸。

老师评语 : 妈妈关切一下

2.题目 : .. 一边 ........... 一边 ............ ..

小朋友写 : 他一边脱衣服 , 一边穿裤子 .

老师评语 : 他到底要脱还是要穿啊 ~~

3. 题目 : 其中

小朋友写 : 我的其中一只左脚受伤了。

老师评语 : 你是蜈蚣？ ~~

4.题目 : 一 ... 就 ....

小朋友写 : 一只娃娃就要一百块。

老师评语 : 老师笑到不行 ..

5.題目 : 你看

小朋友写 : 你看什么看 ! 没看过啊

6. 照样造句 例题 : 你 ( 唱歌 ) 我 (跳舞 )

小朋友写 : 你 ( 好吗 ) 我 ( 很好 )

老师评语 : 你在写英文翻译吗 ??

7.照样造句 例题 : 别人都夸我 ( ) ，其实我 ( )

小朋友写 : 别人都夸我 ( 很帅 ) ，其实我 ( 是戴面具的 ) 。

老师评语 : 什么面具这么好用 ???

8. 题目 : 好 ... 又好 ..

小朋友写 : 妈妈的腿 , 好细又好粗 ...

老师评语 : 那到底是细还是粗？

9.题目 : 陆陆续续

小朋友写 : 下班了，爸爸陆陆续续的回来。

老师评语 : 你到底有几个爸爸呀 ?

10. 题目 : 皮开肉绽

小朋友写 : 停电的夜晚，到处很黑，我吓得皮开肉绽 !

老师评语 : 看到这句 ... 老师佩服你。

11. 题目 : 欣欣向荣 - 比喻生长美好的样子。

小朋友写 : 我的弟弟长得欣欣向荣。

老师评语 : 孩子，你弟弟是植物人吗 ...

还有一个更瞎的 …

小朋友写 : 欣欣向荣荣告白。

老师评语 : 连续剧不要看太多 ~~

12. 题目 : 谢谢 .... 因为 ......

小朋友写 : 我要谢谢妈妈 , 因为她每天都帮我写作业 ......

老师评语 : 原来你的作业是妈妈写的 !!!!!!!

13. 题目 : 难过

小朋友写 : 我家门前有条水沟很难过。

老师评语 : 老师更难过 ......

14. 题目 : 天才

小朋友写 : 我３天才洗一次澡。

老师评语: 要每天洗才干净 ~~

15. 題目 : 一 … 便 …

小朋友写 : 我一走出门，对面就是便利商店。

还有一個更瞎的…

小朋友写 : 哥哥一吃完饭，就大便。

老师评语 : 造句不要乱造 ...

16.題目 : 又..... 又 .....

小朋友寫 : 我的妈妈又矮又高又瘦又肥。

老师评语 : 你妈妈...... 是怪物吗 ?

17果然

上课小朋友说：昨天我吃了水果，然后又喝了凉水

老师：这是词组，不能分开造句。

小朋友又说：老师，我还没说完呢，果然晚上我拉肚子了！

老师： …………

18 瓜分

小朋友：大傻瓜分不清是非

老师：小傻瓜也分不清

19 好吃

小朋友：好吃个屁

老师：………

20 况且

小朋友：一辆火车经过，况且况且况且况且．．．．．

老师： ……………

So many things have happen. First someone say its not that i dont have a shape. I do have one. Its out of shape. ARGH!!! sad. seriously i cant think of a timeframe when i am really in shape. For most of my 21+years, YES! I AM 21! NOT 24!, i am either round shape or oval in shape. Which both happens to be not very good shapes. Sad to say but thats how it is. But my new year resolution is lose some kgs(again) so i shall try to get back into a better shape(again).

Next is someone said my postings on CNY had always been the same. Well, its true. How different can my CNY be? Its always gong xi fa cai! collect my ang bao, get a seat and start eating CNY goodies. Well, its slightly different this year. My uncle got married last year. So its +1 to my collection of red packet. hahah.

Have been down with this bloody cough for the past few days. It gets worse as the day grew dark. Its like a little child. Everytime i try to sleep at night, it will wake me up. Thats exactly what happened. A superb weather today to sleep in. Took a nap, half an hr later. That damn "child" woke me up and here i am penning this down. :(

I am happy. More of content. While, i think they comes together. If u are content, u are naturally happy. I dont think i will go rambling about how content i am, or what i am so happy over.

The weather is going crazy. It was scorching hot in the late morning but raining in the evening. If only there was a good mixed between the two. Then i wouldn't be getting myself all red like a ba kua. Talking about that. I cant wait for CNY to come. The amount of ba kua i can eat. wahah. its leaving my mouth watering.
Not much inspiration. So shall end it short.

Thank you. Little miss trouble. =)

I think i might have just found the Nobel price winner. A cheap and effective way to cure insomnia. It doesnt have any side effect, doesnt contain any toxicant and it certainly can be found anywhere.
It happened like this. It was 9pm. 2hrs more before my soccer starts showing. I was wondering what to do and then it came to me. I took it out and spread it across my table. I sat on my sofa and starting scrutinising line by line carefully. Then the effect came, i suddenly felt drowsy. I couldnt concentrate on what i was doing and the next moment i knew it, i woke up to find it was 1045. 15mins before my match start. Amazing, in a short span of 5mins. I entered the drowsy state and fallen asleep. Even sleeping pills need money to buy, my method is free of charge. All you need is a few lines of numbers and alphabets jumble up in a mess and a whole lot of confusion going through your brain. Amazing, unbelievable. Insomnia has now got itself a natural enemy.

Just for your info, i gave up on my maths after i woke up. The soccer match was just too exciting to fall back asleep. =D

Was on the train on my way home from school that day. It was peak hour, everyone was on their way back to home sweet home. As usual, i was standing by the door, listening to my ipod and waiting. I cant help it but to overhear the conversation of 2 uncle. The train just reached jurong east and one of them, the one with specs said. wah lao, le kua. lai liao. buay hu liao la.(means: wah lao, u see. its here, cant make it in time liao la). The shorter one said : eh eh, got eh sia.(means: can can, still can make it). Slowly they squeeze to the front of the door. As the door slide open, they immediately ran over to the middle platfrom. I was surprised. They were by no means going to be late as the train in the middle platform just arrived. As i continue watching them, they slowly and somehow squeeze to the front of the crowd waiting to get into the incoming train. Amazing, they must be veteran at what they are doing. As the train door opens, they somehow again, amazingly managed to squeeze past the outflowing crowd of passengers. Like snakes slithering into the train. Looking on from the side window, the one with specs ran towards the seat like they were worth a few million pounds and sat his ass on it, staking his claim on the seat. Then immediately, he put his hand at the seat beside him. "Booking" the place for his slightly slower friend.
hahah.. i was "impressed".
and for this, i am quite sure it will take at least a couple of century before there could be a gracious society.

Something has happened to me. Not like its very sudden but it can happen to almost everybody. At first i expect myself to break down and get all emo-ed for the next few weeks, but i cant explain how i felt now. There's this slight pain in my chest and thats all. A single tear flowed down my cheek and thats all. Not the breaking down and bursting into tears that i had expected. whats happening to me? i really do not know. Numbed maybe? Or maybe i have already felt it coming all the time, its just sooner or later. I began asking myself questions. Is that it? Alone now? What am i going to do next? I guess its going to take me some time to figure them out. But i know i am definitely not alone, i still got a lot of friends out there right? and i am sure we could still be good friends no? Thank you for everything that u have done. You are still the best gf i have ever had, well thats becos u are the only one i had. =)

Now its down to telling the people around me. It hurts to talk about it again but i guess it have to be done. I hope those who have seen these, try not to ask too much. It will take time, but i will be fine. After 83days, i am back to where i started.

Read this article from newpaper today regarding having a gracious society. They had a poll, where they surveyed 20 people from each different age group asking them if they could ever see the possibility of a gracious society. The younger ones from 18-30 gave a 50percent yes, 50 percent no. While the older ones were not that optimistic. Seriously, i never believe that would happen. A gracious society in singapore is impossible, not in the near future. Who knows, maybe it might be, a few thousand years later. Look around the train platform in the morning during the rush hour and u will be more convince about what i said. People rushing into trains without allowing passengers to alight first, passenger hogging seats instead of giving it to the needy. Simple thought of consideration and kindness are so difficult to find. Simple thanks and excuse me are harder to hear. People nowadays are just too selfish, inconsiderate and to some others, simple childish. The upbringing in singapore's society is large at fault here. The rat race mentality does not allow people to think about others. Its always me, me and me. I want this, i want that. I want every single shit. Its sad, disgusting even but its human nature at its "best".

Are graciousness really lost in the midst of all the grades, cash and property??

Headed to changi village for good food, in preparation of the impending start of sem 2. Machines need good quality oil to be at their best, i am giving myself good quality food to be at my best. hahah. With that, i can conclude that this 1 mnth holiday have been an amazing food filled holiday. I have offically been to the north south east and west of singapore for food. Hows that for being a glutton.

The journey to changi village was super long. Never expected it at all as its the second time i have been there and first time i am going there not following someone else. I think the journey was at else 40mins long. Was told to try out the nasi lemak and the chicken chop noodle. Reach there to find out that there are more than 1 nasi lemak store. But 1 store stand out from the rest, not becos of the longer queue but also becos of the store name. It contains the word genuine and yup, thats the store. haha... genuine nasi lemak. But i prefer the one at boon lay shopping centre. The POWER nasi lemak. haha.

With good news, theres always bad news following. I haven been given any electives that i applied for. Out of the 5, i got 0. Now i have to wait till add/drop and see which electives i will be able to scrap for. haha. at least, i have her to accompany me. haha.

Just some pics to entertain u peeps. =)

December has ended. Had been spending the holiday touring almost the whole of singapore for food and yes, more food. Been to places i have never been before, Kovan, serangoon, tiong bahru, yishun, AMK, clementi, boon lay. Its like a singapore 十字路口. From the chinese cusine to the muslim, western and the indian. From the expansive to the cheap. Nothing good escapes my mouth. Never had i in my entire life, been to so many places to eat so many nice food all in a month and likewise, never had my stomach been in so much danger of expanding out of control.

Have been criticised lately that i have been neglecting my jc friends and have been getting myself MIA. Saying they are fed up with asking me out becos i keep rejecting their outings. But so far, i could only remember 1 time when i was asked to go out a week before exams start. And naturally i have to reject them. With so much things to study, so little time left. I could ill afford to spend anymore time on other stuff. So sorry, if i really did neglect them. Will try to make it up somehow. :D

With the end of december, its the start of a whole new year. Hope to wish everyone a
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
thank you 2007, Lets go 2008.