i wish i could sing like bruno mars. Amazing singer. He sang about love, about hope, about dreams. Thru songs, he share his feelings and emotions. Just like how michael jackson did when he was around. I wish i could be like them. Singing my hearts out, sharing the joy of music to the people.

Because beautiful songs can let you forget about the unhappiness in the world, even if its for that 3 to 4 mins.

Magic of Music. Power of Songs.

4th and dying.

Sch's hell when it started but when it hasnt started, it hope it will come earlier. Thats so human. Thats so me..

Sch just entered its 4th week and i am having problems trying to do the things i need to do. I guess i underestimated year 4. I took 20aus, the max i could go and guess the effects are showing. There are simply too many project based modules which requires me to read and read, esp my FYP. I know i am not alone in these, there are people who are probably worst off than i am.

There are only so many things you can do and when you have to choose between what you have to do and what you want to do. You normally choose the formal but then that results in frustration becos u might not be enjoying what you do while you wish you can finish what you are doing early so you can go dowhat you want to do!

Was feeling so stressed yesterday that i msg toh. She was amazing. She gave replied me soon after and when she didnt get my reply. She called me and ask me to call her. haha. cute. But i am grateful that i msged her. She managed to help me take my mind of the stressful stuff for a while. Thankful that i had such a nice friend in her.

Thank you toh! :D

okie. back to my readings. and i will stop sighing on her advice. haha!

AHM done!

My maiden 21Km AHM run. I managed to endure thru the whole 21km without my legs giving way. It was so close to that but a couple of bananas, plus cups of 100plus with some magical salonplus spray ensured that i pass the finishing lines on my legs. :D

It was really a mind over body journey, there were some stage of the run where i didnt even know what i was doing. My mind was racing ard, my eyes were looking at things but not registering, my legs were screaming out to me that they are reaching their limits. But never am i going to give up. I actually paid 40 dollars for this! In the end, i finished the race with a timing of about 2hrs and 25mins. Its nothing to be pround of but i am proud nonetheless cos it was my first AHM and it is an achievement, another milestone in my life. Next up will be the NIKE 10K run in october and maybe if i am insane enough, i might take part in a full marathon. Just to set another milestone, just to see what i am actually made of.

The AHM's after effect wasnt as bad as i thought but it still made me stay on my bed for the majority of the day. I am still feeling sleepy now as i type. The more impt stuff which i should be doing are really not very alluring enough for me to start doing. I need to get some motivation for the remaining of today. haha

Was glad i took part in the AHM, was even more glad i managed to finish it. Woo!