Horn babe...

My babe brought back her horn pipes from school yesterday.. I think she has talent... do us proud baby..enjoy...

Why do good things always comes to an end...

..is it how the world works, does the 'good things in life' a recycled concept? whereby we need to let it go so that others can enjoy it, i dont know.. it seems like my life has been episodes of shortlived happiness, longlive misery.. im accustomed to it by now. It seems like misery just loves me. I've learn to deal with it, painfully but I'll get by. Some people see beauty in hardship, others just give up, its up to you what you want in life and i hope im again strong enough to go through it..

Bad parenting kills my appetite..

I just finished watching 'The pursuit of happyness'.. i cried buckets.. I want to meet Chris Gardner...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christopher_Gardner

On the other note, I encountered a puking incident while waiting for Nofa at BK Vivo city, a useless mum threatened her toddler son with the harshest words imagined. She threatened to smash the toddler's mouth if he ever said anothing again and before that she kept asking him to keep quiet in a really abusive tone. I was numbed, come on, he is just a toddler, a child will make noise for heaven's sake. I was trying not to burst into tears, that mum doesnt know how bloody lucky she is to be blessed with a child. I was just too stunned to react, i then noticed that my eyes started to well in tears that i tried hard to control, i quickly wiped it with my serviette. Some people don't bloody know how to count their blessings and to witness that incident just made me sick to my stomach, i don't feel that hungry anymore and i was really really angry...God is testing me again..

p.s: if you can be kind to animals, please be kind to children as well.

Love at 10th sight...

I had breakfast in KL this morning, its my first solo trip here to KL, if not for work this trip would never had happened.. as i looked around i actually fell in love with this place, everything seems so new and foreign to me, although I've been to this place so many times before, i guess its the attachment to this place or solidarity u might call it, that im feeling. I'm planning to burst my bank by doing more shopping..I promised myself I'm gonna do a roadtrip one day to KL and this time I will be driving and my baby will be next to me.. I'm in love..


Check out the datuk posing in the middle of busy kl junction.. priceless...


dream home, hope to come true really soon...

Watsup mr Sun?..

Gosh the weather's been unpredictable this couple of days.. the heat is terrible its equivalent to the heat in Bali.. its painful to the core...I must admit i used to love the sun.. still remember how i used to go to the beach alot and sun-tanned.. I always wanted to get that gorgeous tan but my skin is the sort that no matter how long im in the sun, i'd still be fair and lovely.. sigh.. I guess im not cut out to be a Spg...

I know to blog about the weather is horribly lazy and plain boring but i need to get lotsa things out of my chest hence the intro..Its just that im mentally tired, tired of thinking about the future, tired of telling myself that yeah, its gonna be alright.. sometimes its nice to have someone special who tells u that, it sounds a whole lot better and you'd feel much more loved. Love? what is love? its been so remote and distant to me, i dont think i know how to love anymore..I can go on and on and indulge myself in self-loathing and hatred, but no me being me, albeit tired of consoling myself, the words kept ringing in my head 'its gonna be ok'.. well, the sun might burn me, the heat might scald me but hey im still here, someone might love me tomorrow.. for sure.. i guess.. probably not.. lets be postitively negative, whatever it means...btw, i do pysche myself by listening to this song too, Shahrukh never fails to make my heart skip a beat... enjoy..