Post- Exam week

During the exam week ,hav been thinking of a lot of stuff n oso a lot of stuff occur during exam .. but sort of forgotten ... hehe .. but wat is learn from this time exam is never ever do the last minutes study ( screwed my exam this time ) and also stick n trust ur own notes... stick to a text book too... dun try to believe whatever person said that he / she didnt study for the exam , and end up he /she is the one who elites in the exam ....anyway ... these all r past ...let's look for future  n learn to  be a study nerd... haihz... is this really a life of a dentistry? or is it because in order to b  success, u mz pay n suffer 1st ?先苦后甜?

There are few problems to be sort n i really duno how to solve it , who can help me ? i really duno how to make decision on these stuff ... gosh ... even worse is i duno how to advise ppl to make the right choice , really hope she can do the right choice...i will support u which ever road u hav taken .... 

now i hav done my 2nd seasonal , 1 month + 2 weeks i will be taking my 3rd seasonal , which i really hope i can score well in it ....in this few days , ther are lots things i have to sort out .... the 1st one is my home stay...now i really duno who to stay with ,  n wher to stay...one of my classmate , she wanna shift out wif me, staying in the same apartment , but i really duno is it really ok or not .... haihz .....once we shift out , i think many ppl will misunderstand evything ( now many ppl ed misunderstand though) , but is really good to move out wif her since she can cook , can ask her bout study or watever stuff ....n another group is they r good, but the most i just can stay with them for a year , den nx year how? what if i cant get good roomate?  haha... but haihz .. i really duno how .... headache ...if not i shift to a single room , but i scare bored or watever la .....how? what i should do. ..? 

the 2nd thing i thinking is the bike stuff ....gosh...my bike is really fine now , but why m i keep on finding a better one ?why cant i be satisfy with what i have? 

3rd thing ar ... jz a small matter ... eventhough evyday i will make myself busy busy busy .. but kinda bored of being lonely leh? why cant God let me get my mrs.right ?why is it most of my frens ed occupied? lol .. being lonely is not wrong ,but i dun wan to be lonely la ... not only me worrying bout that,  my another fren too ..haha ...... haihz .......mayb i m 注定 to b a single ? TT 

how to solve these all stuff? 

oh ya now complain bout GOA trips ...

I TELL U HOW THOSE  猪脑的RI bloood de NRI organize the trip 

1. if u organize a thing,  u have to prepare everything for us right, not call me to book the train ticket and hotel myself, if like tis i go myself better .....

2. i told them to go a week later after exam , u knw what their response? all face dark like a charcoal n thought i said that just bcs for a gal... and u knw what is the outcome of goin day afta exam , they enjoyed staying at GOA hotel for a day without doing anything .... jz went to beach at the 2nd day, while us , those badan kuat mia , stil can play for two days ..

3. organizer shd hav tell us wher to play n watevr , sumore nid i found out myself. .. SUX my balls better ,, sorry for being rude .. but really cant endure it ... n yet give me wrong info ....told me scooter was 200 rps , instead , it is 350 per day ... n the period is from morning til nitez , not 24 hours .....

4. learn nvr ever go with them ... do it myself better ... trust myself better .... 

This is inside the train, my god , my butt was pain like hell after suffering for 5 hours ++ ...the cushion was hard like a stone ... lol. .. this is india train, consider 2nd good after the A/C one 

Guess what , the beer here is damn cheap , less than rm2 for a bottle , can u believe it ... hahaha , cheaper than drinking water 

Seafood platter, famous in goa , since fish are hard to find in india

Whole gang who went goa ...end up seperate into two groups....

omg omg omg , can u believe it , ther is a opener written my name ,so happy that the shopkeeper gave me for free :P the best gift in Goa

during my shopping , i saw a mobile puma store... lol 

anyway , i did a lot of shopping .. haha can u guys believe , i bought like rm100 stuff from GOA ....damn it .....jz bcs the stuff there is damn cheap ... .

The goa beach 

sun set

sunset2 

sunset 3

One last dinner in goa ,haha i spent like rm30 for it , damn cheap though , a long leman tea cocktail , seafood soup n platter shared  , seafood pasta

d restaurant i took 

Foootballl match , Liv draw wif MC 

This is the monkey i bought in Goa ,200rps only , made of coconut lol
This is the fish i just bought. . felt it is sick ..tat's y i bought it ....nice active like  a dragon but bad thing is it like to eat mosquito only ..sooooo chooosey TT

The end of goa journey ,again suffer in train ... so so busuk ... haihz 

Fish and the monkey 

Guys this is the culture found in india ....stim..

ExaM FeveR again

Less than 2 weeks time , my second seasonal exam will be conduct sooon ... gosh , now i just realise that i have insufficient time to cover everything of the exam portion .. so worry bout it ..everyday burning the midnitez oil ...drinking tea n coffee....and trying the best to sit on the chair to study .... and bla bla bla ... i wonder is the effort enough to pass for my exam...TT .. .the stuff need to memorize , read through , understand is way too much ... sigh 

i even tried to sleep on the chair while studying during night time ... HOW ? why i keep on failing to b confident in the exam , so fear of fail?  but i dun have the inspiration to study, is it bcs i m in overseas? or it is bcs i m really not suitable for this course? still doubt .now i still searching the feel , the inspiration for study ...why i losing confident on myself? TT..... besides that, there is a lot of stuff to worry either ... my health , shifting out , the bike ......now a days , felt that asthma is coming bac  to me again after it was treated during my child time ....and bsides that i kinda tired recently .. duno y... .TT 

besides that , everyday for lunch n dinnner .... i will b keep on thinking what should i eat ... gosh i really sick of the food here ....now still keep on finding way to shift out .....and the stupid bike ...is really a lesson for me that never be so impulsive .....haihz ...everything remain unsolve ba ? anyway .. hope everything can be covered by the laugh or smile on my face :) 

smile ......