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stupid OPs .. have to stop for few weeks for a stupid reason ... exam preparation :(

P.a.st....

Ops.. las few days were kinda busy though....sports ...Coco jumbo bla bla bla.....oh ya ... on the coco jumbo day, i went for hair cut too .. to my surprise , finally i found 2 shops with a better hair cut ..not really good though bt is cheap like hell ...rm4 only ....argh, my 1st time hair cuttingg here is kinda acceptable la eventhough the barber did some minor mistake ... lol i can rate him wif 90% good in india ... the hairstylist back in malaysia is better than him a lot lot lot lot .... hehehex .... argh ...the sports day here damn sad la ... not really hav the standard either .. i felt that back in malaysia is betta .. now i realise everything in malaysia is betta than here ... oH ya .. las nitez i found a chinese restaurant ...owned by a chinese hakka lady... omg to my surprise , there is pork either . hahaa ...damn happy eating that even thought the food there just normal ... not really nice though ... aww... my seasonal exam is getting nearer n nearer. less than a month time now ... lol .. i really duno ... i m scared bt i nt really pay my effort in studying oso .. whenever i study .. i will feel slipy .. i duno y ... :( damn it ....so scare, even coffee not realy effective on me now ... aww... GOd .. please help me . haha ... guess wat , my calssmate all of them study until so late. .. until like 2-3 am ... what the hell ... so rajin one ... make me so scare .. argh .. continue in the fearing condition la ... wat to do ... i nid to study hard n escape from this trauma .. argh. i think i have been left out by my classmate d ... lol .... some of them might b hate me afta the sports cuz i keep on yelling on them .. haha .....i duno ...i wasnt invited to one of the classmate party , eventhough most of my fren were invited .. even those who were invited nt really tell me at all .. thank you u guys for nt telling me ... lol .....oh ya.. the birthday guy is nt really fond of me.. cuz i kinda hate him .. duno y :p hahaha
argh ...that's all for now .. preparing to class thou

Finding bac myself ......

I think i kinda close to finding back myself now ......after several things happen on me today ....i start from whatever i think of ...1st of all , i really duno why is everyone keep on thinking of last minutes job n there is no leadership among my frens at all ... argh , one suggesting do this, another one suggest do that , bt guess wat , end up nobody do anything they suggest, and just by common sense that assume that something which might nt b correct.... ok , fine , i dun think anyone understand what the hell i m talking about ..... this is wat happened today , we are planning how is our accomodation after the beach party,and i make evyone sit on the table during lunch .. everything looks smoooth, until the part they start suggest, one suggest that staying in udupi ( a town further away from my campus ) shd b 10 km .... another one suggest that staying in manipal , which around my campus , hence i asked those whoever suggest pls go find out , but guess wat , only the one who suggest stay near campus did tat ... n another one who suggest staying udupi , not even give a shit on it ... lol .....n guess what , in the end , they were seperated into the senior apartment again , OMG ... tat's really sia sui our 1st year , hav to go susah orang again .. really duno y they wanna do the las minutes job ...n hav to depends on ppl .....tat's really clever of them .. haha ... haihz .. i think i betta jz go n lead them whenever i was involve .. they r mature enuf .. bt haihz ... jz i duno how to say , realy dun understand y is it so many unwanted attitude seen in the india.... even queue cutting ,favourism , bribe.... and watever... lol ... jz now i came bac late in hostel , i wondering why we hav to hav curfew , 1st of all , we are the one who stay in the hostel , we pay for everything , we should be able to come bac anytime we want .... wat d hell ... i really cant understand y we hav to pay extra money jz to come bac to ur room ... fuck that ... haihz ....know what , i think i gonna jz go shift out next year , once i got my room .....i really cant endure that .. lol.....anyway, i really sorry for those who i keep on forgetting their name .. gosh , i will try my best to remember everyone name from now on .... hahaha i try mybest .anyway , my las party before sessional is ended with a nt really happy ending.... kinda enjoy it though bt nt as fun as i imagine ... no buffet at all :( OMG now i jz realise that ther is ppl layer the hair or thinning the hair ....n i went ther .. their skill jz normal though .... nt really a pro yet , that's y i nt dare to allow them changing my hairstyle ... hehe ... OMG OMG OMG... i found that Levi's stuff here is cheap , rm100 for a jeans ... lol
anyway , really sorry for nt posting any photoes .

B.A.C.k

haha ... hav been busy for several days because of the orison ... actually is not because of that .. jz bcs dun hav the mood to study , instead , i went for sports. . hehe ......argh .. 1st complain is about the badminton here..OMG , i really cant believe that only two courts available here and yet hav to get the mutual understanding in order to get the court. if nt , they will continue occupy the court... esp when the stuff member or some PG or lecturer is playing.. what the hell man , is this wat we call respect? oh ya , and yet a lot of unjustice stuff happened either ,all the refereee will have to side against the lecturer....not the one who did right...why cant the refereee have the sportman ship leh? if u r chosen to b the refereee u hav to b justice and nt side anyone .... lol ... especially the final foootball match, 2nd year against the TIPS ( teachers , intern and PG ) lol....really hard to accept the truth ... err.... really nt much to say .. i have spent a lot recently , especially on the food .....lol...a bit bit fat jor .... oh ya .... i hav decided to stop playing sport for a week , i wonder is that possible or nt .. haha we will seee.... :P especiallly kinda tempted with the orison athlethics party.... argh ... ..oh yeah ...tomolo is the COco JUmbo ... kinda looking forward to it :P

Lol ...

I really duno how to describe about the people here ...initially i was thought that some of my fren were really good in the badminton .. that's y my hope of winning this game has been lighten up, but anyway, when i go for the selection , i hav seen their true identity...lol ....no idea.. and duno what to say bout them ... i really hope they are better than me so that i can chick out during the competition , but now i hav to go for single and double .. which make me really nervous, i really scare that if i lost in the single match , all of them will despice on me , n some may disappointed wif that .. i really scare man ... i admit that i m not realy that good, but i willl try my best .. gosh .. now getting scare and feel like avoiding ... summore u knw wat , in manipal , there's only two badminton court, that's all .. hahaha ... one of them even under renovation .. i really duno what the indian thinking .. n even the badminton court, just open from 5 to 7 , what d hell is goin on ?how r the ppl goin to play badminton ther? lol .... especially training for the competition , i dun think we stand a chance to practise ther , as many ppl will b crowding ther n yet .. the court is meant for MIT not medical student... gosh ... help me ... hahaha i really scare .and i will lose bcs i didnt practise well .. hahaha ... no idea ... n i m chicked out .. somebody please help me .. oh ya.. and another hting ... i think most of the ppl here are already occupied by someone .... haha left me alone that r stil free n single .. omg .. hahahha sometimes kinda jealous of them .. but sometimes relieve that i m not one of them ... lol ... i hav no idea ... .. n yet ... i realise those TEMPE (orang tempatan ) kinda kia su ... haihz ...they start studying now n yet always go library.. haihz .....what d hell man , they know so much thing stil scare for the exam ... argh ... i stil lengan lengan .. duno how to start study yet :( help me help me help me ....

Hell ....

Lol .... now i m bac or blogging again ..today i had a basketbal match with the third year one and we screwed up like hell ... eventhough the 3rd year was taking the game easy ....the result was 19 -30 ... this is the worst game i ever played ... ;p hahaha seriously damn shittty game .... as a team captain , they dun wan to listen to me ...n one of them even curse me ? what the hell man , they think they r vy good is it? No , they arent... eventhough i m not that good , but at least i m better than anyone of them ...i asked them keep on passing me the ball , and try not to shoot .. let me end it ... bt guess what they did , they keep on shooting , without getting any rebound .. hahaha ... really fucking funny that they think themself is vy good ... lol ..... 30 shooting , i think only can score 2-4 points .. haha ..i urged , yelled and watever to tell them pass me the ball , but they jz keeep on ignoring me .. that's it ... no more team work with them.....and at the 3rd n 4th quater .... we were realyl screwed up badly .. shit ... .haha .. even some of them who didnt attend for training, hope they were in the team .. .haha ... Hell no ...until i really nt satisfy n give up of the match ,they jz hav the chance to play ... haihz ... i really screewd up n today was the worst match i ever played ..... Chill Wilson ... i hope i can ... haihz ..

Ramadhan ......

Lol ... Happy Hari Raya... but guess wat guys , we dont have any holidays :( just those muslim get holiday... tat's all .. tat's the best decision from dean yea... n besides tat there is a bad news .. .i think i will be thrashed in the basketbal competition .. haha , hardly realise how bad is my team is until i dun hav the mood to play .. i wanna go train myself n hope that it helps a lot ... but my leg n hand hurts :( oh man ... sounds sux right... haihz ....today i went for the basketbal practise .. n what d hell man , initially our training was at Syaradah basketbal bt it was colonized by some fucking seniors which claim that seniorities and whatever is more berat than us , that's y we hav to leave the court n let thm play? does it make sense? no right... Hell .. i gonna go n ask the head of sports n find out what d hell is that ... n that is the sharing court... should we share the court.. is it one more atttitude from india or either a form of ragging? lol .. anyway .. we still leave bcs even if v argue wif them , we cant win .... our team is toooo far to play wif them ..... so hell no.. i decide to retreat b4 v get into some trouble .... lol ....once we reach RT train , omg .. without realise .. everyone is really noob bout basketbal, not really know how to play it .. i think i will hav a hard time teaching them .. haha .... bt who cares.. jz a game ..result is not evything ....haihz .. hope i can console myself with that .. hahaha ......then at night , the dinner suppose to b 8pm , guess what ... .everyone reach at 9 or 9 sth ,what the hell is goin on ?i thought i m the latest who arrive ... lol .... India ... haihz ... .everything far from wat i expect for ....but no matter what ..i stil hav to continue with my life ... :( good luck wilson