argument

oh ya. ...jz now oso suddenly argue wif my parents oso ... sigh....bcs of the DeLL ... bt is their fault thou .. .....

d3c1s1ons......

Tim3 Stop pls .. i really hate the time tick tock tick tock continue run away ,as the time in  malaysia bcm less n less n less ed .. i really dun wan  to leave my lovely home to sucky india .. gosh .. i really wish there is a time machine for me to control evything, during exam time , hope the time wil slow, time wil fly when in india , n time wil stop when i m in malaysia..gosh .. i really dun wish to go india .. eventhough this is my final decision .. study in india.. once again , to reitirate my cowardness ?thinking y i m studying in india instead of iMU ...jz bcs i m scare that i cant score well in imu n cant get into aussie to further my study sys... until now i stil dun hav the gut to study in IMU ,  i m tryin.. bt i cant .. .i think i equip all the quality , just dun hav the braveness n oso mayb the intelligent? clueless ... to be honest, studyin in india hav been increase my courageness for facing the death or injury ?sometimes i really thinking of instead of goin to india, i can jz go ahead n bang a car to meet an accident,den i can no nid to go india? or either jz hav war  in india or watever , so that can stop me from goin to india.. since i were born ,  i dun hav the mind of tat until now .. thinking of avoiding india... when i go to india, i think i will be fated to be single forever? lonely little dentist ba ... or wat so  ever...today i went for hair cutting n i was expecting ccb to call me during the journey, but end up .. mayb he forgot or watever, n i sms n remind him bt yet d same .. mayb i dun deserve the best frenship ?or the way i treat him is really cant deserve for that ? i have no idea at all....lol ..now  i have less true best frens left,ccb ,ks,  hun wei , danny,sc ... oh shit ...i even can count wif my silly fingers now..looks how failure m i ... i was shitty boring  n lonely for whole day ... went for hair cut n tat's all for today activity... the time stay in PG lesser , the more u hope to stay in home n enjoying d home cook.. i oso duno y ... i really home sick or mayb i not suitable for going ovaseas n study? 

argh... besides tat , i have realise some stuff .. u mz b able to do it before u can advise ppl .. bt the things is i can advise ppl to do tis do tat , but me myself , fail to do it at all ... to b optimistic ?but myself keep on pessimistic now ...why ?no idea, really hope tat i can restart my damn weird life n hav a normal life again? somebody please help me ... i really need someone to direct me to the correct way? furthermore, i oso discover one stuff...there r two type of laugh, one is laugh from ur true heart , another one is laugh when u think of laughing..is it a bit weird theory .. maybe it jz apply on me .. the 1st  type is whenever u laugh, u will release all the stress n wil be very happy after that , the 2nd one is jz laugh n hav no effect ,just like a normal laugh.. n wont chill u up ... n i think i m always having the 2nd one .. the surface laugh? laugh bcs u were thinking of laugh...maybe ...i have no idea thou......lol, now jz hope that i can enjoy my one las trip b4 i leave 

about the decision , i think i have been always doing the wrong decision for this year ... the 1st one is study dentistry in india , 2nd one is buying omnia  n so on ... stl have a lot bt lazy to mention it .. afta experiencing the decision , i jz regret on them , but wat to do ...gosh ....how can i change my india study? how how ?eventhough my mom asking me to imu , but i gutless...haihz 

after having omnia, i jz realise that , omnia wasnt as goood as wat i think , instead . it really sux... gosh.. d only good stuff is have big bigspace for me to keep stuff .. err... i hate the cable , the samsung widget which cant edit, gps which i duno how to decode it n bla bla bla bla .....since i ed hav  it as my birthday prezzie , i cant do anything beside hav to endure n use it ...

i have been learning a lot of endurance this year ... from my ex....frm my LOUSY  DECISIONS ... n wat so ever la ...

sigh , there is a conflict in myself thou, sometimes really dun hope ppl to read my blog , but sometimes i really hope to show......really confusing la ... gosh...someone pls help me to calm my mind off .. pls ......

afta thinking much about some stuff , u will fear to do it thou...thinking deeply , u will be choosing instead of risky or might hurts someone but might gain lots of advantage ...u will choose something less risky less hurting ppl  but suffering.. i wonder which one i shd go for it? shd go with wat THE ROAD NOT TAKEN preach ?.... sigh .....

anyway , do hope can enjoy the momment while stil able...

MOOooooooody ?? bad mood or jz bcs bad luck ?

is it weird that when u feel happy , u will have a lot of stuff to tell people , but when u feel sad or down, duno why willl suddenly so so so hav nothing to talk about ..mayb is bcs once u tell d ppl , u will show that u r weak ?u r useless? or dey might boring after listen to it? or just wan to show them ur good aspect instead of weak one ? ... i really duno how ? how to expressr ur emo-ness to people while u really nid someone to care bout u?while scare once u told, thy wil feel like u r really weakling ?is it d best is keep inside own heart n forget it soon or later or by being drunk...argh. for now , try to write in this blog ba ....at least can b better a bit....lol.....against my motto , tell evything to someone , dun keep inside own heart, very suffering.. haha .....really weird...really thanks her for sacrifying heer time to accompanying me for so long n so many days .. really thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks n appreciate a lot , hope that she wont feel unhappy or bored when hanging out wif me .. haha , kinda hope that can continue like tis , but haihz ..manipal....study .......jz can come bac twice in a year :( vy sad thou....haihz ..today really a a a black day for me, besides duno how to fully utilize my hp , realisng the omnia a bit bit weird for me,bcs nt really good at handling it yet .. arhg,the worst thing is the GPS nid to do a lot lot complicated setting to fix it n use it ..damn ... others r stil good ... oh ya , omnia make my hand pain too, especially my" injured " thumb.....ish ........

Besides that , i went  to my dad office to fix webcam , to my surprise , afta spendign 2 hours ++=we stil fail  to find out the reason y webcam cant b use... gosh .. i really nvr fail for so long b4.. n yet jz bcs of wiring prob...one good in computer (me) n one good in wiring ( my dad) , we stil fail.. why ? no idea , den afta tat i suggest to get a new webcam ,hencce i went to ezone to get one ... i asked him tocheck for me once, but afta i came bac home n trying to install it ... it fail .. ...y y y ? kena my bro n dad zat pula haihz ... really nlucky .. ah damn it .. jz now i was trying to fix the remote control but fail too ... dun hav enuf accesories to fix it .....

besde that , just now i went to buy char keoy tiao wif duck egg one ...hav to wait for like 45-1 hours to pack them .. gosh .. how come so crowded.. ;( n much more la .. kinda frustrated n bad moood today  + being kacau by the little kids ... , but i really duno how to release it .. telling ppl ?or wat way else ? 

...TT

BabY SitTing

He is having his dinner.....
showing innnocent face after his dinner
Disturbing people watching people ,

esp my dad

alamak, baby  also start 'cam whore-ing"

hahaha
He almost cried while 

watching xing guang da dao,

when someone is eliminated, forgotten who

Lol.. i wondering is that everyone experience before baby sitting? once a small little baby in ur house , everything will be looks different , even the environment, from a quiet pace can suddenly turn into noisy and joyful atmosphere.. sometimes kinda annoying though when u busy doing something... las week, i start my baby sitting job along my mom ,taking care my sis little kid....around 2 year, but damn naughty baby ... haha.....to my surprise ,i was once his biggest enemy, the ppl he hate the most, but suddenly all come to an end , and the 1st day he met me , he start prefer me more than my brother , which is some unusual stuff .. i wondering why? haha is it something stroke his mind? or he has forgotten all d past? haha ....i wish to ba . i used to bully him ...wakakaka 

OMG, taking care a baby shd b harder than study ba ,he is like a glu, like to stick to person ,especially my mom... thank god .. haha ;p he has a lot lot lot of characteristic that like a guarding dog.. everything he also eager to know , why u goin out ?goin out do what ... n bla bla bla .. beside that , cleaning car, picking dry leaves, cleaning house , picking stuff n whatever, he oso wanna involve in it .. such a kepo ppl .. but is good to have that attitude la .. so tat nx time can help me clean my room .. but i dn think this wil las long thou.. haha

He oso very tam chiakk .....wakaka, whenever u trying to eat something,  u have to wait until he sleep or either curi curi makan at  behind of him ...lol .. i stil rmb , while having dinner outside wif him, i even hav to sit on the other table to drink thewater .... lol .... :P kinda tired now, afta having some maniac schedule, afternoon badminton and evening basketbal ... lol wil update more soon .... 

oh ya .. he oso damn emotional, whenever watching people crying , he wil complain his eyes is hurt ,but actually is almost tear ... lol....he oso kinda like to watch  tv, eventhough he  he duno what the story about .... haha ... 70% like his mom ...;p

lol....fail?

Recently suddenly feel like writting blog since i m damn freee......nowadays .. i realise that the part time job people arent really understand much about their working field...for example, when i went to popular , the part time worker not even know wher is the location of a particular stuff .. n yet have to ask me .. OMG ..hard to believe it ... lol ...den yesterday i went to midland to find my spawn ,what i found is the worker not even understand about the Spawn...what is spawn ?he ask me ... lol .. what on earth is that .. he work in a toy figuring shop , but dont know about the stuff ... if there is stuff i wanna get it , i wont buy it from that shop since the service sux.. however .. tat day i was impressed by another toy figuring shop.. tat guy really a profession in anime stuff...japanese toy series ba ... he knows a lot n we chit chat a lot ... that guy summore wearing costume... i really wanna get some stuff from him , but i cant get the spawn i wan :( he didnt keep that stock .. so sad ... 

Felt so sad that my planning for clubbing fail again.. i wonder should i stop clubbing ? lol.. all d kaki seems like no more clubbing ed .. m i too old for it ed? haha ...no idea ...felt really sorry for my sucky arrangement oso .. thought can gather evyone together to go clubbing or yam cha.. but i felt that it will fail thou... no idea la .. if not the worst is go to watch midnitez movie la .. haihz ....m i really so bad in planning stuff? calling ppl? or either my relationship is not good enough ? lol hope is not the third one ... now i even thinking how would i pass my xmas eve n new year ...like las year ? go gurney? or go autocity? gosh .. i dun wanna go autocity, kinda bored thou....n JAM!!! no idea .. 

Lastly before i slip , what on earth is kingfisher doing? i have done all the complain but it seems like fail ... i really hope to extend my holiday :( argh.....but jz now my parents jz told me tat .. u really wan extend? ur result so bad ed ... haihz ...even make me more sad .. i really dun wanna go bac to the hell la ... u guys shd knw how i feel when i go india ba .. if go othr country ,maybe i wont be not so reluctant .. but india. ..... oh gosh ....hope i can withstand these 5  years .

even my bro said that,u shd be relieve because u r goin to india , not aussie ... if u going to aussie , u wont b enjoying oso .. more pressure there  and the food is like can see but cant enjoy ... somebody save me...

 

ComPlAin.....

haha .. another complain for today again ... gosh ...gosh gosh ... 一个人的行李..this song reminds me a lot of stuff man ... n let me feel lonely again .. haha... i really cant imagine that i went to penang alone n cant find any frens .. eventhough I m the one who insist to b alone ...the feel of being lonely is really suffering, when driving ,there is no one who talk with u . chit chat with u .. disturbing u .....especially when Jam ...damn it .. all i can do is jz facing the radio whole journey .. keep on changing the channel , there is nothing that please me thou.... is it bcs i cant stand bcoming lonely? have to be tough enough ..but i dont know i can ovacome that or not ...Where is my  true love? who is my true love? M i fated to be single whole life ? All i want is just find some true love but it seems like hard to get a true love from Malaysia ... can both of us withstand Long distant relationship? lol ... no idea ...everything is a question mark for me ba ....afta previous relationship, really dont know dare to have a long term relationship or either continue waiting for the India junior which seems to be condem? hopeless especially after the twinnning system for dentistry is available ... hahaha ... wilson u sux... =p this is what i can said ... just now went out supper or dinner with zen xern , jolin , xin cheer ...Besides different study region , course, the biggest different is that i m single and they are in relationship already... lol .... this make me feel more like a failure ba ....

haha love love love love love .....what is the feel of love i also not sure though

besides that , just now i went to Penang .. the traffic ther sux to the core and spoil my mood oso ... bcs of a car stop at the middle of penang bridge , end up  a damn long queue .... not only from go to penang , also when bac to bm ... lol both way oso .. so unlucky m i ...just now i pass through ferry terminal too , the penang one ...that time were just 4 something, but the queue is like long until the round about ther .. just imagine how jam is it ... why? is it ferry failure  ?lol no idea.. that time wasnt the balik rumah masa juga ... haihz 

World has change ..... 

Oh ya .. i just realise one thing ...after becoming single .. i have bcm more n more rich .. lol ..i can spend anything i wan ... buy anything i wish to ... lol .... especially the spawn n oso some other figure ... FINAL FANTAsy... now i have the money , but the stuff  i cant find it anymore ... TT

so sad la ... 

2008....G0N3

lol ...This year i have lost a lot of stuff ... wakakka .. my HP PDA .... !!!! freaking LCD screen , my Laptop keyboad ..maybe la ... , gf ... lol long distance relationship .. TIME !!!! ....

DilEmmma

It has been long time nvr blogging d ... now suddenly REblog due to a lot lot lot complain to go .... haihz .. first of all ...time past fast like hell now ... i wondering y is it the happy time usually past  faster than normal time.. since came bac from india, life has been wonderful, everyday eat slip play...hang out wif frens ... badminton , basketbal and much more ...i really hope the time will stop n thinking wanna prolong my holiday or not ...i really wish to prolong it, but i scare it will really affect my study as my study  in india wasnt as smoooth as the past and my exam is just one month away....and CNY is before my 2nd seasonal exam...mayb i m not capable of studying dentistry? dun have interest in it ? different environment? no idea..but the only thing i know is never give up ... n continue with it .... hope my decision is correct and good for my future ... Dilemma between Manipal n IMU really difficult... i do hope i can study in IMU , but the point is whether i can keep up with the IMU pace , study environmnet, cope with the pressure? i have to be top 20 in order to further my study in AuS ... not only be top 20, also have to reach the Aus requirement ...if fail , u wil have to trap in malaysia and might b only work for malaysia n not recognize worldwidely..However with my performance in india now , i think i will be last in IMU ...haihz .. Wilson wilson ... wake up wake up n go ahead for india dentistry ba... u r suit with it d ...eventhough india life really not suitable for me ..... haha .....Wilson u r fated to suffer now ...

Another thing to worry is might b single whole life ? haha , really funny when mention tat .. but i dunwan to be single whole life ....grrr......i wondering is there any chance that my junior will hav  female? lol ... seems like no more chance as the twinning programme for dentistry is out and india having a lot terrorist problem yet... haihz ..Far distance relationship? that one is it really work for everyone? haihz ... eventhough think of having it .. but i wonder is there any chance yet? no more ba , since more n more ppl r occupy? lol ..argh just crappng .... wilson u r fated to b single ba ...no idea la ... really scare ...Sometimes i felt that human r weird, when they have another half  , they will jealous those single bcs they have lots freedom ...but when u r single , u will be craving or desperate for love... haha .....to be frank, now i kinda think of having another half , to have someone to care bout u , sharing ur stuff, happiness or sadness , accompany u go out and shopping and bla bla bla ... of cuz , this cant be rush since kinda hard to find a perfect person .... actually , i oso cant differentiate or duno what is the feel of Loving a person? everytime miss her ? thinking of her? waiting her sms ? hang out wif her ? chatting with her? sharing the thought with her? caring her? lol ...but sometimes , there are some frens who will do those , including guy frens ... lol .. is that consider love ? hell no... should be consider as frenship? so what exactly is love ?so comfusing .. anyway , dun think of love , i dun think i can find people who love me eventhough i love her...hahaha .....bla bla bla ....crapz crapz crapz ....not understand what i m talking about ....

OMG ...start from tis week, i was bugging by my sister son .. OMG he really a monster but is a cute one .. haha ..... he is playful ,very stern ,assertive , firm with what he wan ...(keras kepala) ..n oso very kepo---busy body ... whatever stuff oso wanna know .. when he wan something, he wil keep on repeating until u fed up or frustrated and give him what he wan ... lol ... is really funny htough...but the weird thing is .. i stil not understand y he suddenly fond of me, last time he used to hate me a lot .. haha ...cuz i keep on bullying him....but now he is the one who bully me ... haihz ....

Afta the trip to kl ,i realised i m really outdated liao lo .... d wearing and everything .. haihz .. stil having one dillema ... i really love adicolor a lot lot lot lot .. but i stil thinking wanna get it or nt? if i get it would b a waste since i hav another nike sneaker which i bought few month before...argh n yet i nt really wear it when i m in india... haihz ..who can help me?  TT 

conclusion is .. i think i m really a failure ba ... haihz 

:(

stupid OPs .. have to stop for few weeks for a stupid reason ... exam preparation :(

P.a.st....

Ops.. las few days were kinda busy though....sports ...Coco jumbo bla bla bla.....oh ya ... on the coco jumbo day, i went for hair cut too .. to my surprise , finally i found 2 shops with a better hair cut ..not really good though bt is cheap like hell ...rm4 only ....argh, my 1st time hair cuttingg here is kinda acceptable la eventhough the barber did some minor mistake ... lol i can rate him wif 90% good in india ... the hairstylist back in malaysia is better than him a lot lot lot lot .... hehehex .... argh ...the sports day here damn sad la ... not really hav the standard either .. i felt that back in malaysia is betta .. now i realise everything in malaysia is betta than here ... oH ya .. las nitez i found a chinese restaurant ...owned by a chinese hakka lady... omg to my surprise , there is pork either . hahaa ...damn happy eating that even thought the food there just normal ... not really nice though ... aww... my seasonal exam is getting nearer n nearer. less than a month time now ... lol .. i really duno ... i m scared bt i nt really pay my effort in studying oso .. whenever i study .. i will feel slipy .. i duno y ... :( damn it ....so scare, even coffee not realy effective on me now ... aww... GOd .. please help me . haha ... guess wat , my calssmate all of them study until so late. .. until like 2-3 am ... what the hell ... so rajin one ... make me so scare .. argh .. continue in the fearing condition la ... wat to do ... i nid to study hard n escape from this trauma .. argh. i think i have been left out by my classmate d ... lol .... some of them might b hate me afta the sports cuz i keep on yelling on them .. haha .....i duno ...i wasnt invited to one of the classmate party , eventhough most of my fren were invited .. even those who were invited nt really tell me at all .. thank you u guys for nt telling me ... lol .....oh ya.. the birthday guy is nt really fond of me.. cuz i kinda hate him .. duno y :p hahaha
argh ...that's all for now .. preparing to class thou

Finding bac myself ......

I think i kinda close to finding back myself now ......after several things happen on me today ....i start from whatever i think of ...1st of all , i really duno why is everyone keep on thinking of last minutes job n there is no leadership among my frens at all ... argh , one suggesting do this, another one suggest do that , bt guess wat , end up nobody do anything they suggest, and just by common sense that assume that something which might nt b correct.... ok , fine , i dun think anyone understand what the hell i m talking about ..... this is wat happened today , we are planning how is our accomodation after the beach party,and i make evyone sit on the table during lunch .. everything looks smoooth, until the part they start suggest, one suggest that staying in udupi ( a town further away from my campus ) shd b 10 km .... another one suggest that staying in manipal , which around my campus , hence i asked those whoever suggest pls go find out , but guess wat , only the one who suggest stay near campus did tat ... n another one who suggest staying udupi , not even give a shit on it ... lol .....n guess what , in the end , they were seperated into the senior apartment again , OMG ... tat's really sia sui our 1st year , hav to go susah orang again .. really duno y they wanna do the las minutes job ...n hav to depends on ppl .....tat's really clever of them .. haha ... haihz .. i think i betta jz go n lead them whenever i was involve .. they r mature enuf .. bt haihz ... jz i duno how to say , realy dun understand y is it so many unwanted attitude seen in the india.... even queue cutting ,favourism , bribe.... and watever... lol ... jz now i came bac late in hostel , i wondering why we hav to hav curfew , 1st of all , we are the one who stay in the hostel , we pay for everything , we should be able to come bac anytime we want .... wat d hell ... i really cant understand y we hav to pay extra money jz to come bac to ur room ... fuck that ... haihz ....know what , i think i gonna jz go shift out next year , once i got my room .....i really cant endure that .. lol.....anyway, i really sorry for those who i keep on forgetting their name .. gosh , i will try my best to remember everyone name from now on .... hahaha i try mybest .anyway , my las party before sessional is ended with a nt really happy ending.... kinda enjoy it though bt nt as fun as i imagine ... no buffet at all :( OMG now i jz realise that ther is ppl layer the hair or thinning the hair ....n i went ther .. their skill jz normal though .... nt really a pro yet , that's y i nt dare to allow them changing my hairstyle ... hehe ... OMG OMG OMG... i found that Levi's stuff here is cheap , rm100 for a jeans ... lol
anyway , really sorry for nt posting any photoes .

B.A.C.k

haha ... hav been busy for several days because of the orison ... actually is not because of that .. jz bcs dun hav the mood to study , instead , i went for sports. . hehe ......argh .. 1st complain is about the badminton here..OMG , i really cant believe that only two courts available here and yet hav to get the mutual understanding in order to get the court. if nt , they will continue occupy the court... esp when the stuff member or some PG or lecturer is playing.. what the hell man , is this wat we call respect? oh ya , and yet a lot of unjustice stuff happened either ,all the refereee will have to side against the lecturer....not the one who did right...why cant the refereee have the sportman ship leh? if u r chosen to b the refereee u hav to b justice and nt side anyone .... lol ... especially the final foootball match, 2nd year against the TIPS ( teachers , intern and PG ) lol....really hard to accept the truth ... err.... really nt much to say .. i have spent a lot recently , especially on the food .....lol...a bit bit fat jor .... oh ya .... i hav decided to stop playing sport for a week , i wonder is that possible or nt .. haha we will seee.... :P especiallly kinda tempted with the orison athlethics party.... argh ... ..oh yeah ...tomolo is the COco JUmbo ... kinda looking forward to it :P

Lol ...

I really duno how to describe about the people here ...initially i was thought that some of my fren were really good in the badminton .. that's y my hope of winning this game has been lighten up, but anyway, when i go for the selection , i hav seen their true identity...lol ....no idea.. and duno what to say bout them ... i really hope they are better than me so that i can chick out during the competition , but now i hav to go for single and double .. which make me really nervous, i really scare that if i lost in the single match , all of them will despice on me , n some may disappointed wif that .. i really scare man ... i admit that i m not realy that good, but i willl try my best .. gosh .. now getting scare and feel like avoiding ... summore u knw wat , in manipal , there's only two badminton court, that's all .. hahaha ... one of them even under renovation .. i really duno what the indian thinking .. n even the badminton court, just open from 5 to 7 , what d hell is goin on ?how r the ppl goin to play badminton ther? lol .... especially training for the competition , i dun think we stand a chance to practise ther , as many ppl will b crowding ther n yet .. the court is meant for MIT not medical student... gosh ... help me ... hahaha i really scare .and i will lose bcs i didnt practise well .. hahaha ... no idea ... n i m chicked out .. somebody please help me .. oh ya.. and another hting ... i think most of the ppl here are already occupied by someone .... haha left me alone that r stil free n single .. omg .. hahahha sometimes kinda jealous of them .. but sometimes relieve that i m not one of them ... lol ... i hav no idea ... .. n yet ... i realise those TEMPE (orang tempatan ) kinda kia su ... haihz ...they start studying now n yet always go library.. haihz .....what d hell man , they know so much thing stil scare for the exam ... argh ... i stil lengan lengan .. duno how to start study yet :( help me help me help me ....

Hell ....

Lol .... now i m bac or blogging again ..today i had a basketbal match with the third year one and we screwed up like hell ... eventhough the 3rd year was taking the game easy ....the result was 19 -30 ... this is the worst game i ever played ... ;p hahaha seriously damn shittty game .... as a team captain , they dun wan to listen to me ...n one of them even curse me ? what the hell man , they think they r vy good is it? No , they arent... eventhough i m not that good , but at least i m better than anyone of them ...i asked them keep on passing me the ball , and try not to shoot .. let me end it ... bt guess what they did , they keep on shooting , without getting any rebound .. hahaha ... really fucking funny that they think themself is vy good ... lol ..... 30 shooting , i think only can score 2-4 points .. haha ..i urged , yelled and watever to tell them pass me the ball , but they jz keeep on ignoring me .. that's it ... no more team work with them.....and at the 3rd n 4th quater .... we were realyl screwed up badly .. shit ... .haha .. even some of them who didnt attend for training, hope they were in the team .. .haha ... Hell no ...until i really nt satisfy n give up of the match ,they jz hav the chance to play ... haihz ... i really screewd up n today was the worst match i ever played ..... Chill Wilson ... i hope i can ... haihz ..

Ramadhan ......

Lol ... Happy Hari Raya... but guess wat guys , we dont have any holidays :( just those muslim get holiday... tat's all .. tat's the best decision from dean yea... n besides tat there is a bad news .. .i think i will be thrashed in the basketbal competition .. haha , hardly realise how bad is my team is until i dun hav the mood to play .. i wanna go train myself n hope that it helps a lot ... but my leg n hand hurts :( oh man ... sounds sux right... haihz ....today i went for the basketbal practise .. n what d hell man , initially our training was at Syaradah basketbal bt it was colonized by some fucking seniors which claim that seniorities and whatever is more berat than us , that's y we hav to leave the court n let thm play? does it make sense? no right... Hell .. i gonna go n ask the head of sports n find out what d hell is that ... n that is the sharing court... should we share the court.. is it one more atttitude from india or either a form of ragging? lol .. anyway .. we still leave bcs even if v argue wif them , we cant win .... our team is toooo far to play wif them ..... so hell no.. i decide to retreat b4 v get into some trouble .... lol ....once we reach RT train , omg .. without realise .. everyone is really noob bout basketbal, not really know how to play it .. i think i will hav a hard time teaching them .. haha .... bt who cares.. jz a game ..result is not evything ....haihz .. hope i can console myself with that .. hahaha ......then at night , the dinner suppose to b 8pm , guess what ... .everyone reach at 9 or 9 sth ,what the hell is goin on ?i thought i m the latest who arrive ... lol .... India ... haihz ... .everything far from wat i expect for ....but no matter what ..i stil hav to continue with my life ... :( good luck wilson

W3lCoM3 2 iNdiA

Lol ... now i just realised wat is India ..I think the longer i staying , the more attitude i will learn through here....cutting the queue , pushing ppl and even FAVOURISM !! Guess what .. This year Mr.Fresher is ESHAN .. What the fuck is this result....ok , i can criticize everything bad about him during his performance ... first of all , his singing was suxkier than mine , i know mine was sux ..he was singing the Heros or something like be my hero baby..his vocal sux , base sux ... evything of the singing sux .... so just imagine how is it. ..i really cant figure out why the judges will b impress by this ...OK mayb u find me prejudice bout him , but is almost all of the senior n some of my classmate even criticize either...... secondly , his wearing appearance is as typical n yet damn classical , wearing a cowboy jacket n some brown shirt ....ok , there is talent and Q n A section for the fresher's competition , and 3rd during QnA session , his answer oso sux man .... haihz ... i think just because he is class CR so he can win this stuf. ........Wait. ..even his CR role is bad ..... ok , i think i should stop complaining about his CR role , since i m not willling to do it .. hahahaha...... but is really ineffective .. .......
anyway, nothing much to say bout las nitez ... but right now feel kin da lonely .. i wondering y ... i wanna go back malaysia... wakakaka ... during my las nitez performance .. i forget my lyrics bt nobody know bout it .. hahahaha ......This is the advantage of singing chinese here .. but i stil kinda satisfy with my performance la .. besides singing .. others was nice n smooth :P .too bad . cant post any videos here :P

Gr3@T NewS

Today was really a lucky day for me , first of all , i was completely understand whatever taught in the Dissection hall and can 100% absorb the stuff .. after that , i was chilling inside the physio lab, i wondering why our lecture keep on making us to repeat the experiment again .. mayb it is important for exam ....lol ... who cares ... anyway, all of the above was good part, now comes the best part ... i went for optical shop, which i found my left eyes has blur vision , which were really fearing me a lot .....i really dun wanna wear a spec : ( it is so inconvenience ... he adviced me to go for opthalamist for checking up bcs he found out my eyes werent comfortable with any of the spec .. OMG ...but guess what the opthalamist doc told me .... he said jz bcs the med i applied for my red eyes still remain ther .. haha ... thanks god ....:) Besides that, i went for private clinic too just to check out and confirm with my leg again .and guess what the doc said ... jz a minor injury and not the ligament torn or whatever.. but she advice me hav to hav a proper rest b4 my leg gets well ... lol ....i will do tat ... anyway ... i really hope i can go for interbatch tornament like basketbal n badminton .. really hope that ... times getting nearer n nearer now ....oh , tomolo i will hav my first performance in the stage for the fresher party... kinda nervous of it ....i really scare i will chick out of bcs nervous at ther ... lol .... awww.... i wil try since it is my 1st performance .. hehe ..... anyway ... tomolo i wil hav ample of time learning it ... so shd b ok ... i really have to thanks for my senior for helping me all of that .. especially Malaysian senior n some of those guys , really thanks a lot .. and also my frens ya .. help me a lot ... hope i wont disappoint u guys ...
HOpe from now on willl b my turning point for everything ... :P

Worst Experience ever

since i came to India , i have been facing obstruction and variety of SICKNESS... I really cant understand why .. for the first few weeks i came here , i had been bothered with cough , flu and a lot of disease.... they said that u will hav diarrhear in India , but i have all the other disease instead of that .. What d hell man .. Blooody hell , until now i still not yet fully recova from the cough , i wonder how hygiene is India .. Besides that , afta i partially recova from those small disease, here comes my Red EYE , CONJUNCTIVITIS ... OMG , this virus hav been bothering me for 2 weeks , it was really out of my expectation , since usually it will recova in 1 week time.. n now . This freaking disease has bring me a lot of inconvenience , bunking few days class, miss my attendance, imprison in my room .. wasting my time , cant play basketball , have to dine alone , everything hav to be alone , since my frens scare of being infected eventhough i trying to advice them it just will infect through physical contact... after i hav been fully recover from the Red eyes ....here comes torning of my leg ligament and spraining of my leg....i just got the news from the doctor today and i cant play any sport or anything , and has to have a proper rest before it getting worse....for the worst thing is i have to b CASTED bt i refuse to do it ...TT ... i really cant believe it, why everything come in a sudden? and bcs of the ligament torn , i think i will be quiting the fresher talent round... since the performance i prepare is the martial art demostration .. i knw i m such a coward , but i really cant do anything now .....i feel like quiting n jz disapppear from india now ... it is hard to bear all of the incidence happen on me ....sorry for crapping , i know it wont happen since i hav to continue my study here unless........
guys , whatever i wrote above is what happen since the day i came to india until now .... until now , i stil cant get someone as good as my frens bac in penang .. i really miss them a lot .....OMG , in here , i realise a lot of the human nature, characteristic..I m trying to be good to everyone here , but now i realise that it nt really worth it ..however, i stil know that there are people who r really good to me .. i really appreaciate that .. thanks you guys .... without u guys , i think i ed suffer like hell .... sigh .. everything remain mystery on me .... but can someone tell me why is it everything happen on me so sudden ...