A Bad Day...

 今天整天都背着沉重的心情。。。。好多好多事情发生在一天里。。。怎么了？为什么就是不能提起勇气面对一切啊？怎么那么的胆小，不敢面对？是我自己一时冲动，没经过三番的考虑就决定答应人，总觉得应该负起这个责任，而不该推给其他人。。  the story is like this , i oso duno why , me and her (celina) my classmate suddenly will be together finding the shamparvee apartment, maybe before that we were impressed with the 3 bedroom one , which planning to share with karisha..but end up she dun wan...haihz ...so we get for the 2 room one without any deep consideration... i really duno y i will agree to stay with her .. i m not her bf , sometimes i duno y will find her a little bit annoying ...but yet i stil agree...how come?what has happened to me?now i have to be responsible for what i said and stay with her ... but few days before i  was thinking of letting Karisha take over my place. .. argh .. bloody hell indian ...say she most probably will take over my place and shift in with her ... and just nid to let her parents approve .. and after her parents approve .... guess what ... she jz screw me up till gai gai ... she said she dun wan ed... what the hell man .... what on earth is that　... the reason i got to knwo is because of her FD?losing rm800? and oso if shifted out ..den cant shift into hostel again..joke of the year man ... once u shift out ... nobody will feel like shift into hostel again .....and lose rm800?lol.. do u knw bank?ｗｏｎｔ　ｂｅ　ｌｏｓｉｎｇ　ｓｏ　ｍｕｃｈ　，　ｔｈｅ　ｉｎｔｅｒｅｓｔ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｔｈｅ　ｄａｔｅ　ｕ　ｔａｋｅ　ｏｕｔ　．．．ａｎｄ　ｙｅｔ　ｕ　ｄａｍｎ　ｒｉｃｈ　，　ｒｍ８００　ｆｏｒ　ｕ　ｉｓ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ　．．．　ｈａｉｈｚ　．．ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｈａｖｉｎｇ　weird mentality.....

recently, my classmate have been being close to me ...the another malaysian guy.. i wondering what is his aim or purpose?ｉｓ　ｉｔ　ｔｒｙｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　ｇｅｔ　ｔｏ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｍｏｒｅ　ｆｒｅｎｓ　ｔｈｒｏｕｇｈ　ｍｅ？or is it bcs wanna get sth frm me ...（ this shouldnt be) if not why?ｓｕｄｄｅｎｌｙ　ａ　ｌｉｔｔｌｅ　ｂｉｔ　ｃｌｏｓｅ　ｂｕｔ　ｙｅｔ　ａ　ｂｉｔ　ｆａｒ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｍｅ　．．　ｌｏｌ　．．．　ｉｓ　ｊｕｓｔ　ａ　ｗｅｉｒｄ　ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ．．．　

ｇｏｓｈ．．．　ｉｓ　ｉｔ　ｂｃｓ　ｏｆ　ｍｙｓｅｌｆ　ｐｒｏｂｌｅｍ?my personality problems .. sometimes i really felt that having my own sweet time , spending time in my room, chilling myself and everything is better ... really duno why i bcm less n less interact with my classmate?ｉｓ　ｉｔ　ｂｃｓ　ｄｉｆｆｅｒｅｎｔ　ｔｈｉｎｋｉｎｇ　？or just because i m isolating myself?　ｎｏｗａｄａｙｓ　，　ｉ　ｂｃｍ　ｌｅｓｓｅｒ　ｎ　ｌｅｓｓｅｒ　ｎ　ｌｅｓｓｅｒ　ｔａｌｋ　ｔｏ　ｍｙ　ｃｌａｓｓｍａｔｅｓ　ａｎｙ　ｍｏｒｅ　，　ｓｏｍｅｔｉｍｅｓ　ｉ　ｆｅｌｔ　ｔｈａｔ　ｔｈｅｙ　ａｒｅ　ａｎｎｏｙｉｎｇ　．．．Ｗｈｙ?even one of my good fren , which we used to be together often in the 1st sem , now oso seperate apart.. why?ｍ　ｉ　ｂｅｉｎｇ　ｃｕｒｓｅｄ　ｏｒ　ｗａｔ？

Gosh ...one last thing...why i m cant study yet ... i nid someone to force me or wat?ｈａｉｈｚ　．．　ｎｏｗ　ｉ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｋｅｅｐ　ｏｎ　ｗａｓｔｉｎｇ　ｍｙ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｙｅｔ　．．．　ｏｎ　ｅｖｅｒｙｔｈｉｎｇ　ｉ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　．．　ｓｏ　ｓａｄ　．．．．Ｄｏｔａ．．．．ｇｏｉｎ　ｔｏ　ｑｕｉｔ　．．．　ｈａｈａ

ａｎｙｗａｙ，　ｔｉｍｅ　ｐａｓｔ　ｓｏ　ｆａｓｔ　ｎｏｗ　．．．．　ｂｕｔ　ｔｏｏ　ｂａｄ　．．　ｐｉｔｙ　ｌｉｔｔｌｅ　ｍｅ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ａｌｏｎｅ　．．　ｓｏｍｅｔｉｍｅｓ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｆｅｌｔ　ｋｉｎｄａ　ｌｏｎｅｌｙ．．　ｈａｈａ　ｏｎｃｅ　ａｇａｉｎ　，　ｉ　ｈａｖｅ　ｎｏ　ｏｎｅ　ｔｏ　ｓａｙ　ｏｕｔ　ｗｈａｔ　ｉ　ｆｅｅｌ？　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｈａｒｄ　ｔｏ　ｆｉｎｄ　ｓｕｃｈ　ｆｒｅｎｓ　．．ｅｘｃｅｐｔ　ｄａｎｎｙ　．．　ｈａｈａ　．．ｔｏｄａｙ　ｈｅ　ｗａｓ　ｔｏｏ　ｔｉｒｅｄ　．．．　ｄａｍｎ　ｉｔ．．　ｗｈｅｎ　ｉ　ｗａｓ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｄｏｗｎ．．ｎｏｔ　ｍｕｃｈ　ｐｐｌ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｃａｒｅ　ｂｏｕｔ　ｍｅ．．．ｂｕｔ　ａｌｌ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　ｏｆ　ｍｙｓｅｌｆ　ｉ　ｔｈｉｎｋ．．．．　ｈａｉｚｈ　．．．．　ｏｎｅ　ｍｏｒｅ　ｂａｄ　ｎｅｗｓ　．．．．．　Ｊｕｖｅ　ｎ　Ｉｎｔｅｒ　ａｒｅ　ｏｕｔ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅ　ＣＬ　．．．．ｈａｉｈｚ　．．．．ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｓａｄ　ｔｏ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｒｅｓｕｌｔｓ．．　ｂｕｔ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｈａｖｅ　ｔｏ　ａｃｃｅｐｔ　ｉｔ．．．．ＷＨＹ?why cant always go along our will, our thinking?？？ａｎｙｗａｙ，ｈｏｐｅ　ｓｏｍｅｏｎｅ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｈｅｌｐ　ｍｅ　ｆｏｒ　ｅｖｙｔｈｉｎｇ　ｌａ　．．　ｈａｉｈｚ　

：）　ｓｍｉｌｅ　．．．．ｔｒｙ　

Post- Exam week

During the exam week ,hav been thinking of a lot of stuff n oso a lot of stuff occur during exam .. but sort of forgotten ... hehe .. but wat is learn from this time exam is never ever do the last minutes study ( screwed my exam this time ) and also stick n trust ur own notes... stick to a text book too... dun try to believe whatever person said that he / she didnt study for the exam , and end up he /she is the one who elites in the exam ....anyway ... these all r past ...let's look for future  n learn to  be a study nerd... haihz... is this really a life of a dentistry? or is it because in order to b  success, u mz pay n suffer 1st ?先苦后甜?

There are few problems to be sort n i really duno how to solve it , who can help me ? i really duno how to make decision on these stuff ... gosh ... even worse is i duno how to advise ppl to make the right choice , really hope she can do the right choice...i will support u which ever road u hav taken .... 

now i hav done my 2nd seasonal , 1 month + 2 weeks i will be taking my 3rd seasonal , which i really hope i can score well in it ....in this few days , ther are lots things i have to sort out .... the 1st one is my home stay...now i really duno who to stay with ,  n wher to stay...one of my classmate , she wanna shift out wif me, staying in the same apartment , but i really duno is it really ok or not .... haihz .....once we shift out , i think many ppl will misunderstand evything ( now many ppl ed misunderstand though) , but is really good to move out wif her since she can cook , can ask her bout study or watever stuff ....n another group is they r good, but the most i just can stay with them for a year , den nx year how? what if i cant get good roomate?  haha... but haihz .. i really duno how .... headache ...if not i shift to a single room , but i scare bored or watever la .....how? what i should do. ..? 

the 2nd thing i thinking is the bike stuff ....gosh...my bike is really fine now , but why m i keep on finding a better one ?why cant i be satisfy with what i have? 

3rd thing ar ... jz a small matter ... eventhough evyday i will make myself busy busy busy .. but kinda bored of being lonely leh? why cant God let me get my mrs.right ?why is it most of my frens ed occupied? lol .. being lonely is not wrong ,but i dun wan to be lonely la ... not only me worrying bout that,  my another fren too ..haha ...... haihz .......mayb i m 注定 to b a single ? TT 

how to solve these all stuff? 

oh ya now complain bout GOA trips ...

I TELL U HOW THOSE  猪脑的RI bloood de NRI organize the trip 

1. if u organize a thing,  u have to prepare everything for us right, not call me to book the train ticket and hotel myself, if like tis i go myself better .....

2. i told them to go a week later after exam , u knw what their response? all face dark like a charcoal n thought i said that just bcs for a gal... and u knw what is the outcome of goin day afta exam , they enjoyed staying at GOA hotel for a day without doing anything .... jz went to beach at the 2nd day, while us , those badan kuat mia , stil can play for two days ..

3. organizer shd hav tell us wher to play n watevr , sumore nid i found out myself. .. SUX my balls better ,, sorry for being rude .. but really cant endure it ... n yet give me wrong info ....told me scooter was 200 rps , instead , it is 350 per day ... n the period is from morning til nitez , not 24 hours .....

4. learn nvr ever go with them ... do it myself better ... trust myself better .... 

This is inside the train, my god , my butt was pain like hell after suffering for 5 hours ++ ...the cushion was hard like a stone ... lol. .. this is india train, consider 2nd good after the A/C one 

Guess what , the beer here is damn cheap , less than rm2 for a bottle , can u believe it ... hahaha , cheaper than drinking water 

Seafood platter, famous in goa , since fish are hard to find in india

Whole gang who went goa ...end up seperate into two groups....

omg omg omg , can u believe it , ther is a opener written my name ,so happy that the shopkeeper gave me for free :P the best gift in Goa

during my shopping , i saw a mobile puma store... lol 

anyway , i did a lot of shopping .. haha can u guys believe , i bought like rm100 stuff from GOA ....damn it .....jz bcs the stuff there is damn cheap ... .

The goa beach 

sun set

sunset2 

sunset 3

One last dinner in goa ,haha i spent like rm30 for it , damn cheap though , a long leman tea cocktail , seafood soup n platter shared  , seafood pasta

d restaurant i took 

Foootballl match , Liv draw wif MC 

This is the monkey i bought in Goa ,200rps only , made of coconut lol
This is the fish i just bought. . felt it is sick ..tat's y i bought it ....nice active like  a dragon but bad thing is it like to eat mosquito only ..sooooo chooosey TT

The end of goa journey ,again suffer in train ... so so busuk ... haihz 

Fish and the monkey 

Guys this is the culture found in india ....stim..

ExaM FeveR again

Less than 2 weeks time , my second seasonal exam will be conduct sooon ... gosh , now i just realise that i have insufficient time to cover everything of the exam portion .. so worry bout it ..everyday burning the midnitez oil ...drinking tea n coffee....and trying the best to sit on the chair to study .... and bla bla bla ... i wonder is the effort enough to pass for my exam...TT .. .the stuff need to memorize , read through , understand is way too much ... sigh 

i even tried to sleep on the chair while studying during night time ... HOW ? why i keep on failing to b confident in the exam , so fear of fail?  but i dun have the inspiration to study, is it bcs i m in overseas? or it is bcs i m really not suitable for this course? still doubt .now i still searching the feel , the inspiration for study ...why i losing confident on myself? TT..... besides that, there is a lot of stuff to worry either ... my health , shifting out , the bike ......now a days , felt that asthma is coming bac  to me again after it was treated during my child time ....and bsides that i kinda tired recently .. duno y... .TT 

besides that , everyday for lunch n dinnner .... i will b keep on thinking what should i eat ... gosh i really sick of the food here ....now still keep on finding way to shift out .....and the stupid bike ...is really a lesson for me that never be so impulsive .....haihz ...everything remain unsolve ba ? anyway .. hope everything can be covered by the laugh or smile on my face :) 

smile ......

pre---Chinese New Year

after reading a lot several articles on football, i wondering what so big n great about money ... one of the EPL team , Manchester city offered a huge grand price tag for KAKA for coming to the club.. but end up he rejected bcs was touch by his fans ... lol ...tis show us that money is not everyithng .. however , it do save u when u r in trouble .. DAmn ... i hav to bribe the security of my hostel so that i can go into my hostel . since i went to my frens house jz now ...TT ....anyway , not much complain ,since ed tell out ... gosh .....the internet connection really slow...cant really tahan la .. bt at least better than the one in my hostel ... 

now the problems i facing or fearing the most is my study .... everyone so so so so hardwork studying like hell ... n oso vy vy serious on it ... if compare to last sem ...evyone nt that serious oso ... wonder y ... or just bcs myself over pressure? i hate to be the last n i dun wan to be the last too .... TT sigh and the things i studied, i will forget it very fast ... cant remember it welll ... duno y , trying my best now ...really takut for this time exam , duno how to express the feeling... n vy vy vy pressure leh ... nid sth to let me release pressure la ..... recently ...eventhough at nitez i was strenthen or prolong my awaken time by having coffein or drinking coffee , but it seems like not really works on me .. i still keep on slipy .. yawning .. tiring ... alll of these are synptoms of over exhausted?  i hope not .....bsides that , whenever i wanna take a short nap at nitez ,   i might jz end up fall into whole night slip...the funny part is i tried to set  a lot of alarm bt stil not functioning well too TT so scare how m i goin to sit for the seasonal two ... TT dun care la ... Chinese new year ... hope can get good blessing n everything la esp in my exam ....through the past week... i have learnt a lot of lesson.......lol....isit good to jealous about someone?slipy d. ... lol ...good nitez 

NEW YEAR NEW JOURNEY 

GuiLTiNess N CHANGED

I think i had done the worst stuff in my life ..Bro if u read my blog .. pls dun tell mom or dad...... i lied to them that i didnt buy that bike bt actually i bought it ....i really cant endure it... i have been wasting my time, few days for searching a good bike .i said that if i failed to find a good bike on today, i wont b finding bike until my uni end ... bcs i knew afta tat i will b very busy with all the bucking up works or study ......AND end up, i bought it .....actually ,if nt finding bike, i was gonna used those time for my sliping so that i can burn midnitez oil bt end up i fail jor ...n i failed to study for that few days..... i duno why, once i eager to owe it , i really hope to buy it ... if not i wont be comfortable with myself ...I M REALLY SORRY MOM and DAD ... i really feel guilty by buying it ...eventhough those money was cut from my daily expenses ...i really scare that one day the bike will spoil, or nid to repair lots of stuff  or even worse if i meet accident .... since i nt really know how to ride it....now i getting better since my fren taught me ...I m sorry ... in malaysia , they not even allow me to sit on frens bike bt now ... i bought the bike n i ride on it ... OMG , even worse.... now i m really guilty with what i had done ...actually i think i had impulsive decision ,bcs i straight buy that bike once i inspected n tested it for 1 hours ++++ .....i really hope it is a good n well bike....it only 11K km  for the mileage n oso kinda new....is year 2006... sigh .. the only thing i can do is just pray hard that the bike n i will be safe for this five years 

and oso get a good reason so that can cover it or bluff over them :( 

p/s:  actually now they a little  bit agree me to get the bike , but is not from the 2nd hand dealer, they scare that they will bluff us .... my parents wan me to get it from my senior .. but wait until they planning to sell ... i m bz studying ed .. n yet ...most of their bike was 02 /03  bikes ... is kinda old for me ....n yet is modified :( ..... sorry for havin such impulsive decision .. haihz .. .now i have to live in a guilty n fear life ..... TT

For my study .. i m really left behind a lot d ... i think i nid to start study study study study worse than a study nerd ed .... i havent revise any material that were taught after exam b4 my long vacation was on .... i really know nothing bout those stuff .....gosh ... even everyday i have to cope with the latest lecture n study material , i hav nt enough time d ... i scare to fail ... i dun wan to fail .... i dun wan to be in the border line oso .. for the las exam ... almost alll  subjects i were in the border line....even now .. during lecture class , some of the stuff taught i not really can understand either ... getting more n more n more n more nervous now ... n oso sad?anyway... coffein coffein coffein ......evyday havin it now as to help on midnitez? lol..... depress.....haihz .....y hav to study dentistry ..... such a hard subject 

I think my personal characteristic hav turned bad after i came to here ....jz these few days .. i bluff my parents of the bike .... i even feeel like go n hav retalliate with the H.O.D of the dental anatomy department and oso .... i eventually smoked 1 cigarrate today ... n tat's all .... no more havin it ed ba ...... i wondering what so good bout smoking? release stress n evything? not really effective on me ...but why is it many ppl smoke/ the reason they said is bcs of exam exam exam .....sigh ......haha ... usually ppl jz will meet obstruction when in secodary school or college ... but in UNI shd b kinda smooth though ... bt y m i havin so many problems? 

after i came bac from holiday .... i realised that some of my classmate .. has changed their atttitude ... really bcm kinda scary though...stil rmb that las sem he not even bother to mix with us or jz reject us for any invitation.. but now ... he eventually volunteer to join us ... even wanna join for dinner ... what the hell he plot , usurp? lol ... no idea ....i really hard to face such ppl ... isit bcs i m too kind ? or wat? i duno .... since himself creating a wall among our relationship... y now suddenly wanna join us .. kinda weird right? n even now ... my classmate 's gang .. they start forming their small gang d ...aikz ...evything change ....luckily i  still havin my own gang = stick to myself .....carefree...i really wish i hav frens like Chor beng or Danny here la ... haihz .....maybe i jz too chooosey .. is time for me to change ba .... .besides that ... danny ... i felt he change oso .. he used to craps wif me a lots ... or either jz tell me his stuff or advise me ? bt now .. duno .. jz felt he change jor ...duno la .... haihz .. evyone change or jz myself change? or bcs cant take care myself? or nobody control me ? wont b that ba ... TT no idea .....really wish to bac to Malaysia now......lol.......haihz .....anyway ...d only thing tat i can tell myself is jz dun give up evything .....continue wif ur life happily ..........gua ? 

STuDY MoDe STarts..........

Finallly I have started my study mode...however , it wasnt smooth for past few days because i was busy finding bike with my frens...n kinda tired at nitez .. i wondering why ....gosh .... everytime i tried to sleep for like half an hour or few minutes. .. end up i will sleep for whole night .... my alarm is not working on me ..aikz ... hope somebody can wake me up, bt during that time , most of the pppl will fall sleep..lol..... TT .... tat's y i wasnt smooth at all ...oh ya , mention about bike ... lol ... now i jz know how to ride, but stilll don't know how to change the freaking gear .. .it is some sort like manual car .. but kinda hard though.... TT....However , following monday will be the last day for searching the bike...If I really fail to do it, i will just wait until i finish my freaking exam .. OMG , my exam is just less than a month now .... Tis is the 2nd week i stayed in Manipal... Guess what ....Last thurs n today was the best day i had in manipal ...Las thurs was off of the journey of searching bike but.... i went for basketball at nitez ..THIS is the best game i had in the past two weeks....defeating those arrogant ppl ..and oso played until my leg get cramped ....lol.....actually kinda hope to join college team now .. but nah... impossible for me ...since there are so much ppl who r greater than me thousand times... i mean those american seniors ... lol ....anyway ....playing basketbal  was one of the best stuff i could do to chill up myself ? haha...and today i went to BLUES after  a deep consideration bcs i was 1st thought to study .. bt nah ... the temptation really hard to resist though.... wasnt drunk n was kena cheated to buy my senior a drink ..argh .... so so innocent ....to the SURPRISE ... today was the 1st time i saw CHINESE in the BLUES ...they were from another campus ... n they were actually my Malaysian Senior ...lol ...cant believe that ... take 2 hours journey all the way here ....weird ? nah who cares ....

Tis is the las time i goin for CLUB bcs my exam exam exam ... lol 

Let's talk bout the bad things ... GOsh .. my classmate esp some of the guys have been acting like a primary or kindergarten small little kids ..they were talking in class like nobody business eventhough lecturer was having their lecture.... they keep on making weird noise or murmuring.. i wonder why they did that? just to capture our attention ?or for fun ?or wanna being screwed by the lecturer ... guys .. my classmates already having a very bad reputation in each department, most of the lecturers not really enjoy teaching my class .... just bcs of those silly acts ....Even myself oso feel that they are quite annoying ....they are studying the dentistry course, what the hell they stilll wanna act like a kids ....as a pre- professional, u have to act like a professional, not a small kids .. nobody wil respect u nor care u ..then what's the point of studying dentistry? hope they can change their attitude ..if not really hope to curse them so that they can retain in 1st year ....

lol .. actually i wondering why is it government giving those scholars so much money...i mean their monthly allowance ...damn ... they don't know how to save it though..... most of the malaysian has bought the motor or bike n modified it ....walau ...wat a waste right? lol ... but i might b doing it since kinda nice ...this is not the main point ... the main one is they like to buy anything without deep consideration or second thought ...they can jz buy watever they like .... is it bcs i m a bit bit old modern? or still in Stone age .. for me , to get a bike , at least i hav to check it welll welll n oso compare with the other shop b4 find it ....n then negotiate the price .. lol .....bt for some ppl .. they jz straight buy eventhough is expensive ...or wat....lol . they r the one who spoil the market ... TT 

lol....recently india is having strawberry season ..i bought it n i kept them in my room ... end up , on the other day , most of the strawberry had bcm rotten ... haihz ... waste my rm4 lol ... recently i m havin fruit festival, my room mz hav at least one fruits evryday now .. duno y? lol .. will change it tml .. i mena the atttitdue ... 

continue to update more ba soon or later :P 

Disorganize BLOG : p

This is what i did on the sunday after getting it for some times ... lol ......took around half an hour to do it .... lol ......actually realised that afta learning dentistry .. my handwork bcm not bad ? lol ....cant believe that i can do it right? the 1st one i did was together with my bro...

 During the half way of changing it's cloth 

good bye to my "Ex" lol , it was scratched n a little bit damaged....anyway , i still keep it with me... was my 1st laptop skin bought with my brother lol....

This is my 1st time cooking the barli + green beans successfully.... but i cant finish the beans ... jz manage to drink the soup .. i cooked it at nitez n thought of havin it as my dinner bt end up i failed jor..instead of that , was having dinner in my frens house while watching MU vs Chelsea ..cant believe that Chelsea kena till gai gai ..1st time .. lol..Now i really wanna keep fit leh ..my tummy is getting bigger d .. haihz ... sad sad ....i still remember the 1st time i cooked it in my room las few days ago spilled all over my bed bcs i didnt take care of it well .... the soup SPILLLED my bed and the whole induction cooker... aikz ....luckily ther are no ants .....haihz ... jz imagine how bored is my life in manipal without studying ...

That was sat nitez ....was celebrating my frens 18th birthday .... aikz ,was a little bit fed up with them due to their slowliness n disorganization ... haihz .... such a long story ... initially jz plan to hav a dinner together n oso bought the "SNOW spray" to celebrate the past birthday .. bt suddenly , Karisha ( the one who suggest ) suddenly went to get the candle , omg .. guess wat ... 1 candle cost roughly around rm0.80.. how expensive is that .. n she bought 20 ...OMG ... really waste of money ... bt is ok since we are sharing ... however , actually the dinner was plan to b on 7.30 ... out of my expectation that most of the foreigners were actually ON TIME ... usually they will b 15 to half an hour late ... really surprise me ...AND GUESS what . the organiser herself n another one was late ... n make evyone waiting ... OMG ...y cant be everyone be punctual ? anyway this still a small matter ... the worst is since she changing the plan .. she nt even tell or txt me ... how on earth i will know wat i shd do..gosh .... bt luckily i still manage to prepare in time wif everyone helps and oso rush like hell... if nt .. she wil b the one who spoil the plan...OH god ... afta the celebration ... we were suppose to go clubbing to chill for the one last nitez b4 entering study mode.. i was so looking forward for it bcs really feel like getting drunk so that can forget all the unhappiness , emo-ness and everything..... lol ... end up ... some of them suddenly jz said dun hav the mood or watever... .end up ....PLAN CANCEL ...lol .....from sad turned into worse....aikz aikz ....y cant they b firm with decision ....anyway ... i almost get used to those negative attitudes d ....what can i do? jz endure ..... 

For the sunday.... i woke up early morning around 10 sth since i cant continue sleep d ... duno y.....n i had my lunch on 2pm bcs waiting fren to finish his practical record boooks .. gosh ....anyway had a nice meal...and afta meal.. i were told to beach at 7pm ....lol ..actually i kinda looking forward to it eventhough it sounds ridiculous in india ... end up....PLAN CANCELed again ... due to unknown reason ... TT .....for the past one week... i had been playing basketbal alone except last tues .. cant find any frens wanna play wif it ... aikz ........India Life.......eventhough hate to b ALONE ...bt...hav to learn to b solo ....is it dentist life are meant to be alone? Hope not on me.... we will c.... lol...hope spring coming soon....oh oh oh ..... i oso realised that some of my frens kinda selfish in everything ....jz my sixth sense la ...duno true or not  .....

aikz aikz ...computer kena virus pula... susah la ... but kinda lazy to kill it ....

TODAY is the first day i start my study ... can u believe it ... and i will try to study longer hours tomolo n days on.....bt is really hard to concentrate ..duno y...... 

In the morning .. once again ... i met the lecturer i hate the most ... who stop me for sitting my exam ........i cant even concentrate in her class ..... + + + + + i was stomachache in the morning ..most probably is bcs of  INDIA food .....u will get diarrhea anytime anywhere ...regarding to the food ...where and what to have for lunch n dinnner is the most headache stuff .....really sick of the food here .......and ya ....i almost fell asleep in the class ,trying hard to open my eyes tat time ...TT 

i wondering why recently i not really like to talk in class d .. .is it a good sign ? 

OPs ... the following picture is some creepy picture .... which i curi curi taken in the anatomy practical hall .. showing the facial nerve ,artery n everything with my beloved OMNIA .. haha ...BE prepared to c it ... :)