Heart of gratitude

I've yet to take time out to thank a few people who've made my 2010 awesome!
I should and need to have a heart of gratitude!

So many people to thank....
And I'm going thru down the list.

Thank YOU for making my 2010 awesome! :)

2 days

2011 is just 2 days away! And i woke up feeling rather indifferent about it.. Hmmm, guess it hasn't kicked in yet! It'll soon..

I was just reading my december's post for 2009 and 2008. It's kinda interesting how i evolved.. But yet a part of me is still the same. Had quite a fun time looking at myself. Looking at how i've learnt certain things thru the hard way, the sharpening process (it's still on), how my thinking've changed etc.

It's a altogether different feeling to leave 2010 behind compared to leaving 2009. But it's definitely a good feeling! :)

May 2011 be your best year yet!

Faithful people

As my title suggests, we only need faithful people in our life.

One faithful friend is better than a thousand friends who come and go during different seasons.
A take away from 2010.

Now as i think back, i would rather have the one faithful friend who's with me than to have the other 999 seasonal friends in my life.

Back to assesing who's allowed in my inner circle.

I've had enough of seasonal friends and i don't need more.

May i be a loyal and faithful friend to others.

God has truly been good

As i'm lying down turing in soon, i can't help but to think that Abba Father has been really good to me.
Was just chatting with my dad and i'm just very thankful that even in times when we still didn't know that He is God, He has been really close to our family.
In times of need, He has been constantly with us. And now that the situation was a whole lot better, i'm thankful that He is my God, my Abba Father.

I pray with all my heart that my entire family will come to know this God that i'm serving.
Dad's a good start:)

End of year thoughts

Hmmm..
2010 was quite an interesting year for me.
It felt that I was on a rollercoaster. What an experience I know.... (:

There are times whereby I was on the peak, and times whereby I was at the trough.
But it all just happened too fast!

But am still thankful that I can end the year with much rest.
Spent much time resting for the past few days.
Paid all sleep debt and actually feels quite awesome to be able to "nua" after working and working and working for the past ... never mind, I didn't really keep track!

God is still good!
2011 will be a better year than 2010. We will be going from glory to glory!
May 2011 be my and your best year yet! (:

You're changing us from glory to glory

Slowly but surely

Much time is needed for me to digest changes in my life.
BUT! I know it's surely happening!

Slow and steady.
Slow and surely!

Love life, love changes (be it good or bad), love God!

For a greater cause

A few things that I've done away with this year. But I know that my soul is at peace with it.

Tearing and building.

Tearing down whatever that is hindering.
Building up something that is gonna last. For eternity.

Journey to Christlikeness.

Turning Points

1 more week to 2011.

Leaving every emotional baggage behind and moving on to a glorious 2011.

But I am so thankful for everything that happened in 2010.
(:

"Wanting to give up is temptation"
Joyce Meyer

Sleepover

Shared something with my dear girls. I know that I can always be real to them (:
Loving you always Manda.t, Manda.C, Jo and Jul<3
:)

Praise

One thing I've learnt from REAL is that praising God 不用有形象的(:

What others can, I can't

The things that I do, the things that I don't do boils down to that one statement that was being shared in a particular meeting.

"What others can, we can't"

What others can, I can't.

We must be worthy to let the Holy Spirit live in us.

Jesus take the wheel

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

New gadget

HEH!

I love heartland

Very thankful for that I'm staying in Singapore! Especially in the heartland! Because all the nice food are found there! Love all the hawker centres and the ultra nice and cheap food! What a treat it is to be able to eat GOOD and CHEAP food!

I love the chee chong fun, bar chor mee, wanton mee, fishball noodles, banmian, hokkien mee, grassjelly, soy bean and the list goes on!

There is really, truly no place like Singapore, especially rhe heartland areas!

I love Singapore, I love Bedok!

"Yes" and "Amen"

Holding on to what has been promised to me.

Then He brought him outside and said, “Look now toward heaven, and count the stars if you are able to number them.” And He said to him, “So shall your descendants be.”
Genesis 15:5

Counting down

REAL IS 2 MORE DAYS AWAY!

Pliable

Last week, Rae wrote to me saying..
Dearest Jasmin,
I like you because you're pliable

According to dictionary.com,
Pliable, adjective
easily moulded,bent,influenced,or altered

May I become more and more pliable by the Holy Spirit.

After all these years of molding, I realised that as I choose to rebel, I'll end up with nothing. I will just feel shiok for that awhile and then made me feel so ultra bad.

And so my soul

shouts out from within "Praise the LORD!"

When I chose to pray instead of fretting over what has happened, You answered.
When I chose to praise Your name, I know that nothing's gonna bring me down.
When I chose to not tweet and complain about how bad my day is gonna be because of what happened, my day turned out well.
When I chose to go the extra mile, You honour.
When I chose to believe in You, I found.


Thank You Father, may I always pass the tests with flying colours. (:

December

A month of emotions.

Love covers

Thinking about the flaws of this family..
But the bible says love covers.

Let me be a peacemaker and not someone who creates strife...

I enjoy..

I enjoy doing a lot a lot of things!

And one of which is to sit behind the computer to read people's blog! Love how I can learn from them in one way or another!

I enjoy hanging out with I, me and myself to spend time with God!

I am starting to enjoy taking long walks alone. It's a good time to sort out things in my mind.

And the list goes on....



I enjoy staying in Your presence to behold Your beauty.

Pick up the phone

Tape on the replay..

Like a G6

Omgosh, I'm still awake at this hour!

And I'm in the airport! ;) with my really very awesome members who are so nice to accompany me to stay overnight here to send Potate off the next morning! *touched*
Really really very thankful for the three of them and can't believe that kit's leaving in two week's time!

Okay idk what I wanna blog about already, they are all going high and I'm really sleepy!!!

Dedication

I seriously don't know how we first met. I tired my hardest to recall but still can't.
What I remembered the most was last year's Inspire at Paya Lebar Methodist we went to have Macs together and clicked super well from then.

It's definitely not a long time but it's also not very short since the first time we knew each other.
But I know that this friendship will continue to go on and will be stronger!

Thank you for always being so entertaining and laming together. HAHA
Thank you for the times you trust me so much to share things with me.
And for understanding how I felt when I was down (ahem, feel hurt that one) and for always going the extra mile for me.
Appreciate it lots!

You are my sunshine my friend.

XOXO,
Jasmin Roxanne

"Yes" and "Amen"

The promises of God are "Yes" and "Amen".

Always go back.
Go back to His presence, word and promises.

说不出的想念

Back to the days where I dread night time the most...

Dedication

How do I put across my thoughts here?
As I'm sitting here trying to gather my thoughts and type it down in this space, I just got remembered of the very first vibez meeting. I still remember me joking about the way you say it's really fun to be in chorus board at Central's BK.

It has been a year or so. And I'm amazed at how things move and change so fast.
But one thing I'm always so thankful is that despite living in a fast paced world, our friendship changed too. Not for the bad, but for the better.
From acquaintance to friend, to good friends. You know I'm still so amazed like how we can click almost instantaneously when we first shared something. God must have placed you in my life for a reason..

Thank you for all the encouragements all these while. When I feel like I can't breathe, it just came in time to rescue me.
Thank you for not judging me but loving me despite of all my flaws.
Thank you for always being there to just listen to me rant as well.
Thank you for meeting my love language, quality time.

You are my sunshine my friend.

XOXO,
Jasmin Roxanne

Dedication

You know I always thank God for you!
You're really one of the few that has seen me changed.
You're the one who saw the crazy and down side of me.
You didn't just saw me, but you went thru it with me.
Both good and bad times, I know that I always have a friend to count on.

You don't judge who I am when I'm like having split personality or I should say when I'm trying to analyze a situation (You know what I'm talking bout!) but you just listen to me speak.
Thank you for allowing me to boast about myself when I feel like doing so and just laugh as I do so.
Thank you for all the encouragements that you've sent to me via sms, written cards and verbally.
Life would have been black and white without such a good friend like you.

You are my sunshine my friend.

XOXO,
Jasmin Roxanne

I need to stop falling sick. Period.

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Hello dearest small dried shrimps, thanks for making me itch non stop and now there's like a red patch on my thigh area.

I will avoid you at all cost in my entire life.

The power of little........ hie bi (dried shrimps in hokkien)

Bless the LORD

Then his wife said to him, “Do you still hold fast to your integrity? Curse God and die!”
But he said to her, “You speak as one of the foolish women speaks. Shall we indeed accept good from God, and shall we not accept adversity?” In all this Job did not sin with his lips.
Job 2:9-10

I will bless the LORD with all my soul.
Good times, bad times, I will still bless the LORD.

All is well

I will always remember what Pst Darren shared with us during BS.

God is always so patient with us even when we're ourselves can't take it anymore.
He will never every shout or scream at us just because we can't get over some matters.
He will never come to a triggering point and blast at us.
I'm always so comforted to know that.

Love is longsuffering.

Continue to mold me and I never want to let go of You.

"And the walls of Jericho came tumbling down..."


Edit/
Got reminded of Voyage de la vie.

It's the journey of life.
It's not able the destination.

Self humbling process

Soul time

Having my break now, I'm alone and I absolutely love it! Gives me time to do whatever I want.

I really thank God that as I grow older, I don't mind being alone.
In fact, I've grew to love to spend time alone.

I used to think that if I'm alone, what if people thinks that I'm such a loner or I'm just plain lonely. Insecure much. But I've grew to love to just hang out with myself and just chillax!

It feels as though when I'm alone, I'm able to breathe properly again.
Not trying to say that all my friends suffocate me (AHHA! Still <3 my friends), but there are times whereby I really need to let the real me out and just got to know myself all over again.

A time and a season for everything.
Balance is the key to life.

Love how the way God has made me. Though imperfect, but going on to perfection.
(:

Thank God that I cannot multiple task. Because I need to focus.

Time to focus jas!
Gotta start to reposition and reevaluate.

Balance is key

And from today onwards, I'm gonna learn how to balance between everything.

I've learnt the hard way, not to go to extremes.

"Enlarge the place of your tent
And let them stretch out the curtains of your dwellings;
Do not spare;
Lengthen your cords
And strengthen your stakes.
For you shall expand to the right and to the left,
And your descendants will inherit the nations,
And make the desolate cities inhabited."
Isaiah 54:2-3

Enlarge and lengthen as much as you can, DO NOT SPARE.
So that we can contain not just one, but so much more that God has prepared for us.

Do not spare.

Recognise

The season you're going thru.

It's important. So that you can learn to seize the opportunities.

Love how the Holy Spirit works. Forever so apt.
(:

Keep On Keeping On

Just believe Jas.

Strengthening of stakes, lengthening of cords.

Edit/
After going through an overwhelming roller coaster ride for 2hours in the morning, I thank God for my friends who're always there for me no matter what.

I thank God that they are not the ones who're quick to judge and condemn. But one thing is that they are quick to listen and slow to speak. That helps a lot. I endeavour to be like them as well.

Not just friends, thank God for always being faithful.
There're so so so many times that I raise the same doubt about myself, about the situation but He just KEEPS ON assuring me. THE SAME ASSURANCE is all that I need. Thank God He is not human because if He is, He'll probably gets sick and tired of my doubts that are the same. Omgosh. Scary thought.

A period of refinement.
Though it may hurt, but I'm setting my eyes on the end results - capacity enlarged.
Ultimately when I look back, the pain is gonna be worth it.

Enlarge, enlarge and only more enlargement.

Edit/
I realised that we can't just chiong all the when we do something. But we gotta pace ourselves properly so that we will not burn out at the end. Burning out requires plently of time to recover. So take a break if you must!

Wisdom and more wisdom please!

Edit/
I guess this is what makes good and great leaders different.
(:

True by Ryan Cabrera

You might think
I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you

i lost 1kg in 2 days.

i'm loving it.

WITHOUT EXERCISING.

Time to get my legs running!

Still the same verse,

When my heart is overwhelmed, lead me to the Rock that is higher than I am.

I'm not a person of confrontation.

But God sends people who are confronters in my life to balance things out.

Confrontation is like sending shock waves thru my body and it takes awhile to reach my toes, assuming it starts from the head.

But if we wait till we're badly hurt then the confrontation begins, the damage is done.

Thank God He's a balanced God.

I am tired but I will go on.

Air Crash Investigation

Can't sleep and watching air crash investigation now.

Planes crash because of someone's negligence.
One person's carelessness leads to hundreds of death.

It's for the same for souls.
May I not live a life of negligence that will cause hundreds of souls to be burnt for eternity.

Facing the giants

I was just thinking about what am I so stressed with and I realised I feel like running away.

But the thing to do is to face it and not run away.
Only by facing it, then will I grow.

I will not spend my life running away.
I must stop running away. I had enough of running away.

It's time Jas.. one by one, not by your strength but by God.

When my heart is overwhelmed, lead me to the Rock higher than I am.

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New notebook done by me! simple and nice! wo xi huan! :D

Jesus

To whom will I go?
There's no one else but You alone

Keep it burning

Was just eavesdropping the next table or rather they're just discussing way too loud about getting married and cohabiting for their debate.

This guy said "Do you think your parents still love each other now and are still happy staying together?"

It stunned me for awhile.
I almost wanted to go further in thoughts regarding it.

But another thought came, "That's why you need to put in the effort to keep it going. That's why we're imperfect people."

That thought made me smile.
It must be the Holy Spirit.

Put in effort to love.


Edit/
There's no trail for getting married! It's kinda like final. Or rather for us, it IS final.
Wow. Scary. No wonder you need to put in the effort.

Life rocks!

I realised I like to be busy. Haha what a joke i know but still, it's nice to be doing something to feel productive lahzxzxzxz.

(:

A few confessions that I'm making.

GPA 3.5 and above for this sem

BB by end of year (Most prob getting, but still.. just continue to do so till it come to past)

No weapons formed against PK, Sun, PTYP & leadership board'll prosper

W459 to love God wholeheartedly everyday

Help me to confess if you've read this post okay! Thanks a bunch!

Off to do work now!

Motivation

I need to find motivation to work.

God, let You be my motivation.
Thank You!

Addicted

Thankful that by the grace of God the pm went rather okay and that Holy Spirit was being invited to be in the midst of us all.
I am addicted to the presence of God:)

Happy Deepavali

Went to have breakfast with my dearest brother just now at McDonald's!
Thank God that I'm still able to spend time with him despite being 9 years(!!!!!!!) older and be part of his growing up years.

Funny how I've got to explain so many things to him because he don't understand.
Sometimes we take what we know for granted and ask what's wrong with people who don't know.
Remember we were once like that too!

Love public hols! Looking forward to the next one! ;)

Lady Antebellum , Need You Now

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

First time ever

Oh gosh. This is the first time my bill amounted up to 150plus! Starhub is so irritating nowadays! But singtel and m1 sucks too! Howwwwww! What happened to all the network provider in Singapore?

Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

10km run starts at 7am.
I woke up at 7am.

Best Denki seriously.

Did the 5km run instead. Woah now I run like no kick sia. Need to feel the kick lah! hahaha. 30min for 5km!

6km = 47min, ave timing for 1km: 47/6=7.83min
5km = 30min, ave timing: 30/5=6min
HALLELUJAH!

I endeavor not to do silly things like oversleeping next time.

HAHAHAHA.

Went to visit my grandma just now. So pain to see her in pain :(

Okay, I'm looking forward for school tomorrow! May God's grace abound even more!

When two becomes one...

So honoured to be invited to the wedding of the year!!!

CONGRATULATIONS KELVIN AND CYNTHIA!
The long awaited day finally arrived! Wheeehoooo!

Was so touched when I saw Cynthia walked down the asile of the hall during matrimony. Both of them have really came a longggg way! God bless this couple!

I didn't get to take a picture with them after the matrimony but God heard my heart desire! I got invited for the dinner last minute! And because of that I got to know a few of Kelvin and cynthia's members better! And we took lots of pictures together! Haha! Indeed, God is good!

Tomorrow's the run and I'm still awake at this hour! Need to sleep asap!

:)

Strength & weakness

What is your strength can become your weakness.

Complacency. Over-familiarity.

Watch that line.
Watch where's it being drawn.

Was just looking thru FB pictures

and I just wanna laugh!!!!

2008

Seriously, Idk what's wrong with my nametag. it's like gonna drop anytime. hahaha


Notice the way I sit in a skirt.
HAHAAHAH


Can you say ROUNDDDDDDDDD with me?


Just look like a ball only my face.


2009

Look at how round it is... Sigh!


I look like a guy here. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Gosh gross. But it's just for laughzxzxzxz.


Getting better over the months!


Bangs. Doesn't look like it goes with me..


Looking better when it grows, look rather demure here. THEN AGAIN. LOOOOOOK... HAHAHAHA


Look better when i tie up my hair with bangs!


My eyes look so small:( But I do miss my long hair a little!




I'm so saving up for plastic surgery to do my eyes. Make it chao big. HAHAHAHAHA.

2010






Long hair, not so round...


To short hair, not so round...


To short hair SUPER ROUND.








Back to not so round..


And this is the most recent picture!

HAHAHA okay, that's all. :D

And I just wanna carry on

I miss you mommy! I'm like a mom-sick child :( I feel like crying for not seeing her for more than a week:(

I thought at the two weeks when you're gone, I would be fine but it's kinda the opposite.

1 more week and counting down! Can't wait to see you mommy!

<3

Let my life bring You honour

Bored!

Okay, here I am in NP waiting for Sarah. So decided to update this space.
Really need the haze to be gone in the name of Jesus!
It is affecting everyone:(

I'm very very excited for the KEL zone camp in December! I think I gotta sacrifice either my Taiwan trip or my last day of the year to countdown. We'll see how it goes! God is still good!

Why did I bring any earpiece out? I wanna listen to some music as I work in Makan Place, but I can't just blast the music right? hahaha okay. I'm really just typing down whatever that comes to my mind and it's all so random!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY! <3
Oh and did I mention that she sent home this whole box of kimchi, SEAWEED, CANDIES, skin food products, a pair of very bright yellow shoes for Joey, a bagpack for me!, AND LOTS AND LOTS OF THINGS! Wheeehooo! Asking her to buy more! Hahaha!
I kinda miss her actually. Like it has been a week. I HAVEN'T SEEN MY MOM FOR A WEEK. :(:( She's coming back next week! But anyways, thank God for FB! We talk via FB! Wheeehooo! Hip mom I've got!

Countdown, 10 more days to THE big day, Kelvin & Cynthia's wedding! Wheeeehooooo!
Excited excited! The month is such an exciting month!

OKAY! Hope I didn't bore you out.

Peace out! (I almost typed peach out. DON'T LAUGH!)

<3

The story that was never told

I really thank God for Aunty Aliza!

I've known her since 1996 till now! And all the blessings all these years has been uncountable seriously! A good 14 years has passed.

Thankful!

Edit/
Was just reading ohsofickle@blogspot.com about the Manson Girls. It's about these 4 young girls 30ish years back murdered Sharon Tate, a Hollywood stars. If you actually read about it you'll feel the heartbreak.

Was just wikipedia-ing one of the murderer, Susan Atkins and found out that she came from a dysfunctional family. Both parents were alcoholic and mom passed away because of excessive drinking and dad just abandoned them after mom was dead.

This is an unending cycle. The parents probably came from dysfunctional family too.

What a broken down world we live in. But there's hope. There's hope in Jesus Christ.

Mercy and truth have met together;Righteousness and peace have kissed.
Psalm 85:10

Two are better than one

God is good! Indeed, two are better than one!
Awww, what a love story! (:

Obed-Edom attitude

I would rather be a gatekeeper in the house of God than to be enjoying life in the tents of the wicked.

One day in the house of God is better than a thousand days on earth.

In all things, be thankful

Be it good or bad, I will thank God and continue to trust in Him!

Gpa of 3.5 and above! Gonna confess and work towards it!

Went to jog today! I'm so proud of myself seriously:):):):) managed to do 4km under half an hour! So for now, need to maintain and I've found a new way to do warm up to help me breathe better when I run! And sprinting is super super fun:D

Played badminton after eon years! Right arm is aching now but whatever it is, God is still good! His mercies never fail!

I can't help to be thankful everyday.

Memories

Thank God for memories.

Strut down memory lane tonight and I realised I enjoyed every single bit of my secondary school life despite of all the complainings and unhappiness.

And I definitely miss schooling in SHSS. It's just not the same looking at the new sports hall and seeing them tearing down DNT void deck to build the new school gate. Happy that the school's gonna look new but it's just not the same. It's as though memories are being torn down. But it's alright! 旧的不去，新的不来!

I miss band as well! Those times whereby I'll just pop by the band room 5 days a week when there're only 2 practices a week. hahaha! Glad and thankful that I made the right choice to join band instead of guitar. hahaha! Wheehoo! I learnt how to enjoy music and leadership skills. I've learnt the importance of teamwork as well. Band taught me so many things that I don't think I can learn in other CCAs.

Band taught me to never give up. If you've ever played "I AM The Best" game, you'll understand.

Despite of all that have happened in the day, it doesn't matter anymore. Because I'm going to sleep with a smile on my face tonight after struting down the memory lane.

There're some disgusting ones, awful ones, but defintiely mostly awesome memories that are worth recollecting.

Of course, people are the ones who made up my memories.
Thank You Jesus for placing awesome people in my life to make my journey an awesome one.

I love you my friends! (:

I'm just super thankful, words can't express how I really, exactly feel now while I try to look back. I just felt a sense of gratitude in my innermost. Because God was and is faithful. Every single memory consist of Him. He was present with me. Good, tough, bad, awful, high moments. Everyday of my life...

I will wait on You.

Happy is Jasmin Roxanne, whose LORD is God.

Allergic

to? IDK! hahaha

Eyes are swollen and it looks like I've cried for many days.
No more allergy in the name of Jesus!

Oh, I forgot all my Rs when spelling allergic on twitter. Maybe I'm just hungry.. hahaha. to eat all the Rs away.

The LORD is my salvation.

He will save.

Imperfections

I thank God for my imperfection.
It's my imperfections that will always remind me that I need the gospel, I need Jesus.

Whose arms are these shelter me from harm

One of the things which I've learnt this year would be my position in Christ. It is secure, very secure.

I am secure in Jesus Christ. I do not have to look at others and compare.
Really thank God that He showed it to me. And well, I've sort of learnt it the hard way. But nevertheless, what a relief to actually learn it the hard way than not learning it at all.

I do not need to look at others and ask God why are they rising up so fast and get so insecure about who I am and doubt my abilities because we're all a body, we all function differently.
I do not need to feel competitive and jealous when someone who rose up the same time as me supersedes me because I know that God has His timetable.
I do not need to feel discouraged that I'm not in plan A.
I do not need to think that I'm less valuable that another.

All because I know who I am in Christ.

I've been jogging a lot this year compared to the previous years. Which is something I'm super proud of too! (: Thank God that my self identity crisis has been dealt with.

I think I do not like to go jogging last time was cause I had this competitive spirit in me. It's like no one can go faster than me, if not I'll have to run even faster. But then again, you gotta know that I'm not born to be a runner. So sometimes when I can't exceed, I give up.

Really thank God that that area of my life has been dealt with. It's alright for people to run even faster than me. I can always just jog behind them because I know how far and fast can my body go. God knows how far and how fast I can take.

I now jog with confidence despite being slow. It's just like the yellow ribbon run, out of the four(dot, joel, xy & myself) of us who went, I was the last one who finished the whole of 6km. I felt quite happy actually despite being the last to finish among my friends. This is the very first time that I actually can finish the 6km andI know that even though I didn't have the speed, I tried jogging all the way and I know, God is happy bout it too! I'm really happy that all my friends can run really fast as well! So proud of them!

Have I ever looked at those who can run fast and be envied? Yes, of course! But I've learnt to smile as someone overtakes me because I know I'm on a learning journey. And when I get to the destination, my reward is waiting for me!

We all gotta be secure in Christ. We all need to know our position in Christ.

It's the time of the year again

The year's coming to a close in approx less than three months time. There's a need for self evaluation.

Age to age He stands

Thank God for friends that stays and never walk out.

Thank You that You're the same yesterday, today and forevermore.

When my heart fails

You are my God, my hope and my portion forevermore.

When my heart can't find any words to praise Your name,
You put Your songs in me.

O God, You are my God
And I will ever praise You

When You said, "Seek My face,"
My heart said to You, "Your face, LORD, I will seek."
Do not hide Your face from me;
Do not turn Your servant away in anger;
You have been my help;
Do not leave me nor forsake me,
O God of my salvation.

Psalm 27:8-9

Maturity

Read The Bait of Satan by John Bevere and he said that we're mature sons of God when we start to obey and get led by the Holy Spirit.

Was just thinking that if we chose to obey when the Holy Spirit when He prompts, sometimes we get to save ourselves from some disastrous outcome and maybe some heartaches.

But if we choose to instead to satisfy our flesh then we'll have consequences to face after that.

Do we really have to fall hard to learn a lesson?
The decision is up to you.

3 more months..

We're in the last quarter of the year!

The 3/4 of 2010 has been quite awesome I must say! Hahaha.
Few things that I've learnt would be humility, brokenness and the need to pray and worship like never before.

3 more months and let's make it count! :D

天天想你

天天想你 天天問自己
天下有沒有不散的筵席
天天想你 屋裡依然好熟悉
就像你都不曾道別離


記憶是 手中的線 牽動每一天
縫合了多少的碎片 多少個失眠
哪怕被扎得長滿繭
手中的線 放開或許就藍天
可是我不食言 我喜歡這想念
你住在心裡很安全


天天想你 天天問自己
是不是怕忘記你而練習
天天想你 在我身體裡延續
這樣我們不必再別離

記憶是 手中的線 牽動每一天
縫合了多少的碎片 多少個失眠
哪怕被扎得長滿繭
手中的線 放開或許就藍天
可是我不食言 我喜歡這想念
你住在心裡很安全

天天想你 就能見到你

I know this is very wu liao..

BUT I ONLY REALISED THAT I CAN ACTUALLY ZOOM MY PAGE OUT TILL ALL THE WORDS ARE SO TINY! TEEHEE!

Sometimes we choose to walk down memory lane selectively.

Sometimes even when you humbled yourself and say sorry, it's really up to the person to want to forgive or not.

I've done my part and I believe that God sees it.

God honours. (:

V is very very extraordinary

Met up with my favourite girls Jo, Jul & Chong! But Teong wasn't able to make it :(

I LOVE THEM ALL! :D

"我也是很忙, 不过我忙也是会想到你们,只不过我是疼你们在心里,我不大会说话,你们长大了更要珍惜自己还有妹妹和弟弟..."

Is that all you want M?

Thanks.

Father to the fatherless, defender of widows

"He seems to have a special place in His heart for people who are lonely and have no one to take care of them. God helps the afflicted, and secures justice for the poor and needy."
Love Revolution, Joyce Meyer

Earthly pain will finally cease

What is left for me to bring to eternity?

Decisions

Some decisions that you've made would cost you everything.

Some decisions that you've made would leave a scar.

Some decisions that you've made, make you don't wanna look back at the past.

Some decisions that you've made would alter your cause of destiny.

Decisions.

Change

I've learnt to embrace changes over the years.
Be it positive or negative.
As cliche as it may sound, but change is the only constant thing in life.

Embrace change.

From Xy

For the chinese A1 student to read:

谢谢你陪我在篮球场上一起躺下来，毕竟你在wear白色的shorts &不会 paiseh 当我讲话很大声的时候还有在ROFL(rolling on the floor laughing). 谢谢你可以站(stand)我所有的废话! 我认为今年确实是为我们的友谊在增长的一年之一，只得从辉煌走向辉煌. LIKE BOOMZ.

感谢这么多ｕｎｄｅｒｓｔａｎｄ我和我一起去疯狂和我半夜吃roti prata(普拉塔瓦特)，接受我的妈妈最责骂，来我家，让我去你家。与其他IDK的，但是你知道我是多么爱你！这些是无法用言语来表达 but yeahhhhhh~

Google transalate this:
if you're a man, i will love you till i die, but you're my beloved, so i still love you till i die.

To this:
如果你是一个男人，我会爱你到我书房(????)，但你是我心爱的，所以我仍然爱你，直到我死.

ROFL, WHAT'S WITH 书房???
HAHAHA!

My Chinese's better than Google ;)

18 September 2010

Thank you Abba Father.
From today onwards, I'm Yours forevermore.
No one and nothing can separate me from You.

Draw me away

Went to Marina Barrage to fly kite with my sisterrrr~




Trying to act like a tourist. HAHAHAHA


We were bored while waiting for Joel to come and pass up the kite!


:D


The kite is at my shoulder! Very big & pretty kite!


Playing while walking to Marina Barrage. The sun was hottttttttttt!


Acting tourist again.


Found a spot, sat down and gonna fly kite soon!


Undoing the kite..


Tadah! It's this big! We got realllllly excited!


Camwhore while she was flying the kite!


Looking pro for a first timer!


Pretttty!


Posing with the kite!:D


I like this picture!:D


And off to TM to watch Grown up!

Had a good time with my sisterrrr~ And thank you Joel for specially coming down to City Hall to pass us the kite and then go back home. Appreciates!

Lots of stupid things happened. Hahahaha! Jaslynn kept wanting to alight the stop before our destination. We took trains three times, it happens all three times!

We were like singing on the shuttle bus and the bus uncle suddenly turn back. We thought we did something wrong but in the end the bus uncle said we've got nice voice ;) iShy! hahahha!

And Sakae for dinnnner with mommy and Aunty Aliza! She said I looked like I haven't eaten for 5 days :( Bought a pair of jeans. Hahaha! 4th pair of jeans in the year! Loving jeans!

(: