能不能好好爱我手牵手 一起走



EDGE was awesome and high to the max! Whoosh! Really jumped like never before. Jumped till I was so tired and my pants was about to drop. HAHAHAHA.
But it was really fun praising God! Took loads of pictures. Go to http://spotthespellingmistake.blogspot.com/ Saturday, September 27, 2008's post for more pictures:D I FEEL REALLY LAZY TO POST THEM ALL UP. Okay okay, I will post them up sooooooooon. PROMISE:D

Took a lot a lot of pictures.
Was reading the bible on the train. But this verse just struck me.
Mark 5:36
"Do not be afraid, just believe."

At first I didn't get what it means. I mean like it doesn't really apply to my life. But if God made it stand out, there must be a purpose to it. And it was revealed to me when pastor was preaching.
Galatians 2:20
'I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I NOW live in the flesh I live by faith in the son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.'

The past is the past. I cannot go back to the past. I only have now. I must take a step of faith and believe in God. He is able.

God is good! Amen. So friends, do not be afraid, only believe.

Service was even better today:D
Pastor preached about stewardship. Everything I have on earth, it's Yours.
Headed to Airport with the Lim sisters because we didn't want to go home so early. HAHAHA. Took loads of pictures. Again, need to wait for Xy to post it up.

Thank you Rae for the bread and bubble tea.
Thank you Xin Ying for the cup noodles.
I really appreciate it a lot:D

Why am I not acting like an O level student? :(
Alright. Gotta go and study.

Oh scratch that, I think I should thank a person whenever I post. Whoosh. I shall do that next post onwards:D Do keep a look out because you may not know when your face will appear on my blog! :D

Plenty of love,
Jasmin

我的爱只能够 让你一个人独自拥有

I AM SO EXCITED FOR EDGE TOMORROW. SO EXCITED TILL I FEEL LIKE PON SCHOOL. HAHAHA. I SHOULD SHUT UP.
BUT I REALLY AM EXCITED.
HAHAHAHA. WHOOSH! I HAVE THE MOST FUNKY SPECS ON EARTH NOW!
THANK YOU JOLENE!

Anyway, life has been great. 4H's counting down to how many days more to after O levels. HAHAHA.
Actually I've got nothing to blog about. I AM JUST EXCITED FOR EDGE. WHOOSH!

Join me if you all want to study. I'll be going early to church to study! :D

OH AND YOU KNOW WHAT? AMMONIA MAKES ME FEEL SO SICK. I AM SNEEZING AGAIN! NEHNEHPOK! :( MY NOSE IS HURTING.
PRAY FOR ME AH YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE!
THANKS! AND PLENTY OF LOVE,
JASMIN

Depths of Your Love

W453 & W459! Whoosh!

Skipping school is like part of me now. AND THIS IS BAD.
Then again, block periods are not as productive as me staying at home and study for 7.5 hours.

(BTW, I'M NOT WEARING MY SPECS. SO I CAN'T REALLY SEE CLEARLY AND THIS POST MAY CONTAIN MANY TYPO ERRORS.)
Let me explain why am I not wearing my specs because my dearest Jaslynn insisted that I do some 'FACIAL'.

Today's productive because I studied 7.5 hours of chem!
And slept for 6.5 hours. Ftw!

So, no 2hours of English and Chinese. Thank God. Because it kills!!
(I haven't seen Mdm Yuan for quite some time already!)
I should be cherishing the time I have in school BUT, block periods are really a killer! Especially 2hours straight of something fill in the blanks.

I'll be graduating on 10th Oct.:(
4 years in SHSS has been such a joy. Thank God for lovely friends, bitchy and crazy teachers, wonderful and crazy class. Time do have wings.
Sigh.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTACIA! :D

I am afraid.
Now and then, the memories will just come back and haunt me.

No, I would not want to undergo brain washing. Because memories are there for us to learn from.
The irony is that, I am afraid. I am afraid whenever I start to ponder and go back to the past. The past was my stumbling block. I thought I managed to overcome it. But now, it IS still my stumbling block.

People do have down moments in their life. They cannot be crazy and cheerful all the while. If they are, they are masking, which is not real. Because the fact is that we all live in a broken down world.

Perfect love cast out all fears.
No worries my friends, I'm fine.



I really am.
Believe me.

THANK YOU AH MISS LIM XY. Super unglam can this picture.
Looks like Isaac want to torture me like that!HAHAHAHA.

OH YEAH! I FORGOT TO BLOG ABOUT MY HAPPENING LIFE FOR THIS WEEK!

Friday
Met the sick Miss Lim to get Kristacia and Valerie's present. Walk until my leg almost break ah! HAHAHAHA.
Went for Val's birthday party! Thanks for inviting! My chef gang consist of Jordan and Xin Ying. I BBQ-ED FOR THE PEOPLE TO EAT. FOR 2 SOLID HOURS. (Yes, I've warned them to say grace before they consume the food which I've cooked for them) Reached home quite late smelling of bbq. But it's really a joy to serve people! :D
Reached home, bathed and did Val's card TILL 4AM IN THE MORNING. Whoosh! Thank God I managed to finish most of it!

Saturday
Woke up rather late because I was soooooo tired. Awesome service. Congrats Miss Lim's sister, Miss Lim Jing Ying who accepted Chirst! Awesome prayer meeting. Awesome company. Reached home earlier compared to Friday night. Continued to work on Val's card till 1am. WHOOSH! DONE!

Sunday
WENT FOR AWESOME CG. Everyone was really high. Which is a good thing, It should be like that all the time! Went to surprise Edwin! :D His birthday is next wed (26/9) Hahaha! We had lots of fun! Thank you W453 for inviting! Fast forward fast forward! Gouwei was really really nice to take the train with me to the east! HAHAHAHAHA. Thank you my dearest sister. Really appreciate it a lot a lot!

Alright. End of my report. Gotta study!!

I believe

Here's where I found You


Hello! I skipped school on Friday. Because I woke up late AGAIN.
Yes, I am gonna get rid of that bad habit. Like what I've told Gouwei on the train, oversleeping is not an excuse. It just shows your attitude towards something. Yup, only realized it after a few years later. Yup, and being late too. But I'm improving a little now. Will continue to 加油 because there's still room for improvement! Do pray for me alright!:D Appreciate it lots! So that next time when you meet up with me you need not wait! HAHAHA:D

So service and cell group meetings were awesome. God gave me a vision during worship.
I see many many many many people raising up their hands and worshiping God. And it's really a lot those kind. This is not the first time. The other time was a lot of people were kneeling down and worshiping God. Whoosh! It's gonna come to past. Amen! I am really encouraged now.

Pastor Kong preached about being a son/daughter.
Lord, I am willing to lay down my life for Your vision. Thank You for leaders who already laid down their life for us. I am willing to lay down mine for them. Lord, I want to be a daughter.

It's no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me.
Jesus, thank You for being the perfect example.

From today onwards, I will serve You Lord. No matter how busy I am. Lord, I will make time for You. Because serving is never convenient. God, You will not and never shortchange me. So God, I believe in You. You will multiply my time so that I will be able to do more things in a day.

Just got a revelation while bathing. Then again, I'm not sure whether this is a revelation. HAHAHA.
I've a blister(again) and because I never put a plaster over it so when water touches the wound, it hurts a lot. We are like the wound. We live in a broken down world. We're bound to get hurt. Jesus is like the plaster that wants to come and protect us from all the bacteria and then slowly heal us.
Yup, that's all folks.

To all the N and O levels candidates, 加油！
To those taking EOYs too!:D

God is with you, God is for you.
I pray that He'll give you the wisdom and knowledge and pull you through.
Amen!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VAL!
Hope you like the present I gave you:D
I love you<3

You drew me out of the deepest sea

No more running wild
I'm Yours for life

Hello!! I'm like busying studying these few days. I studied for a total of 7 hours yesterday. And I skipped school today and I spent the whole afternoon watching tv. Gosh, today was the first time after I don't know how long, I finally watched tv. Shiok. Gotta chiong History essays blogging! 6 more to go. Which is quite a lot. It's alright! 加油！My favourite 2 words! :D

I can't wait for O levels to come. But on the other hand I don't want to end my secondary school life. I will miss all my wonderful friends and my awesome class!

Went for night studying yesterday. Was alright. Clarified some doubts. Conclusion: You can never study with Jun Chong and Simon around. On Tuesday, Manda.t and I wanted to study in school and both of them came and we couldn't concentrate. Thank God they left. HAHAHA. Yesterday, they were sitting next to me!! Talk non stop again! Don't know whether they go there for night study or for night talking ah! Hahaha!

Emma's mom sent me home last night. And guess what? I overslept again! I think there's still time to reach school on time. But I just decided to skip school. Block lessons are killing me! To think that I actually said it was fun at first. Must be crazy Jasmin Ng.

School ends at 12.45pm tomorrow. And after school I'm gonna get some stuff and head down to Valerie's place for her birthday party(Her birthday's on 21st September)

The other night, I dreamt that my youngest sister, Joey was leaving for some place to study. And I was really very sad and couldn't bear to let her go. O.O In my dream, I told myself, she'll be back very soon. And I hugged her before she left. And I cried. I woke up, my pillow was wet. It felt so real (The part when she was leaving not crying part). It felt so real till when I woke up, I still had the feeling of someone dear has just left me. Which kinda sucks because no one dear to me actually left. And I felt so tired for the day. Maybe God's trying to tell me something... Hmmm..I should ask Him later. Hahaha!

I think I'm addicted to studying now. HAHAHA.
Alright people, study hard. End of year coming soon too! :D
Will probably blog some other day when I'm more free. But for now, thanks for reading this boring and nothing much post. I just wanna keep this blog alive. Hahaha!

With love,
琳琇

P/S: I must 减肥 and grow taller!!!! 加油！Whoosh!

Today I'm walking to the beat of Your heart
You take me all the way to the start
Stretch Your hands straighten the path
I'm found in open skies
You heart it lives in mine

Hello! I'm here with the pictures we took yesterday.




The pink clip made me look like a pet dog! sabvusdbvsddc


Hardworking people :D


Small eyes people. DOES GW LOOK LIKE SEC ONE??


A SHOT TO FAME!


Irritating leh Tan Yong Boon! I want to advertise for A Shot to Fame you know!


Successful shot.


Okay, unglam version.




This woman, first thing come to church 'Eh, you got eyeliner not??????????'


CONGRATS CHRISTINA! I'M SO PROUD OF YOU FOR ACCEPTING CHRIST! Sorry, I spoil the picture!


Texting handsome Anselm Happy Birthday.


Black and white day!


Now watch me youuuuuuuuuuu




HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Can't stop laughing when I saw this!


Even my unglam shot is nicer:D


SEE! WE FLOW! We always do!




Gw: Eh! How you all do one ah!? I cannot leh!!!




On our way back. Idk what was Boon doing.

Cgm was awesome today. Only praise and worship. Worship was the best. God came and ministered to each and everyone of us. I am truly blessed. And I recalled my first love. I recalled how God see me through. I recalled how dear I hold His grace and love. As time passes by, I think we all somehow took God's love, God's everything for granted. I'll never forget this meeting.

God, I promise I will hold dear to the grace and love that You've given to me. I will treasure it. I will always remembered my first love and why I accepted Jesus as my Lord and Saviour because everything boils down to the word love. I want to shine for You, I want to serve You, I want to serve Your people, I want to excel for You, I want to love Your people, I want to do many great things for You. Because Abba Father, I love you.

My first love, forever You will be.

Stayed back after cg to do some stress pack and then headed to Lot 1 for lunch. Had a great time with them! Fuzzy Wuzzy likes DAKK but not Daniel Ang Kok Kai. And from Boon lay to Boon Keng to Jurong East, where next? DON'T SAY IF YOU KNOW HOW TO PLAY!

Thank you guys for the wonderful fellowship(:

Alright. Gotta start doing work now before I complain I have no time!
Goodbye!


Today I'm finding my first love again
I'm learning how to let You in
I'm trusting You with all that I am
The shadows fade away
It's You that clears the day

Today I'm leaving all my troubles behind
I'm letting go I'll follow the line
I'm holding on with all of my life
I see a rising sun
We've only just begun

Hello! Service was awesome today! Pastor Kong is back! :D
So I guess going to church early is like a lifestyle already. Completed around 6 essays. 12 more to go!

I am rather tired so I shan't blog a lot today.

Fellowship with XinYing, Christina, Gou Wei, Boon and Zheming was great! :D
Thank you guys!
Alright. Shall blog more tomorrow with PICTURES. Hopefully Xy post up the pictures by tomorrow!
Goodnight people!

I'm running at the beat of Your heart

4G is love:D

HELLO! TGIF!
Yes, I am very thankful because today's Friday AGAIN! Friday's a short day because school ends at 12.45pm and then we headed to Jolene's place to do Rah Rah's card and banner. Woots fun fun! Get to see him tomorrow but I'm leaving early tomorrow to chiong my 18 HISTORY ESSAYS. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! Amen.

Thank you Val, Rae, Xin Ying, Pinde, Isaac and Gouwei for the wonderful fellowship just now!

Am so determined now.
1. TO GET RID OF MY BAD HABIT.
- Be punctual. Gotta consult Manda.c the on time queen how did she do it. Because making people wait is not serving.
2. To study even harder.
- So that I can glorify God with my results.
3. To pray even more, like never before.
- Because God is suppose to be No. 1 in my life. I manage my own time. So God will be my priority. Talking to Him because I want to, not because it must be clock into my spiritual diary. God will never shortchange me.
4. To love people even more.
- John 3:16
5. To serve God even though exams are round the corner.
- Like what I've mentioned earlier on, God will never shortchange me and He is my No. 1 on my list.

W459, we're aiming for 30 people by the end of this month.
Yup. Amen. BREAKTHROUGH IS COMING! AMEN! :D
Whoosh!


MY GOD IS ABLE.

Give me a break

Memories are playing like film without sound

Actually, I have nothing much to blog about. Because you guys won't really wanna know what happen in school. Haha. So I'll probably not blog so often and bore you guys out. Anyway, TOMORROW'S FRIDAY! And we're going over to Manda's place after doing Rah Rah's banner AND PLAY WII. HAHAHA! I am so excited about it. And then over to Raffles City to meet up with my pretty girls and boys namely Rae, Valerie, Pinde Ma/Pa, Xin Ying, Gouwei meimei, Zhou Wen Wen and Shirley! :D Woots woots! My life's full of excitement and fun-ness because I have lovely people in my life! :D

I AM DETERMINED TO GET AN A FOR MY CHINESE. AMEN.

Didn't have any remedials today. I FELT REALLY WEIRD NOT HAVING ANY YOU KNOW. Crap.

Accompany Ern to Simei to get her phone but it wasn't ready yet. So went to study a little at BK with Jul and Rach. Jolene came and I left with her. Took 5 and alighted 2 stops earlier and walked back home. Felt really good walking home with God.

God is like the wind, I can't see Him, but I can feel Him. Simple but very true. So I am assured, that He will see me through each season of my life.
This is the revelation I've got from my Daddy while walking Him. The weather was really fine. I thank Him for that. Talked to Him as I walked home and I felt really great!

So there you go. ByeBye.

Hi hi! I'm so excited! Because I'll be going to Taipei at the end of the year! Woots! Most probably leaving on the 15th Dec (Isaac's birthday). Will be back before Christmas! :D:D

I. AM. SO. EXCITED!

Gonna stay at my mom's friend's place! Woots, can save accommodation fees! :D:D
And she have this friend who has this bungalow (3 terrace combine). I WANNA STAY THERE! Joey say she has a very beautiful garden too! I am so excited. But it's very inconvenient because it's on some hill. HAHAHAHA.

Grace's going to Taiwan too. But exactly one month earlier. HAHAHA.











This is Taipei.
I wanna go to Kenting too! Heard that the beach there's awesome! Went to look for some pictures. Lo and behold, I found this picture! The cafe one!! I wanna visit Kenting too!







Woots! I am so motivated to study hard to get over O levels and fly to Taipei! :D:D THIS TIME ROUND JASLYNN NG LIN JIA IS GOING WITH ME. HAHAHAHA! Spell fun! :D

So school was a killer today. A math, Physics and then E math. WOAH. Killed like a million of my brain cells. Too much calculations. HAHAHA. Yeah right. But A math, Physics and E math are love. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? I AM LOVING PHYSICS NOW. If you turn back time, back to last year end, I WILL SCREAM IN YOUR FACE IF YOU TELL ME YOU LOVE PHYSICS. Hahaha. That was how much I hate Physics. Partially because of our very dearest sec 3 Physics teacher - HONG KK. But Mrs Ong and Mrs Chan and Mdm Tan are love. They make Physics fun:D

If you love Physics too, PLEASE RAISE UP BOTH HANDS AND LEGS TO AGREE WITH ME!

Alright, shall stop here.
I love you people out there!

会考要到了！加油！我会支持你的！
琳琇

This is the story of us all

I know the answer to your question
Yes the Father still loves
Sometimes when you have children
You don't always like what they do
So when go to your heavenly Father
Say Lord I love You
And when you ask Him for forgiveness
This is what He'll say to you

I sent a message in the word
When the birds sang their song
And when you went to sleep last night
I told the moon shine all night long
Just wanted you to talked to me
And I know it's been a while
And to answer the question
You are still my child


I teared when I hear this song. Still my child by Mary Mary. Do listen to it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3wfCsgj5q88

My Father is forgiving. So forgiving to the extent that sometimes we take it for granted. Don't you think so? I will never forget His grace. Ever since the day I've decided to come back to Him. It was His grace that I am able to be who I am today. I am so thankful for that. And I will never take His forgiveness for granted. Because it's really very precious to me.



Watch and listen!
Amazing Grace (My Chains are Gone)

Thank God for such a productive day. Block lessons weren't that bad after all! :D Remedials were productive too!! (Was not supposed to go, but I decided to crash Chemistry and Physics remedial. I'm the new addition to the class. NOT EXTRA!!)
I must be crazy to say this, but I love studying!! I really do.

And I take my one hour to read blogs. To be more specific, those that I've linked. Yes, everyone of them except for the church website. See, I love you all so much, I want to be updated with your stuff! So if you think that no one reads your blog, then you're wrong. I am your faithful reader:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMMA ZHANG!
Thank you for being such a wonderful friend and classmate! Will definitely miss you when we graduate! So let's cherish all the times we have together as a class alright! I LOVE YOU MANY MANY WOR!


The earth shall soon dissolve like snow
The sun forbear to shine
But God, Who called me here below
Will be forever mine

Love makes the world go round

Today marks the first day of school for Term 4.

New beginning. No matter how I dread going to school, I still managed to pull myself out of bed this morning. Woke up at 7am and I'm still early! :D Went for tuition and then home. Although Monday's a little mundane, but I really enjoy Mondays. I did not waste my time while I was on my way home. I did MORE A math. And it seems like only 15min have passed. Praise the Lord! Amen!

Received our new timetable.
Let me share with you guys what we are gonna do from Monday to Friday. SO EXCITING RIGHT?


NOT.

Monday
0815-1015: E Math
1015-1045: Recess
1045-1145: Elective Humanities
1145-1245: English
1245-1445: Science (Chem)
I. ONLY. END. SCHOOL. AT 2.45PM. ON. MONDAY.

Tuesday
0815-1015: English
1015-1115:Science (Physics)
1115-1145: Recess
1145-1345: Mother Tongue
1345-1430: Lunch Break
1430-1630: Science Remedial and Enhancement Programme

Wednesday
0845-0915: Homeroom
0915-1115: A Math
1115-1145: Recess
1145-1345: Science (Physics)
1345-1430: Lunch Break
1430-1630: Math Remedial and Enhancement Programme

Thursday
0815-0945: SS
0945-1015: Recess
1015-1115: Science (Chem)
1115-1245: Elective Humanities
1245-1345: Mother Tongue
1345-1430: Lunch Break
1430-1630: Humanities Remedial and Enhancement Programme

Friday
0815-0915: E Math
0915-1115: History
1115-1145: Recess
1145-1245: SS
1245-1415: Lunch Break
1415-1630: English Remedial and Enhancement Programme

Exciting right?

Really need to chiong studies now. I only limit myself to one hour per day on the computer to update my blog so that you guys can be updated on my life and get myself updated about your life. So if I actually exceed one hour, PLEASE SCREAM AT ME! Thank you. HAHAHAHA:D

I have 20min to go.
Goodbye!:D

Yay! Mom bought curry puff and carrot cake from Old Chang Kee! Whoosh! I'm a happy girl now!
And before I go, EMMA ZHANG YUAN JUN! HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE! I love you!
(Her birthday's tomorrow!)

Love makes the world go round

I'm Yours

I gotta admit, I have to exercise frequently. BECAUSE I AM GETTING OLD :(

Hahaha. Yes, I am 16 going on 17. HOW NOT OLD IS THAT?!

So anyways, today's cell group is free and easy. We should call today Get Fit!
Yup, went over to NTU to play basketball. The rest of them played. NOT ME. I have no idea how to play at allllllll. I went jogging instead. MAN! I jogged for 2 rounds, AND I WAS TIRED. What is this?? This is the result of not exercising regularly. AND THE RESULT OF NO PE.

But I had fun jogging. HAHAHA. Ohhh. I played captains ball too. And then I had bs.

Today's bible study made me literally go :O Learned new stuff! And yeah, I am going to be more caution from today onwards. Ignorance is only bliss SOMETIMES. I would say not most of the time.
I am determined to live my life for my Saviour, Jesus. Because it's really God's grace that I am able to be here typing all these. I will be pure and clean for His sake.

It's just feel so good to be able to be soaked in God's love.

Went to the canteen to have our lunch. Haha. Was broke but 2 kind souls namely Gouwei and Shireen bought my a plate of chicken rice. I REALLY FEEL SO LOVED. THANK YOU BOTH OF YOU! And Zheming for his drink! See, I told you my God is always good. BELIEVE ME NOW? HAHAHA. He's good because He've placed such generous people in my life. AMEN.

Arise and Build is coming soon! My God is able. If I have faith. I will give. Because I am not building buildings, but I'm building lives. My God will NEVER shortchange me. I have faith and believe that He will return to me 30 fold, 60 fold and 100 fold. Amen!

Many people tell God, 'God, I give You when I have the money alright. Now a bit tight.'
I just feel that the more no money we have, the more we should give it to God.
He is my provider. As long as I have faith in Him. He will be able to feed me.

There are times whereby I have no money, but I am never in lack. I may have zero cash in my wallet. But I am never in lack. When I am hungry and have no money to buy food, I can always return home for meals. There are times whereby I am hungry and have no money and not going home soon, people will bless me. My God is good ALL THE TIME. He have sent His son to die on the cross for me, what more can I ask for? It's just me giving a little (and be hungry for a few hours) to Him compared to the pain He have to endure on the cross. The hunger that I've experienced, can never be compared to the pain on the cross.

Yup, I am ready to give. Even though I maybe a little tight now. BUT MY GOD IS FAITHFUL. HE IS MY PROVIDER. HALLELUJAH! I am so excited now! Was still thinking how to give just now. A little worried. But then, after so many years of giving. Have my God shortchange me in any ways? The answer was no. So therefore, I am not gonna think about what to eat etc.

He will provide for me. Amen!
Whoosh!


And Hi, THE HOLIDAYS ARE OVER.
No more sleeping till 10/11 am.
No more late nights.

HOW SAD IS THAT?







VERY.VERY.VERY.SAD.

My chains are gone
I've been set free
My God, My Saviour
Has ransomed me
Like the flood
His mercy reigns
Unending love
Amazing grace

My God is really amazing.
Once again, these whole 'recollection' thing I was experiencing earlier on, I fully understand it now.
Pastor Tan preached a very impactful message today. And the content is really what God's telling me.
Loving people fervently. John 3:16. Galatians 2:20. Yuping as an example of sowing into my life.
Now as I slowly piece everything together. It's really today's core of the message that Pastor Tan have preached. God has already revealed it to me even before Pastor shares with us.

How can I not be amazed?

Took some time off to think about what has recently happened. Like what pastor have said. Sometimes in life we have to slow down and think about our 'routine'. Is it just a duty? Or are we doing it out of our willing heart. i.e. Giving offering and tithing

I like how my God reveal things slowly to me. Even before the message is being preached. It feels like I can prophesy. HAHAHA. Yup. Alright. Val's birthday's coming up! Whoosh! Another one joining the 16 club! (:

Alright, gotta get some rest now. BASKETBALL GAME later on. More like shooting game for me. Hahaha! Cause I really know nothing about basketball!

Loving God wholeheartedly, loving people fervently.

What Nglinxiujasmin Means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore. You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions. You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

All True Christians are called to use their talents and their gifts in a position of authority in the Body of Christ.

Somewhat, this line hit me hard in my face.

Am I using my talents and gifts that God has given to me? Or have I not discovered it?

The more I think, the more my head hurts. I think it's time to take a break before I start to ponder and reflect.

Galatians 2:20
'I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.'

People that God place into my life, is really here to help me increase my patience capacity.
The ones that I don't want to meet, I've met.

God, help me to love them. Even though it is difficult.

John 3:16
'For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.'

For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son.
Because my God loved the world. I must learn how to love each and everyone here on Earth..

No matter how irritating they can be.
No matter how kiam pa they are.
No matter how much I dislike them.
No matter how not loveable they are.
No matter what,

I WILL LOVE THEM.

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Geez, I conclude, I can never study at home in the afternoon. Too many distractions!!!
Gotta get out of my comfort zone to study man.
But today I don't feel like going out:(
I WILL TRY MY VERY BEST TO STUDY AT HOME NOW.

Alright, goodbye people!

I'm dying of eating.
Mum cooked for me. My sister cooked for me. Wanted to reject her BUT she said

'Eh, finish it ah! Feel my loveeeeee!'

So I'm not even halfway done.
I shall call whatever they've make for me hmmm.. Prata hot dog. Not a very nice name I know.

Anyway, my sister lost her phone:(
Thank God she just changed her plan yesterday and got a new sim card! So she still has a sim card. Was nice lend her my other phone.

I AM DYING BECAUSE I AM FEELING SO SO SO FULL.
Alright, so today I went to Simei to meet Grace and I saw manda.c, jul and ern.
HAHAHA. I'm sorry ern, didn't tell you we're not going back to school anymore. I thought you know we're not. Sorry, it's my bad.

Studied at CGH till 5.30pm and then met my mum. Printed out work:( More work to do.
Time flies, it's gonna be Friday tomorrow. 24 hours a day is definitely not enough!! Yeah yeah, you'll probably say 'Manage your time lah! 24 hours sure enough one'. I BEG TO DIFFER. It's really not enough especially when O levels' next month!

Okay, too full to continue blogging. Really dying soon.
Take care people!


P.s. tag me so that I can link you up alright.

It just dawned upon me that the year is coming to an end REALLY SOON.
It's September already. And very very soon, it's gonna be Christmas and very soon we're gonna count down to 2009 AND SAY GOODBYE TO 2009 and soon, I'll get my results. And that will determine whether am I gonna celebrate my birthday with joy or with sadness.

A little too far. Because VERY VERY SOON. It's gonna be the super duper big Os. It's only a month and a few days away.

Really soon, I'll be thanking people on my blog. HAHAHAHA.

So today, I studied for 6 hours.. And I like it(: I really do.
Shall continue to study at 9. And I'm going back to school to study tomorrow with Grace and Idk who's coming though.

Next year's gonna be a great transition period. Because we're all going separate ways. And we all gotta adapt to new environment and make new friends. Excited and scared. Many what ifs are going through my mind right now. Excited because I am gonna meet new friends next year. And scared because.. never mind. Strike that off.

Actually, why am I thinking about all these? I. SHOULD. BE. FOCUSING. ON. MY STUDIES. NOW.

Alright, study hard and study smart girls and guys! If say you're in between, then..

GOODBYE!

Another reason why I am contemplating whether to switch to blogger because LIVEJOURNAL IS SO BLOODY SLOW.
And sometimes when you got the inspiration to blog, AND YOU GOTTA WAIT FOR SO LONG FOR THE PAGE TO LOAD, YOU EITHER FORGET EVERYTHING OR DON'T FEEL LIKE BLOGGING ALREADY.

It totally pisses me off.
Yup, so 50% chance of switching here now!!

Ran out of words

I am getting a little bored of livejournal. And here I am so fickle. Still not sure whether I wanna switch back to blogger. Anyway, I'll shan't delete this first. HAHAHAHA.

Shall see how.

Goodbye.

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