Living in the present tense

I woke up very early on the last day of the year.
Don't ask me why.

I woke up at 4.04am.


HAHAHA.
Body clock super screwed.

But oh well, on this early morning of 31st December 2008,
I wanna thank God for the great 11 months, 30 days in 2008.
I also wanna thank God in advance, that my 2009 would be greater!

2008 is like one of my most 'glorious' year. HAHA.
I.e.
1. Impressions 8






A few solos here and there. But still cannot beat the section leader of Saxophone lahhhhhhhhhhhh. HOR XINYING!

2. Shot to fame.



It's really amazing how God uses people. We started out not knowing what to do. But all we know is that this competition is very dear to us and even though I'm having my O levels, I tried my best and I know my band tried theirs too. That's why we can get into the finals.
Compare us with the 2 other bands, woah, we're like noobies man. That's why I say it's really amazing how God uses people.

3. I've gained 2 very good, close, best, encouraging, crappy, gay (HAHAHA) friends.



Both of them are like magnet. But what can I say? HAHA.
They are Gouwei and Jeremiah respectively(:
Just wanna thank you guys for all the encouragements. It was your encouragements that I have riding on during the times when I was down and totally feel like giving up.
Xie xie ni men liang ge ren. I LOVE THE BOTH OF YOU!

4. Revelations upon revelations.
God has reveled to me so much more than I expect.
And it always comes in handy. It's like the word of the season.
E.g. The O levels period was awesome. I remember how I used to study till I wanna cry but God is good. He never failed to encourage me via His words.

5. Able to serve such an awesome leader and cg.







W459 AND RAE! :D
I still remember the day when we just multiplied.
Rae and Yuzhen both asked me whether I was alright going to W459 alone without Yuping and Jon.
And I replied to them 'Yeah it's alright with me!'

Don't know what was I thinking then.
I so regret it when I reach home because the thought of sitting alone, talking to myself and looking at the rest happily enjoying each other's company whist ignoring me, swamp my mind. (HAHAHA)

EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM PROVED ME WRONG.

Because we're all fun, loving, 100% unselfish and 101% motivated.
:D I'm glad I went over to W459.

It was really a breakthrough for me.

This girl who joined City Harvest in 2004 was the youngest member in W194. Moving on to W386 in 2006, she was still one of the youngest. But when Yuping, Jon and herself went over to W362, she found lots of people of her age and that fateful day came, W459 was being birthed forth on 11th Nov 2007. She in turn became one of the oldest one.

Learned a lot a lot a lot a lot from each and everyone of them in W459.
In W194 and W386, people are always taking care of me because I was one of the youngest.
But in W459, it's the other way round.

I thank God I made the right decision. Because if I did not make that decision to step out of my comfort zone, I would not be where I am today.
W459, thank you for the love each and everyone of you have showed me.

And of course my aweeeeeeeeeesome leader!
Though now she's happily attached to EDWIN! She's busy with dating, work, church stuff and US (Not U.S, but US)! But she never fail to take time out to spend time with us. (Even though there was this period of time I felt that you didn't spend enough time with us, SORRY ABOUT THAT.)

Really wanna thank her because she really really really teach me lots and lots of stuff.
And also the opportunity to serve such an awesome connect group.
Without her I don't think I can lead fearless. Rae, really thank you soooo much! You're really an angel sent from above. I love you!



And Val. Hahaha. I still remembered that you were the very first friend I made in W362. All the sleepovers, crazy moments together at Bryan's place. Breakaway camp and all the meeting ups.
Thank you for taking the very first step to talk to me. I love you a lot! :D
Enough of examples!

So many people to thank. People like Yuzhen, April, Lixia... 4G, School mates like BLONDROXIDE!, Joleney, Amanda.T, Julianne, Jovy, Sze-ern, Emma and etc.


But really thank God that Yuping did not give up on me then. She pressed in. :D


AND KIM! Haha. We got close during breakaway. When I first joined W362 this small little girl is not a small girl okay! Hahaha! Remember breakaway camp how high we went? '1,2,3 SIA LAH!'
And of course this small little girl is 18 and she stays in Bedok! :D
Thank you for the awesome time we had together:D I love you *meow (Remember the action I taught you? HAHAHA!)


I thank God for my mama, papa, meimeis and didi too!
Thank God for such a wonderful family. Though we have flaws but we did not focus on it.

Basically, A LOT OF PEOPLE TO THANK LAH!

So to each and every one of you out there,
THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND.
I LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
:D

I'm a LITTLE reluctant to let go of 2008, but like how I always encourage myself, if I don't let go, I can't let God. Later on when we're gonna count down, I'm letting go of everything.
I'm gonna cross over to a new year with a positive mindset, faith, love and everything good.

A fool despises any instruction. They love their old life. If their life is so great they won't remain as FOOLS..
How true.

HAHAHA! Read this somewhere while blogging. (Multi tasking you see)

Nah, I'm not a fool. Maybe I was, but I'm gonna be wiser in 2009.
HOW ABOUT YOU?

So here, Jasmin wishes you a Happy new year's eve.

And I don't think I can wish you guys in time,
So there you go, HAPPY NEW YEAR





PULL YOUR EAR!
:D

I like what Yuzhen blog about responsibilities.

'sometimes you just yearn for a time where u can just let go of everything and 'bo chup' the things around u...but we cant...coz we have responsibilities...we're grown ups now...and we cant run away from them.

responsibilities sounds like a big word...and suddenly it seems rather scarey...responsibilities...how nice it is...if we dun have to be responsible for anything...well...i dun think thats possible...coz we have to be responsible for ourselves and that alone is a big thing...being responsible for yourself will mean how you live ur life...your words...actions...emotions...WOW...such a big responsibility!!!!'

I can totally agree with her, sometimes you just feel like being bo chup about everything.
I myself is a big responsibility. The irony is sometimes I don't even know how to handle myself but I try my best to handle my connect group. Ha. Funny funny.

I finally finished the appreciation video!

And I slept at 3plus last night

TIRED NOW. Feel like sleeping already. And to top it off, I just had lunch!

:(

Hear the angels voices

Alright, am back to post some pictures I've taken during the Christmas season..

(Boon, THIS IS GONNA BE A LONG POST I PROMISE. AHAHA!)

20.12.08

After service slacking at level 4.
Level 4 has officially been our cg's favorite hangout place after service.
We go there every Saturday!!







With Lai Dylan Lai! :D


YAY! :D


The three nonsensical person on Earth. HAHA!

21.12.08

Supposed to go service but guess what? I oversleep.
Went to meet some of them at town area.


We saw this ENORMOUS Christmas tree outside suntec. And this guy, was nice to help us take PICTURES with his very PROFESSIONAL camera. So xy! Where's the picture? POST IT UP MAN!


Sitting on the grass patch outside Macs watching love GOONDU.
(Blondroxide! Remember? HAHA)


GROUP PICTURE! :D

24.12.08

Christmas Eve and Meiling let me have an off day! :D
After service @ Riveria


I am the BRIGHTEST light bulb compared to the rest! Because I wore yellow on that day.



The connect group leaders with our AWESOMEST, DEAREST, FAVOURTIEST RAE! *SCREAMS!*

25.12.08

MERRY CHRISTMAS!:D

Went for expo service!
Joleney, thanks for coming! Hope you enjoyed yourself! :D




ST. HILDA'S BAND REUNITE. (HAHAHA. NOT THAT OUR BAND HAS ONLY 6 PEOPLE)


Jasmin Ng with Lai Dylan Lai's crumpler bag.

A few of us went to the AIRPORT to have lunch and we slacked at T3 for HOURS. We had 3 guitars on that day.

27.12.08

Last service of the year!

'Remember Lot's wife'
Everyone, let's not look back at our 1. old sins, 2. old defeats, 3. old conflicts and 4. old victories.

Let's look up to God and look out for more opportunities in 2009! No more turning back because your finishing line is in front of you and not behind you! So let's put our best foot forward to win this race!

No, I'm not gonna be emo about 2008. I'm gonna bid 2008 goodbye with a smile so genuine. Because I know and I believe that 2009 is gonna be the best year yet! God has given me so many things this year, but I believe, greater things have yet to come.
How about you? Let's not be emo about putting 2008 behind us and let us look forward to 2009 together yeah?

For some, 2009 may have more challenges, but no worries man! God is gonna see each and everyone of you through and I will also be there for you!

:D




@ Best coffeeshop.

JASMIN NG HAS A VERY FAT FACE AND SHE IS VERY DEPRESSED ABOUT IT.
And she is looking up to God and looking out for opportunities to JIAN FEI in 2009!
HAHAHA. So for now, just eat lah.

(If I ever become a dietist or whatever you call that. All my patients will hate me.)

28.12.08
Did nothing but slack at home. It feels good slacking at home. HAHAHA!
Bought another bag.

Went to have supper with mom yesterday night at Macs. Just the both of us. And I realised that I haven't been spending time with daddy and mommy for a long time.
We talked about how Jaslynn and I only used to eat nuggets when we go to Macs and we'll always share. Thinking back, it's really funny. We were around 4 to 5 years old then. And now, 15 and 16? Haha. Good old times.

APPRECIATION POSTPONED TO 31.12.08 WEDNESDAY.
Time to chiong the video again! :D

4 MORE DAYS TO 2009.
Wooo! *Excited!
Long post sehhhh!

(Uh Boon ah! Long right? I told you soooooo :D)

Helllllllllo~

Current at work now. Clinic N and P.
There are only 14 patients in the afternoon. If only H was like this later. HAHAHA

I'm so tired.
Haven't been sleeping well for the past 2 nights.
Won't be sleeping well these few nights too.
GAH! So much work to do so little time. Haha.

But it's cool. Appreciation is this coming sunday and I haven't come up with a offering verse and video.

Jia you Jas!

'A friend is someone who knows the song of your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.'

P.S. HAPPY SECOND DAY OF CHRISTMAS!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

I got enlighten today (25/12)
:D

HAPPY HAPPY.

Service was aweeeesome!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS! :D:D
ILY!

If someone actually come up to me and tell me this:

'Somehow it feels horrible going to city harvest.
I feel so extra
it's no place for this this this and that that that'

It really hurts.

Many of us choose who we love.
Many of us look at people who are different from us with tainted glasses.

'Therefore be imitators of God as dear children.'
God loves each and everyone of us.


'Therefore be imitators of God as dear children.'

I miss those days whereby the 6 of us can go on a holiday together.

Sigh.

My mom went to A&E just now.
Not for duty but some gastric problem.

Ahnie came over and told me I almost screamed.
Another shock of my life.

Thank God she's feeling better now.
Prasie the Lord.
Keep her in prayer peeps!

Thanks and love!

Mother and co on D&D night.
HAHA

Rekindle hope

This little light of mine, I'm gonna let it shine

Candle light service was awesome. Even though I've seen it thousand and one times, but it's still very very beautiful.

What your eyes can capture, it's far more beautiful than what the camera can capture.
How true.

I really like working with Paru. Don't know whether I'll be working with her tomorrow:(



HAPPY F.I.R DAY! :D
(Gw! Your eyes look big here:D:D)
Speaking of Gw, he's super funny.
'Eh, tomorrow I'm bringing stuff for my class chalet, I'll miss you all one leh! *Turns to Boon and me I'll miss you all especially! No MSN for 3 days!! :('
Gw, it's just class chalet, not like you are out of the country or something! Still can sms or call what.
HAHAHA. See you guys on Wed!

I HAVEN'T START ON MY CHRISTMAS SHOPPING.
SHOOT ME SOMEONE.

(I think I'll probably start my Christmas shopping next year. Cause my pay will only come next year. HAHAHA. Sze-ern, remember the little miss late book you give it to me on my birthday? HAHAHA.)

I feel so ..
Not updated by lots and lots of stuff.

And I think I'm having IDENTITY CRISIS.
I'm like neither here nor there.
I need to know where I belong.


A short break may be needed from this very busy world.



To sort out so many things.

The clock goes ticking

This is what I've found out today.
Woman has menopause and man has andropause.
HAHAHA.

Anyways, just now, I went to room 5 to ask the staff nurse for a stethoscope.
'Excuse me, the doctor in room 1 is asking for a stethoscope.'
'Why did he ask you? Where is the nurse in room1?
-went back to do her work-

HOW RUDE IS THAT?
Argh.

OOPS. MEILING CAME IN WHEN I WAS USING THE COMPUTER.
Die liaozxzxz.
P.s. Meiling is my supervisor.

congrats to gou wei and stanley! :D
Congrats for scoring well for N levels.

A change is never too late

I've decided to change skin because I need to feel more energetic and less emo.

And that's the problem with dull background skins. It always make me wanna be emo.
So here's a bright skin which will make me feel less emo!

14 more days and we'll bid goodbye to 2008

As I look through my goal card for this year, I feel like a flop.

But in 2008,

1. I've gained and lost a lot.
God has been good to me for the past 11 months.
He gave me new friends. Friends who stood by me when I'm feeling down and discouraged.
He gave me a connect group to lead. He gave me so many things and He took away some too.
But I believe that He has a purpose and whatever I've lose, I'll gain it back. Slowly but surely.

2. I've cried a lot and I've rejoiced a lot too!
Don't ask me how many I've cried this year. Because it's really a lot a lot of times.
I'VE LAUGHED AND WAS MERRY MANY MANY TIMES THIS YEAR TOO! :D

3. My faith has been stretched.

4. Got many more revelations and had lots of encounters with Him.

5. I love solitude.

6. I appreciate more people and things.

7. I went through lots of stress and I am still alive and kicking.

8. I've learned the art of letting go.

9. I emo for the right cause (HAHAHA. WHAT RUBBISH)

AND THE LIST GOES ON..

So for the next 14 days,
My aim is to be on time for every single thing.

JIA YOU GUYS!

God has been faithful to me for the past 11months and 2 weeks.
He will still be faithful for the remaining 2 weeks and the years to come.

AMEN!

Reasons always make mistakes

Hi I just end work and I'm very tired.

I was so tired I felt like sleeping after lunch and everything I did was S.L.O.W
Haha.



But sweets perk me up!

Woo!

Alright, blog more when I get home.



Leaders meeting with Pastor Kong was AWESOMEEE! (:

Edit/
Actually, I've got nothing much to blog about.
Cause my life now revolves around work and church (mostly)
Hahaha!
I AM KILLING TIME HERE OVER AT CLINIC F. I knock off @ 6pm.
Bleh:(

Edit yet again/
Woo! I'm at clinic T now. Watching the Philipinos practising their dance for this coming friday's year end party. I think they are the most sporting people in the hospital besides my mom and gang.

You'll be surprised that in this hospital, you can actually find many people who are so different during and after work. Like sometimes how they behave during work is actually different from how they behave after work. And like what aunty Aliza have said yesterday, manners always go out of the way when the clinic is busy. Which is true to a certain extent! Hahaha. Cause I'm still polite even though the clinic is busy. HAHAHAHAHAHA! Yes I am(:

So yesterday I went for the leaders meeting with Pastor Kong and it was really good. Even though I was rather tired after work, but when we started praying, my spirit got stirred up and I can feel that the spiritual atmosphere was really good! We all prayed loud and we lasted. Somehow after praying up a storm, I went really high.

OH AND I FINALLY WENT HOME WITH KIM AH! :D
Super super super long never go home with her already. The trip back was very entertaining(: With Yunting, Huiwen, Kim and Ronald.

(Crap, having cramp on my last finger!!!! bleahhhhh)

Reach home at 12midnight.
Speaking of 12midnight, I got reminded that my mama and most of the staff here are receiving their pay tomorrow and they are all so excited. One of them even made an appointment to do her hair already. Funnnny!
I think they have bonus this month ah. If not I don't think they'll be so excited. MY PAY SLIP WILL ONLY COME NEXT MONTH:(

Are you bored already?
HAHAHAHAHA.

Told you my life now only revovles around work and church.
Can't blame me guys! :D:D

Shall try to post up some pictures so that you guys won't get so bored and not come to my blog anymore!
AHAHAHAHA!

TAG ME!

<3 Jasmin

When I fly, You carry me

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISAAC! :D


Today, I finally did like 21min of OT. HAHAHA. 21minutes only.

And clinic was rather busy.
I'm a little tired already. Gonna turn in early so that tomorrow I can have the energy to go down to JW and pray.


The God I know
Righteous and Holy
The God I know
Faithful and true
The God I know
My tower of refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ revealed

Long bus rides

Picture taken while waiting for the shuttle bus outside IKEA


Went to celebrate Isaac's birthday at Vivo just now. A rather short celebration. With no sabos. Haha.
Isaac, if you're reading this, hope you like your shirt and you must wear it often ah! :D
Thanks for making the trip down to vivo even though you still feel like sleeping!!

Took 65 back from harbourfront. It took me 1hour plus a few more minutes to get home. But I am loving long bus rides now! Cause I always notice many stuff.

During that one hour, I saw many many people. And I got reminded of what Pastor Tan have shared yesterday.
'When people remove all their masks, they are actually looking for a friend. A true friend that they can turn to.'

When the bus turns into Orchard area, I saw many many Christmas decorations, just that it's in the day, so the lights are not switched on yet. But I can't help to wonder, whether those people who celebrate Christmas, do they actually know the true meaning of Christmas?

Are they excited because it's the time whereby they get another day off from work to rest at home?

or

Are they excited because it's the time whereby they can get presents?

or

Are they excited because the year is coming to an end?

or

Are they excited because it's Jesus' birthday?

That sort of made me think.

Does anybody hear her?
Can anybody see?
Or does anybody even knows she's going down today
Under the shadow of our steeple
With all the lost and lonely people
Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me
Does anybody hear her?
Can anybody see?

'Each and everyone of us has an unreachable list. But God does not have an unreachable list'

Like what Rae have said, after watching that mtv, I really felt very guilty.
If God does not have an unreachable list, then I should not have an unreachable list.

--
And yes Joleney, I read your blog!

Guys, part of my cell group and I, we are having a Christmas Party this coming Fri! Do come and join us yeah! :D


Love,
Jasmin

A night to remember

Hi guys,
My BP is normal. PTL!:D

And I'm glad that I was able to make it for Emerge just now.
Because the message was mind blowing.

“Jeremiah, what do you see?”
And I said, “I see a branch of an almond tree.”
Then the LORD said to me, “You have seen well, for I am ready to perform My word.”
Jeremiah 1:11-12

That was God's question to Jeremiah.

God's question to Jasmin.

'Jasmin, what do you see?'


'Lord, I see myself as a soul winner in my workplace. I see myself as a cgl preaching to my cg.'

'Anything else?'

'Yes Lord, this is the most important one.'

'I see my parents getting saved. On that day that they have decided to give you their life, they are standing in the front with tears in their eyes.'

Tears started flowing down.

'Lord, I believe that You are gonna perform Your word. I don't know when will all these happen, but Lord, I believe it will come to past because nothing is impossible for You.'


All I need to do now is to pray, continue praying fervently each and every day.
Because I'm waiting for the fateful day to come.

Jasmin the awesome at work

As usual just came back for S clinic for lunch. HAHAHA.

Hello guys! I haven't been blogging for say 2 days already.
Yup, blogging at work. No, I'm not slacking cause there're not patients here right now!:D

Was quite tired the previous few nights. So I turned in immediately when I reached home.


Yesterday was the bomb man!
Gw came over to Tampines and we went to IKEA and bought lots of stuff. Want some visuals? Go to Miss Lim Xin Ying's blog to view some pictures. Then we headed to Xy's place to do some discussion.

I went home at around 11.45pm.
The very smart Jasmin Ng forgot that the last bus (No. 8) leaves the interchange at 11pm. And guess what?! I waited at the bus stop for 15 min wondering why the bus didn't come. GREAT. Because there're no more buses.

In the end I took 23 and walked to another bus stop to take another bus home. I took 45min to get home. When usually I only need 15min!!

Alright, enough of rantingggggggggggggg.
A patient's here.

EMERGE L8R!
Woo! Pray that I won't really miss out on a lot of things.

With love,
(Xin Ying, look carefully)
Jasmin the bimbo.


NOT.

Jasmin the awesome

(:

I JUST CAME BACK FROM LUNCH AT S CLINIC.

Many of them were ghaving lunch too. And they're one funny bunch of people.

Hahaha.
No patients here now.

Gonna start work soon.

BYEBYE!

Sometimes I don't even know why I'm working so hard.

On the verge

I am so tired now. But I'll try to recall what happened today.

Went back to work today. It wasn't as enjoyable as other days. But it's alright. Because life is never a bed of roses. Just a little worn out.

Aunty Aliza brought us to No signboard seafood at East Coast. And I really thank God for that wonderful evening. It really made me felt much better. Sitting by the seaside, enjoying the breeze and God creation. I totally forgot what made me feel so stressed up, and was about to just relax and slow down.

Time really flies. In a blink of eye, 10 years have past. I've known Aunty Aliza for 10 years already.
No wonder so many of my mom's colleagues were shocked to see me working with them. Because I didn't realise that the Jasmin they know, was the little girl who always bring her both sisters along to look up for her mommy at the clinic on the second level.

But the Jasmin that they know today, has dyed her hair, is 164cm tall and is already 16 years old.


This is my brother playing with the sand.

He looks like he's really enjoying it.
How I wish I could be like him too. Carefree and just do what I want.

My mom suspect that I have low blood pressure these few days.
And she's gonna check for me tomorrow. This is a little depressing. Because if so, I think the giddy spells that I've been experiencing these few days, or rather since last week would probably continue.

This is really the time whereby I feel that God is stretching my capacity.
I must hang in there.

Encouragements, encouragements and more encouragements is all I need now.


My God reigns
His love will never fail me
My God reigns
He's ruling over all
In all my life
In every situation I know
My God is greater
My God is over all

My life, Your song

Happy birthday Dylan's mom! :D

Went out to celebrate Dylan's mama's birthday today in town!
Really had fun with his family and val. Thank you jiejie and korkor for the lunch and dinner! (We call every parent jiejie or korkor now! HAHAHA)

Went to look for Xy and Gw at URS, their work place. We sent Denise in at first and Gw didn't know she was Dylan's sister. HAHA.

Took 65 home. It didn't felt like 1hour 30min. I was actually enjoying every minute of solitude.
Received a revelation. And God was with me throughout the 1hour30min.
As 65 was passing by Orchard area, I was like 'Wow! The Christmas lightings are up already!'

And Christmas is really nearing!! :D:D
Excited!

(:

Hi

I'm such a loser.
I lose my very first pair of sneakers.

Yes, to some of you it may be nothing. But that's my very first sneakers.
I begged my mom for super super long in order to get it. And now it's gone just like that.



Who am I to blame?

None other than me, myself and I, Jasmin Ng.



Go ahead and laugh all you want at me, yeah the biggest loser who can even lose her very first pair of sneakers.

I am blessed by what Dr. John Avazini have preached today.

Somehow, I always tune myself to the reflective mood every end of the year.
I can't help, but to be not myself sometimes because my status would be reflecting.

I'll try to not let the quieter side of me come out. Because it's scary.


My whole world
Your design
You are always there
Just right behind

At work

Hi! I'm at work now.

Oh my gosh. I got transfered to Clinic H today. And it's super slack-ish here because it's not as busy as Clinic B.

And my mom's friend, Paju, is a very funny person!! :D Had fun here.
Miss the guys in clinic B though.

Oh well, God's really good! :D

I think I told Him I was feeling really tired and tadah! He sent me to a not very busy clinic whereby I still have the time to blog. HAHAHA.

Had lunch with mom again (What's new?). But today we went to the canteen. Cause she didn't cook!

Okay, enough slacking. Shall go find work to do. If my supervisor finds out I'm at the registration counter, I'm dead.
Did i mention that I end work at 5.30pm today? :D
And I sent a text message to the wrong person for the 3rd time already. Not in the day though! Sigh!

Till then(:

Edit/
Went to have dinner with mama @ Eastpoint. Then headed to Tampines mall. Bought a pair of sandals! :D

I'm really enjoying work everyday!! And this patient care assistant ah, she's super cute!!

'Eh I forgot to return people money! Where is the kueh kueh person?!'
HAHAHA. She meant the person who sell kueh.

We all laughed when she ran out. I'm gonna have a good rest tonight and be super charged up for tomorrow! Excited!

I can forget about losing 3kg already lor. Eat so so so much. I eat for every meal you know :(
Next week onwards, I will eat breakfast and lunch. In case I feel giddy again. It's very irritating to have giddy spells cause I can't concentrate on my work!!

NEXT WEEK ONWARDS YAO JIAN FEI.
(Don't need to comment on this part. Thanks)

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Hellllo! I really enjoyed my work today (to be more exact, yesterday)!
It was so fun! :D But I am changing teams already. No more crazy buddies:(

Sigh, God I wanna stay in clinic B pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I WANNA STAY THERE. BADLY.
It's like I got to know them better already then like that:(






I loveeeeeeeeee this picture.

(I am feeling so lazy to blog now. I am like blogging for the sake of keeping this blog alive. Bleah!)

So anyways, met up with Gw and Boon after work. Third day of work, everyday after work I didn't head home. Great! I am so tired lah! L8r after work, I am going home to rest for Saturday!

God is really good. Every morning in the clinic, I lift up the day into His hands and that everything will go smoothly. So far so good. Except for this female doctor. I think she pms or something. I ask SO NICELY for the case notes and she turned and gave me the stare which says 'can you wait?' and she said to me 'Can you give me two minutes? I give it to you when I finish writing.' with that irritated tone. Like what's her problem!? I asked so nicely. Can't she tell me nicely that she's writing some stuff. Idiot! Never mind, I forgive her. What a neh neh!!

But I really don't wanna change clinic!! :(

Sigh.

I guess Dec is the time whereby everyone's capacity gotta expand. For myself, I'm working, I just rise up, Christmas is coming and end of year is coming.

So many things to do, so little time.
God, help me plan my time wisely.

Thank You.

And my connect group and the cell group.
Lord, I commit each and every of the W459 members into Your hands.
Use each and everyone of us as a vessel for You.

Amen.

Better in time

Hi, please ignore the picture in the previous post because it is super spastic.
But I really really look so professional in it, so many people couldn't recognize me and didn't say hi to me :(

And so far, my work's fun and enjoyable except for the standing most of the time part. Other than that is fine! :D My mentors are really nice and they are all very funny people.
And yes, they all know my mom. Almost everyone knows me in the clinic. Aunty Fong Lin (mom's good friend) is working in that clinic too! HAHA!

I can have free lunch everyday. HAHAHA! Thanks to my mama!

I think I must be crazy to say that, but I really enjoy working during peak hours! HAHAHA. Cause it's really boring when you have nothing to do and you have to stand and wait for things to do and all you can do is to look at the patients, and the patients will look at you!

This patient, he's so hilarious. His appointment was at 2plus and he waited for 2 hours and he was not seen by the doctor reason being he did not go for x-ray!!! He actually sat there for 2 hours and he didn't ask the PSA (Patient service assistant). And all his case notes are ready and we're all waiting for his x-ray.

And I saw a boy who literally walked into a sliding door in the morning. And it was super loud, everyone turned and looked at him. He just pretend nothing happened. HAHAHA!

So went to meet Xy and Gw after that. And Val joined us after her bs. I really love Singapore river <3

Very tired now. Because I've been sleeping late and waking up early. Less that 7 hours of sleep everyday. Sigh! Really need rest.

Goodbye! I love work! :D

Hi, I am gonna work tomorrow.

So Jasmin is gonna be busy working and she has service and cgm on weekends.
Woo! A little difficult to go out with people already!

But never mind, because I've got a job which means I'll be paid. Muahaha!
And I shall show you how retarded I look in my uniform.
DON'T LAUGH AH!!!

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I AM SO FAT NOW. Because I ate a lot these two days. And beware, cause I'm gonna spoil every chair I sit!

HAHAHAA.
Kidddding. I hope I'm not fat to the extent I'll spoil every chair I sit!!!! If not it's so depressing because I may even spoil the floor. Oh man! God, please take away all the fats and just give me skin and bones! Thank You!

Here I stand
Thirsting for You
Here I am
Surrender to You
Let my life be Your clay
Mould me in Your way

Here I stand
Desperate for You
Here I am
A vessel for You
Let my life sing You praise
Bring honor to Your name

Today marks the last day of November.
And I smell Christmas and soon, Jasmin will be 17 :(

'2009 will be the best year yet because it's only the beginning.'

Life goes on

Funny how we talk about what will happen 5 to 10 years down the road.

What if I can't stick to a person for even a year? Then marriage would be meaningless to me. Because you have to choose the right partner and live with him/her for a lifetime!

'Hi, I wanna break up with you because I'm sick of you.'

HAHA. What a biatch!

Just feel that people now a days are just taking the word 'love' too lightly.
Just a thought(:

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http://wyz.sg/news_macnitude08.php

Our boss very nice ah, I only wrote that 2 paragraphs and she included my name!
And she never include her own name lor!!! She wrote the first few paragraphs eh! :D

Day 2 Part 2:












This is around 4.30pm over there. And people are going home! Look at the no. of motorbike. You can faint manzx.


The no. of cars


And the no. of motorbikes.


A guy repairing shoes in the middle of the street.


The woman is carrying a baby! :O


The stall with very awesome food!


The best sugarcane drink in the whole wide world! And a cup only cost S$0.40!!!!!! Dead cheap!


School girls!
(Crap, I feel like a stalker!)


Oh, this aunty makes delicious idk what it's called thingy.