23 February 2006

Frazzeled


I have been very frazzeled lately with not much time to just sit, read, and be still.

Jane Austen once wrote, "Life seems but a quick succession of busy nothings." I hope that is not entirely true, but sometimes I look back at my week or month and see only a few shining sparks of brilliant moments in between a lot of gray.

Thoreau points out that "It is not enough to be busy. So are the ants. The question is: What are we busy about?"

14 February 2006

Letters in Love

The letters of John and Abigail Adams: always soothing for me, I could read on and on. They contain much wisdom and wonderful insight into our country at the time of revolution, and into a strong marriage/relationship. John and Abigial spent many months and years apart, yet their love for each other continued to grow. Abigail provided support to John's public service, and John in return provided affection.



"No Words, no Actions can express the Ardour of Affection with which I am theirs & yours."

"I have waited with great patience, restraining as much as posible every anxious Idea for 3 Months. But now every Vessel which arrives sits my expectation upon the wing, and I pray my Gaurdian Genious to waft me the happy tidings of your Safety and Welfare. Heitherto my wandering Ideas Rove like the Son of Ulissis from Sea to Sea, and from Shore to Shore, not knowing where to find you. Sometimes I fancy'd you upon the Mighty Waters, sometimes at your desired Haven; sometimes upon the ungratefull and Hostile Shore of Britain, but at all times and in all places under the protecting care and Guardianship of that Being who not only cloathes the lilies of the Feild and hears the young Ravens when they cry, but hath said of how much more worth are ye than many Sparrows, and this confidence which the world cannot deprive me of, is my food by day and my Rest by Night, and was all my consolation under the Horrid Ideas of assassination, the only Event of which I had not thought, and in some measure prepaird my mind."

Wonderful reading for a Valentine's Day.

12 February 2006

City Snowstorm

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A Snow-filled Street

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Our beloved bagel shop is closed, popovers for breakfast instead

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There will be no moving about today

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A City Park becomes a Winter Wonderland

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A snowy lady liberty

09 February 2006

Cezanne

Last night I attended a private showing of the Cezanne collection at the National Gallery of Art. It was superbly done with delicious food (duck, wild pheasant, and vegetable pate; french cheeses with baguettes; truffles galore; and an intense chocolate fondue display), twinkle lights, fountains, and of course Cezanne's masterpieces.

Cezanne is an interesting character. He was often referred to as a recluse and socially awkward. However, I find him intriguing. He was never content and sought solace and solitude in the French countryside.



"Were it not that I am deeply in love with the landscape of my country, I should not be here."




"There are treasures to be taken away from this country, which has not yet found an interpreter worthy of the riches it offers."





He was also more interested in technique than the finished product. He was a perfectionist, and always struggled to "master the means of his artistic expression." I wonder if that is why he left so many paintings unfinished? I also wonder if this is why Joseph Barnes (The Barnes Foundation, Merion, PA) who was a powerful voice for art education bought so many of his paintings?

Yet, his paintings are powerful. Cezanne uses deep colors and rich texture. I especially love the warm orange hues. Imagine living in a manor house that was flanked with ponds, large gardens, a conservatory, vineyards, orchards, and a chestnut-lined avenue...picturesque, inspiring, lovely!
"Art is a harmony that runs parallel with nature."

02 February 2006

Patience


"The patience of man, which is right and laudable and worthy of the name of virtue, is understood to be that by which we tolerate evil things with an even mind, that we may not with a mind uneven desert good things, through which we may arrive at better."
- St. Augustine of Hippo

"A saint's life is in the hands of God like a bow and arrow in the hands of an archer. God is aiming at something the saint cannot see, and He stretches and strains, and every now and again the saint says - "I cannot stand any more." God does not heed, He goes on stretching till His purpose is in sight, then He lets fly.

"Shipwreck occurs where there is not that mental poise which comes from being established on the eternal truth that God is holy love. Faith is the heroic effort of your life, you fling yourself in reckless confidence on God... The real meaning of eternal life is a life that can face anything it has to face without wavering.. life becomes one great romance, a glorious opportunity for seeing marvellous things all the time."
-Oswald Chambers

"Behold, the husband man waiteth for the precious fruit of the earth, and hath long patience for it, until he receive the early and latter rain."
-James 5:7

-"And to knowledge temperance; and to temperance patience"
2 Peter 1:6