Most blogs are abandoned once the owner gets attached...haha. Or when one starts working cause there really isn't much variation in life anymore. Or is it because we all grow numb towards the small happinesses in life?
Life's been generally good, it feels much better than when I first started working :)
Just celebrated my 35th month together with SH...hehe got a cute lil sheep from him, love it! I'm really thankful that after these years together, he's still as sweet and as patient to me...yay :) Now that this person who fills up most part of my life has gone to training in PD for 2 weeks, I suddenly remember the presence of this blog.
Besides SH, the people that I spend most of my time with are my colleagues, many wonderful and fun people. Dinners, bridge sessions, Batam trip, marathons...working life ain't that bad because of them :) Recently one of my closest colleagues left...and another close one is leaving soon, I feel like I'm losing some of the most important supports at work place but I believe I'll regain my balance soon. And I can't wait to attend their weddings :) There's also cp at my workplace whom I can have dinner dates with...so yea, I'm happy.
That aside, some not-so-good thoughts...I really do not like people who only talk to you when he/she needs something out of you or only make effort to connect to people who benefit them, such hypocrite -.- Having to see these people day in day out is...not entirely enjoyable haha.
- I've been a working adult for close to one year!-

我决定...
做好人，可是不做烂好人 - 对人可以包容但过度谦让只会让事情做不好，管他是比我资深几年的，该强硬的时候我不该让步。
不拖。
不管星期一是什么消息都要开心面对，yayyyyy

买到了刘轩的新书，真开心。

慵懒的星期天，要准备slides，星期一渐渐逼近，要加油了。

就这么一辈子了吗...我不要...
想要出国读书/工作，哈哈。

现在一切安好，只是非我所爱。
给自己一年的时间看看如何吧:)

一晃居然已经成为上班族三个月了，每天七点前就起床，晚餐时间回到家，有规律有压力有责任有新鲜…终于踏出校园步入社会了。

大四时看着身边同龄的朋友很多都已开始工作了一段时间，曾经感叹自己怎么读了这么多年还在读，现在却很庆幸有一段不长不短的大学生涯，能够名正言顺地去交换、唱歌和尝试各种不同的事情。

坐在办公室里对着电脑赶工的时候，不经意地想起，这份工是我当初多么想要得到的啊…为什么呢？真的想不太起来了…毕业前的失业恐慌症，加上对自己的期许，让得到这份工，像是对自己多年来受的教育的一份成绩单。但事实上，我还在寻找对工作的热忱。

我觉得…工作好累啊!!!有一种持续在被面试的感觉，每天都要认真学认真问…不可以松懈不可以偷懒…压力大到…不过还好还好，还活着。记得刚开始工作的头几个星期，老板出国了，同事很紧凑地handover完，一切就要自己应付，每天都觉得好无助…还有一大堆admin的琐事，像是申请access、去各种training，真是有一种快要溺水自生自灭的感觉。现在总算是雨过天晴了吧，至少一切渐渐上轨J

今天天气真好啊…

Parents and brother will be back in 4 hours' time yay...haha I don't like being home alone, too quiet!
BB came to accompany for a few days before heading back to SG to start work :) Thankewwww~~~ We had dinner at Chilis, went to One U to meet up with SM and WY, watched football matches, fed the rabbits together, etc. Hehe happy :D Thankewww to whoever give me this nice bf hoho.
Gosh I started playing dota again after seeing sis' bf playing on garena :s Baddddd but irresistible. Good thing is I also spent time reading some books...just to not feel so bad for dotaing.
Scheduled a lasik surgery next saturday, quite randomly. Sis had her last saturday and I was thinking of doing an eye check to see if I'm suitable for it. Went to optic centre, did several checks and decided to do it before I start working. Hehe...I'm a little scared but I really wanna see the fishes when I go snorkeling next time!
I'll start working on July if everything goes smooth. 2 months' holiday is a little too long for me, can't wait to starting working and earning money :)

*I don't like that guy!! Nehhh that person who acts so nice like a man-of-god but is actually so fake -.- Puiiiii...*

好久不见！

哈咯哈咯~~你好吗？一个月没update了，时间过得真快!
4月30日考完试后，跟yy和huat一起去小庆祝了一番。这次是真的真的考完试了,也真的要跟大学生涯告别了。过后又跟yy去SHOPPING~~~谢谢她送的礼物:)这个学期我们只出去逛街了一次，也许是因为比较多project吧...
5月4日到Bukit Batok的新家打扫；5月6日正式搬离住了4年的Temasek Hall，也去了第三次的noxxe面试；5月7日随SH的车回家。在一片忙碌与混乱中，人生的新一个阶段悄悄地序幕，我已不再是一名学生了。
5月10日接到电话说nxxoe要请我，开心得跳来跳去，总算放下心头大石~
5月11日-20日与YQ,Dina和SH去台湾旅行。台北-->花莲+太鲁阁-->日月潭+九族-->台中-->高雄-->台北。很开心的旅程，吃喝玩乐很尽兴，我最爱的非花莲莫属了，清静自然的一个地方，以后还要回去!!在台北与US work & travel的台湾朋友们聚餐，不知不觉居然过了2年啊。非常谢谢Cassidy & Curtis & 杨叔叔的热情款待:):)

6月1日，爸爸的生日:):) 我也终于正式地拿到nxxoe的offer letter,结束了等待的不安，真的很感恩。谢谢一直鼓励支持我的BB...没有你就惨了...
6月2-3日去马六甲玩了2天，看了2套戏-Prince of Persia & Nightmares on Elm Street :):) 在戏院看鬼戏真是累人...我也吃了好吃的Aunty Rose nasi lemak、鸡饭、包, 谢谢李仕豪，行礼!!

希望今晚能看到李宗伟 :D

结束了

交上最后一张考卷，坐在考场的椅子上突然觉得很空虚，以为会很兴奋的但没有。读书有时虽然厌倦，但怎么说都是一个受保护的空间，这么多年来也没有遇过多大的挫折。
几天后就要搬离住了4年的Temasek Hall、混了4年的NUS，尽管我常常在骂NUS，但还是很舍不得的。拜拜了，希望大家以后工作顺利，身体健康，有缘再见:)