Afraid of the Dark?....

I'm back with a little inspiration to share....

Realise that people get wilder at night than they are in the day. Few reasons to explain that:

1) Your biological clock is screaming for you to get with the programme and sleep!

2) The amount of alcohol you drink is enough to tranquilize an elephant

3) Emotions you never knew start streaming out of you... as well as your horniness.

4) You've been on a gambling high for hours and you can't stop...even abt to bet the undergarments you're wearing to repay a debt.

5) You're afraid of the dark.... and have insomnia...( You're just very suey!)

As you can tell from the complete RANDOMNESS of the post, I'm back at home enjoying my hols (how ever short it may be!). Ermmm no I'm not drunk, drugged or anything like that. I'm just happy I'm in my sanctuary and in my element.

And oh yeah,.... look at the time this post is posted! :)

Trudging Through the Ashes...

It is a new year and its week 3 of Jan.... And I still feel that I have left something.... some part of myself behind. Even I'm an enigma to myself.

I don't feel as lively as I used to (Duh! That's easily explained! The homework gives me no time for a breather... but I mean, Unusually lifeless... not the low I would usually go), but I've not done anything mean this year or last. ( not as equally as mean.... I mean! HeHe!). No reason or rhyme to the emotion....

I still have my motivation for the big 'A's, I still have my self-pride ( or at least the shards that still remain from before!)....

Maybe its cause I have an uncertain future this year, I wish it was more definite.... It could be a an unprecedented victory or a morally-crushing defeat. And I ain't referring to the Big 'A's now....

The score now is 1: (insert sideway 8 here)

Nvm, I shall ponder more later, I have a meeting with a very very late patron....

I wish....

The Cogs and gears that make it tick....

Believe it or not, this pic was taken by a British man just before he blew the bank vault cog up...

The things people do to remember their work.

Into the Enigma....

NO! It's not the DOTA character that I'm talking about.... haiz...

In the venture of trying to understand, to feel the moment, to experience an era that has just shown itself as one of my own collapsed, is quite invigorating.... it spurs a fascination for human psychology in me....

It makes you think..... was All the Music, Art, all the sciences, History, Geography, even the clothes you wear.... a product of human Boredom? Just to keep him occupied from their insatiable lust for sexual intercourse?...Or was it some Interest to increase their lifespan and their chances of survival on Earth? If you think about it carefully, both one and the same. I need not explain it.

" Interest forms from idleness" self-created.

Yet another case,School. Its an un-institute for brain and its capabilities....It drains the imagination. It creates the impression that everything has to be realistic. And that everything revolves what you learn.... This is totally WRONG!....
Some of the ideas you think aren't possible or are only in movies DO EXIST! Remember those spy movies like Mission Impossible or the more recent Quantum of Solace... At least half of the high tech gadgets DO EXIST and it was because of the inventor's belief in being able to retrieve something unimaginable into the realities we are forced to believe in...
Ok, I believe in reality and the rules that come with it.... but as all rules, they are only GUIDELINES and can be broken.
For instance, people at one time have believed that the sky was the end of what exists... and became sort of a rule... Then, a scientist believed that the rule was poppy- cock and decided to prove himself right.. Of course, he didn't know what to use at first. It was quite sometime till he was proven right, when his grandchild figured out how to differentiate the sky from the endless vacuum called Space... GAS.

"Reality is a figment of the human imagination"self-created.

I shall leave with a quote:
"Person who sits on stool smells like shit" Confucius!!!! :) LOL!

Reminiscing of the past....

`~~~~~A post of sheer randomness and boredom~~~~~~

After the GALA award ceremony for the IT LEADERS AWARD 2003...Consolation if you're wondering.

...After RnE 2008...

~~~~~~~~~~~1S10's BBQ at Panich's~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~Xpharm 2008! Betamethasone!~~~~~~~~~
.....A 21st Griffonieeee! Production Presents....

Clipping a Griffons wings.....

One of us will be getting the boot due to a certain incident in Yang Shuo. He is already being punished and serving his time doing CIP in the school. I understand that since he is a councillor, people tend to see that they must punish and reprimand him even more than an average SRJCian. However, he should not be suspended from council because of this single event. No one should lose their family to a single event, especially to one as small and minor as this, and without a chance to redeem himself.

I understand that councillors have to be the role-models to all SRJCians. We have to be the PERFECT example to all. Our records to be flawless and speckless. So, if people see us doing something wrong or unexpected of a councillor, they would most likely be disappointed of us because we have the rank. We try to hide our imperfections in front of others. But believe it or not, it is quite impossible to do so. We are human after all! So what if Wei Xiang was caught with his imperfection, he stood up to take the sentence given to him for it was a chance to redeem himself for commiting the crime. That is the way of the council, the way of morals...if we make mistakes, we apologize and try to redeem ourselves, improving ourselves along the way and working towards being the PERFECT example, the perfect role-model.

I am aware that the Council's reputation will be compromised if one of our members were to be caught doing the wrong thing as each of us are representatives of the organization and nothing is done to the party at fault. But something is already being done, and that councillor is already doing his time. He should not be burdened with a another more demeaning sentence of suspension from council. Cause he is a valuable member of the council! He has contributed quite a lot to the council and sacrificed quite a lot of his time to the organization. He has made the council what it is today, as much as any councillor has and perhaps even more. And since he serves in council, He has also serves the college in any way he can. If he is suspended from the council, his ability to help the college and shape it into the what can only be currently imagined will be stripped away. Taking that ability from someone who wishes to bring the college to new, greater heights isn't going to help anyone, is it?

So, I hope that the decision to suspend him from council is to be reconsidered. I think we should be there to influence the decision. To support our fellow councillor, our fellow 21st Griffonieee.

Rex, signing off.
Thank You.

Change... is inevitable...I wished it wasn't..

This year I dun feel like myself....I feel very awkward all of a sudden. Before, in the presence of friends, I would approach and start the convo. Now, I don't feel like talking, I don't feeling like adding much. Today during the trials, I just realised didn't say a word other than the usual 'HaHa!' and 'Ok', other than the times I'm forced to.

I have the unusual feeling that I'm wasting my breath...and suddenly the momentum to engage is gone....Please someone tell me why!!! Is it some sort of warning? (hinting at God....)...Taking comfort at the thought of the Reaper...

December! ...the Trilogy...

I'm Back again! HAHA!

Alrite, Where was I?.... Oh rite....

On the 28th of Dec, met Ben, Cliff, XY, Hafiz and the OHLs at SRJC to plan and create the orivid. It was quite hilarious when we realised that we could only do 2-3 scenes there, that we had spent 3/4 of the time there waiting for the cast,...and that I had changed into my outfit for NOTHING!.... Cause all my parts are at PRP! Nvm, the next shooting was pushed to 3rd Jan..Will go thru tat later! :)

After the shooting, stayed in sch awhile to assess the damage done to the school....
Now, the canteen has gone down the drain, someone thought that it would be fun to mark an artsy canteen... at least before the hols we had enough space for ourselves....its now just very,very pathetic....
The SAC... good GOD!....one word....ISOLATION to the max!!!! Oh wait, tats 4! Doesn't matter, it is well deserved...

Next day, we had some games trials for the council. We only tested some of the games due to time constraints, manpower probs....and some morality issues..... Nothing to be said here. After tat, I and Cliff left slightly earlier to scout out suspected costume shops in Geylang and Bugis, cause I was quite unhappy with the box dino head... Hey COME ON! We are going to show the video to the next batch of JC1s coming in and we are goin to show them that we are CHEAPO!!!!! I COULDN'T LET THEM HAPPEN!!!
Ya, we went to the shop in Bugis,.... it was still there...just that the SHUTTERS WERE CLOSED! Just too late. So we had dinner in Burlington Sq before we set off to the one in Aliwal Street, Geylang....It was a big place in the middle of nowhere!! But, it was closed, the timing on my sheet of paper fooled us once more.... Oh well, I returned alone in Jan, but thats another story for another day. :)

30th Dec.... The most unusual of days....
In the morning, The tour guides for open house, including the council, met at 9am. Mr F. Tan wanted to show us the vid that we were to show them on the actual day,.. NOT BAD for an SR production. Then, he asked us for our sec schs for .... u guessed it... to go back to publicise the SR open house to the outgoing sec 4s (For the record, we still haven't got our deployment schedules yet, so my guess is that he scrapped the idea).... After that, we were free to go after 9.40am... FREE TO GO!?! I COULDN'T BELIEVE WHAT I JUST HEARD!! I CAME TO SCH FOR 40mins!!!! GRRR! IMPROPER PLANS!!!
But, it was sort of a blessing cause I could go out wif Melvin after that.

Talked awhile abt current worldly affairs, went to the Cathay to watch a movie, looked around HMV for some nice songs... those in the new Oasis album aren't tat bad, and Chinese Democracy by GnR was cool ( I mean the song, not the album)!....





After that, we had lunch at PaStAmAnIA!!!! OOO!! Lovely Lasagne with TONNES OF CHEESE!! Melvin had carbonara which I tried to convince him to add cheese to make it more flavourful but.... he was hesitant. Ah well...Then we went our separate ways. Home sweet home.

New Year's Eve,

Went to video EZ to rent some shows to watch at night with FAMILY before and after the countdown! Bought some snacks along the way too (Ruffles! YUM! YUM!)....
Felt like a couch potato that day, cause i don't rmb getting off the couch till 5 am NYD!

And wif that, I end the December posts! Ta-DA!

Sneak Peek for the year to come!

....Invasion of the T-Rex....See it in the back ground....

I have no idea why I like this photo so much.... Maybe cause I'm in it! ( No no... Literally!)