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Thursday, January 26 ♥
well we've been together for almost 3 months now and honestly, i do miss being single. maybe cause ive been single for too long. i mean i do date a lot before i was attached but bleah... im lost. im lying to myself and living in denial everyday just to please others. and the only way to be me is staying home and wtch dozens of youtube vids n discover new bands. sounds boring?? but ive been living this kinda life for quite sometime. i miss going out with my girlfriendss. late night rendezous. star gaving. bitching, laughing and just be us not caring abt feelings. sighh. i miss being single. work is the only way out from problems. thats where i spill out my beans and vent my anger on. honestly sometimes i'd rather be myself and alone n be ignorant for a while. my dream off day would probably be alone at home, docking my ipod in my system and blasting the songs in my ipod. adele, michelle branch, dirty heads. chill back. read books and indulge myself with something sinful although i know im still "sick"... ive been my sucky state for the past 3 weeks almost a month now. its quite tiring controlling myself not to puke and stuff but im loving the fact that im losing weight! haha.. awesome. dust off, its been months sice i last update my blog. tash and jenna never fail to make me laugh and ponder about things that's been bothering me. jenna is my hero. tash is like my bestfriend. goofing around and crack me up hard. loving them. i guess ive got to go! toodless..! |