insecurities if i were to be totally honest, i would say the appearance of KFM has made me insecure.

i think i would feel the same if it were any other new addition, but it helps that kfm is totally obnoxious and has an annoying squeak.

but this insecurity is turning me into something i don't like.

i have to find a way to open my heart and let go of all these negativities.  ¶ 12:24 AM 0 Comments

  kfm i'm stuck in an uneasy balance with no equilibrium. with the introduction of kfm, im having to take it into consideration and settle into a new uncomfortable position.

fuck the rodent. empty vessels make the most noise. i am embarrassed to be remotely connected to her. the powers-that-be obviously don't love me.

i need to learn how to attain nirvana. my life cannot be marred by pollutants.

thank goodness for the support i have. life would be unbearable otherwise.

should there be serious consideration of an exit strategy? but what then? what else? everything else is seemingly fine though, but what if my investments grow and then there's no way out?  ¶ 9:55 PM 0 Comments