the one about being penitent... in a rare show of sentimentality i recalled her.

and felt bad all over again.

i cant say i regret all the things i've done because i'd probably have done them all over again if i were to live again.

but im sorry i did those things i did.

and if i were to meet her again one day i hope i'd be able to rid myself of my prejudices and hope that she can see my penitence.





sometimes i wanna be a better person too.  ¶ 2:24 AM 0 Comments

  my 21st bday so. 21years.

only serves to remind me what i have not accomplished.

bday was great; my house basically turned into a gambling den.

and it made so many things just that bit more lucid.


the people who cared; the people who didnt.
the people who bothered; the people who didnt.
the people who tried; the people who didnt.
the people who celebrated me; the people who didnt.
the people who understood the real meaning of a birthday; the people who didnt.
the people who loved me; the people who didnt.

the people who didnt give a fly rat's ass; and the people who went to great lengths.

gifts dont have to be expensive as long as it comes from the heart. that's what i truly believe but sadly few people actually subscribe to this.

gifts that not only did not come from the heart but also had no soul nor sincerity.

but i guess the fault's mine.

i shouldnt have expected too much.

so now happier photos:

 

nudge me for more!  ¶ 2:25 AM 0 Comments