blinded by the lights..
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
the one about china masks...
dont tell me i didnt try cos i did.
i repressed all urges and tried to be nice.
i couldnt. everything that was said reeked of venom and smelt suspiciously like envy.
i lost all semblence of any urge to talk to you-know-who anymore.
and i was foolish enough to try to make peace when it didnt start with me.
no more wasted efforts, no more moronic ventures, no more fake front on my part. whatever for? unlike *ahem* i do not have dependence like that of a vine.
all the worst to you then.
and i got this mask at the booth at cine b1 and now im abit skeptical about using it. hello i take great care in my skin and im not about to ruin it with something im unsure of. i'll just run a search on it first i guess... ¶ 1:53 AM 0 Comments
i repressed all urges and tried to be nice.
i couldnt. everything that was said reeked of venom and smelt suspiciously like envy.
i lost all semblence of any urge to talk to you-know-who anymore.
and i was foolish enough to try to make peace when it didnt start with me.
no more wasted efforts, no more moronic ventures, no more fake front on my part. whatever for? unlike *ahem* i do not have dependence like that of a vine.
all the worst to you then.
and i got this mask at the booth at cine b1 and now im abit skeptical about using it. hello i take great care in my skin and im not about to ruin it with something im unsure of. i'll just run a search on it first i guess... ¶ 1:53 AM 0 Comments
Sunday, January 21, 2007
the one about irksome...
all the below with irresponsibility multiplied by two hundred + self-pity and an over-inflated sense of self-importance.
someone's changing and definately not for the better. and she gets away with it.
fucking irksome.
all that plus the 800-word essay i have to hand in tomorrow can all go to hell.
and my spree stuff finally arrived. well it wasnt the seller who was slow; the hall office didnt notify me. grr.
and im on my way back to the blasted essay. ¶ 11:38 PM 0 Comments
someone's changing and definately not for the better. and she gets away with it.
fucking irksome.
all that plus the 800-word essay i have to hand in tomorrow can all go to hell.
and my spree stuff finally arrived. well it wasnt the seller who was slow; the hall office didnt notify me. grr.
and im on my way back to the blasted essay. ¶ 11:38 PM 0 Comments
Thursday, January 18, 2007
the one about erm...
i have ZERO tolerance for:
stupidity, irresponsibility, inefficiency, passivity, over reliance.
ah but u've always known that havent u?
im regretting joining production. ¶ 10:06 PM 0 Comments
stupidity, irresponsibility, inefficiency, passivity, over reliance.
ah but u've always known that havent u?
im regretting joining production. ¶ 10:06 PM 0 Comments
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
the one about P D A...
blogger's giving me alot of problems lately hence the lack of posts.
had a S13 gathering to celebrate ali's bday last sunday and surprisingly almost everyone turned up. it's amazing how we're still so close even after 2 years. so it was a lot of mahjong, eating and catching up and basically just being comfortable in each others' company.
there's too much going on right now, what with the sudden onslaught of 21st birthday parties, AD meetings, production runs, school starting and work already piling up. which kinda makes me remember something that happened last year and made me feel really guilty. but i guess it doesnt make much of a difference now.
and alot's irritating me lately. must be all that stress im under. so many things make me want to snap and just boil inside but that would just make everything come to naught. so i just keep telling myself it's just a phase that i would eventually come out of unscathed.
so let's talk about P D A and i dont mean the handheld technological innovation.
one word: disgusted
how can it not make u feel uncomfortable? and i dont just mean like hugging or holding hands or whatnot. i mean pawing each other in full view of everyone and we're talking people you know, not even strangers. sorry did u think that's acceptable? i didnt think so. and here we talk with disdain about ATs doing their thing. honestly if u're doing the exact same thing as what they're doing i dont think u're qualified to an opinion much less voice it out. can you even blame us for not wanting to go out with you both? i thought you were too well-bred to act like a tramp but obviously im wrong.
see what i mean when i say just about anything can make me loco? ¶ 6:11 PM 0 Comments
had a S13 gathering to celebrate ali's bday last sunday and surprisingly almost everyone turned up. it's amazing how we're still so close even after 2 years. so it was a lot of mahjong, eating and catching up and basically just being comfortable in each others' company.
there's too much going on right now, what with the sudden onslaught of 21st birthday parties, AD meetings, production runs, school starting and work already piling up. which kinda makes me remember something that happened last year and made me feel really guilty. but i guess it doesnt make much of a difference now.
and alot's irritating me lately. must be all that stress im under. so many things make me want to snap and just boil inside but that would just make everything come to naught. so i just keep telling myself it's just a phase that i would eventually come out of unscathed.
so let's talk about P D A and i dont mean the handheld technological innovation.
one word: disgusted
how can it not make u feel uncomfortable? and i dont just mean like hugging or holding hands or whatnot. i mean pawing each other in full view of everyone and we're talking people you know, not even strangers. sorry did u think that's acceptable? i didnt think so. and here we talk with disdain about ATs doing their thing. honestly if u're doing the exact same thing as what they're doing i dont think u're qualified to an opinion much less voice it out. can you even blame us for not wanting to go out with you both? i thought you were too well-bred to act like a tramp but obviously im wrong.
see what i mean when i say just about anything can make me loco? ¶ 6:11 PM 0 Comments
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
the one about everything being against me...
everything's not going right for me.
i sucked so badly during ih that we lost and i wanted to kill myself. im so guilty towards weihong i think i'll run everytime i see him. and that's ended our ih journey this year.
ad meetings.
production dry runs.
and nobody replies to sms-es to confirm attendance.
WTF.
and then there are some people who expect me to possess supernatural telekinetic powers of relevation which i obvioously do not. and it isnt the first time either. not too nice to blog about it i guess but i hope the person knows that it's just getting bloody irritating to expect me to know everything without anyone telling me anything.
everything's getting on my nerves and to top it off, school's starting.
maybe the only pretty shining star is that i got my new phone!! the super pretty pink SonY erIcssoN !! hehe. ¶ 2:57 PM 0 Comments
i sucked so badly during ih that we lost and i wanted to kill myself. im so guilty towards weihong i think i'll run everytime i see him. and that's ended our ih journey this year.
ad meetings.
production dry runs.
and nobody replies to sms-es to confirm attendance.
WTF.
and then there are some people who expect me to possess supernatural telekinetic powers of relevation which i obvioously do not. and it isnt the first time either. not too nice to blog about it i guess but i hope the person knows that it's just getting bloody irritating to expect me to know everything without anyone telling me anything.
everything's getting on my nerves and to top it off, school's starting.
maybe the only pretty shining star is that i got my new phone!! the super pretty pink SonY erIcssoN !! hehe. ¶ 2:57 PM 0 Comments
