the one about dead... ok miss wee is dead.

mentally and emotionally.





i promise i'll resurrect in 2 weeks.  ¶ 12:44 AM 0 Comments

  the one about therapy... BOOOO!



so im still kinda busy though not quite like the last few weeks.


the witch's getting on my nerves. im not gonna be friendly anytime soon.

craving to do shopping.

need shoes and clothes.

any takers??


and i wanna go bali or bintan or bangkok!!

bali and bintan for the cheap and relaxing spas.

bangkok for all the wonderful shopping!




taiwan too but that's for another time and another budget.


i need a holiday! and retail therapy!!



and zhen and tok: the previous post was a reassuring post to let u all know im not dead! otherwise u guys might worry mah...LOL...  ¶ 12:06 AM 0 Comments

  the one about school... just so you know im not dead.



i've just been really super busy.  ¶ 9:38 PM 0 Comments

  the one about sickening attitudes... the aftermath of quizzes = projects and essays and presentations

how simply marvellous.

GGGRRRR.

i hate school.

so many things are crammed into the 2nd half of the sem.

maf's tonight.

after which hopefully i wont have anything to mess with my time until december. except for one other teeny burdensome something...

oh and by the way come for my hall production k u guys! it's in feb still a long way to go i know but..u know..just asking first...lol

please all pray that i remember dance steps. practices are grossly insufficient especially so this time.

and now with the new HAS system people are backing out of hall activities because they dont wanna canvass. come on it's not that bad. if the whole jim gang is working together it could be kinda fun. must it be all be about money?? talk about money-mindedness. i mean ya i know they dont wanna spend so much time for nothing but whats one or 2 days? does it really matter so much.

and then there's this individual who insists that she doesnt wanna stay in hall anymore so there's no point taking part in hall stuff. and at the same time she's kinda intent of finding out ways to stay. like wtf? she's like this realist optimist pessimist who makes decisions based on her pessimisom but at the same time hopes for the best. god.

plus she was in some prominent position during last year's activities. so this is the kind of leader we want? one who leaves as soon as she realises that she doesnt benefit from it anymore?

so this is what the HAS has uncovered. the instrumental rationality aka the selfish nature of people.

and i see it happening so frequently that it sickens me.  ¶ 5:02 PM 0 Comments

  the one about the horrid day... im up to my ears in work.

and today was SUCH a horrid day.

i woke up late for my HW111 lesson!! thank goodness she only started the quiz in the 2nd half of the tutorial.

so i was awakened by the single vibration from my phone, thanks to dearest WeNTInG who msged to ask whether i was going for lesson. the lesson was at 1130; i woke up at 1145.

dont ask me why i switched off both my alarm clocks and went back to bed. it's sorta like a reflex action now.

so i sprang out of bed, brushed my teeth haphazardly, threw on some clothes, all the while on the phone w lt, asking whether he could fetch me to school. turns out he couldnt, so i asked him to ask wJ. and meanwhile i was packing my file as well. talk about multi tasking.

so tore down to the bustop only to barely miss the bus. decided to cross the road so i could get a cab if it came and that was when the bus on the opposite whizzed past. waited for about 10 mins before there was finally an empty taxi. plus it felt really silly to tell the driver "uncle, south spine".

thank goodness i didnt do too badly for the quiz.

so just now i was coming back from the toilet and i walked past snowy. i didnt look down, just noticed something white from the corner of my eye and when i did look down, i ran as fast as i could to xx's room.

what a horrid day. and yes i've realised that i do encounter these days quite frequently.

plus then we had dance all the way until 11plus. from 8.

which now leaves me trying to mug my way through 5 hp102 lectures for my quiz tomorrow.

and wake up in time for the 930 quiz.

somebody please be my human alarm clock?



and it really doesnt help when some people are so annoyingly uncooperative. seriously it only worsens the whole situation when all you can do is make snide remarks and clamour together, making every little problem you have sound so bloody serious. i mean really. whatever. i dont know, dont care, cant be bothered.

and the whole thing's made even more laughable when you realise that some things are easier said than done. and that there is no way you can dont know, dont care, dont bother.

what a sad sad existence. what a miserable life.

sometimes i just hate the inter-species dependency we have.  ¶ 1:28 AM 0 Comments

  tbe one about impending stress... i havent blgged in awhile eh. well basically cos im a super busy bee and i havent found the time for it!!

ya ya i know it was the recess week and all but would u believe it if i said i havent the time to blog?

well it's true.

i barely had time to finish my work. i couldnt even find time to watch all the tacky hk horror movies clara lent me.

ok i was watching a couple of episodes of one litre of tears and now i have the soundtrack for it too!

next on the schedule is my girl.

then sassy girl, chun-hyang.

see how packed my schedule it. LOL.

ok plus there's AD meeting tmr which means i have to take a cab back after giving tuition.

then there's dance on weds.

and production meeting on thurs.

and MAF dry run next monday.

and MAF on tuesday.

im effectively booked out for the rest of this week and next.

urgh what a horrid feeling.

oh and did i mention i have 2 quizzes on weds?

and one on thurs?

and another one next mon?!

oh gosh. it's scary when you realise that you think of hall activities first before school stuff.

you know there's a category under the HAS which states that students with not as good results can have priority to stay in hall. hurhur.

relax im not aiming for that category. im just saying.

and it doesnt help that i need a lil' nap each time i come back..  ¶ 6:22 PM 0 Comments