the one about a cleanliness freak... you know something is wrong when:

-you suddenly have a strange aversion to dust and all things dirty when in the past you would nary have lifted an eyelid at the pile of dirt accumulating under the table

-you start mopping your room every weekend. twice.

-you catch your hair before it flutters to the ground and throw it in the dustbin

-you constantly check the floor and your shirt to make sure there's no hair on them

-you go on all fours picking up hair

-you actually start wiping the tablelamp

-you cringe when people want to enter your room

-you have a strange urge to change the bedsheets after someone has sat on them

-and then you tuck in the corners of the bedsheet so tightly the patterns look stretched

-you stop people from throwing food wrappers in your dustbin

-you fold and hang up all your clothes as soon as you bring them in

-you start boasting to others about the state of cleanliness in your room


im turning into a cleanliness freak.





oh no.  ¶ 10:39 PM 0 Comments

  the one about freshie's birthday... blogging from home now :)

came back home cos badm was postponed and i didnt really wanna stay over for softball.

feeling abit guilty towards weiling but..well..friday's my free day and you cant really expect me to stay over a whole day with no company for nothing can you?

oh and i got my dnd dress while out shopping with wl yesterday! it's just a plain pink halter neck short dress. gotta spice it up with nice tinkling accessories :) well it's cheap and can be worn out as well..so i dont mind..

got zoe's present too so that's a load off my back.

our ibg's going pretty well so far. well save for softball tomorrow cos we dont have enough ppl. i havent played cos what i can play are all on next week, like netball and badminton.

and i think im gonna have fun doing QC cos there're so many ppl wanting to play and since im the only IH player in the blk...hehe. well i remember the last time we held trials i guess this time wl's not intending to cos she scoffed when someone asked her. hmm. trials would have been fun.

only 6 ppl came for dance audition. what a bummer. we need more choice!

so we're probably holding another one next week and hoping that more people would turn up.

i pity danieL's roomie. he went for all the auditions together with danieL and...well we'll see.

and im getting really pissed with Y! argh! and to think that when all the rest were complaining about him i was still maintaining a neutral stand towards him cos he hadn't really done anything to me. but i lost my neutrality when he seriously pissed me off on weds.

we were having dance audition and zOe rushed back FOR dance audition, not pageant training and had already told the ic she wasnt going for pageant traning that day.

when zoe was in the dance room Y kept pestering her to go for pageant cos he and a few other contestants had to go celebrate a freshie's birthday and there was nobody left to train the contestants.

hello?? zoe said right form the start she was here for dance audition?

and even though the freshie's from my group and i know Y wants to get on freshies' good books but stopping the whole training for a personal matter?? i dont think that's appropriate.

talk about professionalism.

and i was doing dance auditions so obviously i couldnt just stop everything just so i could attend the birthday celebration.

because im more professional than that.

and he made it sound so accusing. like "so you're not going?"

fucking bugger.

it was 1130 and Y kept repeating to me that freshie's birthday was TODAY and would be over once it was 12.

hello what kind of birthday celebration ends in half an hour??

i kept telling him that i would go after dance auditions but it couldnt get into his numb skull. apparently the only thing in his mind was "freshie's birthday is TODAY and if i dont turn up in time, oh no freshies wouldnt like me anymore! boohoohoo. nevermind about pageant training all the rest of the contestants can wait cos my freshie's birthday's more important."

LOSER.

i didnt bother to hide my displeasure. i mean i didnt scold him or anything; he's in the same blk and there're bound to be instances where we'd see each other and i didnt want things to turn nasty.

but im pretty sure it was written all over my face.

i managed to swallow it down though and hopefully looked normal throughout the auditions.

so we carried on with the auditions and by the time i rushed over the pageant ppl in my group were already making their way back. but the rest of the og people were still lounging around and talking.

see what i mean?

and we talked pretty long, until 1plus am.

and im sure freshie understood when i explained that i had had dance auditions and couldnt make it in time. in any case it was only a few minutes past his birthday and im sure he didnt mind.

we went back after that where the real conversation about Y took place in zoe's room.

argh. i hope this never happens again.

well on another note, wl's probably gonna chair AC and she's asked me to be secretary. but the term "secretary" sounds so useless! like someone who solely takes minutes and nothing else.

i demand to be called Honourary General Secretary!!

that sounds more important.

and i can allocate hotel rooms!!  ¶ 12:20 AM 0 Comments

  then one about ibg... last day of school for the week!!

hehehe.

tmr's union day and all my lessons are cancelled.

btw anybody going to school tmr pls msg me? i need to pass my matric card to someone to help me vote..

but by the time anybody reads this it'll prob be too late..so..

argh i so dont want you-know-who to get his post.

ibg's this week and next, dance audition's tonight.

oh and btw we were first for road relay yesterday! and most of our runners were freshies! woah this i totally didnt expect.

im tired and busy. thank goodness for union day for a breather.

going shopping with weiling tmr, then kbox-ing at night with jinglin and the rest.

and yuwen msged me to tell me she's in ntu also!! this is so fun..lol. we're gonna meet up sometime soon!!

and girls please change date for marina?? my dnd's on 9th Sept..

pretty please??  ¶ 5:14 PM 0 Comments

  the one about welcome nights... finally. time to blog.

hectic 2nd week of school.

lessons and hall events.

actually, just hall events. lessons are a given.

welcome nights were on thurs and fri.

what a horribly disappointing turnout from the freshies. it was more a "welcome back" for seniors than a "welcome" to the freshies.

thursday's attendance was meagre. like 3 freshies turned up to see yx sing. the rest of them had gone out for dinner cos they thought food wasn't provided, thanks to untrue information provided by a certain someone. i dont get it. if freshies dont know something dont they ask seniors instead of fellow freshies? they turned up for the ice-skating for that matter.

and ice skating was nice if not for the horrible counter staff who didnt have socks and insisted that it wasnt that they did not have them, he "just cannot find". which resulted in a lot of sore and blistered feet that night. thank goodness i wasnt one of those.

turnout last night was even worse. there were so few people we could probably only take up 2 buses instead of the originally-planned 4. and i like mdm chan my blk's hall fellow! she's SO cute and super enthu about hall! she paid for our soyabean curd and dough fritters last night and then suddenly exclaimed "J E A N! your earrings are different! are they a pair? they match really well!" and well you guys know about my penchant for mismatched earrings and to have her say that only made me like her more. LOL.

and btw most of the freshies had already left for home because it was friday night.

hello? friday night and saturday morning isnt really much of a difference?

i dont get this year's freshies. period. it's the 2nd week of school and i heard that some of them are already gathered in someone's room doing tutorials. yeeps. what happened to life?! i guess the new hall system is really catered for them then.

and then there's the fact that they are so totally not in sync with hall life and hall culture. the ones who are think, wrongly, that they are so immersed in the hall they can act all nice and friendly and talk to seniors when they're total strangers. the ones who are not just act all recluse.

well i suppose i was also like that last year. but im sure i was way more involved in hall even then.

suffice to say there are already quite a few freshies i totally dislike. and the horrible thing is that being a senior i can't really be too aloof with them cos there's still this thing about helping freshies integrate into hall life. so i have to smile and act nice when all i wanna do is to roll my eyes and chase them out of hall.

i honestly hope that the impending ibg changes my opinin of them. i've seen some positivity but attendance is another matter.

argh. freshies are SUCH a bother.  ¶ 11:28 PM 0 Comments

  the one about first tutorials... 2nd day of official school week.

and im down with a stomachache.

we had a pizza dinner just now and after feeling bloated from eating too much, laughing too much and running around too much, im down with a stomachache.

maybe it's indigestion.

i dont like first tutorials. a load of rubbish. can we just get down to the real work like soon?

argh.

and K added me on msn thanks to lkc and now he's talking to me like he's known me for a long time.

hello? i spoke to him like once? and like a few words? and it was on initiation night when they were playing a senior.

and he's not even in hall anymore!

i've avoided him so many times i feel guilty and now that he's talking, he can't stop!!

grr.

i've got fs tomorrow. heard they opened up a few hundred more slots today and they got snapped up in like a few hours?

that's how hot fs is.

and now so many people i know are taking fs!

weiling, shuyun, wenting, xw, jinglin, zoe, huiwen.

and that's all i know.

yays. im a happy girl.

and i shall not disregard my fs this sem cos i dont wanna use my s/u option this year!

btw somebody help me with the html please?? i cant seem to move my entries to the left...  ¶ 12:31 AM 0 Comments

  the one about a lizard in my room... there's a freaking lizard in my room!!

it wasnt there initially.

now i cant even clean my room.

BOOHOOOHOO.

and nobody's around in hall to help me catch it!!

plus im feeling way sleepy now after the medicine.

im under the influence of drugs.lol.

im guessing i need a sp.

probably only shups knows what im talking about.

still.

my room is clean!! what's a freaking lizard doing here!!

im off to snooze abit.

now i know why you shouldnt drive under the influence of medicine.  ¶ 10:20 PM 0 Comments

  the one about post-foc... im so super touched can!

my freshies gave me a thank you card!!

ok granted it was mostly either about me being the best welfare or about me being stupid.

but still.

im all smiles.

well first day of school was shit.

i so wanna skip all kkw's lectures.

BORING.

and then there's the add/drop period which im so stressed about tomorrow.

i havent added my hp102 and hw111.

and i need to change my hs205.

argh!! stress stress stress.

was originally planning to join the freshies for the joint hall bash thingy but yingxuan's AAR took so long i had to miss it.

oh whatever. see how it goes tomnorrow.  ¶ 2:02 AM 0 Comments

  the one about the end of foc... AVON got the best OG award!!

yeah guys we're small but tight!!

apparently some aren't very happy about the decision but whatever. it's supposedly all about hall politics. im just glad AVON played it right.

and my freshies are obsessed with the mafia game.

hahaha. they wanted to declare a mafia night very month or something.

isnt that cute.

i ran a temperature on the very last night after the ghost walk thing so i couldnt be there to see us get the best OG award.

basket.

i wanted to see our small but potent group win.

actually everyone was shocked to say the least. we were too. but i feel we more than deserve it. as does every other group of course.

maybe it was cos our programmer was a figure of authority and spoke up more for us. some also thought he tended to favour us a little.

well :)

cos we played fair all the way.

well it's the end of foc & i love you guys!! i hope we stay as tight as before aight!!  ¶ 12:30 AM 0 Comments

  the one about foc day 3... my freshies are CHEER FIGHT CHAMPIONS!!!

are they like good or what???

especially when they were missing seniors like me and sharon etc.

and they had only just learnt the cheer.

argh. if i had know i'd have gone to sentosa with them and not go for the fucked up driving test.

oh fuck whatever.

now im like waiting for my freshies to return to hall cos they just spent the whole day at sentosa.

and i like my freshies!! well most of them at least. the guys and even the girls all offered to carry the waterbottles for me!

and not like half-heartedly asking just for the sake of asking kind like "you want me to carry for you?" when we were running or walking when they see me with the waterbottles they would just take it from me and continue running.

so sweet right!!! probably because im the best welfare. lol.

we had initiation last night. quite disappointing cos they did only like 3 or 4 stations due to bad weather and bad programming. it was raining and some people had to take qet the next day. because of the weather we couldnt do the candlefight as well. bleah.

but it was quite fun being the ah lian in the gambling den!! haha. i shouted and acted damn fierce and snatched their money and everything. haha. jaron even came over to tell me he could hear me from the other side of the room.

this year's freshies were damn fierce. i think they weren't afraid of us at all. when they lights went out one even jumped over the chairs and tables at the side of the room and hid there until everyone else had left and they were moving the chairs back. haha. and i heard many of them even pushed the seniors acting as policemen out when they were trying to escape. hahaha.

so anyway we just did a few stations like mudslide and the toilet thing. it's a pity they missed the one where they are rolled up in a mattress and rolled down a slope. dang.

and of course the seniors had our fun with them. we went around asking whether they liked kaya or butter then smeared it on their faces. then of course the perennial favourite questions "who's your favourite freshie/senior?", "who's the best looking senior/freshie?", "do you know who i am"(in another voice) etc...then we also told them there was a large drain or they were entering a tunnel and to take a giant step forward or to bend down even though it was all flat ground. haha. that's what they did to us last year as well!!

hahaha. it was fun disurbing them when they were blindfolded.lol. we posed for lots of photos without them even knowing. haha.

of course we also talked to them to keep them entertained throughout. haha daniel is like so dead when somebody asked him who was the fat and short senior he actually said "kelvin" and that's why he was horribly tekan-ed. lol.

then last night it was city crusade where we went all over singapore. and they kept running!! and you all know i really cannot run. i almost died there. but hui juan was injured so i walked with her behind at the later part of the race.

they ended in sentosa i think but i didnt go there with them cos of the fucking driving test.

seriously talk about being unlucky.

the senior tester asked me to pick out the first name and i picked myself. then everything just went wrong from there.

i couldnt start the car on the slope. 6 times.

then i mistook directional change for vertical parking and hit the kerb. then i just kinda lost it there and just turned without bothering to look at the turning point and mounted the bloody kerb.

then on the road this bloody old man crossed the road very slowly just after the pedestrian crossing and continued crossing even when i was approaching, this maid ran out from behind the bus, some kid was still in the middle of the road and im like "what am i supposed to do?!" fuck.

hello if you wanna commit suicide dont do it where people are learning driving can.

but it's my problem also. i guess i was really too tired. imagine surviving on less than 4 hours of sleep a day then taking a lesson and test on the same day. i had to wash my face so many times.

aiyah fuck la. whatever. i dont care.

then my phone was totally flat so i couldnt call anyone to whine.

i was so pissed i took a cab back to halll.

and there was a power failure in my room. wtf.

so i went down to senior summer's room to charge my phone. talking to her also made me feel better i guess. she's not as aloof as she seems to be.

then when i went back to my room the hall office had locked my room door so i had to race there to borrow keys before they closed.

GRRR. ultimate suay-ness. and yes i do realise i have these days.

so now im still waiting for yx's call. and im getting dry eyes and feeling sleepy.

im losing my voice!!

*croaks*  ¶ 7:33 PM 0 Comments

  the one about exile foc day1... first day of foc and we did campus crusade. ran everywhere in school.

am bloody tired.

and i ache everywhere.

*groans*

i feel my joints creaking.

anyway i think my og's pretty good. as in i dont particularly hate anyone. now.

ok i admit i tend to be biased towards the better looking people. cant help it that's human nature. even if it is only mine.

i think j o n a t h a n's very goodlooking. BUT he's damn short; maybe only slightly taller than me.

what a pity.

but he's pretty proportionate for his size.

and he's not gonna get mr photogenic anytime soon.

well the og's not yet warmed up to the idea of " wo yao kan dao wo de lian" in photos but i believe that's only a matter of time.lol.

i have to meet at 7.45am tomorrow.

*whines and whines and whines*  ¶ 2:01 AM 0 Comments