the one about my hair... argh. im back in hall.

i feel lethargic..i was in such a bad mood when i had to come back.

one whole week at home. bliss.

now it's squalor.

but it's time to mug i guess.

and now that i've lost a roomie it'll be easier to concentrate. *winks*

ok photo time. not very clear though cos it was taken with my phone.
(funny how that line sounds. 10 years ago everybody would have thought i was crazy if i had said that)


before:


after:







nice nice??  ¶ 9:53 PM 0 Comments

  the one about dinner... for dinner i had:

frog legs
beansprouts
sambal kangkong
chili crab
satay
mocha icecream

and i ate like a starved person.

and im posting this seemingly meaningless post because it's a long time since i've not had the urge for uhm..let's call it Dinner Part II.

and im still feeling satisfyingly full now.

i like =)  ¶ 3:04 AM 0 Comments

  the one about public transport... im so not suitable for public transport.

everytime i take the taxi something weird happens.

one stopped me at a gas station on the way to help him get small change.

another asked me to repair his handphone.

another started telling me how easy it was to rob the people in the hostel seeing that there're few security guards patrolling. and frankly i was so spooked i stopped talking to him.

*smacks forehead*

and dont even get me started on mrts. i bet i've blogged like millions of times about how im always taking trains in the wrong directions.

just like yesterday when i felt so lost changing trains at je. sharon had told me it was the right train but when i boarded it and heard the announcement that it was terminating at toa payoh i thought i was on the wrong train again. if the doors hadnt closed i'd be out of the train.

but guess what?

it was the right train.

grrrr.

i need my license.

and a car too please all you wealthy sugar daddies.

but even then it's probably not guranteed that i wouldnt get lost.

*deep sigh*  ¶ 9:39 PM 0 Comments

  the one about steamboat at marina.. i curled my hair!!

i still dont know whether i like it. i mean it's...nice..different but i kinda miss straight hair..?

saw christybell n xiaomin in town! thn i went to find ruying and sharon to while away time before i went to meet yingxuan, shuwei, shumin, weitao, weihao and sharon for steamboat at marina. toro joined us later.

went for a game of bowling after dinner. i teamed up with shun yuan and if i thought i was bad, ahem ahem... :P

and surprisingly it was quite fun to be out with them talking on the way back about foc and gossip going around..lol..

we're arranging another gossip fest soon!!  ¶ 1:00 AM 0 Comments

  the one about not being... im in a dilemma.

i know that i have to stress my point but not turning up just seems...mean.

i gave them quite a scare yesterday. i was just so pissed off and non-committal. like i hate it when they take me for granted. when they keep asking when i've already given an affirmative. when they make me feel like im troublesome. when they start huddling around and speaking in hushed tones cos they think im upset.

and darn well i am.

but they dont see it. it's not them. it's her.

she makes me feel like im not a part of them. she extends invitations to me like i don't know. or asks me after they've already confirmed something.

she makes me feel left out.

and i dont know but if i have to feel this way when im with them then i guess i'm better off not.

and the worse thing is everybody around me is leaving.

sometimes i think i just wanna run home and snuggle up. at least family takes you for who you are; i never have to be someone im not in front of them, they let me deal with my moods my way.

maybe it's just pms.  ¶ 11:22 PM 0 Comments

  the one about the joke of the day... oh this is funny:


jean: in concentration camps they use a hose to fill the people up with water. it's a form of torture

sp: then why these people wanna join this camp??

all: stunned silence


hahahaha i cant believe the ignorance!! i laughed until my tears almost came out...  ¶ 11:24 PM 0 Comments

  the one about more quizzes...

Your Personality Is

Rational (NT) You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas. You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy! Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people. In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally. You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought. Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals. In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent. At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia. With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well. As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly. On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal. You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk. You should major in: Philosophy Music Theology Art History Foreign language

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as down to earth and reliable. Overall, your true self is passionate and physical. With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem sad and helpless.

Who Should Paint You: Pablo Picasso

Your an expressive soul who shows many emotions, with many subtleties Only a master painter could represent your glorious contradictions

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

Your IQ Is 105

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Average

You Are 24% Abnormal

You are at low risk for being a psychopath. It is unlikely that you have no soul. You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at low risk for having a social phobia. It is unlikely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Cult Classic

Quirky, offbeat, and even a little campy - your life appeals to a select few. But if someone's obsessed with you, look out! Your fans are downright freaky. Your best movie matches: Office Space, Showgirls, The Big Lebowski

  ¶ 8:28 PM 0 Comments

  the one about annoyance... how many times do i have to drill it into your numb skull??

don't take anything for granted. fuck dont take me for granted.

don't decide on everything without even asking my opinion then fucking expect me to go along with it. i would think that the courteous thing would be to ask even though i may or may not have an opinion.

but no u HAVE to have it HIS way because what the hell it's HIM and his word is rule isn't it??

god get a mind of your own.

even worse don't settle on everything then ask me like a fucking afterthought.

cos i won't fucking go along with it.

and if it's gonna take something drastic to make u see such a bloody obvious point then the hell im gonna do it.

screw you. all.  ¶ 3:31 AM 0 Comments

  dedicated to you she dropped the bombshell.

and i guess it doesnt really come as a surprise but having her tell it straight out just makes it so much harder.

i couldnt help tearing looking at what she said online.

but ultimately i want what's best for her too and if this arrangement suits her and makes her a better and happier person then i guess this is what i would want for her.

she says we can still go out and do fun stuff. i tell her 'of course' because i don't want it to end. i dont wanna know it's gonna end.

but i know that's gonna be so hard.

because im gonna miss her so bad.  ¶ 9:23 PM 0 Comments

  the one about the last meeting with huimei... im so tired i cant feel my eyelids...

went out after school to meet huimei for the last time before she leaves for australia on friday. had dinner at coffee club after alot of procrastination.

met her friend who passed her keys or something. and now im certain that she really doesnt know the meaning of 'good-looking'.

finally found shunji matsuo. now i know why joey hasnt replied my message..she's on leave!!

im concussed. and i havent even studied for hs202 tmr.

im so screwed.

and pissed. can u believe i almost took the wrong train to town today? thank goodness i realised in the nick of time and didnt board the train. but on the way back i really took the wrong train. and it went all the way to kallang before i even realised. whoever said transport in singapore was convenient?!

waste of time. grr.

and poor maybeline is still sick. from her vday dinner no less. get well soon girl!!  ¶ 9:38 PM 0 Comments

  the one about v-day... so concludes the end of my not-so-hot date on v-day.

my hot date aka ang xiaowen cancelled on me last minute which left only me and the not-so-hot date yc.

went to jec first cos yc wanted to iceskate. but there were too many people. and quite embarrassing considering he hasnt ice-skated before and i barely know how. so went to pizza hut first to eat to beat the dinner crowd. btw the strawberry kueh lapis thing was so bad even yc didnt wanna eat it.

went to watch i not stupid too. hello?! whoever said it was touching?! sad yes but not enough to warrant a waterfall u get what i mean?!

wanted to go back to jp for swensen's but the queue was way too long. so just had a milkshake at mos burger before yc had to go back.

it wasnt that bad. but prob would have been better with ah wen. :(

ang xiaowen i demand a good explanation from you!!

oh zoe gave me a calendar and got a rose from weitao and suemin.

so that's my single red vday rose. which i actually only wanted from a hot hunk. :(

oh wells.

saw someone who looked alot like hyun bin from the eyes up on the mrt today!! i'd forgotten how exciting it was to take the train... hehe...

weiling and the rest went to jec too! but they've got the automobile so there're like all over the place now.. last time i checked they were at holland v...

and oh yes her *ahem ahem* is there too!!

hahahaha! oh man im mean...  ¶ 11:02 PM 0 Comments

  oh go on. fuck off why dont you.  ¶ 1:55 AM 0 Comments

  the one about the curtainfall... phew.

production finally came to an end yesterday on a resounding note.

and it was good. great in fact.

makeup comm was the best. after doing the actors' makeup we had the whole room to ourselves. with the ultra comfy couch. all the way until the real thing started.

i clocked in quite a few hours on the couch. haha. what can i say it's a full-time job.

we knocked off when the actors did and slacked around even when they weren't.

got a sweet lil' pressie from swan too. i feel so appreciated.

so unlike the props. :P

so we went out for supper at the makan place after the show, the whole makeup team plus swan, kelvin, william king, jingling and alex.(props had to bring the props back to hall)

had such a fun time talking and gossiping mainly about the smelliest person on the set.

cabbed back with yingxuan, shups and denice.

about 2am when i reached home. concussed at abt 4am. all the way until 3pm. woke up to have lunch and tv. knocked out again at 5plus until abt 8pm.

i really can sleep.

i think im gonna miss being in a big team like the production team. toro and weitao and kokguan were making me laugh the whole time i was backstage.

and seriously i wouldnt mind joining makeup again next year if there's still hall production.

i just dont wanna be the ic.

and that's it. time to hit the books.



and when the curtain falls all that's left is the hollow echo of emptiness  ¶ 10:18 PM 0 Comments

  the one about hall production... been so busy with production stuff.

it's on fri and sat. buy tix from me!

if u wanna go that is.

huimei's going down under next friday. im just so happy for her =D.

got a lava lamp!

vday's tues.

no flowers.

im saddd. :(

random random.

i like :)

weiling's sleeping. surprising eh. *winks*

hehe.




and i guess i have to admit that sometimes i do things out of perverse delight rather than the supposed correct motives  ¶ 2:36 AM 0 Comments

  because i was bored and made the mistake of visiting ali's blog...

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back. You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

You are Dark Chocolate

You live your life with intensity, always going full force. You push yourself (and others) to the limit... you want more than you can handle. An extreme person, you challenge and inspire the world!

You Are a Down to Earth Doll

You're good looking and you realize that looks matter And you also know that it's your inside that really shines You do your best to look like an A-lister But you devote most of your time to being a well rounded hottie

You are a Mild Mama

You don't have to be screaming at the top of your lungs to have a good time You rather chill, soak in the moment, and appreciate life for what it is Guys appreciate your "take life as it comes" approach... (Though they wouldn't mind if you got a little wild from time to time!)

Your Hat Personality Is A

Fedora

You are a City Girl!

Whether you live in the city or not, you've got the heart of a city girl. You're up on the latest trends - what's hot in music, food, and fashion. And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun. Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him!

Your Perfume is Glow

Fresh, sexy, and clean. You're real, intimate, and exciting. Your lush sensuality appeals to men... And you're as sexy as Jennifer Lopez. Power scents: Orange flower, grapefruit, and citrus.

You are Flat Sandals

Casual yet flirty You look great in a simple top and jeans Your look is approchable and cute!

Your Makeup Look Is

Dramatic Eyes with Naked Lips You rock an edgy, modern look with feminine grace

You Are Boot Cut Jeans

You're fashionable and sexy - in an understated way. You're more about looking good than following the latest look of the week.

  ¶ 12:00 AM 0 Comments

  the one about post-cny... post cny.

im not in the mood for anything yet.

guilt-ridden to know that we have to skip lessons on weds and thurs next week for production bunk in.

dance later. or now. actually i dont really care.

hall is really taking up alot of my time.

had mahjong session yesterday at my neighbours'. then william and weiling were watching LOST.*raised eyebrows* so talked all the way until 5plus. still couldnt sleep so did my mask. slept only at 6. so skipped jLo today. not that i couldnt wake up but i just wasnt in the right frame of mind to attend his lecture.

i just know im gonna die at tmr's tutorial...

i dont know im just really sleepy now i can barely open my eyes...dying for a nap.

im praying there wont be any more stuff after production and dance.

IBG2 can just get out of my life.

im feeling grouchy and touchy and irritable.

post cny withdrawal symptoms.

or probably post-pineappletarts-bakkwa-whatever else withdrawal.  ¶ 8:12 PM 0 Comments