blinded by the lights..
keep it in girl keep it in
the one about another gossip session...
was almost late for tutorial today. thank goodness lt offered to drive me. well normally im not adverse to being late; i mean im late all the time but this time was different cos i hadnt attended the lecture and i didnt wanna be called on to answer any questions. but tough luck. charanpal was the tutor today and
of course he called me like 4-5 times even though i had my head down all the time. grrrr.
lessons ended at 630 today and had to rush for dance. but after dinner of course. :P
dance ended at 11plus. we were told we might not be able to take part in the dance cos it might clash with production. im hoping to goodness we can cos i dont want to waste all my time practising sa dance that's not gonna be seen anyway.
had a gossip session with swan and zoe all the way until one. found out some really startling things that made me think twice about some hall people. well well well...
maybeline!! the edison lookalike
was from my hall!! but he's not staying in hall anymore. apparently he's in floorball ivp so..hehe..
finished watching
kim sam soon and oh my god im so in love with hyun bin! love his super ap face..lol..
really tired today.
shall wake up earlier tomorrow to clear some work. i dont wanna be slogging through my whole cny on assignments and tutorials and readings. boo.
the one where i get annoyed...
really sleepy these few days..i think i need more sugar. and blood maybe.
so now there's the interhall dance competition and there was practice today and will be too tomorrow.
and my thighs were aching after today. boo.
was reading my past entries. im an entertaining blogger arent i! arent u bunch lucky..lol..
pondering whether to go for cny dinner. and seaX. u think?
somebody please tell me what to write on "experience is the best teacher". oh man that's sucha crummy topic why am i even wasting brain cells on it.
oh my bedtime's getting earlier. i like!
gavin aka the fat old man aka FOM is getting on my nerves. he was waving a bloody sock in my face so what if it was clean?? how clean can socks be?! ass!!
sometimes, just sometimes...i would love to throttle him.
and she's obviously putting *ahem* ahead of everything. she goes there
every single night because she claims she has nothing to do. GTH she can do her tutorials!! but no she would have her share of fun there before coming back to do her tutorials, claiming that she had forgotten. argh. responsibility man!!
the one about the reward...
my hard work was rewarded!
sp got me a keychain which says 'jean' and 'nice' cos i didnt get mad at weiling for breaking my previous keychain.
he's sucha daddy figure!
i think i should just go ahead and be nice for the rest of the month..*winks*
haha im kidding i dont think i can bear that.
the 'fat and old' jibes about gavin are back. i feel them coursing through my veins once again.
in other words dearies,
im back!!
the one about takraw...
in the end the much-anticipated miracle did not happen.
we put up a good fight to hall4's takraw team.
but we lost.
which makes me wonder: why should you put a lousy player in the team just because he's a senior?
but well done the others.
anyways i've decided to try my best to be nice for the rest of this week. which means no 'fat' jibes about gavin, no 'short' jokes about weiling etc. in other words, no wisecracks.
i think i can do it.
cos if i continue being mean the pimple on my face aint getting no smaller honey.
the one about hall olympiad...
hall olympiad today.
walked there with weiling then found a hobbling desmond calling us from behind.
saw xiaowen at the cheering place!! shocked that she'd actually be there..haha i mean she's never been known to be a hall person...
all the cheering squads did their thing.
lizhen! i saw u and jiaying sitting right in front of ur hall ppl!! lol...
sp came back so we all went out around 10plus to have a late dinner at the bukit timah place.
saw wen ting there!! apparently she was having supper there too..
actually im really tired today.
than goodness i finished the freewriting thing in the afternoon. slipshod but wth i've just about had enough of hs203 for the week.
weiling took sp's car so she obviously went to 54. i was in lt's car so i went back to the room and concussed on the bed. and would have done so if gavin and william hadnt come, william with his laundry detergent(?!) cos gavin wanted my socio notes. and had ambushed william when he was on the way to doing his laundry.
(oh come on am i that scary?!)
so we were talking in my room for awhile, then gavin said he had alot of rain's mvs in his com, so i went over to 54 armed with sp's hard disk drive. and sp's car was gone. and so was weiling. weiling had gone back to 56 with sp!! hahaha talk about missing each other~
so we were talking in gavin's room with william wee and william low. and william low went to japan for his IA!! which is so cool. plus he had his housing provided and S$500 salary and he could go over to hokkaido and osaka and stuff to play around.
so that's what GIP is like..
the one about ichess...
boo!
tired after stupid ichess thing. argh.
i
WILL do my free writing. just later.
sp came back for production and stayed for awhile. wow IA really sucks. he has to wake up at like 645am!! i already have trouble waking at 10..
oh i like speaking to gavin the old man. he makes me feel waay young. LOL.
enough updating for now i guess.
hall olympiad tomorrow. hope nothing goes wrong with the cheer squad. it's dangerous enough as it is.
maybeline: here girl, the link for
my name is kim sam soon. i always dont catch you online so this is prob a better way. :)
http://www.idols-unlimited.com/my-name-is-kim-sam-soon
the one about IA and ichess...
skipped lecture today so that i could do jLo's assignments.
the enormity of the situation struck me when i was doing umpiring for ichess yesterday.
i had 3 readings, none of them touched, none of them understood. and nothing to show for it. and by tuesday night.
and then there's ichess again today. grr.
so there wasnt much contention really.
wanted to wake up at 10 but only crawled out of the covers at 11. figures.
now im on to my last reading. which i still dont really understand. oh crap wth.
yeah hall life's really busy.
but im happy :)
been kinda quiet these few days though. all of them are away for IA..
sp's the busy busy one. plus there're no girls at his workplace. hah.
william's the slack one. but he has to wear a
uniform during work..
weihong's the torturous one..his first day at work was spent doing tests and quizzes. and they even want him to bring his notes to work..tsk tsk..
kinda makes me glad we dont have IA.
oh and my HW101 tutor is just the coolest thing! she was taking attendance at the end of the lesson:
prof: shi zhong? (looks around) anyone knows who shi zhong is?
us: silence *look around*
prof: aiyo really
shi zong (disappeared)...
hahahahahaha!! it's just the way she says it that's so hilarious!!
the one where the mother strikes again...
tried getting cny clothes from town today.
didnt manage to. save for a brown cardigan a la the yellow one jaclyn tay wore in
love concierge. except mine has long sleeves. just the way i like it. :)
pants were, are difficult to find though. im on the verge of giving up.
i think we're getting old..all of us were so sleepy at 9plus..
was showing hall pics to my mom.
if you thought i was nasty, my mom's worse. she just about commented on every single person i pointed out to her. yours truly wasnt much spared either in case you wanna know..
and you wonder who i got my mean streak from. hah.
and she doesnt go like 'ewww she's so ugly' she goes
'hahaha she's so ugly' which in my opinion kinda makes it worse.
anyways.
my name is kim sam soon is really hilarious! im loving it!!
the one really random thought...
to be a guy amongst the guys and a girl amongst the girlsu get what i mean?
anyway here are photos from before i kinda lost in my com..so there u are:

this was in the holding room after carolling. behold the look of disdain.

oh this one's much better

me shaopeng and a really cute-looking-but-foul-speaking chintau

jaron said his face was too big...

i have no idea..he's prob acting as a flower

xiao bai and lao hei...bn voyage..
these are after
rhythm of the heart...

me and sp

me, best male vocalist jaron, and weiling
and this is the hall xi badminton team. in case u wanna..i dont know..know the badminton team..?? hah

the mother: where did u go today?
me: kbox lor
the mother: karaoke?! u dare to sing?!
me: ?! you book a room to sing in
the mother: what type of songs? chinese songs?
me: yeah...
the mother: u know how to sing?!
me: ...
the mother: wait. u paid money to sing in a room?
me: ...
the mother: *shakes head* waste money...
sometimes i get so exasperated with
the mother *throws hands up in despair*
the one about kboxing...
had an enjoyable time kboxing with ah wen today. even though it was at lot1.
and it suddenly struck me as weird that all the pj students now dont even know that we were their seniors. that we blazed a trail for them even before they thought of entering the school.
food at
food culture the halal foodcourt upstairs was really good by the way.
golly by driving test date's on 5May. like how far away is that? my semester would already have been over by then...
thank goodness william pres helped transfer money into my account today otherwise my wait would have been so much longer. i'd probably have to renew my pdl twice over. hah what about that!
im hooked on desperate housewives 2! help maybeline!!
and seriously just because i dont speak when i've just woken up doesnt mean that im in a foul mood. it just means i dont wanna talk.
the part about looking pissed cant be helped though.
it comes naturally.
anyways.
i guess it's about time i started on my tutorials.
*deep sigh*
the one about...
sometimes it doesnt matter whether or not you're surrounded with people. cos the feeling's still the same.
and sometimes you realise you dont matter anymore.
thank
youon another note, shilun's leaving on monday the 16th. im gonna miss lao hei. he's the only effective billingual i recognize in these parts.
the one about a lone thought...
for you:
and some sparks of anger can never be extinguished through the passage of time
the one about the much-abhored wussy...
oh i hate wussies.
went to clementi yesterday to play pool with lt, william n weiling. apparently the wee power wasnt very strong cos we kept losing.
after that we were in william wee's room playing a horrible game of downing water by the 500ml glass. whoever had the smallest number on the dice had to drink a glass, with the limit being 2 glasses until there was a winner.
william, weiling, shaopeng, jaron, lt and me were playing.
guess who was a bloody wuss who went to hide in another room when it was the person's turn to drink?
i'll give u a hint:
william had to down 2 glasses in 2 alternate rounds but he was ok, just abit dazed on the floor.
weiling almost died when she had to drink 2 glasses consecutively but she did and spent the rest of the night feeling bloated and unwell.
shaopeng hid under the table as a joke but came out willingly to drink his glass. after all our round of 2 glasses he even challenged me to another glass; that if i drank one more the rest of them would drink another glass too. and they all had to save for weiling. lol.
jaron was the winner so he only drank one glass though his was more 700ml than 500ml.
i was 2nd. i drank my 2 glasses and a challenged 3rd glass. i was fine though, save for the toilet trips. i didnt feel like puking or anything and neither did i have to lie down like a corpse like shaopeng who stayed in the same awkward position for 1/2hour cos he didnt wanna risk puking by moving around.
so guess who was the wuss who went to hide in shaopeng's room without us knowing when it came to his turn to drink? we were looking for him then i thought he might be in sp's room and when william opened the door, he found him hiding behind the door.
oh the best thing was he claimed that he was checking on the downloads but
he closed the door and hid his slippers.
oh man what a bloody coward. if u wanna play u have to be willing to accept the fact that u may lose.
plus the half-dead weiling gamely downed both glasses. he was still able to walk around to hide so another glass wasnt really a problem to him. as shown when he drank his second glass.
what a bloody wuss. i cant stand people like that. in fact i detest them. if u're not willing to accept the punishment then jolly well dont play.
yuck. im absolutely disgusted.
the one after rhythm of the heart...
so now im finally back from the rhythm of the heart.
pretty good. though there were quite a few unfamiliar songs...
went for dinner at
asian kitchen which was pretty good surprisingly.
wanted to go back but try telling that to a group of seniors awaiting their IA. plus i know how it sounds to whine about going back to hall to do tutorials. so went along to play arcade and pool at the marina place.
wow now even jaron thinks im fierce. i think that's quite an achievement...i dont like to be pushed around literally and have a palm-in-my-face all the time, as was what happened yesterday at zouk and today at marina square.
weiling and me beat shilun and lt 2-1!! omg i never thought i could be so good at pool. haha ok i wasnt that good, it was more beginners' luck than anything.. :)
now weiling's off in 54 by herself. i didnt wanna go along cos 1) i wanted to do my tutorial and 2) i think it's best to let her have some time with them by herself.
i know how it feels to have it feel as if all your friends don't belong to you anymore. it's like we spend ALL our time together which can be pretty nerve-wrecking at times. but they are her friends after all so i guess it's only right that i let her have fun with them without me around.
so maybe i really should get back to my tutorial...
pics from last night..taken using xw's phone so the quality's not that great..




the one post hall bash...
back from hall bash at zouk.
what a flop. the music was blah the environment was worse.
thank goodness for the company.
met xw, kolay, yc and sm for dinner at pastamania at cine.
met up with sig n jocelyn at heeren before taking a cab down to zouk.
post zouk we went for
bak kut teh before cabbing back.
grr. we didnt even get on the dance floor. no way was i gonna dance with the old beng gavin. im going back some wednesday.
got my purple grip but left it with xw. and yep the cute guy was still there!! *grins*
rhythm of the heart's tomorrow.
but im gonna finish up my precis tonight.
i hope.
the one about the upcoming hall bash...
instant noodles are blah..nothing beats a piping hot ham and melted cheese sandwich..
but i digress. im hungry.
hall bash's tomorrow. all the people who said they had already sold their tix had their friends back out on them last minute.
so i say my friends are the best. *wide grin*
xing and strum's 'rhythm of the heart' performance is on sunday. which means that today is my only day at home for the week.
someone please cure my html! i know everything's not showing but i really have no idea how to fix it...
oh lizhen!! next saturday's confirmed!
i need to get a new badminton grip. i forgot that mine was a grip and only got an overgrip. in a blah white colour too. so im getting a pink one from far east! soon i hope..i dont want kc wrapping it with one of his equally blah ones..
and i need a haircut too. but prices are apparently hiked up because of cny so i guess it wont be so soon..
somebody please help my html...
the one where masspost again...
havent blogged in awhile.
guess i should make it known that we lost to a lesser team for our quarters. due to many complications and miscommunications. it hurts to know that we gave up a place in the semis to a less able team when we could have easily won them. but i dont really wanna say anymore about it, just that it fucking hurts. period.
passed my final theory test!
went out shopping for cny clothes with weiling after that. that ass made me wait for her for 1 1/2 hrs, the longest yours truly has
ever waited for anyone. but she's made up for it i can safely assure you that. *smiles*
met up with sp, gavin, william, jaron and zh after that for dinner. rina and lt joined us later for
the promise. it's a weird arty farty kinda show that i dont feel competent enough to give a score to, pretty funny at times though im not sure whether it was meant to be. but jaron's first words after the movie was "what the fuck?!" haha. so that's up to you to interpret. :)
went to swenson's after that for desert plus desmond and joann. went back around 1am. and the parents weren't even back from the mahjong session. what is the world coming to...
new year's eve. had dinner at my grandma's place with all the aunties and uncles and cousins in tow. valerie made me so happy! *grins* i think she's my favourite cousin!
went to weixuan's house after that for countdown together with rina, short kiat, lt, shilun, william, gavin, kc and weiling. when i arrived they were singing oldies on the karaoke. omg. counted down and then suddenly it felt weird to be sitting down watching
the blair witch 2 on new year's day so we started playing card games, with the loser having to drink
chocolate milk + bailey's irish cream which was actually quite nice. first time drinking and im glad it wasnt a bad experience.
something's bothering me. rather
some things are bothering me. bodering on being annoying. grr. i hope i have it in me to be a bigger person and to rise above it. and to keep it in. please.
okays so now for your viewing pleasure:

me tiff and weiling

hall xi choir!!

shaopeng me and weiling

me, veena and weiling

william, veena, jaron, weiling and me at chomchomp

the head belongs to shilun

all around a pole now...