x-mas datang lagi~

HO HO HO~!
it's X-mas again...
let's celebrate... bukan celebrate x-mas...
our anniversary~ =)


tgh hari kami ke kellie castle~ dulu slalu gak lalu dpn kellie castle time hantar akk ke matrik perak.. tp x prnh masuk pun..

since slalunye ak banyak g mall, ths time g tpt b'sejarah lak. ahaks!

tgk skit2 je dh la eyh.. yg gambar dr bwh tu cam x brape elok jer nk letak...

historical la kekdahnye~~

pemandangan dr atas... hijau jer... rs nyaman jer even matahari pye la terik~

2nd part, makan2.. since kami mmg suka mkn, beberapa hari before tu ak dh fikir tmpat mana nk pergi.

so, ak bwk incik hubby merasa suasana italy..

da food.. da people.. da environment~~~ buonissimo!

healthy appetizer..

 mine... lamb chop my fav.

his.. err.. lupa lak ap ni.. beef steak x slp..

tiramisu~

a perfect day.. looking foward tuk acara mkn2 cam ni lg... hm.. nxt ad ap lg ye~~~

my fav pic of da nite =)

arrivederci~!

the very 1st step

cek dh d bank in ~

application form dh d fax ~

waiting....

yahoo mail : Inbox (1 new message)

Perkara : Tawaran memasuki kursus

yeay! this is only the very 1st baby step.

many more to come.. a long long way to go~

2 months to go...

thinking of something..

what should i do while waiting for the busy days to come?

sit back n relax?

no.no.no.

so not me~

trying my VERY best

11 weeks

+

2 years of exam

+

3 years

=

5+ years!

how YOUNG i am going to be that time?

owh... umo brape pulak ak nk jadi manager nih? hahaha!

tp, klau x start skg, bile 5 tahun tu nk abs?

bile nk jadi manager? heee.

ak dah pilih jalan. no way ak akan patah balik.

life is like one way road.

doa tuk yang terbaik dalam idup..

this is my passion.

......aiming......

Let iT bE~

pejam celik. pejam celik. cak! 7 months already =)



as usual... org pun dah mula tanya2..

"dah ade isi blom" dannnn smua ayat2 yang sewaktu dengannye..

the truth is, we r not expecting anybody or anyone~! full stop!

kalau yang bertanya tu ahli kluarga o member2 yang memang ku kenal, i don't mind (ye ker?).. but klau orang yg bertanya tu ntah makcik2 mane ntah yang aku x pernh tgk muka pun, mulut ni ringan jer rs nk shoot.

so, bagi mengelakkan daripada sebarang kata2 yang x sepatutnya, baik ak blah~ knnnnn?

if u r my family o frenz, MAYBE la bertanya coz concern.. or nk kongsi rasa gembira klau jawapan aku positive. tapi klau orang yang bertanya tu ibarat cm orang2 yang aku jumpa kat kaki lima pasaraya, pe hal lak nk sibuk bertanya ibarat busy body nih??

klau sibuk nk tgk baby, g mngandung sndiri! duhhh!

rezeki ada d mana2

hm.. so here we go...

1st... slepas berfikir. n brfikir n berfikir, (bukan setakat fikir 2 o 3 kali.. tp lebih dari 23 kali).... i am not going to further my PhD.. Y? hm... *let it be*

2nd.. I am going to try something else... yes. I mean it. with a few investment.. harap apa yang ak buat ni berbaloi.. but still kene study lagi... notes.. exams... but this time will be different. *i guess so...*

Bila ak mintak pndapat ayh, ayh cakap "cuba la"

Me: cuba? with this amount of money, bukan setakat cuba2~

Application akan d hantar in a few days.. or tomorrow. hopefully ada good news.

Owh, but first, on Monday, I will tell my manager that I stay~ Owh Monday.... ok. lupakan Isnin yg tgh tunggu (ok. actually Manager yg tgh tunggu keje2 ku nk d bawa ke JAKIM) .. lalui hari ahd esok dengan ceria =)

post-convo

pagi2 dh bangun coz janji dengan mereka2 untuk ambil gambar post-convo...

i didn't do this when i got Bachelor Degree 2 tahun lps coz ak boleh rase aku akn kembali semula ke sni...

sesi 1 punya gambar dh siap =)

kami lupa nk pergi pesta convo coz letih.. lepas lunch smua terus blk~ nxt time la k...

special thnx to Mr photographer, Azam.. sy mendoakan anda bergraduat d konvokesyen ke-36~

to yayah (Hidayah)

jeje (Raja)

n 

munchy (Syafiqah)

smoga success dalam kerjaya masing2... after this dh ade mase tuk bina family lak *wink*wink

hope to see you guys again...

my convocation.. Master Degree

today is the day~! yeeeha!

hm.. but then, pagi2 lagi dh macam2 hal yg jd...

kate nk g kul 7 (coz ibu bapa msuk kul 7.30) tp... 7.15 pg baru kuar rumah.

then, perasan baju batik ayh pakai cam yg dia pkai time konvo Degree dulu.. (don't ask how i can remember all those baju from 2 years ago. remember that i won't forget?) so ayh g tkr bju...

on the way... 7.19 pagi, ibu tgk pass msuk n tanye ayh ade bawk songkok x since ak pye konvo Sesi 1 ngn Sultan... tau2 je la kn ape ksudahan...

balik umh~ hurm... 7.23 baru gerak.

15 min from Setiawangsa to UPM. now u can imagine how fast my dad bawa keta~ good enough parents still blom msuk..

perarakan masuk graduan.

mr beloved parents, my supporters =)

my session. SESI 1 Konvokesyen UPM ke-35

~tq to all.. parents..  hubby, siblings, family, frenz... also, to lecturers n staff Masputra UPM~

"d doakn smua rakan2 success dlm kerjaya n life masing2... mendapat yg terbaik dlm hidup.. get a good job.. n earn more $$$"

so, what's da next step? hurm... mau cari kje lain bleh?

pre-convo~!

so.. here we go...

after 2 years of patient, n hardwork, hari ni aku amik jubah konvo.. thats y entry kali ni pre-convo... nntikan entry lepas ni lak..

time beratur nk dapatkn pengesahan tuk pengambilan jubah konvo.

me wif hubby =) test2 jubah

 

me =)

 dalam sibuk2 test jubah knvo, bila dh balik rumah baru perasan ak terlupa tuk ambil kad sebut nama tuk naik atas pentas. ceh! dh la dpt SESI 1 bersama Sultan... so kne la pergi balik kerana sekeping kad sebut nama..

pas masuk ibu bapa

tomorrow wll b my cnvovation day =)

tik tok tik tok

counting time...

my 1st raya.. as a wife..

excited as always... (perasaan excited raya ni memang ak rase stiap kali nk raya)
why?
coz... ak dpt makan makann yang hanya akan makan time raya.. (since ak memang suka makan)

makann traditional johor + jawa of course =)


'u name it. u got it!'

ketupat, rendang, kuah lodeh, sambal goreng, burasak, lontong... nyum2...

so, berbalik pada 1st time berasa as a wife. hurm.. tahun ni beraya kt johor. (hoyeh!) tp agk letih gak mulut ni nk terangkn smua pasal kbiasaan beraya kt jhor.. n kaitan smua sedara mara umah yang kte orang pergi beraya...

dr amalan berkunjung oleh bdak2 muda kg~ baraan
sepupu sepapat mak ayh... dr ank2 sedara sampai ke moyang ku..
kesukaan ku untuk makan makann time raya~ beraya 7 buah umah kt kg (ni je yg smpat g coz kne blk ke batu pahat lak), 6 buah umh je ak x makan yg berat~ dr ketupat, burasak, lksa johor, sup kerbau... i luv ari ry!

since hubby orang utara n tak biasa masakan selatan + x suka ketupat, kueh2 n sbagainya, the deal was, ak akan makan ngan dia.. if dia x boleh nk makan, thn ak akn mkan.. hukhuk.

"wahai incik suami, makin bsar la isteri anda lps ni"

overall, raya mmg sgt penat as usual. x lrt nk drive keta ke hulu ke hilir... tp thn ni still x smpat gak nak g beraya kt segamat,... kat kampung ibu pun cuma sempat g 7 buah rumah je...

tempat suami pun x smpat nak g beraya (maaf ibu.. nnti kami blk ye)

hari jumaat pagi dak gerak balik ke KL coz x mau sesak2 kt highway...

tunggu raya thn depan lak.. insyaAllah d kampung hubby..

fEnG sHui

tell me what do u know about feng shui?
none?
a little?
or a lot?!

me? honestly, none~ but i always want to know about this. ok. i'm not kinda person who believe in it. it just.. something new to me =)

feng shui~ taken from labmate

our old 'tong air feng shui' had been upgraded to more elegant, stylish, vase (boleh classified it as a vase?! whatever)

so, what should we do with is?

put gold fish and feed them everyday?
put in those spa fish n do the hand spa~
put in some lotus flower?
do meditation everyday instead of exercise?
holding hands around it and make our 'doa' (the larger the circle, the better!)

any wish?

ok. lets review~

Feng shui is an ancient Chinese system of aesthetics believed to use the laws of both Heaven (Chinese astronomy) and Earth to help one improve life by receiving positive qi. Qi is a movable positive or negative life force which plays an essential role in feng shui. The goal of feng shui as practiced today is to situate the human built environment on spots with good qi. The "perfect spot" is a location and an axis in time.  (resourse:wiki)

since i'm surrounded by wonderful chinese labmates n friends, it is fun to learn more about their culture.

*bukan ke kita 1 Malaysia?*

*wink*wink

this is my job =)

i used to envy a wine tester (ok. of course this is NOT my job~!) A wine tester can differentiate the sweetness o bitterness of the wine. and some of them can even determine which year the wine was made. how great!

Wine testing is the sensory examination and evaluation of wine. The results of the four recognized stages to wine tasting:

• appearance
• "in glass" the aroma of the wine
• "in mouth" sensations
• "finish" (aftertaste)

Same goes as my job~ i have to taste each sample product n even the raw materials. especially when there was any sample problem. all of us including the assistant manager have to taste and give their opinion about what we taste. either it is weaker, sour, salty, etc~ not to mention my assistant manager is so great until she can even state what is wrong with the sample.. n even a different raw material added.

chocolate cake blind test

this was the blind test. actually we had a customer complaint.. said that our product had different taste. so, we carried out a blind test. each and everyone of us need to taste the CHOCOLATE cake and tell the different. either it is weaker, or more bitter, o more 'chocolate', o any word which can describe the taste~

the blind test

pic above: both left n right ladies are the examiners (they know the answer).. and the middle is my labmate (in this case, the tester) ~ plz ignore all those purple sample and bottle on the table. those for colour checking~

actually one of the cake was control (only colouring). one had more bitter taste. and another 1 had sweet taste.

when it comes to the CEO (since the complaint came from one of our big client so he also need to taste) and the answer was = there are no much different. and all taste are almost the same.

grr~after almost of half and hour critically gve opinion for tasting~

*i will miss my job. and all my bosses!*

my favourite

i kept this poem for a very long time... about 8 years... to make me strong.to calm me down~

Don't Quit

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won if he'd stuck it out.
Don't give up, though the pace seems slow -
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man;
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor's cup,
And he learned too late, when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out -
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are -
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit -
It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.

Author Unknown

reunion budak2 BESTARI

slepas 7 tahun mnamatkn skolah menegah, n approximate 10 years 4 me tnggalkan SMKTSW~

we had our iftar together. venue kat kedai makan salah sorng ex-classmate, nuar, kat Dato' Keramat, KL... d organize oleh seorang pharmacist, cik kiah =)

overall, smua berjalan lancar. he had a very great time. but so sorry x leh epak until mid nite coz kne hantar fren blk rumah sewa kat hulu langat... tp smpai umh still mid nite coz jem gler d kl + ujan yg selebat2 alam~

since tak buat homework dulu n study pasal each other before datang, so banyak la bnda yg nak d update.. n i'm happy to hear we r all succeed in our own way. we hv our lawyer, accountant, engineering student, post graduate student, statistical student, pkerja produa (x smpat nk tye kje sbagai ap), mantan presiden mahasiswa malaysia =) n yang lain2 x tersenarai kt sni.. owh. and + a policeman which is also a body builder. ouch! (gud luck with your new gym in sungai petani!)

so... here we go~

gambar skema macam amk gambar kelas dolu2~

majoriti semua ade je kat area KL ni.. cuma tuntutan idup yang memaksa kami tuk x selalu berjumpa~

we will meet again.. someday... InsyaAllah.. on Izham's wedding day perhaps?

*p/s: thnx to bf maryam yang x pasal kne jd photographer mlm tu~

ayuh bermain warna =p

this is my new hobby~ lalala

for this past few years, aku melalui hari2 yg bz~ statement ala2 PM lak rs.. huhu.. jarang kalau aku duk kt rumah~ setiap hari pun ade je benda nk d buat o nk pegi mn2...

this 2 years, weekdays... ak bekerja smpai kul 6.... weekend, ak kelas dr pagi smpai lewat petang... n malam adelah masa tuk buat asignmnt... ak maklum aku duk sorng je kat rumah... jd nk kluar masuk rumah pkul brape pun x ade sape nk pndang sinis~

since kelas aku dah habis, which mean aku akn ade extra time during weekend, so ade je la benda2 yang ak n buat (actly ak jd sorng yg x boleh duk diam n tertib kat rumah)

sbenarnye ak mmg suka tgk barang2 makeup. tp x reti guna.. huhu... dulu time masuk teater ak bukan unit makeup tp suka tgk dier org menconteng2 muka~

tadaaa~ hasil makeup yg ak buat~ namepun personal mkeup class...

owh. actly org yang ajr kelas ni aelah org yang makeup aku time kawen hari tu.. since ak mmg suka hasil makeup time kawen, ngn cepat jer ak mnawarkn diri tuk jadi student dier.

so lps ni bleh la gne brg2 makeup yg aku ade tu.. n menambah pape lagi..

1 lagi sebab tuk mnghabiskn duit~ ish3....

dari lensa photographer - outdoor photoshoot

tempat untuk outdoor photoshoot ni d buat d.... hurmm... klau sekali tgk mmg cnfirm tau. or bt org yg x knl tempat nih~ TUGU NEGARA~! (owh sgt la patriotik!)

sgt malu actly time nih~ tp hubby muka sgt penat~ hiks!

tadaaa~ berlatar belakng tugu negara

luv this pic =) kegigihan photographers

ni kebetulan mereka tgh buat latihan tuk prform kt dewan philharmonic (gni ker ejaannya?!)

Then tengah sibuk2 ambil gambar, lalu pulak group of tourist. tgk kami ambil gambar. then dengan slumbernye mintak tuk amkbil gambar ngn aku (sorry ye B) sorng demi sorng~ x pe la kan.. mana tau ni first time dier orang tengok pengantin kat Malaysia ni. layankan~ tp hubby yg geram tgk smua nk ambil gambar dgn ak. ngeh2.

hiks! ak pn rase cm tugu bila pelancong amek gambr ak.

that day~ abis photoshoot around pkul 6.00 pm.. tu pun photographer ajak ambil gambar time sunset.. tp hubby kate dia btol2 x larat dh..

best jugak photoshoot ni eyh. tiba2 rase nk jd model bju pengantin. err.. boleh x agak2?

hubby, me, my cik pengapit and da photographers =)